The Chaos Protocol - Blog Posts

transplanar rpg my beloved pulling me out of my nihilism and shame spirals with the cool top surgery scarred npcs and throwing me right back into a different kind of pain with the agony that is the friends swirling around in their grief in heaven they're all relatable in their bad bad coping mechanisms but oh boy is there a special place in my heart for xainan noping out into a knife there's something so comforting about being accompanied by the voices and the stories of other trans people I be living amongst truly some of the cishet-est cishets that have ever cishet-ed and it's lonely as shit so thank you chaos protocol for wrecking my shit but being trans as fuck while you do it the chaos protocol chaos protocol chaos protocol arc 2 I really thought I was gonna catch up before arc 3 ended but alas shitty wifi and shittier mental health got in the way transplanar rpg

but were so back the chaos protocol transplanar rpg this is a reference not to the film even cowgirls get the blues but the fantasy high junior year off camera bit that lives in my head rent free fr though xainan's particular brand of coping mechanism of noping out into a knife for two months is v real wish I could nope out into a knife for two months or maybe forever actually xainan esch we're back on the chaos protocol watching let's go had to take a break because sometimes my mental health cannot cope with the realness of the grief depictions haha I'm on arc 2 episode 11 so no spoilers for beyond that please thank you :)) even cowgirls get the blues

ttrpgs the chaos protocol chaos protocol transplanar rpg for reference we're ten minutes in and at a solid five OUT LOUD this is fucked ups nothing bad has happened yet but even without the content warnings I would be concerned transplanerds transplanar chaos protocol arc one I have a horrible sinking feeling that I know what's going to happen and I know enough about myself that I will never be okay again okay but don't actually do this as a drinking game that would be alcohol poisoning I think