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To Live, No Lie.
Left trying to make sense of this mind
My head is screwed and lost behind
Keep wanting to catch a break
God knows I don't mean to lose faith
Wide awake with prayers floating
Sweet hymns of candy coating
The taste of bittersweet in my mouth
Still sour thinking it'll all go South
The need for something more
But all I'm left with is a bore
Why must I keep doubting this power?
When I should be asleep around this hour
Time is not a friend of mine
Even in the dark, the glare still will shine
These words are all I have to give
All I want is to live, no lie.
Written on: November 17th, 2016.
Phases that are ongoing, Rape.
Fantasy lingered a rustic roam
Thine's interceded oral engagement sunk
Deep into thy throat beyond gasping
A choke that guarded a cheater
Whom forced upon so they shall cum
Their mind was controlled by ego
A desire only for himself, selfish
The happenings occur more frequently
Then suddenly he's gone for good
Only now are memories of a time before
They were a time of youth, rave and realizations
Until pushed too far he goes astray
Innocent, he's not and now no more mine
Never was except a supposedly "best" friend
Will always remember the were
And try to focus on what was true
But know what was real was wrong
Deemed forever haunting a haze
Enter an ongoing phase.
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