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gang why the fuck does my dissociation issues sneak up on me at random ass times
I'm trying to paint a pair of pants why am I getting anxious and feel like nothing is real LEAVE ME ALONE...????????????
I already crashed today i don't need this
fuck would it be bad of me an undiagnosed highly suspected npd haver to coin an npd related term/gender,,,? Started suspecting a few months ago and have done a bunch of research but unlike ADHD (diagnosed) and ASD (highly suspected and peer reviewed by some diagnosed autists [hi tiny]) I don’t know anyone with NPD that I can ask if they think my experiences ‘fit’ under NPD and even though I’ve done research and looked at others’ experiences and related heavily I don’t feel like I’m /allowed/ to even just say I suspect it- I don’t know- I’m sorry- I might just delete this- I just don’t know… and because I’m not diagnosed and I’m not even sure at all I’m scared of doing something that I’m not supposed to…