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anonperegrine if you ever see this know that i think about dark verdict every day and night and i consistently lose sleep over reading it again and again. it’s currently 1:45am and im actually crashing tf out i have NEVER seen ANYONE write toxic nidvette as well as this (though i haven’t seen many at all)
i could ramble about it for hours but i think the most reasonable conclusion to take from this is that someone should just end my life asap hell yeah
just finished my idk 8th rereading of dark verdict
https://archiveofourown.org/works/54809515
this is the best fic of all time (ive reread it so many times it’s unable to be counted)- i feel like it has also motivated me so much with my drawings and other writing though i only have 1.5 right now and they both kinda suck….
please i need more fics to read…. or ill die (most of them are in my bookmarks already unfortunately)
nidvette atmosphere/description practice
edit: holy shit this is so trash 😭 but im going to keep it here for archive purposes ong
Another exhausting day of errands, scribbling, and organising had come to a close. Although the ministry office seemed to give an ever-bustling busy feeling during work hours, it would subdue in the evening, which yvette enjoyed. the quietness gave her racing mind (and body) to calm down, and she found it nice that the prime minister seemed to feel the same.
by now, the pair were the only ones left in the building. scritch-scratch sounds of graphite sketching on manuscript and the flicking through files created a strangely soothing kind of ambience. Hours would pass, layers darkness would fall, and numerous pots of coffee would have been boiled.
then they’d finish up for the day. sitting back in their chairs, finally taking a moment to breathe. at night, the office had transformed into a magical palace, lit up by warm yellow lamps which accentuated the rococo-esque lilith architecture which was often overlooked when the mind was full of other more important matters.
AHHHHHHHAAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHN
do i even need to explain??!! anyway im not because my hand hurts like hell for no reason so here are 3 words-> post rebellion nidvette
( big man, little dignity — paramore )
wow…. events in order as well…. what if im died
don’t get mad at me if my toxic nidvettes are toxic 😞💔
anyway; “you can be the boss” — lana del rey (unreleased)
man school is really beating my ass but all i want to do is read write draw and breathe nidvette 💔💔💔💔 nidvette save me 💔💔💔💔
doing biology and read “secretory” i legit thoght SECRETARY?!!! YVETTE MENTIONED!!!! bro…. she aint even a secretary anymore…. euthanise me (said in the way as MOISTURISE ME)
nidvette-ing is so painful because there is (nearly) no way they could be in a relationship. nidvette is just wistful thinking, what would’ve happened during the time together. and honestly the rebellion nidhogg arc just makes it so much sadder but better. if it didn’t happen, there would be no character development, which means no toxic ex-lovers content (lol).
maybe im a masochist for liking nidvette but it’s just too good
i can’t tell if i like arrogant nidhogg more or gentle nidhogg. BRO he’s so toxic but i love when people make him a massive bitch…. when people make him cakl yvette “little bunny”. FUCK IM KILLING MYSELF i love when hes mocking and shit is this the freak in me coming out????
toxic nidhogg is like junk food, it taste too fucking good but it’s bad for you. amen
shower thoughts going cray holy shit
two part fluff fic where nidvette are in the office together at night. i want to write in nidhoggs pov next time, there’s a relaxed vibe and they get to open up to each other maybe? or perhaps it can just be a quality time type of thing where it’s minimal dialogue, since i feel like the silence gives a cosy and relaxed vibe. everything slows down at night, both of them aren’t needed running around all the time. how should i open it? maybe yvette is doubting her abilities after seeing nidhogg so exhausted, and feels like she’s underqualified? (which is true lol). then there’ll be a setup for a super sweet reassurance scene AHHH!!!!!!!! is this annoying? i feel like a lot of other nidvette fics out there have the same scenes…. i just can’t manage to be original lol
maybe i can describe how yvette is some kind of highlight for him when he goes to work? shit this is SOOO cliche. and i think he should have some kind of guilt that he has to betray yvette later, because he has started to develop feelings for her. i dont know whether i want to characterise nidhogg as more arrogant or more gentle, but i guess he’s kind of both? i guess it depends on what role he’s taking on (colonel vs prime minister). ahhh…. its hard though!!!!!! i love both bitchhogg and cutehogg. but most of the time there must onlu be one :(
of course i need to have nidhogg loosen his shirt and take off his jacket and gloves because im a horrible person HAHAHAHHA what kind of self indulgence is this?! im so degenerate
…. if anyone’s reading how do you feel about seeing my full train of thought. unfortunately i do actually think like this, i am extremely sorry.
warning: my first nidvette fic (let alone fic at all lol) **UNFINISHED**
note: yvette and nidhogg in car. y learns about n’s intent. idk this is my first ever writing in my whole life, it’s probably really shitty but ya 😢 that’s it enjoy <3
IF YOU KNOW ME IRL GET THE FUCK OUT
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“surely you understand what i mean now, don’t you, yvette?”
pressing herself as close to the door as possible away from the ex prime minister, yvette’s balled fists trembled in her lap. the secretary was now sitting in a car with a traitor on the way to who knows where; as calm as ever, she could tell he was completely prepared. her on the other hand, was nothing short of a poorly concealed mess.
sitting beside her was the pride that she and the lilith kingdom grew to love, despite his upbringing in the north. the surprisingly gentle man that would wipe away the tears from her emerald-like eyes, reassuring her that she wasn’t a failure. the prime minister that was undeniably strict on others in the office, but never seemed to get angry at his secretary. what was she even to call him? he was no longer the man yvette once saw; the man she once fell in love with.
yvette saw her vision getting blurry, her eyes welling up. she hated herself for it. she should’ve been more hurt over the fact that nidhogg betrayed lilith, or rather the whole of miraland, but she couldn’t bear knowing that everything— from the big mistakes and accidents he tenderly forgave her for, to the small actions that would make her heart flutter— was all a performance, in which her heartstrings were played like a puppet. looking in the mirror, yvette saw the profile of nidhogg’s face, which although was the same as it was a minute ago, what was reflected to her was an entirely different man. not the prime minister of lilith, but the colonel of league tyr.
“you lied. you lied to everyone. we all loved you… i loved you.” she choked out, hurt and humiliated. yvette would never have thought this would be what it took for her finally to confess her feelings. she knew he could tell she was crying by now, and she was ashamed, learning that she’d always been the terrified girl who walked through the grand office doors on the day of the interview.
“i did,” nidhogg spoke with no remorse, “but i promise you yvette; it’s for the best of our future— for miraland’s future.” nidhogg said, slightlu turning to look her in the eyes with his— dark with a glint of amber, the fire of ambition in his soul with will to change the fate of the world.
“our future..?” yvette couldn’t bear to look at him. “i don’t want to live a future with a traitor.”
holy shit is this a match…. nidvette is real
i have nidvette as my username on twitter and instagram SURELY this makes me their biggest contributor. sorry im going to kill myself now lol
song: crave — paramore
yvette reliving her old memories….
im this close to writing a nidvette fic. THIS close!!!!!!! if only i had writing skills. FUKKKKKK
YOU KNOW WHAT IM BOUTTA SAY!!!!!! yup this is so nidvette coded hahaha… i don’t really like the song though
actually it’s not nidvette coded because nidhogg thinks what he did was right. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!! can you tell im normal about them… god why is it so rare to find something that fits…!!!
he only loves me when
there’s a means he means to end
oh i miss when we first met
i didn’t know him yet
[jobless monday — mitski]
honestly i would really die for some domestic and/or fluffy nidvette pre-rebellion. i read a fic where they briefly had a stay at a hotel with a pool. DAMN it was so perfect i wish someone would write a fic where it’s just nidvette going on a business holiday or something. THE FIC NAME IS “Dark Verdict” by Anonperegrine btw holy shit it’s fucking gold RRRRAAAAGSFSTHFHGS
i think about it every day and whenever i draw nidhogg i use THAT fic as my reference for his expressions. peregrine i love you and your writing has changed my life for the better AND worse godbless.
ive NEVER been good at creative writing but i think at some point ill finally be forced to write for myself…. if this happens i wanna try to write royce x neva (royva?) as well AHHH anonperegrine also has an amazing royva fic sigh i feel like such a loser but at least i recognise peak fuck yes!!!!!
“if i betray my country, i betray him; my country is very dear to me.”
“dearer than i?”
“no, not dearer than you.”
i hate how this quote from dangerously yours NEARLY fits nidvette but ARGHHH IT DOESN’T!!!!!!!
LIKE. we know yvette could never betray lilith obviously but for the first moment she found out about nidhogg’s rebellion… i imagine that she probably THOUGHT about what it would be like??? IDK now that i think about it it wouldn’t make sense cuz nidhogg wouldn’t let yvette interfere with his plan (given that he was only using her all along).
i also think that nidhogg SURELY must have missed her company too… AHHHHHH
god im so brainrotted save my soul. nidvette save me
i miss nidvette i miss nidvette i miss nidvette i miss nidvette i miss nidvette i miss nidvette i miss nidvette
im so dumb lol
okay so apparently that starlight echo event “last vestige” (with nidhogg and fafnir at the front) was saying that nidhogg and yvette are constantly going through reincarnation??? it seems that nidhogg withdrew from tyr, became wanted by them, and then is in hiding.
there was also shown to be a rendered illustration in the story somewhere of yvette falling through the sky, surrounded by white feathers??? surely this confirms the whole reincarnation thing…
all of the knowledge is from weibo, i didn’t get any of this while reading the actual event LMAO but now i am certain nidvette is meant for each other in every universe <3 (im delusional)
nidvette brainrotting to this song… i feel like it sounds like yvette reminiscing about how naive she was before nidhogg’s betrayal. yvette understands that she was used by nidhogg and that she was only a piece of his plan, but she can’t forget all the times her prime minister made her feel like she was valued and loved.
of course yvette hates that she fell in love with a traitor, but deep inside she wishes nidhogg was still the man she once knew, and not the man he really is.