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This Sakusa took me sooooo long
I used that Kim Taehyung selfie for reference because I love him đ
I wanted to cry while drawing this so now he is too
This drawing explodes in my face. You can see I had no idea what I was doing
I love you Sakusa but youâre so hard to draw đĽ˛
This mirror selfie
This Sakusa took me sooooo long
I used that Kim Taehyung selfie for reference because I love him đ
This Sakusa took me sooooo long
I used that Kim Taehyung selfie for reference because I love him đ
I wanted to cry while drawing this so now he is too
This drawing explodes in my face. You can see I had no idea what I was doing
I saw someone on tw asking to draw Sakusa with a reference so I did it
You can see how much I struggle to draw eyes (and faces in general) đŤŁ
I love you Sakusa but youâre so hard to draw đĽ˛
Warnings/Tags: nsfw, afab/female!reader, alcohol, tipsy!reader, squirting, pussy eating, multiple orgasms, pussy drunk!Sakusa, overstimulation, praise kink, bit of pussy slapping ⥠SET IN A TIMELINE WHERE ALL CHARACTERS ARE AGED-UP AND OVER 18
Pairing: Sakusa Kiyoomi x Female Reader
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
Kiyoomi Sakusa hates parties.Â
Too many people.Â
Too loud.Â
Too many germs.Â
Itâs why he almost always declines to go to one whenever the rest of the MSBY team invites him along.Â
Parties in any shape and form make him uncomfortable, to be honest.Â
But what Sakusa hates more than parties themselvesâis the idea of you going to one on your own without him there.Â
Not that he doesnât trust you.Â
But itâs that he knows how volleyball players are at partiesâespecially when thereâs a pretty girl and alcohol is involved.Â
Hence, the reason why he finds himself at a house party tonight that Atsumu invited the two of you toâwhile he stands away from everyone else, mask on, and holding a drink that heâs taken maybe one or two sips from.Â
Not because he wants to butâ
But because there you areâin the crowd, giggling and drinking with a few other peopleâand he watches with a level of affection, only ever giving any other guy who even dares to touch you a single look that causes the hairs at the back of their neck to rise.Â
He talks to a few friends here and there, laughs, and takes another drink to loosen up as much as heâs willing to allow himself, but his eyes remain on youâ
Almost protective.Â
He raises a brow when he notices you walking over to himâbut all you do is grin, eyes droopy, as your lower lip gets pinched under your top teeth, andâ
Oh.Â
He lets out a huff of breath filled with amusement when he sees you bat your lashes at him, giving him a certain look that he knows too well whenever you have alcohol in your system.Â
A look of wantâneedâwith your eyes so murky with desire that if you looked at any other man like that, theyâd probably take you to the nearest surface to bend you over andâ
Well, you get the point.Â
Sakusa turns to face youâlooking down at you with a tease in his voice. âThe alcohol already gotten to that pretty little brain of yours?âÂ
Your eyes grow alight with want, and your cheeks flush as you get closer to him to wrap your arms around his waistâand a pout adorns your red lips. âIâm only a little tipsy.âÂ
Thatâs a lie.Â
He can see that right away with how foggy your eyes are and how red your cheeks are.Â
Youâre more than just a little tipsy.Â
Not that he minds, though.Â
In fact, heâs letting out a breath of relief as he holds you back with one arm, the other still holding his drink, and he lowers his head so only you can hear himâhis voice coming out a low rumble, âLetâs go then, love.âÂ
Because whenever youâre like thisâit gives him an excuse to leave.Â
To go home and take care of you in a way that he knows what you need right now.Â
You nod, eager, excitement shooting up your nerves as he guides you through crowds of peopleâhim saying bye to those he gives a shit about, andâ
And thatâs how, about an hour later, you end up back at his apartmentâhis bedroom door lockedâas your body sinks into his plush mattress, one of your hands carding through his silk-softened hair thatâs nestled between your thighs.Â
âFuckââ
You suck in a shaky breath as a flat tongue runs from your entrance to your clit, and you whine as Sakusa hooks his arms under your thighs to bring your pussy flush against his mouthâhis mask thrown off somewhere in the midst of you two kissing so deeply on your way hereâand he spits on your clit, making your cunt pulse.Â
âYouâre always so wet when you drink,â Sakusa groans against you, his mouth covering your entire pussy as his jaw goes to work, sucking and eating you out like he's starved.Â
Just the way you like it when youâre this tipsyâthe alcohol making you pleasantly warm, mixed with how his tongue and mouth feel on you.
Itâs like youâre drowning in a pool of liquid heat as he makes out with your cunt, his tongue dipping in and running through your pillowy folds, and all you can do is lay there and take it with your toes curling and your fingers digging in his hair.Â
Itâs funny when you really think about it.
One would think that heâof all peopleâwould be against this.Â
Grossed out by it, even.Â
But heâs the complete opposite with you in bed and behind closed doors.
Heâs fucking dirtyâuncaring of how messy he gets as your fluids gush onto his face as he fucks you with his tongue, eating your pussy and licking your clit like itâs honey.Â
He even likes it more when youâre fucking yourself backâriding his faceâmaking his eyes roll back, eyebrows furrowed, and a groan being muffled against your soft pussy.Â
He doesnât care about the way his chin gets drenched from your juicesânot when it means he can hear you moan so pretty for him, and feel your plush thighs squeeze around his head.Â
Heâs so intoxicated by having his hot tongue in your cunt that he finds himself growing light-headedâhis bulge growing and pre-cum leaking against his sweatpants as he licks and licks until youâre cumming on his tongue, moaning his name as you buck your hips into his face.Â
âOh godâOmi, âts too much nowââ
He hears you.Â
Loud and clear.Â
But he doesnât stop.Â
He doesnât stop giving your poor, puffy little clit kitten licks as your cry from overstimulation.Â
He doesnât stop holding onto your thighs right where they areâkeeping your pussy close to his mouth so he can lap you up, not wanting to waste a single drop of your fluids drooling everywhere.Â
âYouâre okay,â His voice is rough, and his eyes move up to look at your bodyâtaking in the way your chest is rising and falling with quick breaths, your nipples are hard and waiting to also be sucked onâand he gives your sopping cunt one long, wide glide of his wet tongue from bottom to top. âJust give me one more, baby. Just one.âÂ
Instead, itâs never only one more.Â
Once heâs in this position with his stomach flat on the bed and comfortably lying in between your legsâ
Sakusa doesnât intend to stop anytime soon.Â
You taste too fucking good.
You feel too warm.Â
And you sound so damn needy and pretty for him.
You whine, a sob escaping you, and you shake your head. âOmiâpleaseââ
But then your words die with a gasp when you feel him nip the curve of the skin of where your cunt and inner thigh meetâand you let out a ragged exhale, his voice thick and smooth as he kisses your thigh.Â
âIâm sorry, baby,â You feel so dizzy from the heat that you throw an arm over your forehead, panting as you feel two of his fingers strum your dripping folds before spreading them apart, glistening and throbbing. âYou know I canât help it.âÂ
He doesnât let you say anything else, though.Â
Not when he immediately dives back in to prod his tongue into your tight walls, flexing and curling it to bring you back to that hot, buzzing ache in your belly.Â
And he keeps your folds open for him to get drunk onâsucking and licking and nipping while his nose bumps against your clit, feeling his hairs tickle your thighs as he gets you to orgasm again.Â
And again.Â
And againâ
âFuck, fuck, fuckâOmi!âÂ
He gets his tongue all worked up, mouth open and thumb rubbing your swollen clit until youâre cumming for the fourth time like thisâfluids squirting on his face as your abused and soaked cunt spasms, his name on your tongue as you cry, and he drinks it all up like heâs needy for your taste.Â
âSuch a good pussy, baby,â Sakusa sucks on your clit with obscene suction noises, making tears stream down your cheeks as a few more spurts of liquid squirt out of youâyouâre so fucking overstimulatedâand his face is a mess at this point, too.Â
When he eventually does pull awayâhis lips are swollen and shinyâyou donât even have it in you to force your limbs to move anymore.Â
Youâre so fucked out and he hasnât even put his cock inside you yet.
âYou took it all so well for me.âÂ
Sakusa looks down at your bodyâso sweet and perfectâand he canât help but smile at the little mess heâs made between your legs.Â
He then unties the strings to his sweatpants as he sits back on his knees, his dick throbbing to feel your pussy swallow him, and once his thick cock bounces freeâ
He gives your pussy a slapâhis palm against it with a harsh stingâmaking you whimper, then cups his hand over you as some way to soothe your tired cunt.Â
âI just need you to lie there and be pretty for me now, okay baby?âÂ
end.
Masterpost
thinking about rich!bf sakusa...
rich!bf sakusa who pretty much liked you the instant he saw you giving the most disgusted glare to some frat boy who had interrupted your studying to try and flirt with you in the library
rich!bf sakusa who starts being even dressier than he usually is when he goes back to that library he saw you in to study because he wants to look good if you happen to be there, also starts putting on more cologne (will not admit to this even when motoya can smell him coming)
rich!bf sakusa who keeps trying to walk past your table to see what coffee shop the cups you always have are from and what your order isÂ
rich!bf sakusa who notices you look particularly frustrated and tired one night and your cup is missing, and races across campus to get to the coffee shop you like before it closes
rich!bf sakusa who sets a cup of your preferred drink down on your table and promises he hasnât tampered with it (and he has the video to prove it because he forced motoya to videotape him receiving the drink at the coffee shop and walking it all the way back to the library)
rich!bf sakusa who manages to sneak a peek at your notes, is very pleased to realize you share a class, and offers to bring you another drink to lecture the next day, you canât see it underneath the mask but heâs smiling when you agree
rich!bf sakusa who makes good on his promise and is waiting outside the lecture hall with your drink looking illegally hot because he wants to impress you
rich!bf sakusa who seamlessly fits himself into your life because he needs to know you, and quickly becomes a close friend
rich!bf sakusa who gives the evil eye to any man who dares come close to you when youâre out with him, be it studying at the library or getting boba
rich!bf sakusa who had little to no interest in texting people before he met you but changed his phone plan to a more expensive version (not that the price matters to him) just so he could spend every minute heâs not physically with you texting or calling you
rich!bf sakusa who forbids motoya from being around when heâs hanging out with you because his cousin keeps trying to call him out about letting you be so tactile with him which is something he NEVER lets anyone do
rich!bf sakusa who is ready to support you literally anywhere and anytime, if you are across the city and you really need to get home but your ride cancelled on you he is there with a car and a sweater and he is bringing you home, if you are shut inside your apartment panicking about exams he is at your door with takeout to force you to take a break and help you calm down
rich!bf sakusa who stops wearing his mask at your place because you make him feel comfortable and safe, kinda loves hates that you can read him much more easily without it though (listen i hc him as having a very expressive face especially when heâs around friends)
rich!bf sakusa whoâs heart melted a bit when he admitted to you that he was more than a little well off and you told him you kinda figured it out but didnât want to mention it so that he wouldnât think you were just sticking around for his wallet
rich!bf sakusa who has a big fancy apartment but prefers hanging out (and eventually staying over) at your smaller one, itâs cozier and more loved than his and he always feels a sense of relief when he steps through the door
rich!bf sakusa who realizes he loves you when he goes on a trip for reading week and misses you desperately the whole time even if he gets to text you
rich!bf sakusa who shows up to your apartment with a beautiful bouquet as soon as he gets home (yes it's very late, yes he got you fresh flowers, no you donât know where he got them from) and asks if he can take you on a date
rich!bf sakusa who loves picking you up in his fancy car, sure he could have taken a chauffeured car, but he prefers being behind the wheel with you in the passenger seat where he can keep a hand on your thigh
rich!bf sakusa who promises he wonât pay for your tuition or bills if you donât want him to because he respects your autonomyÂ
rich!bf sakusa who still finds ways to spoil you because you never said anything about him paying for your groceries or taking you out for dinner or surprising you with your favourite snacks and drinks and treatsÂ
rich!bf sakusa who will take you shopping if you let him and will buy you anything you choose PLUS anything that your eyes linger on but you donât pick up, also will make you take hours when youâre trying things on because he wants to see you all put together in outfits and admire you for a few moments before letting you try the next pieces on
rich!bf sakusa who, when things get more serious, invites you on family vacations, theyâre luxurious and expensive but you donât have to pay a cent because his family loves you and the effect youâve had on their boy
rich!bf sakusa who secretly looks up venues and browses engagement rings because he knows that one day once youâre both done school and are settled a bit heâs going to marry you, and he has no doubt in his mind about that
OH MY GOD, CHAPTER 400 GOT ME SILENTLY SCREAMING IN MY ROOM. LEGIT GOOSEBUMPS AT EVERY SINGLE POINT BOTH TEAMS GAIN. PLUS, THE FACT THAT FURUDATE ADDED THE BANNERS BEHIND EVERY PERSON IN THE MONSTER GENERATION IS JUST THE CHERRY ON TOP OF A SUNDAE.
in short, FURUDATE IS A GENIUS.
When he's strong>>> đŞ
A/N: Guess whoâs going to helllllđ I spent way too long on this, and my search history rly didnât need that kinda damage, so ur gonna have to settle for this. Enjoy!
Word Count: 1.8K
Chapter Warnings (18+):Â Consensual Non-Consent (CNC), Degradation, (mild) Dumbification, Slapping, (minimal) Choking, Impact Play, Creampie, Possessive!Kiyoomi.
All Characters Are Aged Up to Post-Timeskip! I do not condone any form of explicit writing including any underaged characters.
Authorâs Note: Publishing this was nerve-wracking to say the least, but I will deem this the official debut of my account. I hope that this will be able to satisfy whoever may be reading and may I remind you again that any selected character I use in my work will always be aged up to post-timeskip.Â
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- In which Sakusa Kiyoomi had recently been receiving mysterious letters from an unknown admirer he secretly grew fond of.Â
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The camera clicks, the flash reflecting off the sheen of sweat on Sakusa Kiyoomiâs face as he stares down at you from behind his mask. Even in victory, thereâs a sharpness to him, a quiet tension crackling beneath his cool exterior, and itâs aimed directly at you.
âYour defense wasnât as sharp as usual tonight. Were you struggling to keep up, or was there another reason for the misreads?â you begin, voice steady as your pen glides across your notepad.
The press conference room is thick with anticipation, the air charged with a static-like tension. Reporters lean forward in their seats, pens poised, some shifting uncomfortably while others exchange intrigued glances. The bright overhead lights cast stark shadows on the players, emphasizing the sharpness of Sakusaâs features as he stares you down. They know what youâre doing. More importantly, he knows what youâre doing.
Sakusaâs gaze narrows slightly. Sakusaâs gaze doesnât waver. "I adjusted to their offense. If that looked like struggling to you, maybe you should take another look at the final score."
You donât relent. âI'm aware of your team's victory, Sakusa-san. Are you relying too much on your teammates?â
The silence stretches longer this time. You know youâre poking the bear. Sakusa is known for his perfectionism, for his unshakable self-discipline, and youâre prodding at the cracks just to see if theyâre there.
A muscle in his jaw ticks, but his voice stays even. "If trusting my teammates to do their jobs is a problem, then maybe you donât understand how a team sport works."
The room seemed to inhale at once, a murmur rippling through the crowd. Some reporters exchanged knowing glances, while others scribbled frantically in their notebooks, sensing that this was the kind of soundbite that would be making headlines by morning. Cameras clicked in rapid succession, the bright flashes punctuating the thick tension in the air. A few journalists whispered to each other, gauging the reaction of the MSBY players, but none of them spoke up to break the moment.
Atsumu let out a low whistle, leaning back in his chair. Bokuto, who had been grinning just moments before, straightened slightly, his golden eyes flicking between you and Sakusa like he had just caught wind of something interesting. Even Meian, typically unfazed by media antics, raised an eyebrow at the way Sakusaâs fingers curled slightly against the table, his entire frame wound tight as if forcing himself to stay still.
You? You simply smirked, tapping your pen against your notebook before lifting your chin slightly. "No further questions."
That pisses him off more than anything. Because he knowsâhe knowsâyou got exactly what you wanted.
Sakusa clenched his jaw, his nostrils flaring just slightly beneath his mask. It wasnât just the question that irritated himâit was the way you delivered it, the way you smirked, the way you dismissed him like you had already gotten what you needed and he was no longer worth your time. The fact that you didnât even look at him again as other reporters jumped in with their far more standard, predictable questions made something coil tight in his chest.
Sakusa forced himself to focus on the next question, but his grip on the microphone was just a little too firm, and the only thing he could hear was the sound of your pen scratching against paper as you took notes from the other players, like he wasnât even worth your time anymore.
From then he knew who you were.
Knows your name, your face, the way your voice always cuts straight through to him no matter how many journalists crowd these post-match briefings. Youâre a nuisance, an irritant, and yetâhe never ignores your questions. Never brushes them off with the indifference he grants others.
You challenge him. And deep down, you both know he likes it.
~~
The first time you wrote about Sakusa Kiyoomi, your article had been direct and biting, dissecting his play with ruthless precision. Where others hailed his natural talent, you highlighted the flawsâthe inconsistency in his service pressure, the occasional lapse in his blocking reads. Not to degrade him, but because you saw the potential for more. And apparently, so did he.
Since then, every time you covered an MSBY match, there was an unspoken expectationâhe knew you'd be watching, and you knew he'd be playing to prove you wrong. But it wasnât just that.
Sakusa remembers the very first time he noticed you. The first time you called him out in a press conference, your voice cutting through the noise like a blade, sharp and deliberate. He remembers how his fingers clenched under the table, how the irritation simmered low in his chestânot because of what you said, but because it made him feel something. It shouldâve been just another question, just another reporter, but it wasnât.
And it never has been since.âhe knew you'd be watching, and you knew he'd be playing to prove you wrong. Over time, the rivalry evolved into something else, lingering in the way his gaze would flicker toward you during games or how his answers in press conferences were always a little sharper when you were the one asking the questions. Something neither of you had acknowledged.
The away game had been intense, but MSBY had emerged victorious. The final set had been a test of endurance, forcing the team to dig deep against an opponent determined to push them to their limits. The last point had come from a perfectly executed blockâSakusa reading the setter and shutting down the cross-court spike with a decisive palm. The crowd erupted, the whistle blew, and the scoreboard solidified their win.
Post-game adrenaline still ran through Sakusaâs veins as he walked into the media room alongside his teammates, their jerseys still damp with sweat. The moment they sat down at the press table, cameras flashed, and the room filled with a cacophony of voices as reporters fired off questions left and right.
âYour blocks were key in the third set! How did you adjust so quickly?â
âWhat do you think made the biggest difference against the opposing teamâs hitters?â
âYour receives looked more inconsistent compared to last game. Do you think fatigue played a factor?â
Meian, as captain, answered first, offering the usual post-match reflections on team effort and strategy. Bokuto, beaming from ear to ear, leaned into the microphone and laughed about how âevery game should be that intense!â Hinata, still buzzing, nodded along, interjecting whenever he got the chance.
Sakusa answered each question he was asked with measured precision, keeping his responses brief but informative. He had done enough press to know how to maneuver through them without revealing much.
Then, a voice cut through the chaos.
âShinohara was dominating the net in the second set, and you looked like you were scrambling to keep up. Would you say he got the better of you?â
Sakusaâs eyes snapped to the crowd of reporters, and there you wereâstanding among them, notebook in hand, your expression composed but sharp. The same way it had been earlier, when you had watched him from the sidelines and smirked before scribbling something down.
âOr was it frustration? Because from where I was sitting, it looked like you were second-guessing your reads more than usual. Did he force you to change your approach?â
The room held its breath, the shift in atmosphere nearly tangible. A few reporters traded quick looks, some leaning forward slightly, eager to see how Sakusa would respond. The usual rustling of notepads and scribbling of pens slowed, all eyes trained on the exchange.
His jaw tightened, fingers pressing into the table with restrained force. "Is that what you saw?" His voice was cool, but there was something simmering beneath it, like a rope pulled too tight. The question wasnât dismissiveâit was a challenge. He adjusted his mask, fingers pressing into the fabric before exhaling slowly. âI was focused. Not frustrated.â
You smiled, slow and deliberate, the kind that said you knew exactly what you were doing. That you had dragged him into this, and he had walked right into it. Without another word, you lowered your pen and let the other reporters take over, shifting their questions toward Meian and Bokuto instead.
At the table, Atsumu and Bokuto shared a look.
âDidja see that?â Atsumu muttered under his breath.
Bokuto grinned. âOh yeah.â
Sakusa ignored them, but he could feel their eyes on him, burning with interest.
The banquet hall is grand, an opulent display of polished marble floors and cascading chandeliers that bathe the room in warm, golden light. The scent of decadent dishesâslow-roasted meats, rich pastas, fresh seafoodâintertwines with the subtle notes of fine wine and aged whiskey. Servers weave gracefully through the throngs of athletes, journalists, and executives, their trays balancing crystal goblets and plates laden with gourmet delicacies. The atmosphere is both relaxed and electric, the hum of voices, bursts of laughter, and the occasional clink of silverware against porcelain blending into an effortless symphony of post-match revelry. It was a post-match tradition for away gamesâa chance for players, staff, and members of the media to unwind.
At the MSBY table, Sakusa swirled his drink lazily in his glass, only half-listening to the conversation between his teammates.
âYou got grilled again,â Bokuto laughed, nudging him. âMan, sheâs relentless.â
âPretty sure she enjoys making your life difficult,â Meian added, smirking over the rim of his beer.
Hinata grins. âShe really goes for you in those press conferences. Think sheâs got a thing for you?â
Sakusa scoffs, setting his drink down. âDoubtful.â
Atsumu, who has been watching the exchange with growing amusement, leans in, eyes glinting with mischief. âNah, I think you got a thing for her.â
Sakusa tenses, shooting him a glare. âShut up.â
âOooh, he didnât deny it,â Bokuto teases, laughing as he throws an arm around Hinataâs shoulders. âKiyo, you like the attention, donât you?â
Meian shakes his head. âIâd believe that if he wasnât always so pissy after talking to her.â
Sakusa exhales sharply, pinching the bridge of his nose. âSheâs just doing her job.â
Atsumu grins. âSo are you, but ya sure get all riled up when sheâs around.â
He doesnât have a response to that. Not one he wants to say out loud, anyway.
His teammates exchange looks, sensing that the teasing has gotten under his skin more than usual. But before any of them can make another comment, Sakusa stands abruptly.
âWhere are you going?â Hinata asks, blinking up at him.
Sakusa doesnât answer. Instead, his gaze flickers across the roomâto the bar, where youâre seated, nursing a drink while scrolling through your phone. His fingers tighten around his glass.
Atsumu follows his line of sight and grins. âAh. Interesting.â
Sakusa ignores him and walks off.
You notice him before he even reaches the bar, that unmistakable presence making your pulse pick up just slightly.
He slides onto the stool beside you, his mask now tucked under his chin. You glance at him, raising an eyebrow. "Youâre hovering."
He mirrors your words from earlier, tone dry. "I havenât said anything yet."
"Youâre about to."
Sakusa exhales through his nose, gaze flickering briefly toward the drink in your hand before settling back on you. The air between you is thick, the usual sharpness in his stare now laced with something elseâsomething unreadable.
You tilt your head slightly, letting the silence stretch just a little longer before speaking again. "You seemed irritated earlier."
"I wonder why."
You smirk. "Iâd say itâs part of my job, but you already know that."
Sakusa doesnât respond immediately. Instead, he leans back against the bar, fingers tapping idly against his glass. "You enjoy it, donât you? Getting under my skin."
"If it gets me the truth, then yeah."
His jaw tightens slightly at that, and for a second, you think he might say something else. But instead, he just watches you, eyes dark, expression unreadable.
You swirl the last of your drink in your glass, tilting your head as you watch him. Then, with a half-smirk, you say itâmostly as a joke. "You know, if youâre that desperate to defend yourself, I could offer you a private interview."
You donât expect anything to come of it. In fact, youâre already preparing for him to scoff and dismiss the idea entirely.
But instead, Sakusa blinks, his fingers pausing on his glass. "When?"
That one word nearly makes you choke on your own drink. You open your mouth, close it, then recover with a casual shrug. "My recorderâs upstairs."
His gaze sharpens. "Youâre still looking for an angle."
You shrug. "Iâm looking for an answer."
Sakusa exhales, slow and measured, before finally nodding. "Fine. Letâs go." Neither of you move for a second. Then, as if pulled by an invisible thread, you both stand at the same time. The air between you tightens with something unspoken, something neither of you are willing to name yet.
Across the room, Meian lets out a low whistle. "Well, would you look at that."
Atsumu elbows Bokuto, barely able to contain his excitement. "Oh my god, Kiyoomi is getting some."
You werenât expecting him to agree so easily, but you mask your surprise, finishing your drink before sliding off the stool. The walk out of the banquet hall is silent, the tension between you threading tighter with every step. You donât look at him as you press the elevator button, and he doesnât look at you when the doors slide open.
But the weight of his presence lingers, undeniable and electric.
The two of you walk toward the elevators in silence, but it isnât awkward. Itâs charged, simmering beneath the surface. Neither of you say a word, but every step forward feels deliberate, like a move in a game neither of you are willing to lose. The walk is silent, tension threading between you, thick with something unspoken.
The moment the door to your hotel room clicks shut behind you, the atmosphere shiftsâbecomes something heavier, charged. The soft glow of the bedside lamp casts elongated shadows along the sleek, modern furnishings, bathing the space in an intimate warmth. The distant murmur of the city beyond the window seems inconsequential compared to the weight of the silence stretching taut between you and Sakusa. Sakusa doesnât move immediately. He lingers near the entrance, his hand still resting lightly on the door handle, as if debating whether he should turn around and walk away. A flicker of hesitation ghosts across his faceâso brief that most wouldnât catch it, but you do.
Why is he here?
The easy answer is the interview. But deep down, he knows thatâs not the truth. It hasnât been for a while. You get under his skin in ways no one else does, and despite how much it infuriates him, heâs still here, standing in your hotel room, waiting for a reason not to be.
But you donât give him one. Sakusa doesnât move immediately, just lingers near the entrance, as if deciding whether he regrets agreeing to this. You, on the other hand, are already setting your recorder on the desk, flipping open your notebook with practiced ease. Thereâs no hesitation in your movements, no indication that youâd been thinking about the way he reacted back in the press conference.
But he knows you have.
He watches as you click your pen once, twice, before finally meeting his gaze. "Take a seat, Sakusa-san."
His jaw flexes, but he steps further into the room, pulling out the chair across from you with just a little more force than necessary. The scrape of the wood against the floor is sharp, punctuating the air between you. He doesnât slouch, doesnât let himself sink into the seatâno, he sits with his back straight, arms crossed, like heâs bracing for impact.
You hit record.
"So, letâs start with the game," you begin, voice even, measured. "Despite your win, Shinoharaâs attack percentage was noticeably higher than yours. Do you think his presence on the court pushed you to your limits?"
Sakusa exhales slowly through his nose, jaw tensing. "Heâs a strong player, but I wouldnât say he âpushed me to my limits.â I adjusted accordingly."
"You adjusted, but his success rate didnât drop. So was the issue with your defense, or was he just the better player tonight?"
A pause. A sharp inhale from Sakusa. The muscle in his jaw twitches again.
"I donât recall losing."
You tilt your head slightly. "That doesnât answer my question."
Sakusaâs fingers curl against his arms, his nails pressing into the fabric of his sleeves. His eyes narrow, but thereâs something else there tooâsomething almost like intrigue beneath the irritation.
"If youâre looking for a soundbite, youâre not getting one."
You smirk, tapping your pen against your notebook. "Oh, I already got one."
His eyes flicker over your face, scanning, analyzing, before his irritation shifts into something else. Something darker. More intent.
The recorder sits between you, capturing every word, but neither of you are really thinking about the interview anymore. The weight of the tension settles thick in the air, lingering in the space between your crossed arms and his unwavering stare.
Sakusa exhales through his nose. "Next question."
You hesitate.
Itâs barely a secondâjust long enough for your fingers to falter on your notepad, for your breath to catch as you take in the weight of his stare. And he sees it.
That single moment of doubt.
It fuels him more than anything else.
But you both knowâthis interview isnât ending the way it was supposed to. He leans against the edge of the bed, arms crossed, watching you like heâs waiting for you to make the first move.
âSo,â you start, keeping your voice even. âHow do you think the game went?â
He exhales sharply through his nose. âYou saw it.â
âI want to hear it from you.â
Sakusa leans forward slightly. âYou always want to hear it from me.â
You smile. The room feels smaller now, the air heavier. âThatâs my job.â
âIs it?â
You hesitate, fingers tightening slightly around your notepad. Thereâs something in his tone that makes your pulse jump. âYou tell me.â
For the first time, his mask is completely goneânot just the physical one, but the carefully measured distance he keeps between himself and the world. His gaze dips to your lips for half a second before snapping back up, something sharp and intent in his expression.
And then, heâs moving.
That night, nothing else matters. Not the rivalry, not the press, not the game. Just Sakusa Kiyoomi and the way he finally lets goâjust for you.