Ch. Maven Lockwood - Blog Posts

I love "died and came back afraid" as much the next guy, but what about "died and came back 𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦"?

dying and coming back, clawing your way out of heaven or hell, dirt under your fingernails and hands that will never be clean from your sin. coming back with wild eyes, never resting from what you've seen, the torture you've been through. dying and coming back knowing that you can claw your way out again, you cockroach of a person can dig your own grave and climb out of it all the same. sacrificing yourself means nothing when the soil and mud from your last death is still caked on your palms. dying and coming back knowing that death means nothing when you can crawl your way back to life. hello. can anyone hear me.

so much love for characters who are desperately unsure whether they’re a good person, a redeemable person, a person worth saving, but are absolutely certain that they’re a grade a hottie

10 Things I Hate About You (1999) dir. Gil Junger

fatima aamer bilal, from we were put on this earth desperate, hungry and willing.

[text id: you get nervous when someone holds your hand, you wonder if they can feel the rot.]

Sometimes I do have desires that disgust me. But I have other problems