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wallyĀ hasĀ aĀ crazyĀ caseĀ ofĀ internalĀ echolalia.Ā thisĀ isĀ notĀ helpedĀ byĀ theĀ factĀ thatĀ kidsĀ theseĀ daysĀ areĀ horrificĀ atĀ wearingĀ headphonesĀ whenĀ they'reĀ onĀ theirĀ phonesĀ inĀ public.Ā soĀ heĀ picksĀ upĀ aĀ lotĀ ofĀ phrasesĀ /Ā vineĀ quotesĀ /Ā tiktokĀ audiosĀ andĀ replaysĀ themĀ inĀ hisĀ headĀ whenĀ goingĀ aboutĀ hisĀ day.Ā mostlyĀ inĀ hisĀ headĀ orĀ veryĀ quietlyĀ toĀ himself.Ā greatestĀ hitsĀ include:
lotsĀ ofĀ foodĀ relatedĀ ones.Ā likeĀ anyĀ timeĀ he'sĀ aroundĀ food.Ā Ā āit'sĀ anĀ avocadoā¦thanksāĀ /Ā theĀ combinationĀ pizzaĀ hutĀ andĀ tacoĀ bellĀ songĀ /Ā theĀ mcdonaldsĀ inĀ theĀ pentagonĀ songĀ (Ā evenĀ thoughĀ heĀ doesn'tĀ totallyĀ understandĀ theĀ jokeĀ atĀ theĀ endĀ )Ā /Ā hamiltonĀ eatingĀ oreosĀ inĀ aĀ parkedĀ carĀ /Ā etceteraĀ etcetera, i could go on all day
i'mĀ justĀ kenĀ andĀ onĀ theĀ flipĀ side,Ā theĀ snlĀ peteĀ davidsonĀ sketchĀ version.Ā atĀ random,Ā throughoutĀ theĀ day.
āwhyĀ youĀ soĀ small?Ā whyĀ youĀ soĀ tiny?āĀ everyĀ timeĀ heĀ becomesĀ awareĀ howĀ muchĀ tallerĀ heĀ isĀ thanĀ theĀ peopleĀ aroundĀ him
āWhen was the last time you ate??ā
āThatās none of your business.ā
āWell Iām making it my business!ā
Watching an Instagram account that makes sandwiches through history. Needless to say I might try to replicate these recipes in university
Yāall I just made Mac and cheese from scratch without a roux
I just like this article a lot. ā¤ļø I know Iām not the only one having a difficult time right now, so maybe it will help somebody out there.
Sources: (IG) @Tigerfawn, Pinterest āš„š·
Because you guys are the best adopted dog parents that Walter and Gale could ask for, and also because you deal with me being a man... and that makes you cinnamon rolls in my eyes.
xx Dare
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā at the collision, johanna scowled, words of spite about to part lips when her dark gaze saw her, the mockingjay herself. despite the two not always seeing eye to eye, johanna assumed the other wouldnāt go as far as to pretend to not know whom she was. not after everything. apparently the rumors regarding memories in this place were TRUE. if only she couldāve been so lucky. a forced smile tugged at the corners of her lips, though unable to meet her eyes ( they hadnāt been for quite some time ).Ā āyou appear so agile ā suppose clumsiness truly is in oneās DNA.ā she reached around the other for a few hordorves. johanna would never admit it, but it was almost comforting to talk to someone so familiar, even if they didnāt know, even if it was katniss. ābut i canāt blame you for wanting to run away with a full plate. it is all quite good && readily available. i wonder how theyāre paying for it all though.āĀ
@heartsofemberāĀ ā event starter
Katniss was surprised she had it in her to leave Georgeās side at all. It wasnāt that she was dependent on him so much as it was she didnāt really enjoy parties. Something seemed chillingly familiar about it but she couldnāt pin anything down. One of the few things she did like about parties was the food. It was the only thing provided by this party that she didnāt actively avoid. Perhaps she should have tried to avoid it a little because she was becoming certain that she was starting to annoy some of the other guests getting something to eat as well. When she turned to leave, she almost collided with another person. Her breath held for a couple of seconds, Katniss quickly took stock of the situation before letting out a sigh of relief.Ā āThat was a close one. I promise, if I spill food on anyone tonight, itāll be myself.ā
Extra, extra! Local girlboss revealed to be an Arbyās fan! Read more in todayās paper!
Wait you like Arbyās???
... Next question please.
Good morning all I did not sleep and also I ate mold on accident, by the way I had an idea for a sickfic with heavymedic in it and accidentally came up with a universe around it based onĀ āIām gonna like the way you fightā (vaguely, just the way the mercs r sorta sorted ykno? like its cool af how oc mercs are introduced)
anyways I still need a name for BLU Heavy. BLU Medic is named Kaspar! The REDs are referred to by their base class names or their first names, the BLUās are on a first name basis for now to help distinguish between characters.
If anyone has name ideas for Heavy iād love to hear em!
Lemón
Ćne singular citrus fruit
Hollow Knight food concept art Iāve done this before, but I wanted to go into more depth on the processes and ingredients used
Iām slowly amassing the ingredients needed to bake a cake
Tell us one weird fact about yourself
"I have a terrible sweet tooth."
blakemaddenā:
Blake felt nervous, on edge, knowing Leo was coming over so they were likely going to be having a pretty serious conversation imminently. Sheād sprung the information of new found fatherhood on him just moments before his daughter had actually been born which hadnāt left long for him to process the information before sheād arrived. One look at the babyās little face you could tell the man had been utterly smitten but that didnāt mean there was room for his feelings towards her mother to be somewhat different. If nothing else Blake was relived beyond belief that Leo seemed to want an active role in his daughterās life but he still had a wife to think about, a whole other life heād been leading before it had been turned upside down. It left Blake not knowing how things were going to pan out which wasā¦.unnerving. Especially for a new mom whoās hormones and anxiety were at an all time high as it was.
Cradling Mira in her arms wrapped in a hand knitted pink and white blanket that had been a gift from a long time client she whispered to her daughter under her breath, bouncing gently from one foot to the other in a soothing fashion. āHi beautiful girl, is your daddy going to come and see you? He is. Heās going to come and give you cuddles soonā¦heās going to come and give his special baby lots of cuddlesā¦ā the knock on the door what brought her out of the little bubble she had contained herself in to not spin out entirely thinking of the various directions the next couple of hours could go in.
Using a free hand, the one not supporting her little bundle, Blake pulled open the door with a sweet smile. Warmth all over her features because it was just in her nature to be as welcoming as humanly possible whenever someone came over to her home, plus she had no ill will towards Leo. If anything she had some significant making up to do. āHey, you made it. Come on in, we were just talking about you.ā Her voice was a soft even tone not wanting to startle Mira with a sudden loud noise when she seemed so content finally. In the wake of a bit of a screaming fit that had only ended about a quarter of an hour ago, sheād wanting to be held and rocked, which was what her mother was now of course doing.
āDid you want a drink?ā
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Leoās head was a brewing storm as he had made his way over here. But the sight of the mother of his child with their baby, completely cleared his head. Life had made sense when he saw his miracle. He saw his purpose in every bit of his daughter. It had became his purpose to protect, love, and care for their Mira. He simply stared at his tiny beautiful daughter before reacting to Blakeās words.
āNah, no drink, but I got you your favorite pasta from that bougie place you like.ā Leo said lifting up the branded paper bag. His eyes rolled at the word he used to describe the place, but forty something dollars for a pasta dish was indeed bougie. But he spend the pretty penny to entice her to sit down and actually eat something hearty.Ā
Now Leo was no stranger to Blake and Reeceās apartment, if anything he was probably albeit too comfortable as he moved further into the place. He set the bag down on the kitchen counter after shutting the door behind him, gently. And then his eyes happily set on their baby girl in Blakeās arms. He closed the space between him and Blake, with their baby in the middle. It made him smile so wide when Miraās big eyes went from Blakeās face to his. He couldnāt help but melt.Ā āHi Mira,ā he cooed,Ā āWere you talking shit about daddy with mommy?āĀ Leo asked as a joke but then quickly realized that these werenāt the type of jokes that he should make around or with his child. āShit, sorry, shit.ā Leo stammered as he quickly meant to take his joke back, he looked frustrated with himself as he gave up and just covered his mouth with both hands. His eyes wide and apologetic. The new father was obviously still adjusting and clearly believed he should be the topic of a verbal smackdown.Ā
renfarberā:
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He sounded genuine enough. And he certainly looked like he meant what he was saying. But she couldnāt shake the knowledge that his wife had probably also believed him when he spoke to her like this. Not to mention, sheād seen him yell at Blake and punch a wall mere minutes before looking at her like she was a gift from God. So she remained skeptical, looking at him through narrowed eyes.
āI donāt want to talk to you,ā she said bluntly, climbing the steps and getting her keys out of her pocket.Ā āā¦But I know that we have to.ā She hesitated, with the keys in her hand. Inviting him in seemed so⦠maybe intimate wasnāt the right word, but it was all she could think. This was her home. Her safe place for Max. Leo felt like a stranger now, did she really want to let him in?Ā āI was going to order a pizza. You still pile everything on yours like a crazy person?ā
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Leo nearly held his breath as he watched her face. It was like he was memorizing it just incase. He felt his stomach tense at her blunt words. He deserved that. He deserved worse. Her next words caused him to finally take a full breath. But then he stared at her, not realizing he had gone from being shut out to being asked if his pizza order was the same. "Erm,ā he made a disgruntled noise that he pulled off to be one of offense than confusion.Ā āSupreme pizza is not crazy. Itās genius.ā He said quite stubbornly. He obviously believed wanting everything wasnāt a crime, though that logic only worked best with pizza.Ā āDoes that mean Iām invited to your pizza party...?ā He asked, his eyes darting to her door and then to her. He had to admit this was much more than he was expecting.Ā
vihanadavisā:
āLeo, my love. I am home.ā Vihana lit up with her smile. She giggled at each kiss, each one tickling her skin. When he pulled back, she met his gaze and held it, gently reaching out to stroke some shaggy curls away from his face. He looked so handsome, even when he could do with haircut. His words made her heart clench.Ā āI missed you too, darling. Iām so sorry to have been gone so long. I thought tonight I could make an apologyā¦āĀ
Hana stepped away, taking his hands and grinning.Ā āAll your favourites tonight⦠Steak and lobster and duchess potatoes, prepared by our favourite, Chef Moreau. Hydrangeas, a lovely whiskey, and I was thinking we could run a bath and share it after dessert. Which⦠was going to be tarte au citron, but it seems youāve brought somethingā¦āĀ
Hana went over and picked up the cupcakes.Ā āWhere did you get these? They look delightful.āĀ
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Leo was about to protest her desire to apologize but was completely taken by her leading him with her hold and smile. He finally looked away from her lavish beauty to her handiwork. He inhaled deeply when she mentioned his favorite meal. Surf and turf. His appetite so greedy that it desired the best of land and sea. His eyes admired the most dramatic of all the flowers in his opinion since hydrangeas chose to drink from their petals than their stems. Stubborn and dramatic just like him. It was so thoughtful and so thorough. There even was even a glass of his worse vice chilled and waiting for him. His hands had laced their fingers with more pressure like he still couldnāt believe she was here. That someone would do all of this for someone like him.
Leoās widened eyes almost froze when her attention went to the pink box. Seeing how Blake had handed them to him earlier and seeing her hold them had made his compartmentalizing do a double take. He looked down at the little cellophane window that had let her see itsā beautiful contents. The cupcakes were filled and topped with his favorite. Fresh berries and cream on angel cake. He kept his face neutral now as he quickly thought his answer through. It wouldnāt be good to lie in this situation. If he lied about where he got cupcakes, and she had found out, it would be a red flag. He didnāt want to bring Blake into discussion with his wife, but he had no choice. If he was just honest about the baked goods, he should be safe. āIt was out of the blue, actually, I got them from the woman who did our wedding cake. I bumped into her today after class.ā He kept his story straight and simple. Liars always added too much detail to their lies and he used that knowledge to his advantage. āHad I known youād be home tonight, I would have opted for our wedding cake flavor.ā He said, using his charm to distract her from the topic all together. As well as closing in the space between their bodies to press a soft kiss upon her lips.Ā
renfarberā:
Oh, this was dangerous. He shouldnāt be looking at her like this. And she shouldnāt be looking at him like this. They were grown ass adults now, and they should know better, and they had responsibilities, and theyād broken up for a reason, because sheād done something horrible, and then heād said some horrible things, and enough time had passed now that there shouldnāt be any feelings left of any kind, but⦠there were. She could tell from his eyes that there were. And anyway, Ren had always rather liked danger.
He smiled at the mention of her mother, and he joked about her ridiculous old friends, and she laughed at his dumb jokes and his smug smile and his popcorn-throwing, and what had felt dangerous a moment ago, now felt familiar and safe. Safe enough that she felt comfortable reaching up to fix some stray curls that had fallen over Leoās eyes.
āDo you remember the night we met?ā she smirked. She wouldnāt blame him if he didnāt, honestly. They were at work, and it was a particularly slow night, and nothing of interest really happened except for Ren meeting the only man sheād ever fall in love with. Theyād spent the whole shift talking and laughing (and getting yelled at for talking and laughing), and sneaking booze from behind the bar.Ā āI told you I felt like Iād known you in another life. And that nothing you could say would ever surprise me because of it. ā¦I was a fucking weirdo back then,ā she laughed,Ā ābut I still kind of believe that.ā
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The way she looked at him was almost becoming unbearable. Did she realize that she was looking at him the way she use to? Was he giving her the same adoring look that he had reserved for her all those years ago? Would the desire to stop wanting to reach towards her subside? How could he even approach her in such a way when she knew she was married and very clearly had honored that sanction far more than he did? No matter the answers, he had to behave, he had to.Ā
Ā Leo didnāt flinch or back away when Renās hand came to his obstructed view. He actually kind of welcomed not seeing her so clearly. It offered a bit of a shield, but she had brushed his shaggy curls away, giving him a sharp view of her stunning features once again. Heād never get over just how ethereal she appeared. And just like that, the urge to just move closer, grab her face and just kiss her took hold of him again. But thankfully she had given him another distraction.
He looked at the cute smirk upon her face as he took her question. The night they met. Arguably one of the best nights of his twenties. He would never tell her, but he even knew what phase the moon was in the sky that night; a crescent moon. He also regrettably even knew what the special was that night; a honey roasted duck. Which now he realized was probably the reason for the slow night. He kept his gaze on her as he recalled the rest of the details, the more important ones. Like how when their eyes first met, he became a stoic fool, melting into a strangerās eyes. But then how quickly he had warmed up to her because of her charming demeanor, one that he matched up with his own. He definitely chose humour to captivate her, and he was smitten with her honesty no matter how eccentric it was. As he listened to her recalling their conversation about other lifetimes, his face had softened and there was smile shining from his eyes as well as his lips.Ā āI think I remember it a lot better.ā He gloated, of course, needing a spotlight on him being right once again. He leaned in closely, his elbow completely taking her arm rest as he did so. āBecause you said, you felt like youāve known me in a thousand other lifetimes.ā The glint in his eyes still shown as he reminded her of that detail, the lighting of the movieās glow helped ignite it brighter. āI asked if I were rich and successful in any of them and you said yes. And then like a lameass trying to shoot my shot, I asked if I got to see you naked in any of them.ā His voice lowered an octave as if to keep that part intimately between them than it already was. Leoās gaze, however, dropped down to the exposed skin at her collarbone before he forced it back up. His clutch on the popcorn bucket was unfortunately becoming obvious with the crinkling of the cardboard.Ā
vihanadavisā:
where: Vihana & Leoās apartment, Manhattan. with: Leo Davis ( @le0davisā )
She hadnāt meant to be gone so long. It had only meant to be five days, a week at most, but the mess and the chaos of the LA offices had kept her away for three weeks. She didnāt like being away from Leo for that long, not when sheād told him she wouldāve been home much sooner. She had some serious making up to doā¦Ā
Sheād come home, unsure of when Leo would be back, and had been quick to work. The place had been left spotless by their cleaner, and decorated with vases of hydrangeas. Hana set to work, lighting candles, turning on and dimming down soft warm lights. She didnāt have the time or skill to cook what she knew Leo would love, so she ordered it in with a private chef - fresh lobster, tenderloin steak (ready to be cooked however preferred), duchess potatoes, an assortment of vegetables. Hana, being a pescatarian, would only be having the lobster.Ā
As her chef preferred their food, Hana went to change quickly and top up her make-up. She stepped into a long white stressed, with a square bust and thin straps. All her jewellery - rings, necklaces, earrings - as always, were gold. Real gold. Combined with river pearls, malachite, moonstones, onyx. She saved her rubies and emeralds for more glamourous occasions. She had a spritz of perfume, scented with jasmine, and put on some music.Ā
A Sunday Kind of Love, by Etta James. Classic, maybe a little cheesy but timelessly lovely.Ā
She heard the door click open as she was setting the table, and felt her heart flutter. She moved to stand facing the door, wanting to see the expression on Leoās face as he rounded the corner.Ā
āSurprise.ā She said simply, flashing him a smile.Ā
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Leo sighed, unlocking the door, he immediately expected to be met with utter silence as he had for the past twenty-one days or so. He tossed his keys into the decorate dish for them. But then he heard music which caused him to move further into the house cautiously. What or rather who he saw was not at all what he had expected.
āVihana,ā he breathed out as if he was holding his breath. His eyes immediately lighting up at the sight of her. He only focused on her even through all her handy work. The dim lighting and flowers and the scent in the air didnāt distract him at all from her beauty. Hell, he didnāt even spare a glance at her lovely gestures. Because she looked as she always looked to him, so beautifully unattainable. She was the queen to his lowly peasant. The God to his human. His leather shoulder bag was at his side like it always was when coming home from work. The only thing different about the manās appearance was that he was cradling a pink box filled with berry cupcakes. That and his curly hair had gotten shaggier.
After the initial shock of seeing his wife, glistening and shining for his attention, he approached her quickly with a spring to his step. āYouāre home.ā He smiled, and immediately placed the box on the table and stripped himself of his bag, in order to wrap an arm around her waist. āYouāre home, youāre home, youāre home.ā He repeated, his voice ringing brighter with happiness each time. Leo couldnāt help himself and peppered her cheeks with tender kisses inbetween each phrase. Then finally he stopped to just look at her face. It was like she was gone for months rather than weeks. He gently cupped her face as if he was to kiss her. But words escaped him before he moved towards her. āI missed you.ā His heart feeling as if it was soaring. This is what he had missed. This is what he was trying to replicate while she was gone.
(500) days of Summer (2009) dir. Marc Webb
annalisechambersxā:
Annie knew she could be a lot. that was justā¦who she was. She liked to speak to people and just mingle with society. It was fun. Plus, you never knew when you would make a great new friend just by meeting someone randomly in a bar. Sure, this in front of her seemed a little put off by the sudden appearance of her (which she understood), but she was going to try her best to make a friend tonight.
She smiled softly as the other spoke, nodding her head, āMost bar food is pretty subpar, you know? But thereās just something about this place. I donāt know what it is.ā She giggled and shrugged, āWould you want some of the wings?ā She asked, her eyes lighting up a bit, āI could never eat a full batch by myself.ā She paused and waved her hand, āTheyāre on me, I promise. I donāt want a penny.ā
Leaning over the bar, Annalise tapped the top a few times and soon enough, the bartender was wandering over and he was ordering an order of mild wings and a beer for the gentleman as well. Holding her drink tightly, she turned back towards him with a smile, āIām Annalise, by the way. But you can call me Annie if you like. Itās a bit quicker.ā She giggled, āI hope Iām notā¦interrupting you or anything. Or if you were waiting for a friend or something. Oh, Iām sorry I am!ā
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The dive bar on the ninth was arguably Leoās current favorite place in the city. So she wasnāt wrong about there being an essence to it. But he kept see-sawing in his mind if wanted to keep up with this conversation. It wasnāt her at all. Her sunny disposition and energy is what he should be striving towards. He was just far too stubborn to. Heād put a damper to her night, if this interaction continued. He didnāt deem himself as a particularly nice person unless it was useful to him. Add alcohol to that equation, and you got a more than chaotic Leo. But the light in her eyes, and her continuous graciousness kept him responding.Ā āI could have some wings.ā He said, accepting the free food. He might as well eat something so he could drink even more without getting sick. Good plan.Ā
He stayed quiet as he watched her place in her order. When she ordered a beer, specifically for him, he couldnāt help but cringe.Ā Even though it was a completely nice gesture. Leo detested beer like itās whole existence offended him. Carbonated, fermented hops and yeast juice? That beer? Fuck, no. He wasnāt planning on pretending he was a fan of it either.Ā āIām Leo, and no, Iām alone.ā He informed her and then he tilted his head at her.Ā āAnnie, did you know youāre so overtly happy?ā He questioned with a lifted brow.Ā
The sound of a glass mug being placed in front of him, took his attention. It was the beer, ice cold, with fragrant foam head. He swallowed and pushed it towards her space on the bar top as he held his breath.Ā āI canāt drink that. Itās gonna taste like beer and I hate that.ā He said, not hiding his dismay one bit.
Penn Badgley as Joe Goldberg You (2018 -)
starter for: @martinanselmoā where: martinās casaĀ
Leo was intrigued by this next client, mostly because of how the arrangement came to be. It wasnāt normal to receive a call from a manager that wasnāt tied to an actor. And the ink on his paycheck had stated otherwise. He remembered the call and how he tried to argue that a speech class would probably be best. But Leoās argument fell short when the deal of multiple sessions were brought up. He could certainly use the money.Ā
Thatās how he ended up in front of a tall door, in front of a townhouse on the northside of Manhattan. Though Leo would debate his townhouse looked a lot better on the outside than this one did. He adjusted his leather messenger bag on his shoulder before knocking. He was perfectly on time, Washington Heights was a reasonable twenty minutes from home today. He even had time to stop for a coffee. Evident by the greek blue cup in his other hand. He looked at the still unopened door before deciding to down the last of the cupās contents.Ā
PENN BADGLEY as Joe Goldberg YOU (2018 -) | 2.06 Farewell, My Bunny