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Maybe let him host the customers instead

i love them and i love us <3

Toxic gay cookies as things my partner and I say to each other

@grim-arcade <3

uhh yea

Two Truths and Two Lies | Chaper 9 : When Worlds Collide by @thegreatdezzy

[Bit of yappering below the cut]

Absolutely loved the fic ^^!! I wanted to draw some of the scenes I really liked as fanart- especially a bit of SM and PV's interaction on Chapter 10 but after some sketching decided on drawing a little snippet of SoT and SM's convo on Chapter 9

Idk something about it made me realize exactly how different their character could be when I usually dont go farther from my picture of SoT being exactly SM just in different circumstances. Awesome character build!

Also some additional messy doodles ^^

In shackled branch- does CV ever use the fact that shmilk is chained against him/the other beasts and heroes?

Ah well fuck

Lore progression yaaaayyyyy

(REMEMBER!!! HE’S ALIVE!!! HE’S REPAIRABLE!!!! AND THE SOUL JAMS ARE TOO!!! DON’T RUN IN MY REPLIED, DMS AND ASK BOX ASKING IF HE’S GONNA BE ALRIGHT AND IF THE JAMS WILL BE REPAIRED!!!!!)

FHUIHFIJE SHADOWVANILLA-ERS

THEY DON'T HAVE A PAGE ON THE FANDOM SHIPPING WIKI!! I unfortunately don't know how to make one so CAN SOMEONE PLEASE DO IT FOR ME 🙏🥲

So, wedding update, right?

You don't how much fun I had designing wedding dresses for Shadow Milk Cookie. I had many variations, and honestly, I'm still indecisive.

Designing Pure Vanilla Cookie's suit was a bit of a challenge, as I have not as many choices, but I wanted something unique. But anyway, we know the bride is the star of the show.

Here, the sketches:

I can't help but wonder...

What if I got him by my side?

Oh, cookie angst. This duo is everything to me, the themes, the contrast, the parallels, the colors 💛💙 I don't know how to properly describe it, like they are meant to be together, as foes, as friends, as companions. I felt this since Shadow Milk got introduced; but with chapters 7 and 8, this feeling got stronger.

...I would have gotten to drawing this if I wasn't busy with college.

But anyway, since you decided to read whatever I wrote here, can I comment on the legendary costumes' story?

It's a post-corruption/didn't fully became a beast SMilk, not his pre-corrupted form. His whole conversation with Truthless Recluse, I admit, got my head spinning. He talked about everyone having their truth, noting that TR's is "to protect others from anguish". He also mentioned that he went through the same despair as TR (continuing the canon of SM seeing himself in PV).

I wondered if the story shed some light into how Shadow Milk turned into a Beast. It is already known that he turned to deceit because of cookies around him choosing it as well and there's no further elaboration.

So, did he just corrupt just because? No, absolutely not. I think there were two traits of the Fount of Knowledge that were at play. First, I think he was somewhat of a crowd pleaser, as the Sage, he always tries to put on a show, make something entertaining, answer any inquiries. As a Beast, sure his showmanship is to entertain himself, but his whole deceit thing is giving those cookies what they want.

Second, and most important, I'm quite sure SMilk fears/hates rejection. Turning to falsities is rejecting knowledge after all.

Shadow Milk Cookie became who he is as a way to lash out at the rejection of his knowledge, to give them the performance they wanted to see.

Tangent but, when Pure Vanilla offers him his friendship, the whole fearing rejection explains why not only he rejects it, but in such fury, leaving the whole showman act. (Image below to break monotony, I'm just proud of this little section)

I want to go back to the truths the Sage comments on, what's his that make him curse himself? Going by the Recluse's, I guess is 'to give others knowledge', but that alone couldn't give him despair. I think there has to be a second part to the statement.

At the end of the story, the Recluse is gone, and the Sage hears cookies still pursuing the truth. So, the Truthless Recluse 'complete' truth will be 'to protect others from anguish (here, the cruel truth), but there would always be cookies seeking it' And with that logic, the Fount of Knowledge is 'to give others knowledge, but there will always be cookies that will reject it'.

No matter his title, prestige or merit, not everyone will like it. Could the Fount had gone insane searching for a knowledge that will get everyone to accept him, could it be that when he reached the Peak of Truth, he felt like the universe pulled a sick joke on him.

The Sage's eureka at the comment of the Peak of Truth having nothing be his realization that what he found was technically something he already knew, but denied for so long. Laid there, not as a sick prank, but a challenge to finally shed the lie. I mean, his other theory was that someone took all there was. (Does this make sense?, I'm still doubting my read)

But yeah, that Sage of Truth overcame his despair by accepting every part of that truth and still trying to live by the first part. And can I gush about his characterization? He's so jolly and enthusiastic, open for new ideas.

And the way he describes himself, a scholar and academic, but also a performer and an artist. Is just lovely how his showy persona is not just part of the charming liar act. Though that got me thinking, was the Fount also like this?

I mean in that era, cookies sought him out, he had his Spire of Knowledge and is very hinted he is connected to the Blueberry Yogurt Academy. Then is the Sage's "Not like those academics" line.

Wouldn't it be interesting that as the Fount, his way of giving knowledge was restricted by academia, that he wasn't able to be fully himself and when he became Shadow Milk Cookie, in a way he found freedom.

If that were the case, the Sage is even a happier situation as he can do what he wants as himself. And hey, I can make a parallel to Pure Vanilla, as he forgoes his title, like PV stops being king. He is in a humbler position, no spire but talking in a town square, where he found his crowd.

Though is kind of a sad that in a way the story still implies that he has no friends. Sure, lots of cookies see him every day, but they are there for the knowledge, not the Sage himself as they don't know or want to know about him. I guess his path would only be lonely...

Unless someone who understands came his way.

Anyway, thanks for reading my very long essay, I wanted to also speak of my early prediction of SM and PV switching sides and how this costume set somewhat gives me some of that, but again this is long, so I'll just leave it there. Have a sketch of the Sage of Truth and Compassionate Pure Vanilla having a tea party.

Below the art background without effects.

And the main part isolated.

I've been binging the shadowvanilla like crazy for the pass couple of days not stopping anytime soon

Shadowvanilla and a rare pairing that I like

What's there to not like?? 💀

Is this how this paring goes?? 💀

*Throws at you and runs away*

TOXIC OLD MAN YAOI

Based on this piece, Couple dancing, by Leyendecker:

My first week of Playing Cookie run!

Cookies so Far!

I’m doing pretty well me thinks

Also this but I already posted it lol.

Princess.

Cooking too much in the kitchen today mb

This is a little comic based off of this from my blog!

(Not me just realizing I forgot his wings... we'll pretend that he can make them appear and disappear... 💔)

Preening

Preening between mates, also known as allopreening or mutual preening, is when one bird grooms the other, typically between mated pairs or within social groups. It's a form of social bonding and can help strengthen pair bonds, especially during breeding seasons.

Mated pairs will preen each other as part of their courtship or bonding activity.

This two deserves it seperate post

Bunny PV for Easter!

Let's pretend I made this on time and it's not the day after Easter!

Low-key made this on a whim

Beauty and the ugly ass beast or smth idk

Come eat y'all's slop

And then princess pv sketch/doodle bc I love him

(Rapunzel is next, though I'll only be drawing pv for that one 💔)

this took longer than it should've

Sighs...........

the people have spoken...

yea I'm gonna reblog this here because it's gonna be posted on both when done <3

One again posting about tall Shadow Milk Cookie propaganda.

"Holy shit he actually touched the grass..."

Shamil "forced" to go down Pyuba's eye level because of his short stature. (Shamil is (always taller than) 6 ft while Pyuba is 5"7~ ft)

"Shamil floats because he's short LOL" What if he was tall and goes down Pyuba's eye level so that he could see his face properly????? Increased levels of PATHETIC.

Shamil is all about power and control and his tall ass gives him the view of mortal cookies being below and lower than him that they'd have to look up to him(literally and figuratively). With Pyuba, however, he doesn't look up at Shamil when he talks at all and just listens. That irritated him. His eyes was always closed, that's why he kept provoking him by whispering into his ears to illicit reactions from Pyuba, and so that he opens his eyes and look at HIM. And then when he made him fall to become The Hermit of Truth(Truthless Recluse), he's always staring into nothing even though he could see just fine when something is up close. Now Shamil makes sure that he talks infront of Pyuba so that he'd have his attention even of he closes his eyes or not. Why do you think Shamil enjoys having face to face board games with him so much?

Also Shamil having beef with a bird.

This Jambound scene keeps replaying in my mind... I had to draw it...

I saw someone talking about how they didn't understand how people could ship shadowvanilla because beast x ancient doesn't make sense and it's gross and whatnot and I really just wanted to reach through the screen, hold their hand and break the news to them about devsis's behaviors with shadowvanilla in particular...

I haven't slept in three days, I'm sick and I'm going to rip my skin off if Pure Vanilla and Shadow Milk Cookie don't stop makING OUT

WE'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GREAT DEPRESSION

GET BACK TO WORK

Am I going to use this event as an excuse to draw PV in a wedding dress and sdvn wedding?

Absolutely