Im Just A Girl In The World - Blog Posts

thanks dad

i feel so much but i don't know how to describe them.

i can’t do this anymore. i give up. life wins. let me bed rot for the rest of my days. i no longer want to face the world.

when did everyone else start to see me as a terrible person?

no cause im genuinely convinced everyone hates me

feeling unlovable and misunderstood is like my two main emotions

i love when my mind convinces me that everyone hates me and everything bad that has ever happened is my fault🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶💕💕💕💕

CHAT!! LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND WORTH LIVING!! YOU DESERVE TO LIVE AND EXPERIENCE HAPPINESS!! EVEN IF ITS SMALL!! HAPPY IS HAPPY!! (i went to the park and cured my depression)

grief hits in funny little ways always trying to remind you what you’ve lost.

i realized i never speak abt how im feeling and i keep everything in bc i don’t want ppl to perceive me in a negative way like i already do with myself. i already think this way about myself i don’t need anyone else to do that too.

everyday i hope and pray this is all just some terrible dream and i wake up 7 years old again when all I had to worry about was what storyline my toys would have to put up with today

i wish i could just fade into nothingness and everyone would forget about me

i have spent so much of my life keeping things in, I genuinely don’t know how to let it out

i fucking hate this trend (it is the most understood i’ve ever felt)