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she likes a boy

pairing: f!reader x kim yooyeon

genre: angst.

warning: none

I stood in the corner of the gym, my heart aching at the sight in front of me. The girl i loved was laughing, her smile so bright and warm, and her eyes sparkling like stars in the night sky as he wrapped his arm around her waist. They looked good together—his hand rubbing her side comfortingly, her laughter mixed with his. Every look, every touch between them made me feel like I was being torn apart from the inside.

I clenched my jaw, my nails digging into my palms as my hands trembled. I had memorized every little detail in her smile, the sound of laughter was music to my ears, and the way her eyes lit up when she was happy made me happy with her. But now, her laughter, her smiles, and her happy expressions weren’t for me. Now, they’re all for him.

I hate it. I hate the way she looks at him so happy, how she goes to him for comfort, how she looks at him like he’s the only person in her world. 

I hate how much it hurts to see her with him. 

I want to look away from them, to escape the horrible ache in my chest at the sight, but I can’t. I yearned for her like a star falling from gravity’s embrace. 

And then, they walked away, his arm now on her shoulder and hers on his waist. I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. A dull ache settled in my chest, my love for her buried deep inside where no one could see.

I know that some loves aren’t meant to be. Some loves are to be carried in silence, in the darkest parts of the shadows, where no one can see the ache in my chest that will soon break. 

i can't be your love

pairing: zhou xinyu x f!reader

genre: short angst

warnings: none

“do you love her?”

nien crossed her arms over her chest while waiting for xinyu’s response. 

xinyu opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out. she just looked up at her best friend with teary eyes and nodded.  

nien sighed and wrapped her arms around xinyu, pulling the latter's head to her chest. 

“xinyu…” 

xinyu sobbed into nien’s shoulder, her hands balling the latter’s jacket into her fists. 

“i love her so much.”

nien held xinyu tightly, letting the girl's tears stain her jacket. “i know, i know.” she whispered in her ear, gently running her fingers through her charcoal locks. 

xinyu kept crying and it seemed like she wasn’t going to stop any time soon. 

unbeknownst to xinyu, y/n was standing right outside the door, unintentionally listening to nien comfort xinyu by whispering sweet nothings into her ear. 

y/n didn’t realize that tears had begun to fall down her cheeks until the lump in her throat had started to become unbearable. she let out a shaky breath and began to walk away quietly, the tears furiously streaming down her face.

she quietly mumbled, “i love you, too…”

she let out a shaky breath and began to walk away quietly, tears furiously streaming down her face.

maybe in another life, y/n wouldn’t be so afraid and let herself be in a relationship one last time.

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