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You used your phone 9 hrs and 10 minutes more this weekâ Now how do I explain to my phone that I spend most of my screen time, staring blankly, waiting, hoping for a text from you.
I will love you so hard. Achilles will weep.
I like to play a game called: How many times can I express my feelings in pros before I have to blatantly scream that I love you.
I start this year. Numb with anger.
I wish I could stop loving you but I also wish SPN writers had given us better Destiel ending. I guess we all failed.
Memories of you are enough to last me a       Lifetime. I say as I work for a life with you anyway.
You are my only heartache. I don't want anyone else.
Your thoughts still plague me. I still miss you. Working and working out is not working like it used to.
Another day of missing you too much. I cope by watching Peraltiago compilations.
If not in this lifetime. Then maybe the next.
Oh! The conflict between having you free as you should be and mine as I want you to be.
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We all have things we hate about ourselves.  Mine is the desire for your love.
Many a times. What we call choice is nothing more than a lie we tell ourselves to make existing easier.
She will never love you back.
It's not about gaining her love, It's about giving her all the love she deserves.
And then more.
I can call It love but then love may feel insecure
Everyday, and counting.
âSometimes I feel dead, and I hate everybodyâ
Ottessa Moshfegh âMy Year of Rest and Relaxationâ
mirio and tamaki (headcanon/thought sort of idk)
hi this is rly random and idk how big the tamamiri/miritama fandom is on here BUT i had a small thought (not thought out at all so feel free to contradict me đ) ALSO THE WRITING IS GONNA BE TERRIBLE. So Sorry
ANYWHO, i feel like tamaki would actually be a living heater, and mirio would be the super cold one. for starters i based this mostly off of mirio bc since mirios quirk allows him to phase through EVRYTHING so i feel like while/after using it he'd be cold and almost empty feeling since i feel like his body heat would dissipate the more he uses it.. so hes just constantly cold due to his quirk.. bc if i remember correctly, i recall he can't even use his senses when phasing his whole body, so id imagine all of his atoms just go thru ljteraly everything, including heat, so he feels rly cold after... and since tamakis quirk is based off eating (even though its usually small portions) i feel like that energy would go towards producing more heat to keep him well insulated especially considering what type of food he is eating (for example bear or smth since they have thick coats) BUT IDK also sorry again for thw shitty writing i literally js thought of this out of nowhere..
Hihi have you ever thought of planetlord as a god at all? I always get "a god born from the stars" vibes from him. ^_^ what do yoh think hed look like and what his personality would be like
Y. YOU. THANK YOU FOR ASKING THIS QUESTION.
okay. so i've never really thought of a concrete origin for him, however i've always drawn him with lots of astronomy-related imagery.
well. apart from my first ever drawing of him. which is rather dull.
but here are some of my more interesting early drafts
my current Planet design, however, does look rather godly
i do quite like the "god born of the stars" headcanon though because it's rather vague and fits into my whole idea of him having unknown/uncertain but decidedly (though ambiguously) divine origins, which is sorta close with my similarly unconcrete headcanons for Spoke (headcanon being that he's some humanoid creature that's possibly immortal and has probably been around for a few millennia)
i'm loaded with design headcanons though, namely; Planet's hair is fuckin,, like those god ponies from mlp in the sense that it's all flowy and cloud-like. it also reflects different stars and constellations at different times. meanwhile, his cloak is a glimpse into the distant universe, though pinpointing the exact location is rather difficult
i guess i sort of see him as a keeper of space knowledge? like he's a living record of where the heavenly bodies of the universe are and have been.
tldr i see him as having an ambiguous astral background. he (like my hc for Spoke) is possibly immortal and has been around for at least a few millennia (though has only recently, ie lifesteal, interacted with mortals). he's a walking talking record of the universe's heavenly bodies (planets, stars, etc) and it's all really cool. that's all. can you tell i like Planet.
Passion is the primary addiction of the artist. It is what will cause her/him most of its questionning, anger, pride, it shall be the adrenaline needed to feel alive. And once you get addicted... there is no turning back. Life will never taste the same.
Glorieuse-Demise (Yes I do quote myself
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just a sad kind of tired that creeps upon you with little cat feet
curls up on your shoulder and never leaves
it yawns and shifts and gets heavier and heavier, but you canât bring yourself to let go
you get sadder and tireder but the numbing blanket it provides is addictingÂ
you canât go back to the world without the tired kind of sad and its little cat feet
(Thoughts) I been thinking about this for a little bit now
Iâve been looking at my ocâs and... I just been thinking about doing something that Iâve been wanting to do for a while now...
I want to completely DELETE ALL MY OCâS and REBOOT EVERYTHING. From scratch.
(Except for Fuyu which will get a little reboot background but will stay the same character)
I want to do this because I have a cool little project in my mind that will help ME because I needed to do something like this. I felt like my ocâs are just... rushed to say the least. I just donât know if I should go through with this. Comment on your thoughts.
Hey imagine that after you die and god comes to tell you that yeah you can go to heaven but you gotta find your way yourself
Like no one will tell you where to go or how to find the gate or whatever
There is no one around that you can see and you donât know where you are since everything around you looks like an endless white void
I think it would be funny if the land inverted. like, sea level swaps. hills become valleys, valleys become hills, the Netherlands is still completely fine because they're already below sea level, etc
my bf and bff went to see deadpool with their respective friend groups and no one even bothered asking if i wanted to go lol
The desire to buy cheap press on nails just to pop them off to do literally anything.