Random Thoughts - Blog Posts

My little sister just said this to me (what Bucky says) and it made me think of this 😂.

(End of Captain America: The Winter Soldier)

Steve: (says the line from the end of CA:TWS I can't remember that's along the lines of "then do it. Kill me bla bla bla"😅) because I'm with you till the end of the line pal.

Bucky: Nuuuu you mean too much to me to stab stab

If I had a nickel for every dorky, duck-loving dad I encountered in media

I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's crazy that it's happened twice.

Every time I see this dude (Leonard Nimoy) my mind just tells me he’s literally sniper tf2 irl and anyone could just use this dude as a reference for tf2 sniper fanart lol

they’re the same thing

Just a small friendly reminder:

Everyone knows toxic chemicals are harmful for the physical health. Likewise toxic people are also harmful for mental health. It is wise and healty to stay away from them.

Spread Love<3

We often find people around us whom we usually consider as "bad attitude person", "moody", "arrogant" or "attention seeker". We tend to avoid them. I personally think, by avoiding them, we are not letting them be heard. People will have different sorts of behaviors and ways to express themselves. It doesn't necessarily mean they are to be avoided and be left alone all the time. If we clearly understand that the person is craving for attention, why not giving them some? Seriously, it won't take us long or any effort just to say hi or ask how they are doing. Just do it you know, you'll end up feeling good and you're gonna make the other person feel good too. Just a simple thing and we are both delighted, isn't it? Let's spread love because we all are meant to be loved<3

It’s obvious. You fall from nothing into an area with one exit, and no matter what, every area has at least 1 exit. So go ahead and find every exit. Every. Single. One.

But there’s more: every door, every fall, every movement is something new. Every exit could to every beginning of an experience. Every climb a colosseum TO a colosseum. Every fight an experience just one door away. Hollowknight in essence is going through passages to find an exit. But the experience along the way is what makes the game so great.

I love Hollowknight but I always wondered:

What makes hollow knight hood? Besides all the deep and detailed art, the music that beats like the heart, and a small mindless drone more profound than any of us dare to be - what makes it just feel right?

Every fight, every discovery, every windette video calling you a imbeciles, what is the ONE thing that pulls us to come back time and time again.

I've been thinking...

So, idk if Isaac's mom, Mag, gets high off pills sometimes.

But if she does, the womb residents probably get high as shit with her...

Interpret that as you will.

I've been laughing my ass off at the thought of it all last night.

real. me rn

rahat fateh ali khan, mohammad rafi, seedhe maut, shreya ghoshal. all in the same playlist.

Bro don't ask me about my music taste; it's so weird. I had Seedhe Maut and Mohammad Rafi in the same playlist .

I wish I could fly. Or like float/swim through the air like it was water, bc then I would just take naps while levitating all the time. Just a cheeky air nap.

Do you ever just decide to rewatch something that you used to love growing up and immediately regret it when your 3 episodes in cause it’s not the same now that you’re an adult??

I ask this, cause I recently rewatched some Inuyasha episodes for nostalgia purposes and woo boy is it different than I remember. Like, for one thing I don’t know how I watched the dub as a kid, second of all I don’t remember most of the characters being so unlikable.

I used to love Shippo, but now he just comes off as an entitled brat that I personally can’t stand. Inuyasha’s whole thing is rather confusing to me. And Kagome I never liked growing up. I still don’t like her, but I’ve since realized that has more to do with how much she just doesn’t fit into the story and how much of a nothing character she is. Miroku and Sango and pretty okay still, but I often forget they’re there.

There’s also not much in the way of world building, which sucks! I’d love to learn more about demon hierarchy and how it would differ from the human hierarchy. Just more demon stuff that isn’t just fighting! I get that it was a romance anime, don’t even get me started on how much I despise that aspect of the show, but that doesn’t mean that it had to lack in everything else!!

I just wish there was more!

I made friends with the shadow under my bed. Her name is Lint and she says the ceiling is watching us too. We’re gonna bake cookies later.

Random Thing I Thought of During My Walk (Writing Prompt)

"What is death to an immortal but merely a suggestion."

idk what i’m doing

this is just a spot for me to say random thoughts i have and maybe post some of my writing, i might post some art, but that’s probably not going to happen

I was using a self checkout earlier today and on the payment screen saw a button saying "defence discount" and this is the first I've heard of capitalism getting a parry mechanic.

What do Gravity Falls and The Asylum series by Madeleine Roux have in common?

The protagonist (s) cleans up messes made by Grunkle over the summer (s)

If you ever want to reach a state of pure, enlightened, gen z nostalgia, just find an early 2010s playlist and play animal crossing new leaf.

whenever I feel bored, sometimes I would probably just do something silly, what about you?

How long do I sit and wait around

I am suffocating in all this slowness

I am tired of acting like I enjoy the day

I can't anymore

I need adventures and uneaseness

I need to be under a tree unpacking a travel bag

searching for that quick bite before I resume

I need to be under the stars and counting the big ones

I can't sit at a window and look at the passing cars

I can't sit around and dance to another melody

I need to be out in the wilderness and battling for breath

I need to know that I am alive and here

And not just another painting on the wall

in the living room that's beige.

You think at some point you'll figure life out. But it's doesn't happen. I've been waiting, patiently, hopefully. But it's the same as before. I have my life in my hands, but I can't seem to place the pieces together. There are no patterns or silhouettes in there. No path, nor a destination. Like a silent river that flows till it meets the sea....my life is flowing till it meets the sky.

I've given up on trying to figure it out. I shall wait under the shade of the afternoon slumber, rest and wakeup while the world goes on. Let it unfold on its own. And I'll gladly welcome it home.

Do I wish for someone to look at me and think that I am the most beautiful painting they've ever seen?

Do I wish for someone to hold me oh so softly, afraid that they'll hurt me if the grip is even a little tight?

Do I wish for someone to think of how it would feel to kiss me, to be kissed by me?

Do I wish for someone to think of me when they see purple sunsets and orange dawns?

Do I wish for someone to tell me that they've been thinking about me the whole day?

Do I wish for someone sing to me and cuddle me to sleep?

Do I wish for someone who can't stop thinking about a beautiful future where we belong together?

Yes.

I wish that.

All of it.

But most days I wish someone would just smile at me.

I saw the tv glow and turned it’s brightness up.

I was happy to see that other people’s tv’s also glowed, but I noticed that my tv was a different shade than theirs. Soon after that, I noticed that my tv was a completely different colour. It was a deep green, turning into white, turning into grey, turning into black.

I turned the brightness of the tv down, but left it just enough to always play in the background, like a little song in the back of my brain that I can’t remember the words of.

I never saw a person whose tv had the same colour as mine and it made me feel like no one would appreciate it. It was quite an interesting colour; I did plenty of research on it, but the people who did have their tv that colour never really got to be a real part of society.

I turned the brightness up again this year—not by a lot, just a bit to make out the colours—and while looking at it, I realised something. If I were to let my tv glow, it would mean never truly feeling a part of this world.

Love was such a big part of a person’s life. So why didn’t I feel any of it? I loved my friends, I loved my family, I loved my pets. Why wasn’t I cable of loving on another level? Why didn’t romance strike me as this beautiful thing rather than this tedious chore? I wanted to rip my heart out—why wasn’t it feeling things like the other hearts felt them? Why didn’t it speed up at the sight of a pretty woman or handsome man? Why did it just pump my blood and not my feelings?

If I were to let my tv glow, it would mean embracing who I truly am. But I don’t know who I truly am. And I haven’t known for a really long time.

If you have trouble remembering all the beef two historical figures had for your exam, just start shipping them.

I am not joking.

They hated each other before their coalition? Enemies to lovers. One of them was assassinated? Right person wrong time. They have portraits/photos together? They must’ve fought the urge to hold hands.

You’ll be surprised by how easy their lore becomes to remember

did everyone on the writing team for S3 of Young Royals just completely forget about Russeau?? August buying him for Sara was such a huge deal in S2 and she loved him but like he didn't have a single appearance and none of the characters mentioned him. He was like my favorite character before. I miss him.

#JusticeForRusseau #PetitionToMakeARusseauSpinoff

It's all about the smallest things. The smell of coffee and the warm feeling, when the sunshine touches your skin while it's freezing. Simple.

I just realized I’ve never actually experienced peer pressure. Like, people really do things just because others expect them to? They change their opinions, follow trends, or do shit they don’t even want to do just to fit in? That’s so weird to me. If I don’t want to do something, I just... don’t. The idea of someone guilting or pressuring me into something is almost funny.

Sometimes I think I’d be a great actor because I’m already used to pretending and adapting to whatever people expect. But at the same time, having to do it constantly, on command, and according to someone else’s script? Sounds draining. And what if I don’t even get the roles I want? That's even worse. Pretending is easy when it benefits me, but following orders just for the sake of it? No, thanks.

(｀・ω・´)：I managed to watch both Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust and The Wild Robot !

(　・д・)： Oh, cool. Good for you.

(　＞ω＜)： I’m on a roll—guess it’s time to go with the Flow!

(|||・д・)： (Where are you even finding the time for this…?)

The debate currently unfolding in my mind:

(#・д・)： You fool! Take a day off and go to the theater right now! If you keep getting caught up in work and dragging your feet, The Wild Robot will be out of theaters!

( ´⁠・ω・`⁠)： B-but… it’s in the Academy Awards race, right? That means it should be safe until at least March. As long as Gusto* is still offering their collaboration menu, we’re fine.

(#・д・)： Yeah, and that only guarantees you until around the second week of March at best. Why don’t you just go to the local cinema now to make sure you don’t miss it?

(｀・ω・´)： Excuse me? Absolutely not. A first watch needs to be in a proper theater. You just don’t get it.

(#・д・)： Oh really? And how did that work out for The Bad Guys and Puss in Boots: The Last Wish? Did you get to see them in a good theater?

( ´⁠；ω；`⁠)： W-well… that was… because the screening period was way too short…

(#・д・)： And don’t you think that trend will only get worse if these movies keep underperforming in Japan? Are you really okay with DreamWorks staying underrated like this?

( ´⁠；ω；`⁠)： Ugh… no… I hate it…

(#・д・)： Then go watch it within one more week.

(　＞ω＜)： Impossible. I need to carve out time to watch Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust revival screening . I'm watching both!

(|||・д・)： Ah…

(*Gusto is a Japanese casual restaurant chain.)

ひゃー！ポピープレイタイム4の新トレーラー我慢できずに見てしまった。ビジュアルが好みすぎる…！！あとキシーミシーが映っててひとまず安心した。

でも発売日1月30日なんでしょ？何で繁忙期に被ってしまうの…プレイはおろか実況動画見れるかも怪しいよ。悲しい。

Ahhh! I couldn't resist watching the new trailer for Poppy Playtime 4. I love the visual style so much...!! And seeing Kissy Missy in it gave me some relief for now.

But isn't the release date January 30th? Why does it have to overlap with my busy work season... I might not even have time to play it, let alone watch gameplay videos. So sad.

Wait...

If someone can be described as "smooth"...

When are they "crunchy"?