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The reason I may look like a party pooper or down
Is because when I used to walk up to people and tell them my name they would give me a frown
They wouldn't say anything so I would walk away
Then I would see them sneaking peaks at me and laughing, but someday...
I would go sit away from them on the concrete wall
Or I would get a basketball
And shoot hoops all by myself
I put my high hopes on a shelf
Sometimes when I would make a hoop someone would run up to me
And kick the ball away, then laugh at my plea
For peace
I was the one who tried hard with elbow grease
But now I just go sit there anyway
To save myself from all the pain
That's why I don't go up to people and tell them my name
I just always ended up ashamed
Ashamed to be me
Whatever I did they laughed at
Someday hopefully they will realize that
They were all the bitches
That should die in ditches
Sorry I just wish I could make them pay
And that still happens to me today
Even in high school
People think making fun of me is “cool”
Why are they so cruel?
I hate going there
Because most people don't care
And they say that there are only raggies in this town
I bet you don’t know that word, go look it up, the word raggie might be a noun
But I actually try and work hard
Even though I get scarred
Every time someone says that
It makes us all sound worse than rats
Whoever says that isn't even trying
They just like to see people crying
I'm shy
Because I don’t want cry
I'm done trying