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part 1
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: it all goes downhill for you and your secret feelings towards oscar when he decides to hard launch his new girlfriend
fc: different girls from pinterest
a/n: the awaited part 2 đ«¶đœ i hope you guys like it! <3
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oscarpiastri nice couple of days đžđŠ
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username wow hold on
username heâs tan i repeat heâs taaaan
username not the hard launch at a random tuesday
username the gasp i gasped
charles_leclerc they grow up so fast đ„Č
username why does this seem off?
username oh but they lowkey look cute
username this is not very polite cat of you
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oscarpiastri hola miami đŽ
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username okay shakira
username heâs down bad
username noooo đđ
username posting her twice unprompted? iâm afraid he is
gfusername â€ïžâđ„
username i wish you all the luck in your new relationship đ (iâm not curling up in jealousy internally)
username i need to do unethical things to him
username in case youâre wondering in what stage iâm in iâm still in denial thanks for checking đđœ
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yourusername ma Ăš tutto piĂč bello se lo vedi da qui đ (but it's all more beautiful if you see it from here)
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username my queennnn you were missed đ«¶đœ
username glad to see you posting again!!
troyesivan polyglot icon â€ïž
yourusername duolingo payed off
username bestie went through an identity crisis or what whatâs going on omg
username sheâs in imola letâs gooooo
username she was in miami as well đ
username yeah but she didnât post as usual just a few stories
oscarpiastri vero (true)
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f1gossip oscar piastri was seen last night kissing his close friend y/n y/l/n at the spanish race after party
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username bestie i donât think thatâs his âclose friendâ
username omg what i thought he had a girlfriend???
username i think they mightâve broke up because they unfollowed each other after miami
username if you wouldâve told me at the beginning of the year that oscar and y/n were a thing i wouldâve NEVER believed you
username they didnât give me that vibe AT ALL
username i ship them idc
username nooo they look so cute like they make sense with each other đ„č
username to be a fly on the wall on their group chat
username i need to know what the other guys think about this
username new it couple
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oscarpiastri right where i wanna be
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username awwww delete this
username the little lego mclarenâs đ„č
username they couldnât be anymore cute đ„°
username oscar learned how to hard launch and didnât let it go
username theyâre so cute i love them đ„ș
nicolepiastri â€ïž
username no shade to his ex but THIS makes sense
username what did the guys said about this i know is not my business but i need to know
landonorris we had no idea
carlossainz55 there was some shock and some yelling
username omg đđ
maxverstappen1 đâ€ïž
username why do i feel like max is two seconds away from killing them
charles_leclerc because he is
username haters gonna hate oscary/n you do you đ€Ș
yourusername finally đ
maxverstappen1 donât piss me off
yourusername i expected some maturity from you
maxverstappen1 you expected too much
charles_leclerc while weâre are it we need to have a conversation too
yourusername oops i dropped my phone at the bottom of the ocean sorry
oscarpiastri i guess haters really gonna hate huh
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this is the best thing iâve read
genre: smut, affair, erotic literature, angst, forbidden romance, enemies to "lovers", a bit angst/yearning, established relationships, voyeurism
word count: 16.4k
greed (noun) â intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth, power, or food.
nsfw warning under the cut!
18+...pwp, unprotected sex, missionary, riding, fingering, f!receiving, deep throat, m!receiving, finger sucking
inspired by red sex (re-strung) [rakhi singh]
cherry here!...had fun writing this one teheee. it's a long one, so definitely take breaks in between and enjoy. missed you guys!
Twirling your tongue around the bright pink straw, you blink blankly, quietly taking in the conversation that occurs in front of you. You should probably talk a bit, you remember thinking. Smile, at least, but you canât seem to bring yourself to lieâyou didn't want to be here. Â
âI thought you hated pineapple?âÂ
Turning, you shrug half-heartedly over at Lando. âIt makes my mouth itch,â you mumble, not enjoying a single sip of the smoothie. Well, except for the whipped cream. Taking a lick, your eyes stay connected onto his blue ones as he shakes his head.Â
âDonât drink it, then,â he tries, but you simply turn a blind eye, facing the complete opposite direction. From where you're sitting, you spot a group of kids playing jump rope. Even when one of them falls with a loud splat and starts to cry, you continue to stare.
âOh no,â a soft voice gasps. As soon as you hear it, you grind your teeth, hearing a slight crack immediately. âPoor baby.â
You like to think of yourself as an even person. Everyone who enters your life deserves a fair chance. Youâll get to know themâbefriend them, perhapsâand if it doesnât work out, then it doesnât work out, but no one can say you never tried.
But oh, how you hated Lily Zneimer.
The worst part of all is that there isnât really a single reason for your sudden distaste towards her. On paper, you two should be the best of friends, but the one thing holding you back is sitting right in front of you.
Oscar clicks his tongue, a nice tick coming through as his sharp brows raise with surprise as he watches the scene unfold. He, too, sort of remains as stoic as you, but the one difference is that he has a bit more empathy. You lack a lot of that, youâll be the first to admit.Â
The cries continue, the young boy's parents suddenly alert by now as they run towards their child. âIâm sure heâs fine,â he says, squinting his eyes due to the bright sun. âIt builds character.â
âGetting hurt?â Lily asks, frowning as she gently shoves his shoulder. âYou really do have a heart made of ice.â
This gets a snicker out of your boyfriend, making you sigh, instantly checking out, but Lando is as happy as can be. While he enjoys the moment, you lack interest in it, and if it werenât for the fact that the Australian was the one that invited you both out for drinks, then you would have happily been tucked away in bed. Make good use of the hotel perks and whatnot.Â
The brown eyed driver swings a hand behind his girlfriend's chair, playfully tugging her hair, making her blush and making you recoil with disgust. Not that you ever show it, but you definitely feel it. âMaybe I do, but only you can make it melt.â
Thatâs enough to call it a day. Standing abruptly, the chair squeaks against the pavement as you share a tight lipped smile. All at once, their eyes look up at you as you force a yawn. âI think Iâm going to head up now. Thanks for the invite,â you say.Â
Lily pouts subtly, blue eyes round and hazy. âSo soon? Itâs still early.â
You nod, sparing her small smile, but deep within, the sound of her sweet voice begins to irritate you to the point you think you might snap. âThe sunâs got me tired. I just need to lay down a bit.â Leaning forward, you peck Landoâs cheek, warm and sandy. âBut I'll see you later, yeah?âÂ
âSure,â she squeaks, waving numbly as they watch you walk awayâpractically fleeting, really. Humming sadly, the British girl looks down onto her lap, toying with her bracelets. âI donât think she likes me much,â she mutters, wincing sheepishly.Â
Oscar frowns. âThatâs not trueâŠâ
Lando frantically nods, feeling bad for Lily and her first encounter with you being a total bust. Come to think of it, ever since the blue eyed girl has been around, youâve been quite distant. âShe hasnât been sleeping well.â Lie. âShe just needs to recharge, thatâs all.â
-
You end up spending the next few days locked up in yours and Landoâs room. You avoid the paddock at all costs because youâre really not in the mood to see anyoneâespecially her. The British driver tried his best to get you out from these four walls, but gave up shortly after you blamed it on a migraine. You havenât had one of those in years, but he learns to respect your decision. You do promise to be there for his race, though.
And as expected, you see her. Sat perfectly with her legs crossed, the young girl beams, motioning for you to join her on the open chair. At first you act like you donât see her, preferring to stay standing for the next few hours rather than being pushed up next to her, but when she calls your name, you curse beneath your breath before making your way.Â
âHey,â you cheer, hugging her briefly before taking a seat.Â
A giggle. âHey. I heard youâve been feeling a bit under the weather.â
âHuh?â
Lily blinks. âLando saidââ
In one quick motion, you click your fingers, nodding along. RightâLando had lied on your behalf. It completely slipped your mind. Letting out a muffled groan, you wince theatrically, hoping she buys it. She does, worry quickly taking over her gentle gaze. âI have, yeah, I have.â Cheerâs erupt as the camera pans over to the fan zone, then back to the drivers that line up for the National Anthem. âBut I'm much better now!â
Her concern slowly melts away as she smiles. âThatâs good to hear.â
You would have not traveled with Lando to this week's race if you had known she would be here. Usually, sheâs not, but you almost feel as if you know everything about her from how much Oscar talks about her. It gets exhausting hearing the same stories being told over and over again, as if she was the best thing to come around. Was it really that hard to just not bring her up?
But alas, you are here, and so is she.Â
It feels like an eternity slowly goes by, so youâre quick to dart out the garage as you make your way towards the podium. The good thing is that she doesnât need to because Oscar secured a lucky fourth place. Close, but not close enough.Â
Running towards you after a round of media, Lando pecks your lips. He smells like a mix of champagne and sweat, not a completely unpleasant scent. He wiggles his brows. âProud?â
You grin, eyes crinkling just the same as his. âSuper.â Another kiss. âYou were great out there.â
A subtle shade of red burns his nose as he smiles widely, pulling you towards the direction of McLaren Hospitality, leaving you to follow him as you admire the way everyone looks at him the same way you do.Â
You like that heâs a winner. You like that youâre dating the winner. And thatâs why you admire him, because he gives you the right to brag about him by simply being his girlfriend. The kind everyone wishes to be. Entering the familiar orange motorhome, you two are caught at a stop as soon as Zak calls out for Lando who turns curiously.Â
âMy man!â he cheers, making you take a step back and letting them have their moment. You listen for the first few minutes, but when it looks like the congratulatory might run deep, you claim a seat on the nearby sofa, scrolling through your phone to kill time. At some point, you look up to see them bid goodbye, sighing tiredly as you make your way up. Zak grins from ear to ear, pointing at you with nothing but radiant energy. âSee you there!â
With that, he walks away, leaving you two alone once again. Raising a sharp brow, you tap Landoâs shoulder with confusion. âWhat does he mean by that?â
âHeâs rented a yacht for the team to celebrate today's win,â he explains, guiding you towards the privacy of his room with a large hand on your lower back. âYou know himâhe likes to go all out.â
You hum, still walking up in front of him. âI figured you would want to go clubbingâŠâ
Thereâs a cloudy sigh behind you as he clicks his tongue against the roof of his mouth. âI mean, yeah, I do, but we should probably skip that and do this instead.â Reaching to twist the knob, you pause, turning to face him with a surprised expression. âWhat?â
âNothing,â you respond, shaking your head. âLook at you maturing. You see, my Lando would have never preferred a classy yacht party instead of a trashy club.âÂ
He scoffs, rolling his eyes. âIâve changed.â
âRight,â you tease, finally opening the door, but as soon as you do, the room next to you squeaks, indicating someone exiting. Oscar and Lily come to a halt as soon as they spot you both. Your lips open in the smallest of gaps as they smile politely.Â
âCongratulations,â the British girl is the first to break the silence as she goes in for a quick side hug, one that Lando accepts without missing a beat. âYou must be over the moon.â
âI am,â your boyfriend lets out, still not used to the feeling of being first. A beat. âHey, did Zak mention anything aboutââ
âThe yacht party?â Oscar fills in with a loopy grin. Lando snickers, nodding at his guess. He shakes his head. âYeah, but we canât. I have to drive Lily to the airport.â
Intrigued by the fact, your brows dart up. âAh, no wayâyouâre leaving already?â
âYeah,â she says, smiling tiredly. âI have a few tests lined up for next week, and I canât miss them.â
âShame,â you hum, but the relief of not having her around anymore makes you feel a thousand times lighter. âI was going to suggest grabbing dinner next weekâŠâ
âReally?â Lando and Lily question in sync, both equally as surprised as one another. On the flipside, Oscar stands with an unrecognizable expression, making you avoid even looking at him because something about it somehow convinces you that he can see right past your lie.
Coughing awkwardly, you bob your head, catching the glimmer in her blue eyes as she holds her breath, almost. Something about it makes you feel bad, but just for a split second. âYes, really, but it looks like we got a bit unlucky.â
Swiftly, Lily turns to face Oscar with a helpless expression, as if pleading for aid, but for him it was an easy decision. âYou canât skip out on exams,â he whispers lowly, but still clear enough for you to hear. âYou know that.â
And sureâshe doesâbut ever since she got here, sheâs felt so out of place. Not with the team, not with two McLaren drivers as a duo, but rather with you. And now this? Any opportunity to have you as a friend is as good as gold in her eyes.
And to be quite honest, you didnât expect for someone as truthful as Lily to lie to their professor in a lengthy email, claiming to be severely down with the flu in order to stay a couple extra days and catch that unpromising dinner you had made up as some way to get her to think youâd miss not having her around. This was your reality and you just had to deal with it.
But Oscar?Â
Watching you carefully as you hug Lily back when she leaps with excitement into your arms, he squints with subtle suspicion in your character. Something in your rigidness and mannequin smile makes him want to pull the British girl away from you, feeling the need to protect his girlfriend's innocence.Â
Smiling softly over her shoulder, you catch a glimpse of Oscar, making your stomach churn. His eyes remain on you for a second longer before sharing a smile of his own.
Yup, you think to yourself.Â
He knows.
_
A week goes by at a snail's place.Â
The four of you fly together to the next continent with nothing but fake enthusiasm. Well, fake from you, and unbeknownst, fake from Oscar, too.
He doesnât know why he doesnât trust you completely. In hindsight, you havenât done anything wrong, but everytime you and Lily are togetherâwhich is most of the weekâit feels like you have. Maybe it had something to do with the sinister glares youâd send her way when you thought no one was looking, or the fact that youâd have to take a heavy breath in preparation every time sheâd greet you with a warm hug. But maybe he was wrong. Maybe he was seeing something that wasnât there, but that doesnât mean heâd be at ease for the rest of the week.Â
Hence, dinner.Â
You find yourself forced to make a reservation at one of the fanciest cuisine restaurants close to where youâre staying and that itself was annoying. You shouldnât be doing any of thisâshe shouldnât even be here.
Smiling gingerly, the British girl let out a small giggle at some joke Lando made. By the looks of it, itâs pretty funny, so you numbly follow her lead, though you have yet to know what it was. âYou must be laughing all the time,â Lily notes, blue eyes focused on you with wonder. You hum, pursing your lips with uncertainty. She giggles harder. âWell because of how funny he is.â
Lando claps once, making you flinch in return. âThank you! Itâs about damn time someone appreciates my humor.â
âI do appreciate it,â you defend, slowly losing your patience. Licking your lips, you look back towards Lily who remains with a smile. âDonât listen to him, he just likes the attention.â
âThat I can agree on,â Oscar adds, cracking a grin of his own. Suddenly, youâre all into the discussion. The Australian sneers childishly. âYou canât seem to live a single moment without making things about yourself.â
âOscar,â Lily warns, faint pink painting her pale skin. âBe nice.â
âAh, donât worry about it,â Lando says, waving her off like itâs no big dealâwhich itâs not. He leans back against his chair, flipping his teammate off who scoffs lightheartedly. âThis is how we talk. Right, Osc?â
âRight.â
Somewhere in between dessert, while youâre in the middle of licking your spoon clean, the invitation that came to ruin your life, comes up. Lily clears her throat nervously, suddenly worried by the thought of you turning her down. âI was meaning to askâŠâ Puzzled, you keep your eyes on her, awaiting her next words. She shrugs sheepishly. âWell, I graduate this summer, and Oscar is throwing me a party up in North CarolinaâŠâ She trails off, gathering her words. âI was wondering if you two would like to come?â
âOh,â Lando's voice comes through like a muffle, mouth full of cheesecake. He swallows, blue eyes flickering between the couple and his girlfriend who remains with a blank expression, metal spoon still in place. âI meanâyeah. Right?â
Unfreezing, you place the utensil down onto your plate, smiling weakly. âUhâŠyeah.â Lily grins, letting out a breath of relief, making Oscar frown over the realization that your response mattered so much to her. You nod robotically. âSure, why not?â
âGreat!â Lily cheers, beaming like a kid on Christmas Day. âAnd donât worry about spending on a hotelâweâve got you covered.â
You blink, bewildered. âYou do?âÂ
She nods. âOf course, we do! Youâre our guests, youâll be staying with us.â
Your boyfriend smiles faintly. âThatâs kind of you, but itâs really no problem. We wouldnât want to overcrowd.â
âNonsense,â the Australian speaks up, shaking his head, brown strands of hair swinging in the slightest. âWe have plenty of room. All of our family and friends are already staying in the hotel nearbyâitâd be nice to have a bit of company.â His eyes soften, making your heart beat a little faster. âWhat do you say?â
It feels like heâs looking directly at youâchocolate orbs as sweet as can be. As if nothing else exists in this moment if itâs not you or him. But in reality, his attention is focused on your boyfriend, awaiting his response.
Not yours.
Flustered, you poke Landoâs leg beneath the table, hoping he takes the hint. Blue eyes flicker towards your direction for a millisecond before returning with a nod. âLooks like you have two roomies.â
Lily squeals, smiling brightly as Oscarâs lips remain in a thin line, his version of a smile.Â
And if he could turn back timeâŠ
He really fucking would.
-
Once the season ends, everyone is on a high. Lando for coming in second in the Driverâs Championship and for bringing in the Constructors Championship for the first time in years, and Oscar for the latter. Regardless, it was an outstanding season for the two of them.Â
You and the Brit end up flying in a few days later due to going back home to pack a few more necessities, but once youâve got that all figured out, you find yourselves in the middle of a heatstroke, making you second guess all your life's choices all at once.Â
âIt feels as if my skinâs melting off,â you groan, fanning yourself with the roadmap, because as it came, satellites are utter shit when it comes to where youâre staying. Lando tries to convince you that having no internet for a few weeks isnât all that bad, but as soon as a twenty minute drive turns into a one hour drive due to getting lost without the guidance of a GPS, he regrets his words. You roll your eyes, narrating as he finally pulls up to the driveway of what appears to be the best looking house in all of North Carolina.Â
He whistles. âIf it werenât so hot during the summer, Iâd definitely move here.â
Scoffing, you exit the car rental, looking up at the navy blue house where green ivy hangs. âWe are not moving here. Iâd rather die.â
âFair,â he mumbles as he makes his way towards the front door, you right on his heels. Swinging the door open, you two are instantly hit with the fresh gust of air. âThank God,â Lando moans, loving the fact that the AC is the only thing preventing him from fainting.Â
Pushing him in, you make sure to close the door behind you as you shut your eyes with sweet relief. Somewhere towards the end of the hall, you hear shoes squeak against the wooden tiles. Lily waves, hair up in a similar ponytail as yours, as she smiles as warm as the weather that nearly cost you your life. âYou made it!â
âWe sure did,â you respond, gritting your teeth in order to prevent yourself from letting out some snarky remark. Not that she deserves it, of course she doesnât, but you couldnât help it. Pointing back towards the wooden door, you wince apologetically. âSorry to barge in. Someone didnât bother knocking.â
Lando makes a face, then turns to the blue eyed girl with a playful smile. âYou donât mind, do you, Lily?â
She shakes her head, pursuing her lips with delight. âNot at all. We left it open knowing you two would show up. Weâve been fixing the guest bedroom for the past hour and we didnât want to run the risk of not hearing you knock, soâŠI guess it all worked out just fine.â
âSee? Lily says it worked out just fine,â your boyfriend says smugly as you roll your eyes, not at all impressed with his sudden cockines. âWhere is Oscar, by the way?â
Lily signals upstairs, then blushes. âDo you mind helping me grab a few things from the car, Lando?â A shy chuckle. âItâs just we went out for some party essentials last night, but we were too tired to bring them in, and the box is too heavy, and Oscar is pretty busy, and Iâd hate to bother him, andââ
âSure,â Lando cuts off her rambling. âThat way I can grab our suitcases, too.â
âFantastic,â she hoots, dusting her hands against her shorts as she grabs a set of car keys from the kitchen table. Turning to you, she grimaces. âDo you mind checking up on Oscar?â
Your plump lips part, a line of dehydration hung upon them. âI would, but I should help Landoââ
âItâs okay,â your boyfriend fills in. âIâve got it all under control.â
Lily pleads silently, brows drawn in together. âYouâd really be doing me a favor. Itâs just that he was in the middle of fixing the duvet and he tends to run out of patience if he doesnât get it right away.â A chuckle. âPlease?â
Which is how you find yourself in a room, alone with the one person you probably shouldnât be alone with, but find yourself wishing that were always the case. Alone with one another, that is. Gently knocking on the already open door feels like the right thing to do, so you do just that. Alerted by the sound, the Australianâs head jerks up, brown eyes caught against yours.
You tilt your head slightly, like some greet. âLily sent me,â you find yourself explaining as he sighs, resting on the unmade bed. Leaning against the doorframe, you bite the inside of your cheek, not knowing what to say next.
He huffs. âOf course she did.â A snort. âSorry your room still isnât ready. It's just that, I, uhâŠcan't seem to get this right,â he admits, shyly scratching the back of his neck as he motions towards the unmade mess. âLily always helps, but sheâs a bit busy right now, and I'd hate to bother her, andââ
âI can help.â
A pause, then: âOh, don't worry, you don't need to do that. Youâre our guests.â
Chuckling, you shake your head, already making a move to grab the sheets. Taking hold of one corner, you signal for him to do the same, the Australian instantly catching on and taking hold of the opposite side. Aligning it, you look up at him, watching as he focuses on your hands and repeats the order. You smile, going for more and doing it all over again. Once it's perfectly laid out, you take a step back. âNot too shabby.â
âHuh,â he muttered, blinking with amazement. âThanks.â
âNo problem,â you say, fixing the mountain of pillows before taking it in with a gentle smile. âLandoâs excited to be here.â
Oscar looks up, neat brows raising. âIs he?â
âMhm,â you hum, finally connecting your gaze to his. From this distanceâcloseâyou note the faint trace of cologne that hugs him, along with a thin layer of sweat. Grinding your molars, you fume silently within you as you catch itâher perfume. You wonder how close she had to have been in order for it to imprint on him, but as soon as you ponder for too long about it, you shake your head, acting as if youâre brushing away some invisible dust. âHeâs looking forward to jet skiing.â
A deep chuckle. Pressing his back against the wall, he crosses his arm, giving you a clear view of his muscles that pulse like the world's biggest temptation. If you had the chanceâjust oneâyouâd kiss them the way you've fantasized for so long now.
He opens his mouth, about to say something that's going to change everything amongst you two, but bails at the last minute, shaking his head as if he barely caught himself. Intrigued, you raise a neat brow. âWhat's wrong?â you ask, feeling far too curious.Â
Oscar tsks. âNo, uh, it's nothing.â A beat, then he looks up, squinting his eyes skeptically, as if you're a puzzle he can't quite figure out. He's looking at you the same way he did that day you lied about planning the dinner, and that itself makes your stomach dip. Suddenly, you're not as interested in finding out what he has to say anymore. âLily loves you, you know that?â
Not what you were expecting. âShe does?â
âYeahâŠâ he mumbles, orbs still trained on you. You want him to look awayâyou need him to look away. Pink lips curl into something of a scoff. The Australianâs eyes darken, making you freeze with trepidation. âShe thinks youâre great.â Opening his arms like some grand gesture, he motions towards the lively room. âI mean, look at her. Sheâs trying her best to please you.â
Something about the way he says it makes you feel as if heâs not that fond of Lilyâs behavior. As if you donât deserve her kindness, even just a sprinkle of it. Pursing your lips, you rock against the heels of your feet. âAnd I appreciate that, I really do.â A hint of hesitation. âAnd I like Lily, as wellââ
A raw chuckle. Blinking, you catch him shaking his head, brown eyes shut in disbelief, and when he opens them once again, itâs not that kind-hearted and easy-going Australian youâve come to knowâno. Heâs broad, and cold, and guarded.Â
âNo you donât.â
You gulp, laughing awkwardly as you rub your forearm, feeling the heat of shame radiate off your body. âWhat are you talking about? Sheâs super sweetââ
âI never said she wasnât,â he cuts you off again, this time a bit harsher. Enough to take a step back. Your heart races times a million at this point, palms moist with sweat. âI never said she wasnât sweetâI donât doubt that even for a second. But I know that youâre lying, and I know that you hate her.â A beat. âWhy?â
âI do like her,â you continue to insist, feeling claustrophobic all of a sudden. âWhat makes you even think otherwise?â
âIâve seen the way you look at her,â he says, accent sharper than usual. âLike you wish her the worstâI know what hate looks like.â
This time, you grab whatâs left of your courage, and look at him straight in the eyes, not backing down. âYeah? And what does hate look like?â
âYouâre looking at it.â
Itâs as if an ice cold bucket of water is thrown at you with no alert. His insinuation makes you want to recoil, but if you do, then heâd know heâs gotten to you, and if he gets to you, then heâll figure the rest of it out.Â
âIâm sorry, that was rude.â He smiles tauntingly, inching close and tilting his head as he opens his mouth. âI just donât like you, thatâs all. Iâm not cruel enough to hate.â Cruel. Heâs calling you cruel. He knows, therefore, youâre cruel. The word itself shouldnât affect you this much, but it does. Narrowing your eyes, you push him away, but he doesn't budge. Instead, he cocks his head in question with little to no surprise. âWhat? You donât like hearing the truth of what you are? Did you really think you were a good person?â
âLook,â you finally speak, glaring. âI donât know what you think youâve seen, but I donât hate Lily. For God sakes, I barely even know her!â
âExactly!â he shouts back, breaking. âWhich is why Iâm more than confused! What has she done to you?â
Have possession over you, you think to yourself as you pant, blink with defeat. I hate her because what sheâs done to me is have possession over you, and thatâs not fair.
âIââ
âHey,â a soft voice melts into the room, Lily coming into view, cheeks flushed. âIs everything alright in here? We thought we heard yelling.âÂ
Standing behind her, frowning over her shoulder, Lando stares with a lost expression. Everything indicates that there had been some sort of altercation, but the smiles you two wear are enough to try and convince them otherwise. Walking towards her, Oscar wraps his arm around her waist, pecking her temple as she blinks, still worried. âWhat? Thatâs absurd. We were simply talking. Werenât we?â
It takes you a minute to register that heâs talking to you, so when you do answer, itâs nothing but a whisper. âYeah⊠just, yeah.â You shake your head, blinking hastily. âWe were just talking.â
âAre you sure?â Lando asks, pushing past the couple as he rushes to you, large hand grabbing your wrist softly as he looks at you. His gaze flickers momentarily toward Oscar, as if accusing him for doing something, in return, making the Australian frown for his sudden distrust. As if heâs the bad guy.Â
You nod, plump lips formed into a thin line. âYup,â you say, attention flickering down to where Oscar keeps Lily secure against his touch. As if youâre the bad guy. You chuckle, shrugging. âHe was thanking me for helping him do something so easy as setting a bed.â
Oscar clenches his jaw. âYeah. Thanking you.â
Anyone who knows you, knows that youâre a decent human being. Thereâs not much to contradict that. But no one will ever know you the way you know yourself. Because if they did?
Theyâd find out that there was no one greedierâŠ.
Than you.
-
Dinner that night is homemade pizza. Lily followed a recipe.Â
Itâs quite delicious, sure, and youâre able to make that note due to that one small bite you had before you ditch it for your mimosa. Lando tries to get you to eat, but you gently promise him that youâre just not that hungry. You see the way Oscar stares, feeling bad for his girlfriend who spent hours making this for you. She excuses herself, rushing towards the kitchen as the Australian apologizes, following after her.
Turning abruptly, the British boy huffs, causing commotion. âAre you going to tell me whatâs going on now?â
âThis again?â you groan. âI already told youânothing. Drop it.â
âWhatâd he say to you?â he questions, a layer of curiosity making an appearance. âDid he say something to offend you?â
âNo,â you hum against your glass. âHe did not.â
âDid you say something to offend him?â he switches the inquiry, making you glare.Â
âAre you seriously asking me that right now?â
Lando sighs, relaxing against his chair once again. He takes a bite, swallows, then takes another. âI get the sense that youâre keeping something from meâyouâre not like that.â
Actually, you are. He just doesnât know it. Placing a hand over his, you hum, calming him down as he connects his gaze onto yours, eyes as soft as jello. âHe mightâve lost his temper on me a bit.â
âWhat?â he screeches, making you hush him.
âLet me finish,â you hiss. He nods, curls bouncing. âHe couldnât get the sheets to stay in place. Remember how Lily said he tends to lose patience because of that?â Another nod. You shrug. âWell, that was it. We just didnât want you two to make a big deal out of nothing. Much like now,â you point out, spotting a subtle blush threatening his cheeks.Â
âWell, forgive me for looking out for you,â he sings. âI care, you know?â
âAnd I thank you for that, darling, but you can let go of it now, right?â
âDefinitely.â
He doesnât. Matter of fact, as soon as the couple makes their way back, itâs the first thing he brings up, teasing his teammate who blinks, confused, then: âOh. Yeah. Right. I had a bit of a moment where I couldnât get theâŠyeah. That was it.â
Lily rolls her blue eyes. âDidnât I warn ya?â
You giggle. âYou did, you really did.â
There isnât much to do from that point on, the sun has set and the moon hangs as bright as headlights. Lando knocks out after a much needed shower, and while you canât sleep with wet hair, you settle on fixing yourself up a tea now that itâs cooled down.Â
Walking barefoot towards the lake, you hum, finding peace with the way crickets sing. Blue, gentle waves sway back and forth as you look beyond, mind at peace. That is until you hear a small cough. Startled, you search for the culprit and you find him, laid down on the grass.Â
âCanât sleep?â
Oscar sighs. âIâd rather not talk to you right now.â
âOr ever?â you offer, but he doesnât find you humor all that entertaining. Making your way, you find a space next to him. âYou canât ignore me, you know that? Weâre about to spend a month together. That, and youâre my boyfriend's teammate. I see you on track.â
He disregards the fact that you're right, sitting up instead, laying his arms over his bent knees. âWhatâs your game?â
âI donât have one,â you say softly. âIâm just here to have funâitâs summer.â
A scoff. âIâm seriousâwhat do you want from us?â
There was a point in time when you first met the Australian where you remember thinking: this is a boy. His arms were twigs, his neck was small, and his fireproofs fit him loosely.
Fastword, a year later: everything has taken a turn. Oscar Piastri has matured, and nowânow you want him.Â
âMy parents had my sister three years after they had me.â Oscar cocks his head, puzzled as to why youâre telling him this. You continue, occasionally sipping on your tea. âAnd the months leading to her birth, they always told me how lucky Iâd feel to have her once she was born. Then she was,â you say. âAnd you know what I felt?â
âLucky?â he finds himself guessing quietly.Â
You shake your head, causing his brows to jump up with surprise. âI love her, I do, but I think that was the moment I realized I didnât like to share. I wanted my parents to stay my parents, and not hers. I wanted my grandparents to stay my grandparents, and not hers. AndâŠonce we grew up and we were old enough to dateâI wanted her boyfriends to like me more than they liked her.â
Quiet, his eyes linger with disgust. âI love knowing that I can get away with itâget what I want.â This time, you look at him, and it hits him all at once: you want him. You smile, like what youâre saying is funny and not fucked. A giggle. âYouâre a smart individual, Oscar. Do you get what Iâm saying?â
He does. And it makes his stomach knot.Â
âIâm in love with Lily,â he states, as if that will make you back off. âIâm. In. Love. With. Lily.â
But he can tell you donât care. You never have, and you never will. And the fact that she has you is why you hate her. He sees that now.Â
Standing, your knees are at his eye level, forcing him to look away, forcing him to look up. You hold power in this stance, and heâs basically at your kneesâworshiping you. He doesnât like that. In one fast movement, he jumps up, towering over you, but thatâs fine. It doesnât matter. And he realizes he can never win when it comes to you because it seems you like that too.Â
He gulps. You grin.
âDoesn't matter.â
-
Youâre playing a dangerous game.
It starts early in the morning and ends late at night. At times, he feels like a kid hiding behind his mum's skirt, practically sticking to Lily like superglue, and normally she loves that, but with how busy she is with graduation, she pushes him off most times now. Itâs always: Oscar, no or Oscar, what now? He canât seem to get it right.
âWhy donât you go jet skiing with Lando?â you speak up and he finds it weird that youâre helping him out. The British girl nods. Yeah! Why donât you? He doesnât need to be told twice.Â
They come back with fresh sunburns and a couple new freckles. Landoâs curls are hard from the sea salt, so he gives you a quick kiss, running up stairs for a quick shower. Heâs been having lots of those. Not even a minute later, Oscar goes on to do the same.Â
Somewhere along the line, you hear your name, and you know what that means. Rolling your eyes, you look over at the blue eyed girl. âI bet you he forgot his towelsââ
I forgot my towels!
Giggling, Lily shakes her head, muttering âboysâ, then signals towards her room. âI just washed some, you can grab them from our cabinet.â
âThanks,â you chirp, making your way. While yours and Landoâs room sits at the far right side of the hall, Oscarâs and Lilyâs is on the left. And you never meant to walk in on him, not at all, but you did.Â
Swinging the door open, youâre caught face to face with a shirtless Oscar, dying his wet hair with a blue towel. He freezes. âW-what are you doing here?â he stutters.
You try not to stare, you really do, but you canât help it. His body is solid, chiseled, even. His skin is moist from lathering lotion and thatâs enough to make your head spin. And yet, you donât let him see that. Pushing past him, you dig your hand deep into the cabinet, pulling two fresh towels, similar to his. He frowns.
âJust grabbing towels for my boyfriend.â Smile. âSee you.â
Is this how you get people to fall for you? By not seeming desperate? Because while he knows that you want him, you sure donât show it, and that definitely confuses him.
That same night, you four are watching a movie in the living room. Cherry Falls to be exact. The entire way through, youâre curled into Landoâs chest under a blanket. On the other side of the long couch, Lily and Oscar sit as straight as can be, but his arm remains over her shoulder, keeping her safe.Â
Youâre not jealous over something like that, but when she flinches during certain scenes and he comforts her, that gets you. âHey,â you start, whispering into the Britâs ear. Green eyes are stuck on the screen, nodding robotically. Yeah? You kiss his warm skin, making him jump. âWhy donât you and I go to bed?â
âBed?â he asks, slow and unsure where youâre headed. âAlready? ButâŠweâre halfway through.â You yawn, rubbing a hand along his thigh. He blushes, impressed with how cool youâre able to play it. Coughing, he nods excitedly. âI think weâre done for the day,â he announces, a bit too loud.
Lily pauses the movie, tilting her head curiously. âAw, but weâre halfway throughâŠâ
âI know,â you add, smiling apologetically. âBut Iâm just so tired.â
âAs am I!â Lando cuts you off, voice squeaky. He shakes his head, blinking hastily, then clears his throat. âBut please, donât let us stop you from finishing the movie.â
âYeah,â you quip, getting up, about to walk away when Lando reaches for your hips, keeping you in front of him. It doesnât take much to feel his bulge pressed against your ass. He laughs awkwardly. âWe still have that picnic tomorrow, donât we?â
âWe do,â Lily cheers, smiling widely. âOh, Iâm so excited!â Turning to face the Australian, who hasnât said much up until now, just stares blankly, she taps his knee. âWe should probably go to sleep, too.â
âNo!â Lando yelps, blushing bright red as the blue eyed girl frowns. âKeep on watching. Keep the telly on. In factâŠâ He reaches for the control. âTurn up the volume.âÂ
âGreat idea,â Lily says, pursing her lips as the numbers go up on the screen. âAlright then, you two go rest.â
âThank you,â you reply, walking carefully in front of the British boy who still tries his best to hide behind you, waving sheepishly. âSee you in the morning!â
Oscar really underestimated how naive Lily can be. While she was wide-eyed enough to believe that you two were ready to knock out, he knew the truth. Pecking her cheek, he makes a stand, making his girlfriend pout. âWhere are you going? I thought we were gonna finish the movie?â
âWe are,â he promises, smiling gently. âIâm just gonna run to the restroom real quick. Be right back.â
Running up the stairs, two steps at a time, he rushes to your side of the hall, quickly identifying small moans. He stops dead in his tracks, heart stuck in his throat, and he doesnât know why.Â
Fuck, baby, he hears Lando groan. Oscar grimaces, shutting his eyes with discomfort. He shouldn't be here. He shouldnât have his ear pressed against the door, intruding in your guysâ private sex life.Â
He shouldn't be bothered so much. Or at all.
Lando, you whine, surely writhing with pleasure. The sound makes him break a sweat, makes his brain go fuzzy. He canât even think properly. And he knows this is wrongâon so many levelsâbut whatâs worse is that he wishes Lando were dead.Â
Skin to skin contact makes his jaw clench with anger. The fact that he knows what you feel like makes him want to barge in and rip you two apart. And it dawns on himâwhy does he care so much?
âNo,â he mutters, taking a step back as if the door were made out of lava. He blinks hastily, shaking his head harshly until he feels his brain jump from side to side. âGod, noâŠâ
Itâs officialâyou have his attention.
Without even making a move.
-
You feel his gaze on you. You donât even have to look and see to know that itâs him and not Lando. Landoâs gaze doesnât burn, but his? His zaps. Looking up from where you rested on the red gingham blanket Lily rolled onto the fresh grass, you squinted behind your glasses, making eye contact with the Australian.Â
You know you have him.
Reaching into your bag, you grab your sunscreen, squirting it onto your legs, making sure to lather it on in a teasing manner. You rub up and down, slow and steady. Briskly, he looks away, paying attention to his teammate who continues to ramble on and on about nothing in particular.Â
Not as particular as you.
âI love having you two around,â Lily says, ripping your gaze away like one would their band aid. She hums, gingerly fixing her floppy hat and motioning towards your sunscreen. Go right ahead. âThank you,â she replies sweetly. A beat. âI have a favor to ask.â This getâs your attention. Furrowing your brows, you nod, urging her to continue. âSo, Iâm in a bit of a predicament.â
âWhat is it?â
Lily blushes, as if sheâs too embarrassed to admit. âRemember how I skipped a few exams in order to extend my stay the first time we met? In order to have that dinner with both you and Lando?â
âYeah,â you say, still uncertain about where this might possibly lead. âI think I do.â
She cringes. âI never took them.â
âWhat?â
âI know! And now my advisor is telling me I wonât be able to graduate if I donât find a way to take them, and I donât know what to do!â She groans, bumping the edge of her palm against her forehead. âOh God, Oscar is going to be so mad at me.â
âOkay, calm down,â you soothe her. âHave you tried reaching out to your professor?â
âNot yet,â she mumbles, tears pooling the corner of her eyes, making you feel just a dash of pity. âShould I?â
âYes,â you respond quickly. âYou should. Ask them if thereâs any way to take those exams. Say youâre sorryâlike really sorry. They have to be able to tell that you never meant to skip out in the first place.â
âI didnât,â she squeaks, voice wavering. âIâm not usually like this, butâŠâ Her blue eyes flicker down to her lap, fingers playing nervously with the hem of her shirt. âI just really want to fix this and graduate on time. Everyone is counting on that!â
âYouâre going to walk that stage, Lily, alright? You just need to keep your eye on the prize.â Sighing, you unlock your phone, handing it to her. âE-mail them right now.â
âO-okay,â she sutter, eyes softening. âThank you for being such a great friend.â
You blink. âOh. Yeahâanytime.â
She finds privacy back in the parking lot, leaving you alone with the boys deep in the horizon. Itâs peak golden-hour, so they look significantly tan. You smile, lying back down, glasses hugging the curve of your nose. Youâre halfway asleep at one point, but as soon as you feel a droplet fall onto you, you peek an eye open.
âWhereâs Lily?â Oscar questions, furrowing his dark brows.
You roll your eyes. âShe went to get something from the car.â She probably wouldnât like Oscar knowing the truth, and youâre not one to tell it. You wave your hand dismissively. âNow moveâyouâre blocking the sun.â
Grinding his teeth, the Australian scoots, but his eyes remain down on you. You lay tan now, white bikini standing out against your skin. Brown eyes trails down your legs, spotting an ankle bracelet. He hums. âWhatâs it say?â
You sigh. âCould you be more specific?â
He kicks your feet, making you lean against your elbows, staring at him coldly. Noticing what he was referring to, you lick your lips. âIt's the number four.â
âFour?â he asks plainly. âWhy four?â
âIâm really trying to relax,â you spit, taking your sunglasses off and glaring. âYouâd be doing me a huge favor if you just left me alone.â
Arenât you supposed to want him? Arenât you the one who's supposed to be chasing after him?Â
The tips of his ears burn bright red, and not from the sun. Seeing as he wasnât leaving, you let out a heavy breath. âHe asked me out on April fourthâfourth month, fourth day. His racing number is four.â You make a face. âDo you get it or do you need further explanation?â
He ignores the dig. âWhy an ankle bracelet, though? Why not a ring or a necklace?â
Your red lips part open, then close. His guts twist with jealousy once he comes to the realization. The reason itâs an ankle bracelet its so that anytime he fucks you, legs dangled over his shoulders, he could admire it. Seeing as he figured it out without having you respond makes you blush.Â
âAnkle bracelets are my favorite.â
His eyes darken. âYou know what? Next time you two fuck, why donât you moan a little less loud?â
Your neat brows lift up with surprise. âHow are you so sure we already did?â
He pauses, clearly caught on spying. He swallows. âYou sound like a pornstar.â
âIs that supposed to be an insult?â You laugh. âLando doesnât seem to mind. In factâŠâ Biting down on your bottom lip, you blink innocently up at him as his breathing pattern becomes uneven. âHe fucking loves it.â
Godâwhat were you doing to him?
Just as heâs about to speak, Lando calls out for him and Lily calls out for you. Where are the beers, mate? The Australian spins back and lets out a lousy smile. âOn it, give me a second!â
As he turns again, youâre already up on your feet, adjusting your bikini and throwing Landoâs shirt over your head. The sight alone irks Oscar more than heâd like to admit. âI should go see what Lily needs,â you sing teasingly. Spinning on your heels, you stop, cocking your head to the side and giving him one last glance. âOh, and Oscar?â
You point down to his hard on imprinted on his short. Horrified, heat rushes to his cheeks.
âDon't get so excited over nothing.â
-
What appears to be the first time in her life, Lily lies to Oscar.Â
They need some last minute measurements for my cap and gown, she explains, puffing her cheeks as if the thought of flying back home is too much of a tassel, and not a necessityâshe has to go back and take her exams. She had received an extension, but the only catch was that she had to take them in person, as originally planned. Iâll be back in a week.Â
The Australian tries to tag along with his girlfriend because the thought of being left alone to third wheel a couple who probably fucks 24/7 is too unbearble. But as expected, Lily declines, claiming itâd be rude for both hostesses to leave their guests behind. And all wouldâve been fine if Landoâs father hadn't broken his clavicle playing rugby.Â
âDo you really have to leave?â you sigh, zipping his suitcase.Â
He nods. âMum would kill me if I didn't show up.â
âIâll miss you.â
A soft smile. Pecking your lips, his thumb rubs against your cheek lovingly. âIâll be back before you know it. Time will fly by.â
Which is how you and Oscar find yourselves sharing a large house with a million desires. He's quick to note that you have a thing for summer dressesâand so does he, apparently. Jaw clenched, he carefully watches as you cut up a variety of fruit, humming as you prepare yourself a plate. You hum a soft melody, making him more and more intrigued to know what it was.Â
âLove in the Morning. Ennio Morricone,â he hears you say, munching on a slice of watermelon, walking towards the living room. There, on T.V., plays an unknown reality show, but he's not paying much attention, either way. No, his gaze is stuck on you, focused on the way you stretch your legs onto the coffee table, the rest of your upper body resting against the comfy couch. You swallow, reaching for a piece of mango. âOne of my favorite instrumentals.â
It's one of his, too, and not because he knows it by heart, but because you do. Because you sound so beautiful, like a siren, when you hum it. He wonders if you're aware of the power you hold. Though, the way you ignore him lets him know that you do.Â
Against the sunlight, the one that peeks through the open window and summer skies, your ankle bracelet shines, blinding him, almost. He feels his chest grow tightâso much so, that it hurts to breathe regularlyâand he has to remind himself that this isnât normalâthis isnât normal.Â
Since when did you matter this much to him? Since when did you affect him this much?Â
Without a second thought, he claims a spot next to you on the couch, reaching for a berry and popping it in his mouth. You bite the inside of your cheek, somehow satisfied by this small action of his. âTell me a bit about yourself.â
You blink, caught off guard. In all your time of knowing the Australian, he never once bothered to get to know youâreally get to know you. He never cared, not even in the slightest. But now, in a turn of events, he does. Squinting suspiciouslyâteasinglyâyou shake your head, vanilla perfume radiating off your skin.Â
âNo.â
His lips turn downwards. âNo?â
âNo,â you repeat, flipping through the channels, pretending he wasnât even there. A click. âWhy should I?â
Because suddenly, youâre the only one in my mind.
He bites down on his tongue, tasting a hint of blood. âIâm not into you, donât flatter yourself.â
âI never said you were,â you say, a bored tone evident.Â
Oscarâs hands get clammy, thankful for having them pressed against his lap. Maybe he can still make a run for it. To his room. Back to Australia. He doesnât even care where, exactly, but far, far, far from you. That way, he wouldnât feel so grossed out in wanting to know more about his teammate's girlfriend. The one whom he never thought about once before this trip. And how can he even defend his honor?
You got into his head.
You donât register what heâs doingânot instantly, at leastâbut before you know it, heâs pushing your legs off the coffee table, claiming a seat there, instead. Now, rather than having a clear view of the television, you have one of him. Large and desperate and perfect.Â
He narrows his eyes, sharp and threatening. âAre you glad that both Lily and Lando are gone?â
âNope,â you respond, popping the p. âWhy would I?â
Why would you? Geez, who really knows? Oh, maybe because now you have me all to yourself, and isnât that what you wanted all along? Why donât you want me anymore?Â
Slightly grinning, Oscar lets out a raw chuckle, making you want to jump onto his thick lap and lick up his neck. You bet itâd taste like salt and cologne, but the mere thought sounds like a dream. A wild, wild dream.Â
âI know you think about me.â
Zero reaction. Unimpressed, you push your bottom lip out, wagging your index finger at him before pressing it against his cheek, making him pause because that alone makes his skin burn. You push, forcing a dimple before doing the last thing heâd ever thought youâd do.
Slap him.
He thinks heâs imagining it, and you didnât just do that, but the smug look on your face and the sting on his lets him know that he isnât picturing it, and you did just do that. You smile sweetly, standing and ditching your place right in front of him, making your way towards the stairs.Â
âGet a life, Oscar. Not everything is about you.â
You like to mess with peopleâs sanity. That must be it becauseâwhat the fuck is wrong with you?
First, you insinuate lusting over him. Later, you put on a show for him every chance you get. And now? Now you toy with him, making him feel like the crazy one. And one thingâs for sure.
He is not crazy.
You barely have a foot up one stair when youâre pulled back, and before you know it, pushed down to sit on the step, the Australian kneeled down in front of you. You breath hitches, eyes as wide as cherry pies. His brows are drawn in softly, a pink tint dusting his ears like some shy teen.Â
âMaybe notâbut everything is about you.â
You always knew youâd get him, and you knew exactly how youâd do it. Youâd plant the seed and have him come running to you. It always works. I mean, itâs how you got Lando, after all.Â
But Lando was a want. Oscar is a need.
With his knees still glued onto the ground, the brunette leans down and kisses your ankle, laying his lips flat as you gasp softly, feeling the familiar bracelet dig into your skin.Â
âTell me you think about me too,â he whispers patheticallyâfragile. Another kiss, this time up your calf. âWhat do I have to do in order to get you to say it?âÂ
âYouâre insane,â you mumble, orbs stuck on the top of his head, shaggy hair hanging loosely before he looks up at you, past his lashes. Butterflies erupt.Â
Up your thigh, he licks you, tasting your lotion, but he doesnât seem to mind the bitter taste. âCome onâI want you.â He sucks, forming a purple bruise. âDonât you want me, too?â
You do. You fucking crave every piece of him. But you canât let him know that. And you really do try your best to fight him off, but as soon as he starts curling his fist around your small dress, youâre just as good as gone.Â
A tiny moan rings through the air, then a pant follows. Heâs barely even touched you and heâs already knocked the air straight from your lungs.Â
âI d-do, Oscar.â Whine. âI do want you.â
And just like thatâheâs taken whatever power you were claiming ontoâback.
Letting go of your dress, he chuckles, enjoying your out of breath state, and standing, making you feel small as you blink, confused as to why he stopped.
Dark eyes glint sinisterly as he kicks your open legs together, not too hard, but still enough to make you jolt with surprise, leaning your elbows up against the step, brows furrowed.Â
A beat. âYou really are a pretty little thing.â
And with that, he walks away, leaving you to feel abandoned.
-
Itâs a brutal game of tug-of-war. One where both of your guysâ hands are burning from trying not to be the first to let go.
The first to admit defeat.
Though, it seems like the days grow longer, your dresses fall shorter, and his mind is hazier. All of which is making it more difficult to keep a distance. That is, until Lily FaceTimes Oscar.
âI need to buy some flowers.â
Mid-bite, his teeth push down on his apple, eyes glued on her. He pulls away, drying his mouth with the back of his hand. âWonât they dry out before the party?â
She shakes her head, highlighting what looks to be a set of notes. âThat's why you're going to get carnations. They last longer.â
âIs that so?â he entertains, smiling gently when she bites down on her marker, brows furrowed as she reads her piece of paper. Throwing away what's left of his fruit, he hums. âAlright, Iâll take care of it tomorrow, don't worry.â
âOh no, tomorrow wonât work. You have to do it today.â
He frowns. âWhy?â
âBecause she's only available today. She's going dress shopping tomorrow.â
He doesn't even have to ask who she is because he already knows. Shaking his head adamantly, the Australian rejects her idea before it even has a chance to lift off the ground. âI could do it myself,â he snaps, his usually tranquilent voice coming out a bit harsher than intended. And itâs not like him. He never, ever, speaks to Lily this way. So, obviously, it surprises her, a wounded expression mapping out immediately.Â
And she could have been mad. She really could have been madâbut she wasnât. âIs everything okay?â she asks carefully, as if walking on eggshells. It makes him feel like shit. âWhat's wrong, Oscar?â
âIâŠâ His tongue goes numb. The vivid image of you looking at him, like you hold him in the palm of your hand, comes through. And he doesnât completely hate it, not right away. But once the British girl hums softly through the phone, heâs ashamed. âI just wish you were here. I miss you.â
A beat, then: I love you.
You had not been the biggest fan of going floral shopping with Oscar, either. Quite frankly, you didn't think being with him for hours on end was a good idea. At least, here in the house, you could escape, but out in the open, your chances were ironically not that good. Where would you run off to if you depended on him for a ride back?
Yet, you found yourself saying yes, and you didnât know why. You had no clue why you felt the need to help her out. You had no clue why you felt a certain way towards her all of sudden.Â
You had no clue when Lily Zneimerâthe girl you're supposed to hateâwas someone you saw as a friend.
It was a tough pill to swallow, because on one hand, you were still attracted to her boyfriend. But on the other hand, you suddenly had self-control. You didn't want to ruin their relationship anymore. You didn't want to lose her amity.Â
You were trying to be better.
âReady?â
Looking up from your book, you nod. âLet me just go grab my sunglasses.â
As he watches you run upstairs, he feels somethingâdifferent. From your end, that is. As if something has shifted. But he doesnât have much time to dwell on it, because before he knows it, youâre back.Â
The car is quiet and his music can barely even be heard, but nothing is far more awkward than the tension between you two. Itâs suffocating, so much so, you roll down the window. He makes a noise, making you tilt your head to look at him. Heâs frowning. âItâs a hundred degreeâs out, roll it back up. I can turn on the AC.â
You donât utter a single word, just follow his instructions. He finds that weird. See, usually, youâd be doing something to get him hot and bothered, but these days you seem to be playing it safe. If anything, he should be thankful. He should be glad that youâve left him alone for whatever reason.Â
But now he wants in on your game.
âHowâd you meet Lando?â
âDonât. We donât have to talk.â
He ignores you. âI met Lily in school. She was in the class next to mine and I used to think she was the most beautiful girl in the world.â His mind panics as soon as he realizes what heâs just said, but you donât seem to have done the same. A cough. âHowâd you meet Lando?â
Seeing as he probably wasnât going to let this go unless you answer his question, you sigh, twisting your body and adjusting yourself to have a good view of him. Like this, you can count every mole on his skin if you really wanted to, but you donât. âI never really met Lando, per se. I just alwaysâŠknew him, I guess.â His brows furrowed and you chuckle. âWe grew up as neighbors.â
âYou did?â he asks, brows jumping up with shock. âI had no idea.â
âYeah,â you mumble, chewing on your bottom lip. âHe was my sisterâs boyfriend for two years.â This shouldnât surprise him. Coming to a red light, he turns to look at you, fighting the urge to show any kind of reaction, he doesnât want to scare you off. You look away, wincing. âI knew what I was ruining the moment he and I started talking behind her back, and I did it anyway.âÂ
âSoâŠthey were still dating?â
Nod. âShe caught us locked up in the bathroom. There really wasnât any explanation to that.â Green flashes as you point numbly and he steps on the gas once again. âAnd you know what? I didnât even feel all that bad, and you want to know why?â
âWhy?âÂ
âBecause I got what I wanted.â
I love knowing that I can get away with itâget what I want, that is.
Your words from nights ago replay inside his overly crowded mind, making it pound like a sore thumb. His lips open, but he has nothing to say, and it appears youâre done talking, too. Or so he thought.Â
âOscarâŠâ you whisper. âI canât taint another relationship.â
He keeps his eyes on the road, jaw slacked. You donât want him anymore. You want nothing to do with him. Shouldnât he be pleased? Shouldnât he be ecstatic that your diabolical plan has expired? One you never admitted to, but still.Â
So then why does he feel let down?
âLily is great,â you continue, eyes closed as you nod gingerly. âSheâs the best, and she deserves the friend she thinks she has.â
âExcept you two arenât friends.â
You blink. âWh-whaâyes we are. What are you talking about?â
He grits his teeth. âYou two arenât friends. You could never be.â
This gets a rise out of you. Straightening your back, your brows pinch together with offense. âAnd why not?â
âBecause.â
âBecause?â You scoff, not impressed by his bland response. âWe canât be friends simply âbecauseâ?â
Switching lanes, he huffs, spotting pink carnations in his rear view mirror. You had chosen those on Lilyâs behalf. He didnât really care at the moment, but now he wishes you had gone with white. What were you two arguing about again?Â
Spotting the familiar blue house, he lets out a breath, pulling into the driveway, quickly putting the car in park, and turning off the ignition. This almost makes you back down because suddenly his sole focus is on you, not the road.Â
âYouâre on my mind.â
Oh. Biting down onto your bottom lip, you shake your head. âIâm nââ
âYes,â he says, firmly, reaching for your hands and pulling them up to his mouth, kissing them over and over. âYou are and you know it.â
âOscar, noâŠâ you let out, trying to pull away, but his grip tightens. A crazed look colors his irises as his chest rises fast, up and down, as if heâs close to hyperventilating. Bewildered, your lips turn to a downward spiral. âYou donât know what youâre sayingââ
âYes, I do!â he yelps, voice cracking as you stare with shock. âYou did this to me, you got in my head on purpose!â
âI didnât do anything!â you squeal, frightened by his tone. âDid I tell you that I wanted you?â
âYou implied it,â he defends rapidly, pleading with eyes for you to show any signs of recollection. âWhat changed?â
âI already told you,â you snap, this time using all your power to yank your hands back. âI donât want to be this way anymore. I canât.â
Silence.Â
Slow breaths explore the car as he stares blankly. âThatâs not fair.â
âWhat isnât fair?â you hiss, aiming a glare.Â
Oscar shakes his head, flinging his door open and hopping out, leaving you dumbfounded as you watch him go. Unbuckling yourself, you make a beeline for him, barely even reaching him as you tug on his shirt, making him turn back with a dark look in his eyes. Your heart nearly flat lines from how scared you are of him from this point of view.Â
âWhat isnât fair, huh?â you ask, trying to sound brave, but thereâs a slight tremble in your voice.Â
Glowering down on you, the Australianâs lips form a slow smile, almost in a sinister way. Mocking, too. He chuckles to himself. âYou like to have your own fun, donât you?â Your shoulders drop, taking a clumsy step back, but he takes a dominating one forward. âYeahâŠyou do. You get to knead your fingers into someoneâs brain until all they can think about is you, and once they do, youâre out.â Pause. âItâs no longer fun.â
âThatâs notââ You let out a shaky breath, wincing at his accuracy. âWhere are you going with this?â
Oscar shrugs, broad shoulders going up before falling sourly. âIâm gonna do the same.â
You freeze, stomach twisting with trepidation. âHuh?â
He nods, clicking his tongue. âHow come you only get to have your fun?â He leans down, coming eye level with you, and narrowing his gaze until you see his iris dilate. Something about that sends a shiver down your spine. âWhy canât I do the same, too?â
Taking a step back, he makes sure to send a sly smile, the kind that lets you see he has a hidden dimple. He sighs as he steps into the house, forcing you to watch him go with a smug reaction and leaving you with a poor one. Last minute, he turns around, inclining against the doorframe, making him appear larger than the world.Â
Oscar squints teasingly.Â
âIâm going to have you begging me to fuck you.â
-
There was a moment in the past week where you nearly fell for itâalmost.Â
It happened one morning, and all he had done was walk into the house, all big and sweaty. He had just come back from a run.
âExcuse me,â he says, reaching over to grab a glass from the cabinet, intending to pour himself a bit of water. A certain warmth radiates off him and you feel it cling onto you immediately, pushing you towards him. You physically have to stop yourself.Â
Pursing your lips, you move, allowing him to easily grab what he needs. Without a single thank you, he hums, the cool water tasting heavenly. The way his Adamâs Apple juts up and down makes you want to scream, looking away as rub your eyes fiercely. He smiles, setting the glass down. âI need your opinion on something.â
âWhat is it?â you ask, still not looking. Maybe you should leave to go buy your dress for the party. Time is running out, and you have nothing. Though, at this point, you didn't want to be here anymore.Â
âIt's about Lilyâs graduation gift. Should I get her a necklace with her birthstone, orââÂ
An ankle bracelet with my number on it?
Immediately, you turn to face him, cheekbones beet red and a slight twitch in your eyes, those that are now dark and looming. Satisfaction plays a role in his features as he stares innocently. âI was leaning towards the ankle bracelet. I really do think you and Lando are onto something.â
âWhatâs your game?â you ask, bitterness evident in your tone. Your question takes him back to when he was the one asking it. To you. Neat brows furrow with anticipation.
The brunette shrugs. âI don't have one. I'm just here to have fun.â He smirks. âIt's summerâisn't it?â
This is all a bad case of deja vu, one you don't find appealing. How dare he ask you something like this with a dirty smile on his face? The look is just the right amount of disgusting, and the right amount of intriguing.Â
He was getting to you.
Clicking your tongue, you roll your eyes. âWhatever your plan isâstop it.â Pointing a finger, you shake your head firmly. âBecause it's not going to work on me.â
âItâs not?â he asks, closing the gap and towering over you dangerously so. He sees the way your breathing becomes a tad bit irregular, letting him know that this was working, no matter how much you denied it. âBecause youâre a better friend now? Because you got one taste of loyalty and now you've decided to be loyal to yourself?â A large hand reaches for your chin, forcing your head to tilt back and look up at him. And you hate how handsome he is in an infuriating moment like this. âPeople don't change overnight. I doubt you'd be the first.â
Old habits die hard, but over time, and he's right. You're still the same avaricious girl as yesterday.Â
Pushing his thumb against the corner of your lips, you instinctively open your mouth, making room. A soft smile tugs at his own lips as his eyes admire your lipstick coating his finger. Slowly, he eases the digit in, feeling your wet tongue hug it. And then, suck.
âFuck,â he groans beneath his shaggy breath, brown orbs not wanting to miss a single second of this. Humming, your vibrations send a chill down his spine, finding it harder to not bend you over amd just fuck you into oblivion. But noâhe had to hear you say it.Â
Pink tongue laps around his thumb, doe eyes blinking prettily, lashes fluttering like butterflies. Instant jealousy enters the room as his mind begins to race with the fact that Lando has probably had you like this millions of times. He pushes down on your tongue, making you whine and bite down. And he doesn't even flinch.
âTell me you want meâŠâ His brows knit with need. âThe same way I want you. Please, justâsay it.â
Without warning, you bite down hard, this time getting a reaction out of him as he grunts with pain, and you push him away harshly until his back pounds against the nearest wall, letting out a loud thud.Â
âLet me tell you one thing, Oscar,â you start, strolling over to him like a fallen angel. Today you wear a white dress, clung to your body like a glove, allowing him to see every curve of yours, in return, making his palms sweat. You grin, reaching him. âYou won't ever see me begging for anyoneâespecially you.â His stomach drops. âNo matter how much I want this to happen, too.â
Are you willing to get down on your knees and supplicate?
The answer is an obvious one for him: yes. Heâd spend hours at your feet if that meant having you, for even just a second. Normally, he isn't this submissive, nor this desperate, but it seems like only you bring this side out of him. He doesn't entirely hate it.
âYeââ
Ring! Ring!
Sighing, you walk up to your phone that sits on the nearest counter, and pick it up. âHi, baby,â you greet sweetly. âHowâs Adam?â
Ring! Ring!
Digging into his back pocket, he curses, picking up. âHello, darling,â he says warmly, making you flicker your gaze over at him with accusation. âHowâs everything going?â
Turns out, Adamâs bone wasn't actually broken and Lily had aced her exams. She ended up telling Oscar the truth, to which he was surprised she had kept it hidden from him for so long, but was far more surprised when she told him that you knew. Long story short, by some twist of fate, theyâll be back in the next couple of days. They land on the same day, so theyâll save the Australian the hassle and just drive in together.Â
âSee you in a couple of days. Alright. Bye,â you say, rubbing your temples.Â
Oscar looks up, chewing the inside of his cheek before letting go. âIâll see you, then. Fly safe.â
A moment passes by. âDid she tell youââ
âThat theyâre flying in together? Yeah. They were both in London, after all. It makes sense.â
âSure,â you mumble, brushing a strand of hair away. âThey land Wednesday, then?â
âCorrect,â he says, nodding along. Itâs already Monday, so that wasâŠsoon.Â
Too soon.
âI should probably start fixing up the arrangements,â you announce. âLily asked me a couple of days ago, but I haven't gotten around to it. I just pray they haven't died yet.â
âThey haven't,â he states, making you curl a brow. He smiles sheepishly. âCarnations last longer. Lily said so.â
âOf course,â you say, grinding your teeth. âLily said so, so it must be true.â
Nothing more, nothing less. You just walk towards the flowers, and feel the irritation paint your silhouette, because as expected, Lily was rightâlike always.Â
Thing is, Oscar has come to learn your behavior. The way you tell a lie, the way you tell the truth. He's learned your body language, and right now, he can tell one thing for sure.
You never stopped hating Lily.
He smiles.
And that makes him happy. Because he knows this isn't over yet.
-
By Tuesday, the entire setup is ready. The flowers sit beautifully at every table, and the lights hang nicely around the trees. The sound of the lake singing is your only reminder that you could use a break. And apparently, it was also Oscarâs.
âThe event decorators just left. But you did an excellent job with the florals,â he adds last minute.
A hum. âI tried my best.â
The dock creaks. The frog's ribbit. The crickets harmonize. And you two are too close to one another. Your shoulders brush, making you flinch and for him to cough awkwardly. âDespite everything, I had fun having you around. A summer well spent, don't you think?â
With a deadpan expression, you turn to look at him, making him laugh, and the corners of your lips fight back a smile. You haven't heard him laugh in so long, you come to realize. In all sincerity, that is. âIt was alright,â you respond, shrugging it off as if nothing. âBut yeah. I had fun, too.â
Fun teasing each other. Fun trying to get each other to crack. But fun, nonetheless.
And he thinks: if not now, when? You don't know at what moment he catches you off guard, but he does, because in a single second, he's kissing with urgency. Like he's never kissed anyone before and he was making sure to get it right. And it was more than right. Heat pools in between your legs as you try your best to keep up with him, but the taste of cheap beer makes you get high on life. Since when is he much of a drinker?
Since you.
The good thing is that the entrance back to the house isn't that far, so your guysâ tumble is pretty successful. Though, you don't make it to eitherâ bedroom, but rather the couch, where a bunch of disposables lay. Lily had them shipped a couple days ago. Says she wants as many pictures as possible, savor the memories for a lifetime.
Without any precaution, he wipes his arms across the cushion, sending the cameras to crash against the floor and throwing you onto the couch, smiling once you squeal with excitement. All except one cameraâbut neither of you notice that yet.
Your soft hair lays around you like a halo, making him wonder if heâs gone straight to heaven. You gesture him to come in closer, and heâs quick to obey, diving for your neck. You giggle, a lazy hand finding its way into his locks. âNo marks,â you pant, squirming as he licks a line down your throat before going up towards your lips.Â
âNo marks,â he confirms. âOn your neck.â
You pause momentarily, disattaching your mouth from his. âNo marks anywhere.â He grins, nodding just because. You frown. âIâm serious, Oscar.â
âYeah, yeah,â he mumbles. âSure.â
Then, heâs on his knees, kissing your ankle like that one time on the stairs, except now, heâs taking it nice and slow. Steady. Your mind grows dizzy as he grazes his fingers gently down your skin. It sends goosebumps, seeing him like this. SoâŠsubmissive.
âI never wanted you,â he whispers as he presses his pink lips onto your left ankle this time. He hums. âYou were just another girl to me. My teammateâs girlfriendâthatâs it.â Another kiss. âYou never crossed my mind, not even once.â
And nowâŠ
Making his way up, he kisses in between your thighs, nuzzling into your warmth. You let out a weak moan, chest rising raggedly. Playing with his earlobe, you massage it gently as you try your best not to ruin this moment. Though it seems like nothing could. Not when heâs devoted to it already. And so were you.
Feeling a slight burn, you furrow your brows as you spot him sucking gently against your inner thighs. You squirm, pushing his head away as he keeps his position. âI said no marks.â
And you actually feel his smile start to spread against your skin.
âHe wonât see these, if thatâs what youâre worried about.â Another suck, this time harder. âWellâŠunless you want him to. Then thatâs your decision.â Looking past his lashes, he bites down on the flesh, making you flinch. âSo what? Are you gonna let him see how someone else has fucked you while he was gone?â
Pulling your panties to the side, he dips his tongue into your pussy, making your hips fly off the couch, and for him to push them back down, holding you in place. Sloppily, he kisses itâpractically making outâand groans like a madman with the way you taste. Your sweet nectar makes his cock grow hard instantaneously, and he canât help but grind against the edge of the cushion where your legs hang.Â
âHoly.â Whine. âFucking.â Moan. âShit.â Groan.
Twisting with an obscene amount of pleasure, you tangle a shaky hand through his hair, ignoring how soft it feels. The need to run away and stay is a confusing pattern, but as soon as he adds a finger, curling it just the right amount, you let out a high pitched moan.Â
Just like that, Oscar, just like t-that.Â
Adding another digit, he picks up the pace of his tongue, drawing figure eights as the knot in your stomach burns brutally. You feel a white cloud surface over your eyes as they close, screwed shut as if that might help you last longer. But he knows what your body needs, and that itself was an alarming thing to realize.Â
With one last mewl, you finish all over his tongue as he licks you clean, not wasting a single drop. And the way you tasteâmakes him not want to go back to not knowing. With a smile filled with bliss, and that familiar afterglow, you giggle, nose scrunching like a bunny as your cheeks remain as red as a rose. The sight alone makes him struggle to comprehend that this is most likely a one time thing, and not something heâll be able to relieve whenever he wants.Â
At the end of the dayâyou're not his.
But he can still reminisce about this moment from time to time.
Mid-giggle, a flash goes through as you come to a stop. Oscar grins, shaking the green disposable, showing it off. âBeautiful. Youâre absolutely beautiful.â
Your breath hitches, his words tugging at your heart strings. You haven't experienced something like that in so long. Shaking your head, you push your dress down, climbing off the couch and pushing him to sit. âI like to play fair.â Sliding down to your wobbly knees, you shoot a gentle smirk, something that makes his cock grow painfully harder. âLet me take care of you, Oscar.â
Undoing his belt, you hurriedly unzip his jeans, fighting the urge to take him completely. You donât, though. No, you first kiss the tip, making him groan, feeling as if pushing you head down is a good idea. Then, you suck at a comfortable speed, like a baby sucking their thumb, and watch past your lashes how his chest begins to rise slowly.Â
âYouâre huge,â you hum, pecking it. âHow am I gonna fit you into my small mouth?âÂ
Moaning, the brunette drags a hand over his tired expression, faking a smile. âYouâre saying you canât?â
You suck harder, still treating it like a lollipop. Licking his tip like a kitten licks their bowl clean. Itâs starting to cut his patience thin. âI can figure it outâŠâ
Iâve done it with Lando. How much harder can this be?
Thatâs it. Pushing the back of your head, he forces you to deepthroat him, keeping you in place as you drool on either side of his lap, soft gurgles coming through. You try to push off him, but it seems like that makes him shove you down twice as hard.
âSomething to say, baby?â he pants under his breath, raising a brow. âWhat was that?â
Slapping his thigh, tapping out, you find yourself being pulled off of him, dragged onto his lap as in one swift movement, he pushes your panties to the side once again and thrusts his thick cock deep inside of you. So much happens so fast that you barely have a chance to adjust to his girth.Â
âDoes Lando make you feel half as much as I make you feel?â
Heâs not talking about sex. It hasnât been about sex for a while now.Â
Moaning, you bounce up and down, your hair hanging like a curtain as you give your best to keep up with him and his rhythm. But he practically controls you, snapping his hips up with anger. At least, thatâs what it feels like.Â
âDoes he make you feel good?â
âYes,â you sigh against his ear as you clutch an arm around his shoulder, keeping as steady as possible. âHe does.â
But you make me feel better.Â
The sound of your praise does something to him, something inexplicable. And while he canât quite put a name to it, he does know that youâre telling the truth. You had to be.Â
Again, pulling you off his swollen cock, he flips you around, having you use him as a chair as he squeezes his girth into your tight pussy, strong arms looping under your legs and spreading them open as he abuses your cunt, feeling your head fall back as you gasp.Â
âF-fuck,â you shriek, head bopping with each thrust, and your throat growing dry. âFuck meâfuck me.â
âIâm trying,â he chuckles, continuing as you try your best to understand how he was able to learn that he knew how to do all this. âLook at you. JustâŠlook at you.â
There comes a time of life where someone is meant for you, and youâll find your way to each other, no matter what. Heâd like to think that itâs true. Sure. It is. But have you ever thought that maybe itâs not?Â
Maybe the person you think youâre supposed to be with is busy thinking the same thing as you? Living a full life with someone else who isnât their soulmate? Romantically, that is.Â
Lando and Lily. Theyâre both place holders. Theyâre nice, yeah, and theyâre amazing, tooâbut thatâs about it.
You hold his entire destiny.Â
He just wants to live by it.Â
But the way he has youâitâs temporary. And nothing good ever lasts forever. But God, he really fucking wishes it did.Â
Close, he hears you whisper, followed by a squeal as he holds your legs up higher, still fucking you in the same position. So, so close.Â
âNot. Yet.â
Hauling you off, youâre quick to whine, feeling empty as he spreads you onto the couch, admiring your glistening lips. He presses a thumb down against your bud, feeling the pulse that enlightens him to smile. You copy him, toying with your dress.Â
âShould Iââ
âKeep it,â he says firmly. A beat. âPlease. Keep it.â
When you nod, your hair only gets tangled against the cushion, but thatâs the least of your worries. You frown. âYou havenât cum yetâŠâ
âI will, donât worry.â Silence. Pushing this thumb inside, you squirm, wincing slightly as your eyes remain on him, waiting for his next move. âOpen.â
Opening your legs wider, he chuckles, shaking his head. Your mouth. You gulp, then open wide as he hums, bringing his wet finger into your mouth, making you taste yourselves. And normally, youâd be grossed out. God, you donât let Lando even do this, but something about Oscar makes you feel okay. That, and like a pathetic freak.Â
âGood, no?â Itâs an awkward thing to ask, you canât help but blush against his digit, lashes fluttering. The Australian tsks, pressing his large finger against your tongue as your eyes grow wide. âRight?â
In a heartbeat, you nod because it just felt like the right thing to do. Satisfied, he smiles, taking another photo of this beautiful sight. Your eyes are round and full of life, and slightly teary, and thatâs what he likes to see.Â
Retracting his thumb, he smirks. He makes room for both of you on this small couch, towering over you and he starts raising both your legs over your shoulders. Your stomach twists.Â
âI wanna see it when I fuck you.â
With your dresses scrunched up, and his cock cutting you in half, you both moan in sync as the wet sounds echo through the hall of the empty house. And this wouldnât have happenedâprobably everâif you hadnât accepted their invitation to spend the summer in North fucking Carolina.Â
The number four dangles, and not only is the sounder a reminder that itâs there, but he can spot it from his peripheral vision every time he pounds into you a little harder. And he should be jealousâGod knows thatâs trueâbut surprisingly, heâs not.Â
Because heâs heard the way Lando fucks you. And nothingânothingâcompares to now.Â
It feels as if heâs practiced moves like this for a lifetime. As if he were to promise you that this could all work out, then youâd believe him.
You really would.
A sloppy thrust. âI never wanted you to begin with,â he grunts, screwing his eyes shut as your body reacts to his harsh confession. âI saw you with Lando, and I felt absolutely nothing. I had Lily to focus on. But Godâwhat have you done to me?â
His tip seems to find your g-spot as you cry out, withering around. âI was taught to respect others. To respect whatâs theirs. Whether that be a journal, or a remote control car, it didnât matter. But you do,â he confesses, watching as you continue to whimper, probably not catching any of this anymore. âYou did this to meâŠâ
You filled me with greed.
Grabbing your ankles, he lurches them over his left shoulder as he continues to pound into your tight cunt, hearing you gasp before erupting into a string of moans.Â
âNow, everything he has, I want.â You whine. âIâm going after his Championship.â You whine louder, eyes opening as you watch a bead of sweat roll down his nose. âIâm going after his team.âÂ
Oscar chuckles darkly. âAnd Iâd love to say that Iâm going after you, but heyâŠlooks like I already have you.â
And just like that, the pit in your stomach bursts as you two clash against one another, your orgasms riding out together as your legs finally fall, but not before he makes sure to press a gentle kiss.Â
A flash.Â
âReally?â you ask, glaring.Â
âStick your tongue out.â
Without any questions, where you lay, you open your mouth, watching as he stands up to tower over you, jerking his cock one last time as his drops of cum fall against your tongue, white and thick.Â
Your eyes flicker with excitement as he makes sure to take a picture. If he canât have you later, or probably ever again, then heâll make sure that he gets an angle of you that only he could ever dream of years down the line.Â
Pulling his pants back up, he makes sure to clean you up before making you sit, him only a few inches away, but honestly, it feels like miles. All of a sudden, heâs distant, which shouldnât come as a surprise, but it does.Â
Biting down onto your wobbly lip, you comb your fingers through your hairâyouâre doing your own after care.Â
âI know things with us won't ever be the same, butâŠâ You wince. âPlease donât treat Lando any differently. He sees you as a brother.â
He flinches because he knows it's true. Of course it is, everybody knows it. Oscar nods in agreement. âOnly if you promise to stop hating Lily.â
You snort. âSure. Sounds fair.â
The sound of tires is what ultimately gets your two to spring up, rushing towards the window as you look onto the driveway. Laughing, you first see Lily, then Lando, then you frantically twist your heels to face the Australian who remains with a blank expression, clearly not expecting them.Â
âThey were supposed to be here tomorrow, you said!â you hiss, rubbing your temples. âWhat the fuck?â
âThey mustâve upgraded their tickets to get here sooner,â he shoots back, running a hand through his sweaty hair. He grimaces. âHurry! Help me pick up the disposables from the floor!â
âRight!â you screech, running toward the living room as you fall onto your knees, picking up the cameras and tossing them back onto the couch. Oscar does the same, but with his eyes stuck in the door, waiting for a knock.Â
Knock! Knock!
Freezing, you two look at each other, as if debating whether to make a run for it together or not. Though, as soon as you hear Lando call out for you, youâre sure you have no chance. Taking one last glance at the pile of cameras, you huff, skipping towards the door, fixing your knot up hair as best as possible.Â
âHey!â you greet, nearly over exaggerating, but he doesnât seem to notice. Instead, he beams, grinning from ear to ear. Lando pecks your lips, lingering for a moment, making your heart drop. Because he canât knowâcan he? Distancing himself, he wears a subtle frown, sort of there, sort of not, so youâre quick to smile. âIâm so happy youâre back.â You turn to face Lily, whoâs stayed in the background, letting you have your moment. âThat youâre both back.â
âIt's nice seeing you, too,â she says before her eyes wander to a place behind you. Suddenly, her eyes twinkle as she grins at Oscar who comes closer with lips drawn into a firm line. âLook who just woke up from a nap.â Kissing his cheek swiftly, she tippy toes, fixing his messy hair into a neat comb over. âYou look as if you got into some kind of bar fight.â
âYeah,â Lando hums, looking over at you with dark eyes. âIt sort of doesâŠâ
âWe were fixing the outside tablesââ
âWe were fixing the floral arrangementsââ
Lily and Lando quirk a glance at each other, then back towards you and Oscar whose faces are flushed. Oscar coughs, scratching the back of his neck. âWhy donât you guys come and check it out?â
âYes, please!â Lily squeals, already making her way out the door, the Australian not that far behind.Â
Sighing, you go on to follow as well, but thereâs this hold on your wrist that just wonât let go. You spin, staring at Lando who clenches his jaw.
âDid you fuck him?â
You flinch. âNoâI didnât.â
Blue eyes fill with warning as he nods, silently thinking to himself before rubbing his chin harshly. âDonât lie to me. I know what youâre capable of.â
This physically makes you feel sick, ashamed that he knows you for being a lying cheater. âYouâre one to talk,â you shoot back, wishing to take it back as soon as it comes out. He raises a brow, clearly surprised. You gulp. âYouâre capable of doing the same thing as me, arenât you? Isnât that why weâre together?â
âWeâre together because I love you.â
âYeah, well, I love you, too. Iâve literally given up the relationship I had with my sisterâfor you.â Taking his hands into yours, you knit your brows together softly, and just like that, he melts. âI love you, Lando. There's no need for anyone else.â
Looking past the clear window, Oscar stares at you and the Brit, who share a hug, taking occasional loving pecks as if nothing else matters.Â
As if his feelings aren't worth anything.Â
âI love it,â Lily says, ripping his gaze from getting hurt any further. Because thatâs what this has all led to âhim getting hurt. She grins happily, making her way closer. âI really appreciate you two working on this together, it all looks so wonderful.â
Guilt makes his tongue trip as he tries to say something, but when all fails, he settles with a warm smile, pulling her against his chest, kissing the top of her head. âIâd do anything for you, Lily Zneimer.â
With your head resting on Landoâs shoulders, you look out to where the couple stand, in the same embrace. This makes your eyes sting, which is silly becauseâwhy do you feel so invalidated?Â
Despite being so far apart, you and Oscar are still able to connect, looking at each other with a certain yearning. This is not what this was supposed to be. The Australian would have never dreamt of any other girl that wasnât Lily, so what happened?Â
âI love you,â Lando mumbles, securing his hold on you.
âI love you,â Lily mumbles, face pressed against his heart, feeling it thump fiercely.Â
You spare Oscar a smile, and Oscar spares you the same. And neither of you two can bring yourselves to lie.
So, instead, neither of you say it back.
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It all comes crashing down on you one Sunday morning.Â
By now, Lily has graduated, summer is over, and youâre back in Monaco. And for some reason, Lando offered to help get Lilyâs pictureâs developed. He knew a guy whoâd get him a nice discount, apparently. Film is expensive as it is, so of course the British girl accepted.Â
Youâre sitting outside on the balcony. Itâs windy today, and you should probably go back inside, but the ocean looks particularly blue today, so you decide to stay.Â
Curling yourself tighter with your blanket, you sigh, staring numbly, mind racing. Because this is a daily occurrence now.Â
All. You. Think. About. Is. Him.
Him and his obnoxious smile. Him and his warm brown eyes. Him and his chuckle that sounds dry to everyone else, but lively to you.Â
JustâŠhim.
And without a doubt, Lando has figured out that something was wrong with you, but he never asked questions.
Until now.
âHey,â he says, plopping down next to you, pressing his lips against your temple quickly before smiling. âHave you been here all day?â
You blush, shivering by the sudden breeze. âIf I say no, would you believe me?â
âYes,â he admits, clicking his tongue. âBecause apparently I believe almost everything you have to say.â
Including your lies.Â
You hear him, but his voice is muffled by now with all that youâre feeling. He handed you an envelope, and you first opened it with curiosity, then with dread and shame when you realized what was inside.
The film.
Youâre laughing, eyes shut with delight.Â
Your lips are wrapped around his thumb.
Around his cock, too.
Drops of cum lay flat on your tongue.
One where his head is beneath your dress.
One of his hands wrapped around your ankles, a certain number four glimmering.
All of this, and more.
Licking your lips repeatedly, you sit up, staring at him with an open mouth. âLandoââ
âIâm not mad.â
You blink.
He shrugs, taking the pictures, making you want to snatch them back and figure out what to do with them yourself. How could you and Oscar forget to set this one aside?
He can tell that youâre mortified, so he sends a reassuring smile, but it does no good. âIâm not, alright? Iâm justâŠdisappointed.â His reaction is confusing, he can tell what youâre thinking. Why is he so okay with this? âIâm not the biggest fan of you lying to me, but whatever, itâs fine.â
âAnd sure, I should be furious that you two went behind my back, and maybe I amâbut Iâm willing to let it go because I love you.â The blue eyed boy pecks your lips, you still frozen with shock. He chuckles. âThis is what I get, right? This is my karma? For sleeping with you while I was still dating your sister?â
When you still donât say anything, he nods to himself, as if this is all making sense to him, and only him. âMust be.â A beat. âI forgive you.â
âWhat about him?â you squeak, scared of his response.
Lando clenches his jaw before breaking into a helpless smile. âHe doesnât have to know, I know. This will just remain between you and Iâjust like always. He doesnât have to know. Lily doesnât have to know.â
You hold yourself from crying because in a way, heâs right. Out of everyone, Lily Zneimer doesnât deserve any of this. She has been nothing but good to you, and youâre embarrassed to notice now that you ruined a perfectly good friendship. And while she may have no clue, you do, and thatâs enough for you to probably wince every time you look at her from now on.
âJust donât do it again. Mâkay?â
Rubbing his thumb against your lips, itâs almost like heâs waiting for something, but when you donât seem to do whatever he was thinking, his eyes darken, and he gets up with a bitter smile.Â
He takes the pictures with him and you donât know what for.
But you donât dare ask a single question.
Itâs just you. Your thoughts.
And Oscar.
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synopsis: youâve got baby fever. Oscar⊠well, doesnât.
wc: 0.5k
warnings: mentions of infertility (r is not actually infertile), not proof read
A few days ago, while scrolling through social media, you came across a video of a little baby. Her giggles warmed your heart, and sent you down a long rabbit hole and into a spiral of lasting baby fever.
You sauntered into the kitchen where Oscar was cooking breakfast. Your hands wrapped around his torso, your head rested on his shoulder.
He smiled, a sight that brightened your day and definitely did not help with your daydreams about him as a father. âGood morning.â He greeted. The sleep hadnât yet worn off, leaving his voice a little rough.
âMorning.â You sighed, snuggling your head into the curve of his neck.
âWhatâs up, baby?â He asked, a hand snaking itâs way down your arm before lacing his fingers with yours.
Humming, swaying, you were in your own world. In your mind, you imagined a mini version of the both of you sitting in a high chair not far from where you stood. âWe should have a baby.â
It was a harsh bomb to drop so early in the morning. In your haze, you hadnât realized that.
âWhat? No.â He laughed.
You frowned and pulled away from him.
He began to panic. âNo, wait-â
âNo. No itâs okay. Stupid idea anyway.â You mumbled, slow steps creating distance between the two of you. You retreated to the bedroom. He wouldâve followed you if it werenât for the food on the stove.
As soon as he finished up and plated the food, he rushed to the bedroom. He found you on the bed, under the sheets, curled in a ball.
He sat beside you, a comforting hand on your back. âIâm sorry. That came out wrong.â He apologized. You said nothing. âIâd love nothing more than to make a mini us and see it run around the house, but right now⊠itâs not a good time.â He shook his head, though you couldnât see it.
âBut heâd be so cute.â You blubbered.
Oscar paused. âAre you crying?â He hesitated to reach out.
You flipped around to face him. âYes!â You sniffed. âBecause- because- imagine it. Heâd look just like you and I can dress him like you and take him to racesâor her! And youâd look so cute holding a mini us.â
Hands found their way around your body and he pulled you into him. âI know, youâd be such a cute mom. Maybe later but I just donât want to miss everything. Weâre still young.â He ran a hand through your hair while you continued to cry, not liking his answer.
âYouâll be racing until youâre forty!â You sobbed. âAnd what if Iâm not able to have kids by then! I could be fresh out of eggs!â You clutched onto his shirt.
âI donât want to wait until weâre forty, either. Maybe just a couple more years.â
You sniffled. âI think Iâm pmsing.â It would explain the emotional response, and the intense baby fever.
Oscar didnât say anything, he only chuckled.
part 2
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: when two members of the friend group get secretly together it all seems to be okay, but will they be able to keep their situation with no strings attached?
fc: different girls from pinterest
a/n: itâs still april 6 where iâm at so happy birthday oscar đ enjoy my favorite trope in the world (star-crossed lovers) pt. 2 will be coming some time this week :)
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Like the many other girls who visited the paddock, you often found yourself batting your eyelashes in the direction of one Oscar Piastri. While many were attracted to the appeal of his career and the money it provided, you were more so enthralled by his pretty face and his effortless charm.
Though, being apart of Alpineâs PR team was especially problematic.
Nonetheless, you still sought him out after his win in China. Finding himâcoincidentallyâas you came out of the ladies room. âOscar! Hey, congrats on your win.â You flashed him a flirty smile.
Of course, he was familiar with you from his days with your team, and greeted you by name. âActually, this is really useful, running into you. My hair is sticking at all ends and Iâd rather look a bit more presentable in the media pen.â
It took you a second, but you nodded eventually. âYeah, uh, yeah. We can-â you motioned to the restroom behind him. It didnât matter, as a member of his team was standing watch.
âNever been in a menâs washroom,â you joked, settling close to him in front of a sink. Fixing his hair was harder than expected. He was slightly taller than you, and you couldnât get the right angle.
Without your requesting, Oscarâs hands found your hips and he helped you onto the counter, comfortably finding his place between your parted legs.
âThatâs better,â you muttered, your fingers easily able to manipulate the strands of his hair with the new vantage point.
Oscarâs hands rested on your thighs, not a conscious choice of his. Nonetheless, you didnât mind.
You muttered some more. Oscar didnât hear, too focused on studying every detail of your face.
âThere.â You smiled, admiring your work. His hair was now fluffed in a way that made him look infinitely more handsome.
You werenât sure who made the first move. Who leaned in first. Who made the electric contact of your lips. You just knew that it happened and it was intoxicating. A drug you demanded more of even as you were consuming it. Perhaps it was the champagne that did it. You were more convinced that Oscarâs lips were a natural elixir.
Oscarâs fingers dug into your thighs while your fingers thread through his hair and pulled him all the more closer. Close enough to fuse your bodies into one being. Close enough to smell the champagne on his skin.
The door shuttered with a loud bang. âYouâve got thirty seconds!â It was an accident, the way your teeth found Oscarâs lip and cut it open. What could you say? The knocking startled you.
You pulled away, a hand coving your mouth. You eyed him in horror.
His hand came to his lip, pulling away to see the tips of his fingers dotted in a crimson red. He chuckled lowly, his eyes dazzling as he gazed up at you. He closed the gap again. A short kiss this time. âIâll see you tonight then?â He quirked a brow.
You nodded.
pairing: female!reader x oscar piastri
summary: during a stream, your best friend lando casually says that you cannot physically listen to arctic monkeys because they remind you too much of your ex, so everyone is surprised when you get caught listening to them
fc: emily alyn lind
a/n: i know iâm a week late, but fic for the chinese grand prix winner (!!!!!) (also i know this man only listens to house music but i donât like that genre so i kinda did whatever i wanted)
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op81 and number between 1-100:56
song; question� - taylor swift
part of the spotify wrapped special
You were a little bitter. Of course, you were. Just because you and Oscar had ended things didnât mean he stopped being yoursâat least not in your mind. And now, apparently, he had a new girlfriend? Not only that, but you had to spend time with her because you still shared the same friend group, and if Oscar invited her, everyone had to get along. After all, you werenât about to stop being friends with your friends just because your relationship with Oscar ended. They were as much yours as they were his.
So here you were, downing one martini after another while listening to your ex-boyfriendâs new girlfriend chat with your friends and laugh at their jokes.
âWant to slow down with the martinis?â one of your oldest friends whispered in your ear.
âNo,â you replied, taking another sip.
âIf looks could killâŠâ he didnât finish the sentence, but you got the hint and stopped glaring at her. âWhy donât you talk to her? Make conversation,â he suggested, and you shot him a disbelieving look.
Was he serious?
âJust kidding,â he chuckled. âBut stop staring so much. Oscarâs already noticed.â
Your cheeks flushed with embarrassment, and you placed your hands over them to cool the heat.
âAll good?â the familiar Australian accent of your ex-boyfriend made itself known. You turned to your right, the red and white lights of the bar doing little justice to his face.
âYeah, weâre just talking,â you replied on behalf of both yourself and your friend.
âAre you drunk?â Oscar murmured. You frowned slightlyâyou didnât feel like you were slurring your words or showing any signs of being tipsy. âWhen you touch your face like that, it means youâre drunk,â he pointed out, gesturing with his jaw toward your hands, still cooling your cheeks. You quickly removed them.
Of course, Oscar knew you perfectly.
âCan I ask you a question?â you said, turning fully to face him. Your other friend took it as his cue to leave.
âIf itâs about herâŠâ
âBy âher,â you mean your girlfriend?â
âSure.â
âHave some decency, first of all. Call her by her name.â You didnât want him to call her by her nameâactually, you didnât want him to call her anything at allâbut you had to keep up appearances.
âAre you jealous?â
Well, so much for appearances.
A small, satisfied smile crept onto Oscarâs face, and you wanted to slap him and kiss him at the same time.
âWhy did you bring her here if you donât care about her?â You ignored his question and posed one of your own.
âWho says I donât care?â
âI do,â you said. Oscar raised an eyebrow. Self-centered as ever, he thought. âYou havenât spoken to her the entire time youâve been here. Since you arrived, I havenât seen you talk to her more than twice. Our friends are the only ones bothering to engage with her.â
He didnât respond immediately. Instead, he took two steps closer to you.
âAnd why are you paying so much attention to what Iâm doing?â His face was getting closer to yours, and your self-control was about to vanish.
âItâs impossible to talk to you.â You took two steps back, intending to walk to the other side of the table, but he grabbed your arm, stopping you.
âAsk the question I know you want to ask,â he said. When you stayed silent, debating whether to actually ask it or not, he spoke again. âFine, Iâll answer it anyway.â You looked up at him expectantly, the bar around you fading into a low hum.
âI wish I had fought harder when we broke up, done something to convince you to stay. I wish I could touch you, talk to you every dayânot as friends, but as what weâve always been. Iâm jealous of every guy youâve dated since we broke up, even though I know you only go out with them to make me jealous and donât actually care about them. Every time I see them touch you in the slightest way, I want to rip their hands off because they get to do what I no longer can.â
You were about to protest that you didnât date guys just to make him jealousâyou did, but he didnât need to know thatâbut he didnât let you interrupt.
âI havenât gotten over you, and Iâm not sure I ever will.â
You blinked once, twice, three times as he finished speaking.
âDoes that answer your question?â
Two more blinks.
âBreak up with her and come to my place.â
hey lovely, just wanted to send something in for your spotify wrapped blurbs that your doing so i'll say my current driver obsession mr oscar piastri and number 21 since that's how old i just turned <3 please and thank you of course, love your work always <3
song; risk - gracie abrams
a/n: happy birthday love!! and thank you so much! i hope you like this (finally some fluff)đ€
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It had been a long time since you'd gone out with a guy you genuinely liked and thought was worth it. Lately, all the men you met were either a bit idiotic and obsessed with talking about paddle (since when did the male species decide that paddle was cool?) or mansplaining how crypto worked and why they were convinced they'd be millionaires by 25 (okay? I guess).
Oscar was the exception.
You met him when you started working at McLaren as part of the photography team. Your job mainly involved taking pictures of him and Lando, though your camera held far more photos of the Australian driver than the Brit. You knew heâd had a girlfriend with whom things hadnât worked out, and you were aware it was a bit risky to pursue something with him since you both worked at McLaren. But you couldnât ignore the smile on his face when he realized it was you behind the camera or how he spent more time talking to you than anyone else in the paddock.
Though Oscar also talked a bit about paddle (you still didnât understand why they didnât just play tennis), you didnât mind listening when it was him. You could listen to him talk for hours and never get tired of it. Not that this would ever happenâOscar wasnât the type to talk excessively. Still, sometimes you just liked watching him. He was that handsome, at least in your eyes.
You didnât know exactly what it was about Oscar that others didnât haveâor maybe it was just the fact that you hadnât liked anyone in so longâbut your attraction to him evolved into something similar to a teenage crush. When he texted you, youâd get excited, and you blushed every time he told you you looked pretty. Your best friend wouldnât stop teasing you about it.
Sometimes, you wondered if this was a mistake, if it was a red flag to feel so much for Oscar so quickly. But then his fingers would brush against yours when you talked, or heâd tuck a strand of hair behind your ear to see your face better, and the butterflies in your stomach would go wild.
"I like you a lot," Oscar said out of nowhere one day as you watched the sunset from a lookout point. "I donât know if this is a risk, but Iâd take it for you." He hadnât looked into your eyes when he said it, but his hand had moved closer to yours, and you could feel the warmth of his fingertips on your knuckles.
âI donât care if itâs a risk or not,â you replied.
That was your first night together. The next morning, you woke up to a bouquet of fresh flowers next to your bed and Oscar without a t-shirt, making breakfast.
Was it too soon to tell him you loved him? Probably. Even though you felt it in every vein of your body, you held back the words and simply gave him a slow, lazy morning kiss.
God, you were truly invested in this. If it ended up being a mistake, it would definitely be your favorite mistake. There was no turning back now.
oscar piastri & 3 đ§Ą
song; mess it up - gracie abrams
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Every time Oscar got too close, he messed it up.
But it was okay; you forgave him because he was Oscar. Oscar, who had commitment issues. Oscar, who was trying hard to have a lasting relationship with you. Oscar, who loved you deeply. But you also knew he was Oscar, who couldnât have something good without ruining it.
The day he asked you to be his girlfriend, and you said yes, he went to a club to celebrate and ended up fighting a man who had simply asked you where the bathroom was, thinking the man was flirting with you. He ended the night with a split eyebrow and a broken nose.
The day he was supposed to meet your parents, he got so nervous that he drank too much whiskey and fell asleep, missing lunch with your parents and disappointing you in the process.
The first time you went to watch one of his races in person, anxiety got the best of him, and he didnât pick you up on the way to the airport, using the excuse that he âforgot.â You knew he hadnât forgottenâhe had simply chickened out and was too coward to admit the truth.
Still, you forgave him every time.
It was just a few hours were left until an event McLaren was hosting with one of its sponsors, and Oscar had begged you to accompany him. It didnât take much convincing for you to agree. But something felt off; something didnât feel right.
When Oscar suddenly stopped replying to your messages, you got worried. Early in the relationship, it happened more oftenâhe wasnât used to having a girlfriend, so he wasnât used to replying to messages. It was one of the many conversations where you had to remind him that you didnât care if he didnât reply instantly; you knew he was a busy man. But he couldnât go four days without responding and then show up as if nothing had happened. After that talk, his communication improved.
With less than thirty minutes left before your boyfriend was supposed to pick you up for the event, and no sign of him, you knewâwithout him even saying itâthat he had once again changed his mind about taking you, and you wouldnât be attending the event that night. You looked at your reflection in the mirror: the beautiful long white dress you had bought specifically for the occasion and the elegant silver jewelry adorning your neckâall for nothing.
When it became obvious Oscar wasnât coming, you took everything off, put on your pajamas, crawled under the covers, and turned on your computer to watch a movie. At some point during the night, you checked Instagram and came across the worst thing you couldâve seen. A video of your boyfriend at the eventâs afterparty, dancing with a girl who was definitely not you.
Technically, he wasnât doing anything wrongâhe hadnât kissed her or slept with her. But the feeling of betrayal consumed you entirely and settled deep inside.
It was over.
Months had passed since the breakup, and Oscar couldnât stop thinking about you.
You were his favorite thought whenever he didnât have to use his brain powerâwhile waiting in line for coffee, while driving from home to the MTC, when turning off the lights and trying to sleep. He thought about you and how much he missed you.
He knew there were many things you had forgiven him for that you didnât have to. And he also knew that the one thing you hadnât forgiven him for was what he regretted the most. Nothing had happened with the girl in the videoâtheyâd only danced a couple of songs. But afterward, he felt dirty and missed you.
When he arrived at your place, he was shocked to see you crying and then shocked at how quickly your tears turned into angry shouts. You ended things, throwing him out of your apartment.
But tonight, he couldnât sleep. He wanted to hear your voice and see you. He knew if he showed up at your place, you wouldnât open the door. So, he settled for the second-best thing and called you.
Did he cross the line? Was it too soon? He knew the answer was yes when you didnât answer his call. And when he called again, it went straight to voicemail.
The third-best thing, then.
Oscar opened your chat, the one he had neglected far too often but now couldnât stop staring at, remembering the goodnight messages you used to send him and the ones wishing him luck in his races.
âI know I wasnât a good boyfriend at all, and I know I donât deserve you in any way, but I miss you. You made me a better person and a better man. I know every time something good happened between us, I managed to ruin it one way or another, and Iâm truly sorry. But I also feel like if you let me back in, we can make it better. I can do better. Iâve improved my habits, and Iâve pulled myself back together. Iâm so sorry for all the times I hurt you. I want to show you Iâm not the same person as before. Please, give me one more chance.
I love you.â
Send.
part 1 part 2 part 3
pairing: oscar piastri x reader, pato oâward x reader
summary: where a talk in a hotel room and a work trip to mexico make things clear for you
fc: different girls from pinterest
warnings: mentions of toxic relationships
a/n: ahhh sorry it took me a while to post this! but finally here it is the last part of this mini series that i loved creating <3 thank you so so much for supporting it the way you did, all the comments, reblogs and likes meant the world to me while writing itđ
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username girlie is NOT happy to be back
username y/n i know you wanted to stay in america but you can at least act a little bit more excited to be back đ
username the fact it was sunny all weekend and she posted a pic of the only HOUR of rain is diabolical
declanmurray you can at least pretend
yourusername iâm not contractually obligated to
username pls đ
username idc sheâs down MOTHER IS BACK
oscarpiastri happy youâre back! â€ïž
username chat when the guy youâre off and on for years says heâs happy youâre back how to do you react?
username ohhh but weâre having THE fashion icon that is y/n again at the paddock i cannot complain
patriciooward have fun!
yourusername <3333
username pls the way she ignored oscar so severely đ
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patriciooward can never say no to a side quest
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username NORBIIII đ„°
username every photo was whiplash after whiplash
username incredibly cute and incredibly hot
username donât push girls
username i am that cookie actually
username i need him in a way thatâs concerning for feminism
yourusername boys đ„č
patriciooward miss you!
username no they are my parents
username oscar i was rooting for you but now ⊠iâm not so sure
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yourusername the prodigal son returns home đČđœ
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username omg is this a hard launch??? what is this !!!
username patoooo đ
username the way you can see everything about her posting changed since she arrived in mexico
username is it wrong to assume itâs because sheâs with pato again? đ©
username pato and y/n in mexico is everything
username ohhhh oscar reaaaally fumbled this time
username nahhh im being delusional thinking oscar still has an opportunity (pls y/n give him a chance đ©)
username well, at least sheâs posting again đ„ł
patriciooward âïž
yourusername âïžâšâšđ«
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f1gossip indycar and mclarenâs reserve driver patricio oâward was seen last night having dinner and sharing a kiss with f1 community manager y/n y/l/n
it has been rumored for a few years that she was on a relationship on and off with mclarenâs oscar piastri, but it was never confirmed as the driver kept going back to his exgirlfriend
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username not oscar catching strays đđ
f1gossip đ€·đœââïž
username honestly i canât be mad about this. she deserves someone who makes her happy and pato obviously likes her. they look good together đ
username THAT SHOULD BE MEEEE
username someone check on oscar đ©
username watch him go back to his exgirlfriend after hearing the news đ
username genuinely hoping he doesnât do that otherwise heâs just reinforcing y/nâs decision of moving on
username anddd that relationship CANNOT be healthy, for either of them
username i knew they were together from day one, yâall were just blinded by oscar
username because theyâre meant to be đđ
username in another life perhaps!
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patriciooward favorite place with the greatest company â€ïž
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username ahhh the masters of hard launching iâm so here for this
username THE DRESS
username i donât know if i wanna be pato or y/n in this situation
username okay donât rub it in đ
miguelsossa whereâs my photo creds for the second one? đ€š
patriciooward đ·: miguelsossa
miguelsossa thanks it means a lot make sure to pin that comment so everyone can see
username pls why did i thought y/n and pato went out without the whole gang đ
declanmurray HAH donât make me laugh
milesbaldwin we do leave them alone sometimes
patriciooward âŠ
lissiemackintosh đź
username speechless at this
username iâm sure pato is a saint because dealing with y/nâs friends must be a handful đđœ
yourusername beautiful đ€
patriciooward howâs the weather now? :)
yourusername warm enough, you?
patriciooward clear skies
username STOP THEYRE SO CUTE đ„°
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oscarpiastri happy place â€ïž
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taglist; @heavy-vettel @a-beaverhausen @astroniii @chunkpiboli @theonottsbxtch @eclecticcreatorweaselsalad @charli123456789 @stopeatread @coriyaps @nina-or-anna-or-nora @ninasw0rld @loveelylani @marauders-wife @dramallama9 @mxdi0 @piastrigate @ladyoflynx @prudyhoo @idkwtdwml123 @southernbaguette @ellelabelle @emryb @fastfactory @comicalivy @seasonswinter @no-144444 @lunamelona @saachiep81 @nataliambc @patis643 @softtina @chemiru @obxstiles @eiaaasamantha @youre-on-your-ownkid @wcnorris @hwalllllllelujah @soleilgrec
part 1 part 2 part 4
pairing: oscar piastri x reader, hints at pato oâward x reader
summary: while working at indycar, you found yourself growing closer to a certain mclaren driver, but those plans get interrupted when you have to get back home and oscar drops a bomb on you
fc: different girls from pinterest
warnings: some more inaccurate work dynamics, this is mainly text messages <3 sorry <3 i got carried away
a/n: work and school have been keeping me very busy this past few days, but i hope youâll enjoy this part! tysm for all the support, i really really appreciate it â€ïžâđ©č
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username iâm being delusional and taking this as a sign that sheâll go to the grand prix in austin and all the f1 races after that
username weâre different because iâm taking this as a sign that sheâs dating pato and sheâs staying at indy
username girl is that freaking norbi? đ
username she really thought she was slick
username not to be THAT person but everything about this post screams patricio oâward
username ahhh i love casa rio!
milesbaldwin they say you donât go to san antonio if you donât go to casa rio đ
miguelsossa great mexican food! absolutely recommend
username omg they all went TOGETHER?
username not me thinking it was just y/n and pato âŠ
username not but honestly when is y/n not with any of them
elbaoward beautiful! đ
yourusername elbaaađ
username nahhh this is all the confirmation i need
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oscarpiastri i â€ïž split
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username ignoring that second slide
username i love that heâs in croatia!! đ„°
username so boyfriend coded
username UGH oscar give me a chance i swear weâre not gonna fall into a toxic cycle of breaking up and getting back together
username you might not be his type in that case! sorry!
username you know what you might be right đ
username my brain canât stop comparing this to y/nâs post âŠ.
username no theyâre both in completely different parts of the world with the wrong people!!
username they HAVE GOT to get together at some point
username no really theyâre just delaying the inevitable
gfusername â€ïž (liked by oscarpiastri)
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yourusername itâs incredibly sad to say goodbye to this place that has become my absolute favorite in the entire world. i had some of the best days of my life in these race tracks and i met the most amazing people during my time here â€ïžâđ©č i loved everything about this experience and i canât wait to come back (hopefully very soon)đ
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lissiemackintosh iâm gonna cry đ
yourusername my honest reaction
davidmalukas so sad yâall are leaving đ
yourusername weâre gonna miss you!
declanmurray specially lissiemackintosh
davidmalukas good âșïž
lissiemackintosh youâre dead declanmurray
milesbaldwin what if we just stayed? :(
miguelsossa we stayed like four more months
yourusername rebecca would fire me actually
fernandoalo_official happy to have you back soon y/n đđœ
yourusername iâm happy to go back! đ€
username SHEâS COMING BACK LETâS GOOOO
username im dyingggg sheâs mourning her lasts days in america and everyone in the comments is celebrating đ
username is not everyday the people princess returns where she belongs đ©
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part 1 part 3 part 4
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: after oscar gets back with his ex you found yourself coping in the best way possible: running away
fc: different girls from pinterest
warnings: some very questionable work dynamics that iâm pretty sure are not accurate at all (good thing this is fiction and i can do whatever i want for the plot!)
a/n: thank you so so so much for all the love you gave to part 1! this story is like my baby and iâm truly so happy people liked it <3
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yourusername always âšchaoticâš in melbourneđŠ
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username AHHHH i live for her weekly race posts
username the bag essentials âš
username her ig is what my pinterest boards looks like đ„č
username manifesting this life truly
declanmurray first pic is unfocused
yourusername NO! WHAT?
username sheâs so cool đ©
username the star girl of f1 âïž
lissiemackintosh i need that lipstick actually đ
yourusername come and weâll share đ
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yourusername settling just fine đđ§żđ
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username sheâs working at indy now omg
username what nooo đđ i love her in f1
username ahhh did not expect this at all
username as an indycar fan i love this
username and she posted a pic of the podium celebration i- đđđ
username okay but the hands on the last picture ???
username girl whoooo đ
username probably one of her friends she always with
patriciooward that podium pic đ©
yourusername it was a cool champagne trick!
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milesbaldwin survived our first week in america
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yourusername against all odds!
username ohhh so they are ALL in indy
username the timing of this is very curious ngl đ€Ł
username right like the season JUST started
miguelsossa weâre perfect đ
davidmalukas perfectly deranged!
lissiemackintosh wow buddy i thought we were friends
davidmalukas ohhh youâre saying buddy like an american already âșïž
yourusername đđđ
oscarpiastri have fun mate đđœ
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yourusername another week, another race dayđđ
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username the way this couldâve been about china but no! sheâs in america đ
username obsessed with the fact she posts only in mclaren
yourusername luckily here i can be biased đ§Ąđ§Ą
username OMG
username girl come back to f1 youâre gonna miss all the fun races!
username y/n at indy was a must i didnât knew i needed
username an lissie and declan and miles and miguel and
username you canât physically separate them iâm afraid (liked by yourusername)
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patriciooward nice afternoonđ§Ą
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username second podium in a row yesss
miguelsossa congrats mate! (liked by patriciooward)
username guys you lost me iâm in love with a mclaren đ
username no i get you because this is me with oscar đ
milesbaldwin feliz navidad pato! (or whoever you say it) (liked by patriciooward)
username close! welcome back sebastian vettel
username iâm that champagne bottle actually
yourusername ahhh so well deserved đđœ
patriciooward thank you!
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part 2 part 3 part 4
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: while working as community manager in formula 1 you have to follow a rule of no fraternization with the drivers, which keeps you and oscar from being together
fc: different girls from pinterest
warnings: some characters have names (because thereâs only so many y/f/n that i can use), some mentions of oscarâs girlfriend as her ex
a/n: so i have this one shot called guilty as sin? (that you should totally go read) and iâve been thinking about expanding on it a little because i keep getting ideas around the same concept so welcome to an au version of my own fic in smau format, enjoy!
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yourusername another season, another year of trying to make f1 fun for the girliesđ
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lissiemackintosh do you just casually serve face like this on a random thursday?
yourusername occupational hazards đ
username my girl is back !!!
username sheâs so classy i love her
username i need the girlies that find her clothes to find everything in this dump asap!
username my icon
username y/n please stay in f1 forever thank youâ€ïž
username oh to be a woman in f1
username FINALLY
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f1gossip mclarenâs oscar piastri was seen this weekend next to y/n y/l/n (the community manager of f1 social media) on different occasions. the people who sent us the videos said that oscar was the one that looked for her and approached her every time
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username yeah no
username pls lord let this be fake news
username he. approached. her. every. time.
username idk they look kinda cute together
username hoping and praying this was just for content or something
username nooo y/n is one of the f1 female icons, dating a driver would be such a setback for her đ©
username pls if she wants to date a driver then itâs her business, doesnât take away everything sheâs done for women in motorsports
username i love y/n and oscar separately, together âŠ. uhmmm
username omg my faves!!! i hope they date theyâd be so cute together đ„°
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oscarpiastri back to my roots in baku đ
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username good luck this year đ§żđ§żđ§ż
username manifesting a championship as we speak đŻ
username ugh look at him i just KNOW a future F1 champion when i see it
username omg the ex girlfriend liked đ«Ł
username are we about to see episode 37283 of them getting back together after breaking up? đ
username he looks so cute in that go-kartđ„ș
username letâs go oscar đŸđŸđŸ
landonorris đđœđđœđđœ
oscarpiastri đ
username nonchalant king!
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yourusername always hustling as you can see đ§đœââïž
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username so beautiful đ€©
username the outfitttt >>>
username my fashion icon fr
milesbaldwin working hard or hardly working? đ§
yourusername youâre one to talk
milesbaldwin iâm being attacked here pls defend my honor declanmurray miguelsossa
lissiemackintosh y/n is right miles you took two naps in one hour while we were making content
milesbaldwin !!! declanmurray miguelsossa
declanmurray girls be nice to miles
milesbaldwin đ
declanmurray itâs past his bedtime
miguelsossa đ€Łđ«”đœ milesbaldwin
username i love their friendshipđ©
username wtf oscarâs ex liked her post and unliked it đ
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f1gossip mclarenâs oscar piastri was seen this weekend with his ex girlfriend at the paddock together, emerging rumors of possibly getting back together after six months of breaking up
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username not again
username does this man doesnât know thereâs other women alive?
username guys leave him alone heâs competing for the trophy of who can get back with their ex the most times
username but ⊠but ⊠y/n âŠ.
username i thought they were together too đ©
username i honestly prefer him with y/n than back with his ex for the millionth time
username guys theyâre holding hands⊠itâs over
username my guy really lost the game of getting over your ex
pairing: actress!reader x oscar piastri
summary: you never go to any of oscar races and heâs always been okay with it, until heâs not
fc: rachel zegler
warnings: angst
a/n: i am in such an oscar kick lately you cannot physically stop me (iâve also never wrote angst before this is so fun!)
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yourusername vacation barbieâïž
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username uhmmm ???
username obsessed with her going on vacation instead of supporting yet another one of his boyfriendâs races
username so now sheâs not allowed to go on vacation after working for five months on a movie? grow up
oscarpiastri the prettiestđ„°
username oh to be called the prettiest by oscar piastri đ©
username so beautiful đ
username respectfully looking đ
username day number 482927 praying for y/n to attend a race
username at this point i feel like the only way sheâs attending is if she has to promote a movie or something
username petition for y/n to be in that f1 movie theyâre making just so we can see her at the paddock once
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oscarpiastri absolutely love austria đ§Ą
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username thatâs my driver right there !!!
yourusername so well deservedâ€ïž (liked by oscarpiastri)
username another podium where y/n wasnât presentđ
username i could treat you so much better i swear!
mclaren incredible drive oscarđ§Ą
georgerusell63 đđœđđœ
username next podium is a winđ
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yourusername star of the year is insane! thank you so much for this award and to all of you, i love you all to the moon and back and without you this wouldnât be possibleđ«¶đœ thank you thank you thank you âïž
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username so so well deserved y/n congrats! đ
username ms. rabbit has fainted
username oh she just looked unreal tonight đ€©
username she IS the star of our generation đđœ
oscarpiastri couldnât be prouderâ€ïž
yourusername love you! đ
username sheâs just THAT GOOD
username star of the year indeedđ
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oscarpiastri incredibly proud of the most talented, hard-working, brightest woman i know. youâre not only the star of the year youâre also the star of my life and i know there will be many more awards to come your wayđ
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username oh
yourusername i canât put into words how much i love youâ€ïž
oscarpiastri â€ïž
username now i just know he did not went out of his way to go to this award show for her during a race week and she canât even be bothered to go to one (1) race
username he literally made a post about the critics recognizing her work as an actress and youâre commenting stuff like this? jesus
mclaren congratulations, y/n! đ§Ą (liked by yourusername)
username y/n they will never make me like you!
username cutest coupleđ„°
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oscarpiastri hungary will always be in my heart đđș đ«¶đœ
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username obsessed with the first picture
username about to tattoo this whole race in my forehead brb
logansargeant congratulations mateđ
username TWO MCLAREN MAIDEN WINS THIS YEAR ARE YOU KIDDING ME
carlossainz55 congrats oscarđđŒ
username so rookie of the year of him đ©
landonorris congrats muppet đŸ
yourusername so so proud of you congratulations my loveâŒïžâ€ïžâđ„
oscarpiastri đ„°
username girl you werenât even thereâŠ
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yourusername six weeks of breathing clean air, i still miss the smoke.
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username no way they actually broke upđ
username canât believe itâs been six weeks i thought they were gonna get back after two days
username but why is she calling her relationship with oscar toxic? đ
username at least sheâs going out!
username oh you know itâs getting serious when sheâs pulling out the taylor lyrics
username refusing to believe my parents are divorced (iâm older than them)
username finally weâre out of the trenchesâŒïž
username currently praying for oscarâs next girlfriend to be supportiveđđœ
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pairing: norris!reader x oscar piastri
summary: youâre too focused on being the paddockâs cupid that you fail to notice your perfect match is right there, on your brotherâs teammate
fc: madisyn menchaca
a/n: iâm choosing to ignore all the trouble and negativity surrounding oscarâs win and just focus on the fact that oscar piastri is a formula 1 grand prix winner!!!
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f1 the ferrari couple arrives in blue classiness đ
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username omg alexâs first appearance in the paddock !!!
username sheâs truly one of the most beautiful women iâve seen
username letâs all thank ynâs mind for bringing these two together đ
ynnorris my babies đ„čđ«¶đœ (liked by charles_leclerc and alexandrasaintmleux)
username still canât believe if it wasnât for yn they wouldnât be together
username i just love when hot people date each other đ
username and theyâre matching too đ„ș
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ynnorris currently in monaco looking for my next project â€ïžâđ©č
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username not her saying sheâs looking for a âprojectâ after setting up charles and alex đ€Ł
username the one and only paddockâs cupid đ
username itâs insane how she sets everyone up and sheâs still single
username the prettiest girlâŁïž
oscarpiastri you literally posted a pic playing padel, thereâs you next project
ynnorris padel is for the weak who canât play tennis
maxverstappen1 hey!
alexandrasaintmleux charge âŹ10 per tarot reading đ«¶đœ
ynnorris alexandra malena your mind is immaculate đ€đœ
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ynnorris the look from the nosebleedsđ©ž
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username why on earth wasnât she at the garage???
username babes your brother is a literal driver what are you doing there
ynnorris he kicked me out :(
lissiemackintosh shame on you landonorris
landonorris thatâs literally fake she just wanted to see how it looked from up there
oscarpiastri i can confirm
ynnorris no one asked youâŒïž oscarpiastri
username and whoâs that with logan đ
username omg not another one of yn friends đ
username she took the paddockâs cupid name too seriously
logansargeant send me that last pic
ynnorris ask friend1 đ€
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oscarpiastri exploring more of monacođČđš
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username canât believe heâs moving there
username we lost the game of keeping f1 drivers out of monaco
username not oscar hard launching loganâs relationship đ
username i genuinely think yn hard launched them first in her last post
username hard launch between yn and oscar when
username no because was this a double date orrr???
username logan and his new gf, no lando, oscar and yn next to each other ⊠hmm âŠ
ynnorris you look cute đ„° friend1
friend1 youuuu đ
logansargeant đ€šđ€š
friend1 you look cute too ig
logansargeant đ
oscarpiastri no flirting on my instagram please
ynnorris boooo đ đ đ
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ynnorris post-beach clarity đ
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username the only woman ever
username đźâđšđźâđšđźâđš
lissiemackintosh my girlfriend đ„” (liked by ynnorris)
username obsessed with you
username face card is insaaaane
username oscar is very slow
trentarnold66 damnđ
landonorris uhm đ€š
charlesleclerc đ€š
maxverstappen1 đ€š
pierregasly đ€š
lancestroll đ€š
lewishamilton đ€š
ynnorris all of you leave rn.
ynnorris except you lewishamilton you can stay đ„°
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f1gossip some drivers were seen clubbing at monaco this weekend including oscar piastri with a mysterious brunette. yn norris and lissie mackintosh were also at the party
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username whoâs the girl with oscar?
username i believe itâs friend2 but i could be wrong
username omg and look who follows her đ€
username yn once again playing cupid but this time with the wrong guy đ©
username no because i wanted her and oscar to date so bad i thought they liked each other :(
username but look at the bright side!!! sheâs been rumored to be dating trent alexander arnold so is not all bad
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footballwags trent alexander-arnold was seen recently with rumored girlfriend spending some time at the beach
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username excuse me what
username i thought his rumored girlfriend was yn norris? who is this?
username guys i think trent and yn were never really together
username you think?
username trentyn goodbye goodbye goodbye you were bigger than the whole sky
username tbh i canât be mad at this
username same
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ynnorris took a trip down under đŠđș
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username OMG GUYSSS THIS IS NOT A DRILL
username so we werenât completely delusional huhđ
lissiemackintosh canât believe youâre cheating on me đ
ynnorris youâre my number one always! đ«¶đœ
username sheâs so gorgeous iâm speechless
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username last pic is peak boyfriendism đ„”
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summary: in which oscar, your boyfriend, is obsessed with franco, your ex
pairing: reader x oscar piastri, reader x ex!franco colapinto
fc: kaia gerber
a/n: overdone concept with a little twistđ
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yourusername date nightđ·
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username i was found on the floor
username such a hot woman đ„”
lilymhe how are you this beautiful?đ„°
yourusername says the prettiest girl ever
username franco fumbled
username girlie i can treat you better than oscar give me chance
oscarpiastri đźâđš
yourusername đ„°
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francolapinto break well spent đŠđ· now back to the office
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username first piccc iâm deceased
username my boyfriend đ©”
username y/nâs secret account
username plsss leave her alone sheâs dating oscar now đ
username good luck for the next race!
username bestie youâre cheering for real madrid???
username disappointed but not surprised
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oscarpiastri between races đŠđș
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username no need to thirst trap us like this
username since when does this man watch football?
username the same man who ranked it number four out of five over all sports đ
username girlfriend effect is full on point
username oscaaaar you want to kill me with the first pic i know đ©
username idk why but every time oscar posts iâm under the impression heâs copying franco in some way
username WHAT đ
username these franco fans are crazy
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yourusername dinner is served
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francisca.cgomes are you the dinner? đ„”
yourusername kika youâre making me blush đ€
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username every time i think y/n canât get any prettier âŠ
username my god this woman đ©
username hottest wag
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yourusername you more (in french)
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oscarpiastri back at the office đČđš
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username ainât no way
username i need oscar to be possessed by sennaâs spirit this weekend
username pls not oscar shamelessly copying francoâs caption đ
username to be fair itâs a pretty common caption
username manifesting a podium this weekend đŻ
username oscar x sennaâs livery đ„č
yourusername đđ
oscarpiastri â€ïž
username y/n and oscar flirting in that nonchalant way of theirs đ„°
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yourusername saw this banner omw to the casino
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username omg y/nâs attending the grand prix!!!
username finally! she hasnât been there in a while
username and francoâs driving there this weekend too
username do we think sheâll watch him? đ
username i meaaan since sheâs already there đ€·đœââïž
landonorris how much money did you lose?
yourusername have some faith in me đ
username face card is insane
username omg not franco liking this đ
username heâs so messy đ€Ł
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yourusername bebiendo mucha champañađŸ
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username y/n bad bunny fan confirmed
username the most beautiful couple
username fan of your relationship đ
yourusername đ
username y/n always delivering the perfect oscar boyfriend content
username theyâre so good together
username she was so cute looking at him at the podium and oscar was so happy smiling at her the whole time đ
oscarpiastri đđđ
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username awww he was so cute as a baby
username happy day to my mother-in-law!
username iâm sorry oscar but hello franco đ„°
username the cutest fr
username okay you won me over
username the way he hasnât changed at all đ„č
username lovely!
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oscarpiastri tbt
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username what is happening đ
username right after francoâs post too?
username francoâs was a motherâs day postâŠ
username yeah but the baby pictures ⊠idk is just âŠ
charles_leclerc i see red has always been your color
mclaren never! đ§Ą
username the cutest babyđ„°
yourusername oscar pls đđ
oscarpiastri đ€
username franco is stronger than me fr
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yourusername my boyfriend and his head full of original thoughtsđ§Ą
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landonorris your boyfriend the attention whore*
oscarpiastri hey!
username no way she wrote that caption đ
username she knows!!
francisca.cgomes time to get a new hobbieđ
yourusername on it!
logansargeant a few jokes here and there never hurt nobody đ€
yourusername đ
francolapinto a machine on track too
oscarpiastri thanks mateđđœ
username oh!
summary: after you break up with your boyfriend you start getting closer with a certain mclaren driver, but youâre afraid of what people might say about your new relationship
fc: dina denoire
warnings: ex!age gap, some ugly comments
request: here
a/n: this request is so perfect because gracie has been my hiperfixation since she released her album so iâm dying to write about her songs! also, i chose carlos for the ex since you said you didnât mind, anything else i hope you like it <3
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yourusername vroom vroom đ
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username the queen is back at the paddock
username i hope you know iâm in love with you
username so beautifuuuul đ
carlossainz55 hermosađ„° (beautiful) (liked by yourusername)
username the best wag fr
username face tutorial!
username gorgeous girl đ„”
username stunning đ©
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carlossainz55 not a bad start to the season đ
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username last picture goes craaazy
username well deserved podiumđđœ
username carlos in his villain era đ
yourusername whoâs that smooth operator đ
carlossainz55 đ€
username go king !!!
username calos we can be world championsâŒïž
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yourusername tourist mode: on đźđčđ
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username ugh her !!!
username so gorgeous
bffusername prettiest girl in italy (liked by yourusername)
username did she and carlos broke up?
username ???? why?
username idk she hasnât been to any gpâs lately and they donât like or comment on each other posts like they used to
username they also havenât been seen with each other since the beginning of the year
username they still follow each other tho so idk
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f1wags y/n y/l/n recently with her friends clubbing in milan
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username she looks so fun đ€©
username does this mean she isnât going to this weekendâs race either? :(
f1wags doesnât seem like it since sheâs still in italy
username breakup rumors getting louder by the second
username oscar randomly liking this post then unliking? đ
username he got caught lurking đ
username if yn and carlos really broke up iâm gonna stop believing in love
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yourusername babylon lovers hangin' lifetimes on a vine
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username oh no
username đđđ
username wtf does that even mean đ
username well, taylor wrote it so, youâre probably gonna have to google the meaning
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yourusername yours!!!
username omg this song with that specific lyric đ©
username they broke up broke up :(
username hot take but this is probably for the better?? their age gap was weird anyway
username get out of here
username no because who looks like that after a break up đ
username right??? like she seriously has to be the prettiest woman ever
username guys they unfollowed each other iâm not okay !!!
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yourusername i missed this place đ thank you so much mclaren for having međ§Ą
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username OMG???
username last thing i ever expected was seeing yn as a mclaren girlie ???
username no cause she has always been the ferrari it girl this gave me whiplash
username never beating the prettiest girl allegations
mclaren it was so nice to have you ynđ§Ą (liked by yourusername)
francisca.cgomes next time youâre coming to alpine with me!
lilymhe no no no, williams nextđ
yourusername iâll go to every garage at this point đ€Ł
username the way carlos was at the podium and she didnât even glance at him once đ
username and then she was photographed talking to charles and alex đđ
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yourusername i enjoy walking camden market in the afternoonâïž
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username yn in her london boy era ???
username and who is the london boy? đ€š
username i just know the breakup did her good sheâs glowinggg
username yn in london is all the content i need
bffusername find me a british husband while youâre there
yourusername already networking!
username so prettyđ
username and they call her the it girl
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oscarpiastri london for the weekendđ”
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username heâs sooo boyfriend coded
username last pic made me feel woman things
username omg not him lowkey matching with ynđ€
username first two pics AND both in londonâïž
username coincidence??? or could they beâŠ
username weird way to ask me to marry you but okay
landonorris london boyđ
oscarpiastri not you toođ
username âyou tooâ ???
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yourusername weâre happy free confused and lonely in the best way â€ïž
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username when youâre in a swiftie competition and your opponent is yn
alexandrasaintmleux happy birthday my ynđ
lilymhe happy happy birthday loveđ
bffusername 22 years being the prettiest, coolest and kindest soul in the planetđ€
username i canât believe sheâs 22 đ
francisca.cgomes i donât know about youđ«”đœ but tonight weâre going drinking
charles_leclerc happy birthday, yn!
flavy.barla happy birthday prettyyyđ
landonorris happy bdayđ„ł
oscarpiastri happy birthdayđ€
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f1gossip ex-wag y/n y/l/n celebrating her birthday party with her friends and allegedly oscar piastri
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username allegedly??? babe thatâs clearly him
username last thing i expected was to see lando and oscar celebrating ynâs birthday
username 2ND PIC??? đ€đ€
username theyâre so hot
username oscar and yn together was not on my 2024 bingo card
username homie hopper
username are carlos and oscar even friends? đ€Ł
username iâm sooo invested in this couple
username oscar being always on her likes makes so much sense now
username my man was WAITING for her and carlos to break up to shoot his shot
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yourusername so happy to be back at the mclaren garage this weekend đ§Ą best birthday present
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username and she was on oscarâs side of the garageđ„č
username petition for mclaren to invite yn to every grand prix (liked by yourusername)
username it still feels weird to see her at mclaren and not ferrari but iâm so happy sheâs still going to the races đ
username am i the only one who finds it weird that she moved on from carlos to oscar that fast?
username yes
username she wants to be a wag so bad đ€Ł
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username the way theyâre not even official đđ yâall are making up things where there arenât
oscarpiastri so my present was not the best? đ€š
yourusername close second!
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f1wags oscar piastri and y/n y/l/n at the grand prixâs after party
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username cute!
username awww they look good together đ„°
username OSCAR CAN YOU FIGHT
username i donât understand why people glorify yn so much like sheâs clearly a grid bunny itâs gross
username yeah the only reason sheâs famous is because she dated a famous guy
username oscar deserves better
username i like them together đ they seem happy
username someone needs to save oscar from her đ€ź
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oscarpiastri monaco sight-seeingđ
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username well good morning to you too oscar piastri
username how did he bag a baddie like yn đ
username by being socially awkward i assume
username forget him i want HER
username heâs really committed to the carlos hate train huh
username adopt me! i can be the fly on the wall!
username yn is stunning đ
username the only couple ever
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oscarpiastri â€ïž
summary: you and oscar can't be together, but that doesn't stop either of you from wanting each other
warnings: drinking, mentions of masturbation
word count: 2k
a/n: this song is my hyperfixation rn! also, i don't write smut (which is not what this is) but i had to include the last part of the fic, the nature of the song forced me to!
everyone and their mother knew that you and oscar liked each other, but things were never that simple between the two of you.
oscar being an f1 driver for mclaren in his second year and you being a pr manager for f1, dating within the workplace was a complete no; besides the fact that it just made things more complicated than they had to be, it was also forbidden by your boss. that and also the fact that the two of you were too proud to be the first one to give in, so neither of you did. it was a bit immature, sure, but it was what it was.
so since you couldnât be together, the only way to fight the feeling was simply date other people, and you both did that well. for oscar it was easy because he usually just went back to his ex, which made you extremely jealous because she was the only woman you thought you couldnât compare to, they had years of history, and you were the relatively new girl, how could you stand up against her? easy, you couldnât, or so you thought. finding someone for you wasnât hard either, unlike oscar, you didnât date the same person the whole time because you didnât have an ex, so you just picked a boy of the month and made oscar jealous, which was quite easy because oscar got jealous of every guy who even looked at your direction.
at this moment, at the after-party of the miami grand prix, it was one of those rare moments where none of you were dating and you were both single, but still, not together. you had to admit youâve been drinking shots of vodka since you arrived at the place and havenât stopped since, which made you a bit tipsy but not drunk. you were on your way out of the bathroom when you accidentally slipped on a wet patch at the clubâs floor and you had to lean on the person closest to avoid falling.
âoh.â a small shocked sound came out of you. âsorry, iâm sorry.â you apologized to the person next to you, who put his arms around your waist to avoid you from falling.
âitâs okay.â you hear your favorite voice in the world and look up to see his face close to you.
âhey.â you smile.
âhello.â he answers with his beloved australian accent.
âdidnât see you there.â you look at your surroundings, the bathroom was in the dark side of the club and not many people were around
âyeah, i was hiding.â he admits. you nod in understanding.
âalone?â you arch your brow after not seeing any of his friends nearby.
âi just need a second.â
you nod again. oscar can get overwhelmed very easily so you knew what he needed.
âhave you been drinking?â he asks now. you avoid his eyes, focusing on the people dancing in front of you.
âyeah.â you admit. âthatâs not why i almost fell though, the floor is wet.â he chuckles and nods with a smile. âhave you?â
âjust a little, not much.â you turn to look at him and it was now him who was avoiding your gaze. âwhereâs your boyfriend?â he asks.
right. you forgot to tell oscar that you broke up with the last guy you were seeing. it was stupid, really, you just didnât like the way he dressed, he wore skinny jeans and hoodies most of the time and that irritated you for some reason. he was also not oscar.
âweâre not together anymore.â you say waiting for a reaction which you get.
âoh?â he asks, arching his brow and looking back at you. his expression however, stays the same.
a scary thought crosses your mind and you feel sick almost thinking of it, but now that you thought of it you canât forget it, so you just ask.
âdid you get back with lily?â you wait for what it feels like an eternity for his answer, but it only really takes him about three seconds to respond.
âno, weâre not together.â
you felt like breathing out all the air in your lungs in relief, but you didnât out of respect.
ânice.â you say instead, which earns oscar another chuckle.
âyeah.â he says simply.
you stand by each other in silence, just watching the people around you not having a single care in the world. like it was a gravitational force pulling you to him, you started getting closer and closer until your hands were touching each other. you were feeling bold that night, bold enough to maybe make the first move. when you felt his finger rubbing against your hands you snap your head to look at him, but before you could talk you hear a male voice interrupting you.
ây/nâ. they called you.
at lightning speed, oscar gets away from you and you feel like punching the person who interrupted you. when you turn you see the face of one of your best friends who also happens to work in formula 1.
âjust wanted to make sure everything was okay.â he says. âyou left a few minutes ago.â
you smile at him like you internally didnât want to kill him.
âall good.â you answer. âjust catching up with oscar here.â you tilted your head towards the australian until your friend finally noticed him.
he looks a bit shocked when he realizes he interrupted you.
âhi mate, how are you?â he asks him, a bit shy, trying to play it cool. oscar just smiles slightly at him.
âall good.â he looks at your friend and then back to you. âwell i should get back with them.â he tilts his head towards lando and some of the other drivers.
you couldnât think of anything fast enough to make him stay, so you just nodded. he said his goodbyes and left you two alone.
âmate!â you finally recriminate your friend and playfully slapped his arm.
the laugh that erupted from him was a mix between amusement and regret.
âiâm sorry!â he apologized, taking you back towards your other friends through the club. âi didnât know you were together, we were actually worried.â
âthatâs fine.â you respond while rolling your eyes. âletâs just drink.â
you spent the next hour forgetting about the world around you and just drinking and dancing with your friends like it was the last night on earth. it was also pretty fair to say that you were already drunk at this point. not embarrassingly drunk, you could still stand on your feet and have a conversation without dragging your words, but you were definitely beyond the point of being sober.
âi have to go to the bathroom again.â you screamed at the ear of your friend and she nodded in understanding.
âdo you want me to go with you?â she screamed back at you. you shook your head.
âi wonât take long.â she just nodded and let you go.
this time you werenât planning on taking as long as it took you last time, you just wanted to go back to your friends as soon as possible to continue having fun. but just like the first time, the only person in the world that you wanted to be with was right there again, next to the bathroom exit and somehow hiding in the shadows, but this time you saw him.
âoscar!â you screamed over the music.
he snaps his head towards your face, always finding you in a room full of people. a smirk appears on his face as you approach him and you can tell by the look of him that he has also been drinking more.
âthought i wouldnât see you for the rest of the night.â he whispers once youâre close enough.
you take your time to answer, just taking him in.
âhiding again?â you ask.
âtoo many shots.â he says. âneeded to take a minute.â
you bite your lip shamelessly and he notices it, immediately wishing it was his instead.Â
âoscar.â you smile and whisper his name.
ây/n.â he whispers back, his eyes fixated on your lips.
you mimic him and lower your eyes to his lips as well. since you were drunk and every ounce of shame left your body long ago, youâre bold enough to touch his chest, your hands traveling all the way to the back of his neck, pulling yourself closer to him.
âoscar.â you whisper again, touching his cheeks, just wanting to feel him. âoscar.â
you felt his arms wrapping around your waist, bringing you as close to him as possible. your face inches away from his.
ây/n.â he whispers again.
you think that is gonna happen, itâs definitely gonna happen right here right now, but everything comes crumbling down when you feel a different pair of arms pulling you away from your waist.
âhey, there you are!â someone exclaims and the connection between you and oscar immediately breaks. âsorry mate, she gets touchy when sheâs drunk.â the voice says and you instantly recognize it as one of the friends you came with.
âiâm not drunk!â you defend yourself, facing him with a frown on your face for ruining the moment.
âright.â he says incredulously. âsheâs touchy all the time.â this was now directed at oscar.
you felt like screaming at the top of your lungs for having your moment with oscar ruined for the second time in the night, but you controlled yourself, allowing your friend to grab your back and direct you to your friends.
âbye, oscar.â you whisper, waving your hand slightly.
he doesnât answer back, but you can see the strained smile on his face and the nod he gives you. when youâre far enough, you look at your friend with impotence.
âwhat the hell was that?â you yell. âdidnât you see i was busy?â
âthat was me saving your ass.â he says without major emotion. âyou were about to kiss oscar drunk and you and i both know thatâs impossible.â
you sighed and crossed your arms like a little girl throwing a tantrum. working in formula 1 was hard, and trying to date in it was even harder, almost impossible.
âis it ever going to be easy?â you ask no one in particular, but your friend answers anyway.
âwell, itâs you and oscar, so probably not.â you think about it for a few seconds until he interrupts your train of thought. âcome on, we were leaving already.â he says.
you follow your friends to the exit of the club and get into the first uber thatâs taking you back to the hotel. the trip doesnât take long and you just chat with your friend for most of it. once in the hotel you say goodbye to everyone and go up to your room, trying to catch some sleep.Â
it shouldnât be hard to fall asleep considering that youâve been working all day and you just spend hours at the club, however, there was one thing at the back of your mind that didnât let you rest. you couldnât shake the feeling of oscarâs hands in your body back at the club, almost cornering him into the wall, the two of you just feeling each other. you were frustrated for sure, tossing and turning in bed for an hour straight until you couldnât fight the feeling anymore.Â
you bit your lip for a moment, thinking if this was actually appropriate, but soon enough the intrusive thoughts took over your mind and you just think fuck it.Â
you touch yourself that night with only one person in your mind, wishing it was him that was making you feel good, knowing that he would make you feel even better; you screamed his name when you climaxed. before you can think of what you just did you decide to go to bed as soon as possible, finally feeling tired enough to sleep.
ten minutes after you went to bed, you missed oscarâs text asking you if you were still awake, which he deleted five minutes after you didnât answer him.
summary: mclarenâs admin only posts pictures of oscar and fans start to notice
fc: tyla
a/n: guys i made this earlier last week and i wrote a joke about lando having no wins and then miami happenedđ he really told me to stfu
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mclaren getting ready for the action! đđœ
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landonorris posting these here since mclaren wonât
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mclaren as per requestđ§Ą
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oscarpiastri enjoying summer breakâïž
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oscarpiastri best vacations always by your sideâ€ïž
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