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My last tumblr was abrubtly exposed my a friend of mine’s mother. She’s always in their business. So to avoid any nonsense about things I had written I deleted mine as soon as she started questioning it. My friend and her sister stopped using it. They didn’t see any point in it with their mother checking up on it everyday. I’ve given it a while to cool down and so far I’ve seen no sign of her or them here. So, I signed on to a new tumblr. Hi. Needless to say, I’ve got a lot of catching up to do.
Tennessee State University. Hi. So far, you are friendly but not exactly welcoming. I’m alone but for now it’s okay because I’m not sad today. I don’t live here so to me the campus is huge and every step I take I feel like the campus swallows me a bit more. My guess is, by the end of the week I’ll be okay. I’ll know where my classes are better and know how to get here correctly. I’m having second thoughts about not living on campus. I mean look at me, I’m stuck is this big education portal with nothing to do and nowhere to go for an hour; and after my next class, I’ll be stuck doing nothing for another hour. I wonder if I can still live on campus. Or maybe, rent an appartment on campus or close, like they do at MTSU. I know it will really hurt my parents but, I need to do what I need to do for my education right? Sometimes dad and I talk about what’s important. He says he wishes he spent less time trying to make money for us and more time spending time with us. So am I going to regret living in a dorm, or on my own rather becauyse of the lost time with my family? Or am I going to regret not doing it because it’s so much harder on my for school? I wish I could just stay the night down here two nights a week; Monday night and Tuesday night. Maybe I’ll meet a friend that will let me stay with them some. Like perhaps before exams or something. I feel like I could make friends, but, Idk if anyone here is feeling me or not. It’s freaking hot. Idk what to do. To be real with myself, honestly I’m 99.9% I’ll be staying at home. I suppose the drive is not that bad. Maybe I’m just jealous of the college life everyone else is experiencing. Or maybe, I’m just moody because I have a headache. I hope it’s that one. I’m going to try to redo my room. Maybe that will make me feel like this whole thing is a new experience.