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A Welcome Surprise

Pairing- Cillian Murphy and Reader - Not based on real life. Thank you for your support, would love to hear your thoughts!

Summary- I used my couple from The Other Woman, for this fic. Cillian has been away for weeks, and Y/n wants to surprise him.

Your stress levels were high, as you made your way through the hotel. Cillian was here somewhere, doing a Q&A for Oppenheimer. After a long flight, you had showered and changed in his PA’s room. Wanting to be fresh when you saw him. The weather was a lot warmer here, than at home.

He literally had no idea you were here. It had been weeks, since you saw each other. Since he saw his daughter too, and you knew he was struggling. Working long days, answering the same questions over and over. Having to be sociable, it was his idea of hell.

You had travelled alone with Niamh, for the first time. Surprisingly it had gone smoothly. Of course it helped, that Cillian’s PA had booked you into first class. Had a driver to meet you, and help you with your bags.

You had spoken to Cillian late last night, before your flight. Telling him you were going to a cottage, with your friend Liv. So you may not get signal. He had another week to go in LA, he was due to pick up an award at the Palm Springs Film Festival. He had already confessed how home sick he was.

Rushing along the corridor, you knocked on Cillian’s door. He was still working, but his team were waiting for him. When his PA Lyndsey opened the door, you quickly entered.

“Little Princess is still asleep,” she smiled, as you walked through to check. Cillian had a huge suite, so Niamh was sleeping in the bedroom. She looked tiny on his King Size bed.

“Thank you for watching her, I was desperate for a shower,” you responded, hearing a tap on the door. The unmistakable voice of your fiancée, chatting to someone. Your heart began to race.

“Quick, back in the bedroom,” Lyndsey whispered, ushering you away. “Let him come in,” You paced the room, while you waited. Hearing the main door close, as they began to chat.

“It wasn’t as long as last night,” Cillian answered, while you slowly opened the door. Creeping out, he stood with his back to you. “Still busy though, loads of people there. Fuck, it's hot in here,"

Lyndsey nodded, smiling at him. “Well you have a few hours now, to relax. You know just to catch up,” You swore she was more excited, than you were.

“Catch up?” He asked, confused. Feeling a pair of hands, covering his eyes. “What the?” Quickly spinning around, he gasped to find you in front of him.

“Holy fuck… shit,” His mouth went dry, eyes filling with tears. "Shit.... fuck,"

"Are you going to stand there and swear, or kiss your poor woman?" Gareth his stylist laughed. Cillian clearly had no idea you were here. You had really caught him off guard.

Throwing his arms around your waist, he picked you up. Squeezing you so tightly, you could barely breathe. Spinning you around, burying his head in your hair.

"I cant believe it, fuck. Is it really you?" he asked, blinking away his emotion.

"It is really me, I couldn't not be here to see you get your award," you beamed, pressing your lips to his. God, you had missed him so much. Lifting you up, Cillian squeezed you again. Your legs wrapping around his waist.

"Guys, you are making me emotional!" Lyndsey announced, "We will leave you to it,"

You both didn't even notice his team, leaving the room. Locked together in an embrace, holding onto his strong shoulders. Lips meeting feverishly, making up for lost time. When a shrill cry interrupted your reunion.

"Shit! Is that my girl?" Cillian gasped, placing you back onto the floor. Trying to ignore his growing erection, he pulled you through to the bedroom. Niamh still laying on top of his bed, arms and legs kicking angrily. She hated being left on her own.

"Who is in here?" Cillian asked, crawling onto the bed. You couldn't stop smiling, watching her little eyes searching the room. She knew her Daddy's voice.

“Is this my little Niamh bear?" He cooed.

When her Daddy's face came into view, her blue eyes widened. Hands clenching and unclenching, excitedly. "Here she is, here she is, Daddy has missed you!" Picking her up Cillian held her close, letting her grip onto his jumper.

"You happy to see Daddy? Yes you are," you smiled, letting her grip your hand. "Mummy is happy to see Daddy too," standing next to him, he wrapped his arms round both of you.

"Fuck, I'm so glad you are here," he stated, enjoying his little reunion.

That night, you both attended the awards ceremony. You hated these types of events, you both did. Cillian was always uncomfortable with the press, the never ending questions. You hated the scrutiny, people making comments about your relationship.

Desperate for pictures of you together.

Lyndsey had arranged a babysitter, but you wouldn't stay too late. You hated leaving her. Walking hand in hand through the crowd, with Cillian's team. he turned to whisper in your ear. "You are the most beautiful woman, in here,"

"I have just seen Eva Longoria," you laughed, aware of people taking sneaky selfies of him. "She is stunning,"

"You are the only woman for me," Cillian winked, taking your hand again.

When the time came for Cillian to accept his achievement award. You were overcome, with emotion. He had worked so hard, not just on this movie. But, throughout his whole career. Although, when you were both at home, it was easy to forget what a big star he was.

He was just your Cillian. Niamh and Niall's Dad. Your fiancée, just in your little bubble. Dabbing your eyes, you sipped some water. Listening intently.

“And finally, because I never get to do this, I want to thank my family," Cillian continued. Waving over at you. "Two thirds are here with me, my beautiful fiancée, Y/n, sitting just over there," The whole crowd turned to look at you.

Oh my god.

"For putting up with me," he chuckled, "Supporting me when I take on these huge projects, they are always there for me. And I love you, thank you everyone,"

Note- Congratulations to Cillian!

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