//this Was PERFECT Shhh - Blog Posts

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it didn’t take much for cindy to catch onto what was going on, to know and to understand what it was hailey was going through, especially the fact that she was just experiencing that same disappointment, but hailey was so heartbroken and she could absolutely see it in her words and in her face, that’s why when when she saw the opportunity to be there for one of her closest friends, she jumped on it. ringing the doorbell and watching the screen, “open up, mama, i have food,” cindy held up the bag in front of the monitor camera,” and she hoped hailey would be open to eating to soak up the alcohol, hopefully, it wouldn’t take much to help sober her up. @haileybcldwns​

the blonde couldn’t catch a grip on her emotions or the shattering of her heart, constantly pouring any slight twinge of pain into consuming alcohol. in a weird way, it felt like it took away the pain, it made her feel something other than the sinking feeling she has gotten accustomed to. loneliness didn’t go away either but it was by choice -- hailey was known for saving people and pulling them out of their battles to help them win; she couldn’t win battles of her own. cindy was a friend hailey knew she could at least have a shoulder to cry onto or stuff her face with until she was sober and the numbness sinked in. she sniffled slightly, her eyes puffy and tears welled in her eyes when the doorbell rang. darting her gaze to the monitor, she mustered a weak smile and approached the front door to let the other brunette in. “hi love, you’re the best..” she said, her voice hoarse from the crying. “can i.. just please get a hug first?” she asked after closing the front door. she needed some form of affection and security.