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Tw for homophobia and su!c!de mentions
It's gotten worse. I was playing among us, people started calling each other slurs, I asked to stop because It makes me uncomfortable. Then people started calling me slurs. I had a pride flag as my background, so they started being homophobic. Eventually, I just started ranting about how no matter what I do, I get bullied. No matter what I present as, even if I'm just being "normal." I started saying, "People like you are the reason I wanna kms." And then the entire server started telling me to do it, saying things like "fuck you [player name]," and "No one loves you." I said that I was actually crying, and everyone said "idc," or "good." They started making fun of me for being angry, even though it was completely right for me to be pissed. I'm honestly terrified of what I'll do if this keeps up. I'm also scared of telling my parents about this because I don't want them to have to monitor me at all times. But I also want to get help somehow. What do I do?
Vent
Tw for transphobia
Lately, I've been feeling like everyone on roblox is transphobic. People say my avatar is too "feminine," even though I literally have the agender flag and "no she/her" plastered across my avatar. When people use "she" or "her," at first, I get it. But when I try to correct them, they just make fun of me, say "you're a girl, freak," and deadname me (my deadname is in my username and my display name is my chosen name). Last night, when I tried to make sure no one in my server was transphobic, someone said, "Why are you accusing me of being transphobic when I'm literally gay?" Because you can be gay and transphobic, idiot. (She was deadnaming me too, btw) She called me annoying, and when I tried to explain, it got censored. She then laughed at me. What makes this ten times worse is that I'm audhd. Amplified emotions. I've experienced this in person, too. It's been a big problem for me over the past year. I'm honestly just really tired of it and am scared of telling anyone I know.
If you read through all of this, I thank you. It means so much to me. Have a cookie 🍪 (or ice cream 🍦).