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vent art :(
thanks dad
i feel so much but i don't know how to describe them.
I’m happy for you
You stop caring and I’m happy for you. I’m not someone worth thinking about anymore really.
I hold a lot of baggage and that’s something you don’t need right now. Or ever.
So I’ll be happy for you because I think being away from me is the best that life will give you.
and I’m a lot, I know. And I’m sorry.
I wish I was loved by you like the way you loved your loved ones.
I wish I was loved by you like the way you loved your loved ones. And it's funny but I should’ve read the signs, we were never as close as I thought we were. I admired you. I looked up to you. and that's where it stopped. That's where I should've realized that everything would've never been reciprocated.
Fingertips were always barely touching the glass it peered though. And maybe just maybe, I was the object on the other side, surrounded by long panes of glass, unable to escape. Maybe I was meant to be observed by you, but never truly loved by you.
It’s been 8 months now and I haven’t heard a word from you. I hope you know I miss you. But it’s time I stop trying. No more waiting to hear your voice, for invites on nights where I get lonely, on days where it’s rainy & the sun won’t shine. I've had enough. and I hope everything I gave you was enough. Because maybe truly, I’m meant to be alone to be able to finally break down the glass.
I was always deemed "the weird girl" throughout all my school years and what I've noticed is that these 'popular' kids are the ones who'll go around telling rumors and lies about the "weird" kids but then act like little miss perfect around everyone else. God I hate public school.
now that he is gone, she must find someone new.
- lover
Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.
they have been professionally diagnosed with:
panic disorder
depression
PTSD
they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.
they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.
also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!
also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.
