I Might Delete This Later - Blog Posts

So I hope I’m not alone in this but for the longest time I couldn’t imagine Simeon using a quill/pen and paper to write his books. I know he’s terrible with technology so I just pictured him using a super old computer. Why? I still don’t know I could’ve gone for something like a type writer but no my brain said dial up would probably work in the celestial realm right? Like why am I like this.

For anyone wondering this is what i imagine he’d use to work on his books (not both at once but definitely one of these)

I might delete this later I don’t know if any of this makes sense.

urm... update?

1st! Drama!!! Ok so this super toxic boxton was literally sending death threats to the other boxton we had on our little group so. Yeah we ate✨️💅

Also.... WHY WAS I SO LAGGY!??!?!

Yeah. Not sure if I mentioned I got Brighty but I also got Flutter today! I'm super happy! Bout that

I don't really know what happened here. But I think it was some cult around a floating finn. So yeah.... slay ig? ✨️💅

We were tying to do a only scraps run. Oly me and the Calico Scraps next to me did it tho. And then we were talking bc they were at 2 heats and I'm like please be carful I don't want this to be a solo run (I'm lonely) I've been doing way to many... and then they die. So I die right after too

THIS IS ALL I NEED BESTIES!! I need Vee reaserch so bad! Omg. I'm gonna cry. *sigh* I'll be fine! Don't worry!

(BTW oc and au stuff will come out eventually)

Alright that's it.... unless you wanna hear a RANT!!

Okie... yall remember my friend that I'm stalking? 🥰 (Guy's don't take this seriously I don't actually know we're they live I'm stalking them online) omg like I really miss them!! I'm all like break!? Can you move faster please!? (pause 🤨) but like I really miss them! I keep telling my family how much I miss them and their all like "SHUT UP!!" and all like "Them this them that, I love them so much,!" Like I'm literally still here because of them... oops! But like fr I love them so so much and we're just a little group of gremlins though we all have different interests for example friend A likes Lego monki kid, murder drones, and friend B has those interests but I think in my opinion overworks themselves and sometimes I whisper I could just give them a bug old hug but NO! because 1) I'm to embarrassed to and 2) I'm not with them!!

Okay I think that's it for now pray for my sanity 🥰🎀!! Love you all!! Bye for now!!

Sorry no art today

To be honest, I don't feel like drawing today.

It's not like I lost the spark since that's the only thing that I'm ever good at.

Don't you guys ever feel you weren't supposed to live this long? Like for some reason you are still alive even if you felt you should have been dead a while ago but you still are living the same repeat day no matter how hard you try to change it that ending would just feel a actual change. Looking back I feel should of try harder to convince my mom to up my dose in my medication, my dose feels too low. Maybe I'll just start taking two of my pills daily instead of the once per day, it might result to my grades probably getting better so I won't have to take summer classes. I don't wanna live anymore, not in the a depress way where my life is shit since one of my pills are already helping with that but it's in the way were that the start blending into each other, I can't really die since I don't want my family and friends to be said. It's weird since I don't want to mainly do it since I don't want my boyfriend to miss me, I don't feel I'm a vulnerable reason for someone to be upset about.

Anyways sorry for the rant, I'll possibly will delete this later if I don't forget about it

Day 1 of drawing till I’m good.

I really like to draw, but suck at it. So recently I got into one piece and now I’m using it as my muse. I’ll try to draw something everyday, but remember it’s just for practice! No hate please! But tips are definitely welcomed.