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Wait now that I think about it TikTok left Americans in 2024

Unsavory Waver's

When I saved you when I fell

When life brought me back

Who am I?

Where am i

Where are we to go

If no one wants me to go

How far is the end

Is it near then it looks

How will I know to overcome my wishful thinking

Through what paths do I take now…

The places to go vary in my mind

Uncertainty that lies ahead of time to where am i…

So where is it do we all lie greathy unflunece n to dry out

What can do when I am in a world full of fools

They too uncertain with rising aeons ahead

For decades and centuries to rise and glories to come

From an arm length to another zeroing into feels of something

But atlast we all will lay together at once in one bonded by the wines of time

Had i know whats best i would have without a doubt held it close

Thats currently not there as i melt away into my own unsavory Dilemma

~kiwi's

I just had a thought I really wanna share!

I really got into Six The Musical a few days ago. I love some of the songs! It's interesting how they turned a part of the English history into a musical with cool costumes, pop songs and six awesome queens!!👑 I love many musicals and Six just became one of my all time favourites!

The music is awesome and well done! If you're interested, you should search it up and give it a shot!

Divorced, Beheaded, Died,

Divorced, Beheaed, Survived.

The history of Henry the 8th's six wives, in a cool twist! You know their names, fame and faces, but not their story!

They are queens ready to Get Down!

One, Two, Three, Four, Five, SIX!

Random Thoughts about Steven Universe!

So I had a random thought I wanted to get out. Also, I'm thinking about maybe doing this "random thought" thing to a trend for myself here on Tumblr... Anyway!

I was just scrolling through something Steven Universe related on Instagram when I realised that fan art of corrupted Steven has become popular... I myself LOVE the idea of Steven getting corrupted in a future episode! And I have also noticed a trend in these fan arts. That trend is drawing Steven crying or scared of what's happening (the transformation/corruption). Now this made me realise: Has the Steven Universe turned angsty? Not in the bad way, but rather good way.

I've also seen that Steven with pink eyes and Steven with a more emo/don't care-ish type of attitude is becoming popular when drawing fan art... I love this fandom a lot!😌 I'll maybe draw some fanart myself... Not sure if I wanna publish it. But the point of this post was the corruption fan art that is everywhere. Keep on drawing angst my friends!!

Gotta love angsty Steven! He's so much more of a teenager now!😏 Also, I've seen the 2 newest episodes and I love that Pearl got confident in shapeshifting again and I LOVE Freckles (AKA nice new freckles Lapis)!

Thank you for your time!

Random Thought I Had Just Now

Okay, so stay with me here. In Pokemon XY/XYZ, Serena did Pokemon Performances. And I realized quickly how similar they are to the competitions May and Dawn did in their respective seasons. And I remember how Ash participated in one or two of them himself. So: What if Serena became sick before one of her performances and had to get a substitute so she could still (kind of) perform? Imagine there’s a rule that allows a performer/regular performer to let someone fill in for them.  WHAT IF Ash was her substitute? I mean, he does have experience from Hoenn and Sinnoh, and because he’s watched Serena do it before, he knows how they work. It wouldn’t be too much of a surprise if he stepped in. OR, in another scenario, they could do a double performance together if it was required for one of her usual competitions. I can just IMAGINE Ash nailing a Pokemon Trivia Quiz, or him performing with Serena in MATCHING OUTFITS!!

WHY HAS NO ONE THOUGHT OF THIS?!? I would love to see more fanart, I mean there barely is anything!

To anyone who sees this, do ya'll ever those days where like your internal monalogue WILL NOT STOP going off on tangents and rambling on about weird shit? Like ofc logically you should tune out the noise so you can actually get shit done. But it's always funny to me when you tune back in cause you're curious or whatever and your brain has been having a conversation with itself about the ways you could theoretically murder someone. And you just genuinely have no clue how you got to this point.

I feel like internal monologues might have something to do with dream theory but I'm not smart enough to articulate exactly what

I think we all agree that we need B and Swap ask before Bunny suddenly had a break.

But we also need her a break since having her computer complete make the process all gone is one of the hard things to feel.

But it's just we just need to know more about them (B especially).

Imagine that you're doing the part where you supposed to do weekly but you forgot if you actually make one or not until you finally look on the same day you supposed to do :/

Do you ever just rapid type in your email for something and accidentally put .con instead of .com?

Like no, this is not a con, it’s is my actual email address. I’m not trying to con google with my weird ass ending.

….but maybe i am..

It’d be kinda nice to actually be a real dragon. Have a “little” treasure hoard and no one questions it. Be able to fly wherever I want. Eat mass quantities of food because I can. Scare or otherwise get rid of people who annoy me or are needlessly mean or are just my enemies. I don’t know, I just think it’d be kind of neat

Welp. Fully moved in and unpacked. I feel strange. Though I did get to go to one of our basketball games tonight. We won, and boy do I love the student section so much already. I think I’m gonna do well here in my new world

Pain is wanting to write a little tiny scene but not having the motivation to actually write it out because you just know that it ain’t gonna be as good as it sounds in your head

What in the fudge covered cheese cake is going on with life. I feel like I’m permanently living in a state of limbo.

Anyway what’s new with you fine folk that’ll see this?

Late night post = no thoughts head empty.

What if we randomly gained the ability to just grow extra appendages for a time? Like a third arm for an hour or a tail for 20 minutes? What would that do to daily life? What would change if anything?

Can’t imagine how people can live their life alone as adults. Like what do you mean I can’t just call up a friend and plan an outing to get food, or watch a movie, or just hang out? What do you mean society and life in general tries to keep people apart??

As a kid I was taught that having friends and being a good friend was super important, but we all let our work and other life worries get in the way of that, so what changed? Is having friends just not actually that important?? Am I missing something or what?

OR, just maybe, it’s me. Maybe, just maybe, I haven’t found the right people yet…

Oh who am I kidding, society hates when people have social lives and friends. All of our time is supposed to be put into making money so rich people can make more money. No time for friends, we gotta spend our time wasting away either in school or at work for the establishment because otherwise it’s really freaking hard to even survive. Moreso work than schooling, since I do believe that getting an education is important, but we also gotta have a good work/life balance so we can have time to spend with our friends and families.

Anyway random thought of the morning over

You know what blows my mind sometimes when I randomly remember it? How crazy military weapon systems can be. Like just the other day I was talking with a friend about anti-air weapons and the crazy high fire rate some of them have.

They had seen a video of some system, and how it seemed to be loaded with just tracer rounds but they were spitting these tracers out really quick. And I got to reveal to them that those tracers were actually like every 10-20 or so rounds, so the crazy amount of red lines in the video from the tracers were actually a fraction of what was being shot from this weapon system.

Now that I think more about this interaction I think it was a CWIS system on a Navy vessel but he didn’t show me the video so I don’t actually know what kind. But that stuff actually exists and it’s so crazy to me that the military has that kind of fire power as a defensive option. Really cool though.

Anyway, random hyperfixation post over

Man I love having no cohesive thoughts sometimes. Been trying to think of something worthwhile to post but can’t. So that’s my random thought. Brain be wilding not making any sense. Love that for me.

Given it some thought, and I think I will post some art here from time to time. But this is also just gonna stay my unhinged, incohesive, random-as-sin thoughts blog where I can just post whatever I want/been thinking about.

Anyway the hope is to have a simple piece mostly done, if not completed, by the weekend.

Been thinking of getting back into art and maybe posting some of it here. It wouldn’t be all the time, but every now and then with progress pictures and final pieces when I feel like it.

But who knows. Maybe I will, maybe I won’t. We’ll see what I actually end up doing since having adhd is wild

Most people for some reason immediately assume that if I'm a 'fan of Loki' that automatically means I must be attracted to/am a fan of Tom Hiddleston.

And like... *Didn't know who Tom Hiddleston was until I looked up Loki's actor.* *Doesn't keep up with anything he's doing, including roles he's been in.* *Doesn't know jack shit about Hiddleston's career or anything about him.* *Likes not just MCU Loki, but also the ones from other cartoons, comics, video games, etc to the exact same extent.* *Legit forgets who Tom Hiddleston even is sometimes.* *Was one of the people who hated the fan-service scenes in the 'Loki show'.*

So Like... I guess you can say the only reason I like Loki or am attracted to them is because of Tom Hiddleston but... I mean, just because you say something doesn't mean it's true.

True story, btw, Someone brought him up and I was like: "...The guy who plays Spiderman?" They laughed at me when I said that and I was so confused, lmao.

   Why is it every single character I find that seems neurodivergent is always specifically targeted by fans/critics/etc as being annoying?Especially so if they seem like they have ADHD and/or Autism especially?

A friend and I were talking about crack headcanons and shit, and one of them just-

“Scarecrow is secretly a pro at freestyle rap and can do it incredibly fast.” “There’s definitely been a point in time where Joker got styled on by his rap skills in a hilarious fashion.”

And now, days later, I still can’t stop thinking about it-

Random idea:

An Elseworlds story where Year one Scarecrow becomes an anti-hero.

He’s not a member of the bat-family, but he works with them every so often. He starts as a straight-up villain at the beginning of the comic as usual, but after being defeated by Batman, having his fear toxin turned around on him kind of acts as a ‘wake up call’? 

I came up with four separate scenarios and scenes that could take place in a universe like that. He almost becomes a red hood-like figure, but with fear toxin, snake venom, and crows. Lots of crows.

Might be a bit of a stretch but one of the ideas I had involved Karen moving to Gotham after the events of the comic. (Without her husband, she needed a job and a place to live, so she moved to some crap apartment with Jon’s sister. Everyone assumed Jon died, so she had no real worry about him popping up again.) Only to hear about this ‘Scarecrow’ running around and realizing she made a terrible mistake. Karen and Jon’s sister end up becoming reoccurring characters. (With, by the way, no incentive in the slightest for Jon to forgive her, in fact, it’s actually the opposite.)

In that type of scenario, a situation arises, as Karen gets into trouble with loan sharks and it results with Jon’s sister begin kidnapped. Jon finds out about this and saves her, maybe having some internal monologue about it, then returns her to Karen in person. (Basically to say ‘I’m not going to kill you anymore. Not because I don’t think you deserve it, but because Batman made me realize you’re not worth my time.’) Then he leaves.

This basically sums up how I imagine this type of story going. But honestly, that still could leave a lot of potential character relationships, scenarios, and other things open for possibilities. 

Avengers AU crack headcanon/scenario:

Steve decides to start incorporating team building exercises, with the real problems being Pietro and Wanda’s trust in Stark and the mutual trust between Loki and Thor. (As well as Loki and everyone else, except Peter P.) However, Peter decides to suggest another way of doing things after noticing everyone’s starting to get really bored of the old methods from Steve’s era, as well as many of them getting into fights during the exercises.

So Peter decides to suggest to Steve that they do something else, at least every other time they do these exercises. The suggestion is a bit strange to Steve at first, but after encouragement from an eavesdropping Sam, they decide to go through with it.

Next thing the public knows, word goes out that the Avengers have a YouTube channel. Sure enough, a channel featuring everyone doing miscellaneous tasks and challenges could be found.

Most of the team were hesitant about it at first, that is until some of them started getting fanmail and gifts sent to the tower.  Tony gets letters from people who look up to him, Bruce gets letters from people giving advice on how to keep calm and empathizing with him in some cases, Loki even gets a few letters from people about how ever since he became an Avenger he’s become their hero, etc.

They basically end up becoming internet personalities by accident, and their team building goes from rocky and hating being on camera, to suddenly becoming more of a team and gaining trust with one another subconsciously while being preoccupied in trying to entertain the audience/fans.

-And that’s how the Avengers crew ended up getting into social media.

It basically ends up being like ten minute power hour, lol.

I just come up with the weirdest and most out-of-nowhere ideas sometimes.

Like, I’m just sitting here, minding my own business, then all of the sudden my brain goes: ‘Do you think [Insert batman character here] would like Beastars?’ And now I can’t stop thinking about how Mr Freeze made a mlp reference in Injustice 2-

Weirdly enough, I feel like Killer Croc might like it. And not just because he’s basically a giant crocodile-

I mean like, the murder solution arc I feel would probably pique his interest, especially the cold open to the series. The whole ‘Carnivore prejudice/The urge to eat your neighbors’ thing especially might be something he can relate to in the series.

Idk, I just have these weird thoughts sometimes so I thought I’d put it out there since I wanted to post something today but didn’t have anything in mind.

santa invented the bag of holding

so, the two main genres of adult fantasy are "there's too many dragons" and "there's no more dragons" right? i just realized that we could technically be in an urban fantasy "all the dragons are dead :(" thing (depending on what you consider a dragon) because dinosaurs like isnt that so silly

Does anyone else ever think about how Frank Castle is the most girl dad man in the world? Like he went on a whole rampage focused specifically on getting revenge for his daughter??? If that’s not girldad behaviour idk what is.

I was watching School Spirits yesterday and I realized the clothes you die in are the clothes you wear as a ghost and can never change unless you find other clothes in the school

What if you die in an ugly outfit?? 😀

If my life was a tv show/movie, It’d either have the most soul crushing edits or wholesome, silly edits.