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Oh the vague excitement one feels when starting something new, even if it's useless or nothin special - just the tingling sensation of WOW I HAVEN'T DONE THIS BEFORE and WHATEVER I AM JUST EXCITED FOR NO REASON!
The joy of unknown is always welcome, right?
Don't know how to process this thought but I'll die on the hill that is if deer were people the hunters would be gay asf. Like dude, you keep pieces of them on your wall? Gay as hell. You spend hours in a stuffy box just to get a glimpse of one? Gay as hell. You can talk about them for hours? Gay as hell. We need human hunter x human deer content.
I can’t pretend anymore I need him
not shifting related but tomorrow is my first day of school i’m saur nervous 😣😣
aftg floor plans pt.2
i know i said i would be making the homes in california next however that was actually just me pulling a neil josten so instead here are some more places from the first three books because i had their images in my head and moving chronologically called to me
perhaps most importantly is the monster's home in columbia. i am not sure if the books actually say this is a split level home but it makes sense to me and i have picked up on nora liking split level homes from multiple descriptions so that's what it is. we know nicky's room is on the first floor and so is the bathroom which means aaron and andrew are upstairs. andrew's room being second seemed right because its farther from the front door and because of the vague way my brain played out that scene of him coming downstairs before going to easthaven. not sure if i love that there's only one bathroom but we don't learn of a second one and i honestly don't think nicky could have afforded the jump in price a second bathroom would bring
okay. this one is painful. and for the record, i am sorry. but its mentioned so here it is. as you can tell i didn't want to or feel the need to fully fill in this house. i just added enough so that you can vaguely get the point and put labels for the rest. mainly i just did the kitchen, the back screened in porch where they ate, and that cursed bedroom. again, i am sorry. we're moving on to something more fun though don't worry
spring break cabin!!! this was so much fun, i cannot even begin to tell you. and okay, i know they were there for only a week so like what does it matter but it matters to me. this space is so cozy and caved out in my head that i just had to do it. the tan is the inside and the grey is the porch which we know to be in the back and on one of the sides. ignore how i didn't really put anything on the porch... i was kinda stuck beyond the hot tub. but this place is hugeeeee like oh my god. we have the large living room around the fireplace, the ginormous kitchen, the cute back room that is mentioned to have pool and foosball, and of course, our favorite, the bedroom neil and andrew stay in. ngl i struggled a bit with that bedroom's layout but this is what we ended up with
okay, second floor. according to neil, the four upstairs bedrooms are placed in each of the corners which made it a bit difficult and definitely interesting to do. because of this, i gave two of them a jack and jill style bathroom. in my mind, it makes sense for the two bedrooms sharing a bathroom to be given to nicky, kevin, and aaron. i think kevin being the drama queen he is would get his own and nicky and aaron would share but honestly aaron could be with either. and of course matt and dan are together and allison and renee are in the last one. each room has a door to the wrap around porch but it made sense to me for the open areas to have access too. and speaking of the open areas i made one a mini lounge because apparently there are multiple fire places and i had to put the second one somewhere and the other has desks because i didn't put them in any of the rooms. i mean it is a vacation home, why would they need desks in their rooms?
i swear i will actually do the cali homes next. i have sketches of them in my notebooks but haven't fully fleshed them out online like the rest. but they exist and i have already scoured the books to piece them together so hopefully it won't take ten years but then again, it is finals season and i have so so many essays to do so we will see.
oh and, i have about half of wymack's apartment done in the sims and while it's a struggle to be era accurate, it's very cute and fun
pt. 1 pt. 3 (cali)
the black and white dragon in the dark cacao kingdom don't have cookie designs SO
I made some
on my laptop so i don't have a lot of art files for posting rn. little drawings i did of novel characters for class presentations. my time as an mfa student was very serious i prommy
Really fucked up things that could happen in these last two episodes:
We never get wet haired Hunter.
We GET wet haired Hunter but it's either as he's fucking dying or he fucking dies immediately after
Tech stays dead
Tech is ALIVE and he's C2-X (or whatever the hell) but then gets fucking nerfed AGAIN while brainwashed
Crosshair sacrifices himself for his brothers and Omega when they didn't really bother with him for like all of Season 2 (I mean, aside from like maybe Wrecker and Omega who probably would've tried SOMETHING to bring him back)
Wrecker has to watch another one of his brothers die right in front of him AND is in a position where he could've maybe saved them but was unable to
Omega loses all of her brothers
They do another fucking timeskip at the very end of it and we get a parallel to "Victory and Death" with Omega being at their graves
Hemlock DOESN'T get eaten by the zillo beast :(
Show ends and that's it,, fucking we get nothing after that
This looked fun so
these are all the things I like most. Choose wisely.
Gold diggers.
(All pics are me)
Favored was the one, who received apricity,
Star-crossed was I, condemned to opacity,
Tragedy was Eponine, Marius' lover,
So was I, midnight to hover.
People: "what's your favorite thing in the world?"
Me:
hehehe
Well he was starting to get more depressed tho so technically I'm not wrong
(I love listening to your ramblings and I'm grateful that you listen to my barely coherent yapping)
Me: *sharing my process of writing my angstiest story of yet with my beta-readers, reaching about 3k words of sulking and sorrow at this point*
My very beloved friend: You're mean, hes starting to get depressed :(
Me: WDYM "starting"
Them: ....metaphorically
(@greenteabox-org i love you very much and im very grateful for every comment and your willingness to listen to my ramblings)
Woo! Maya Time!
One of the rooms I'm making for my mom's presentation on Tuesday. Now all i have to do is finish adding textures and then start the next one!
Ah well nothing but a doodle page today. But that's ok, as long as im getting use to drawing digitally right?
Though the only reason i wanted to post this was because i wanted to show that i can actually do the do called drawing. The creatures are an idea and the upper right lady person was a tribal thing ... or something. i like her.
Edit: also here's some angels and what not. sketching is rather fun, especially when i actually use lines XD
2nd edit: ok im done i promise. Me attempting to do the do that is art isn't an easy fight.... and im hiding my identity so well aren't i?
tw long ana rant
i’m so pissed off rveruday is a battle to convince myself that i need help, that i’m not a wannarexic, that my body is normal maybe a little skinny, that it’s not abt what i eat but how i think but i can’t fucking believe ANYTHING
i can’t thr0w up to save my life i can’t relate when ppl say “i could never eat all that” bc ik damn well i could. i could eat that entire plate and still be hungry for seconds. for desert.
no matter how many times i remind myself i’m literally -ving, that i’m weak and knee-deep into this ed i can’t believe it
bc i don’t look sick enough. no one can tell i’m fucked up except for my friends who probably know by now. only they know i refuse to eat yet the second i break my fast i’ll gorge on anything near me.
not all of my bones are showing yet, only the normal ones that every skinny person alr has.
no matter how many hours i’ve fasted i’ve never fainted once. sure, maybe i’ve come close to that at times but that still means no one will ever know bc they’ve never seen me do it.
every time i come into school it’s the same bullshit every. single. day i’m so tired of it
i see thinspo in all of my classes and they all wish they weren’t skinny, talking abt how they wish they looked healthier or smth
“i skipped breakfast this morning bc i forgot/wasn’t hungry”, “stop i eat sooo much idk how i’m so skinny!”, “we’re such big backs for eating chips”
SHUT UPPP
who the hell loses their appetite when they’re stressed. who loses their appetite at ALL and why does it never happen to me whether i’m binging or -ving???
when i move out i’m gonna have a big fridge full of nothing
CATS I DREW CATS
This is one of my main characters' family. Raccoon, Fidget, Doc, and Wren are the main character of my story Crowder and Dowt (I need a new name for it)
What do birds think of fish? Like what are those idiots doing flapping their wings around you have to go up and down.
Or how are they floating?
I have no clue were our teacher is and I'm just sitting on the ground in front of my supposed class ig
family road trip
silly fact: dante's not even first in line, he's actually last (with vergil taking up the front). he's just the only one still coherent enough to yell at nico through the door. the way things look; it doesnt really matter where in line any of them are ...
... wonder what they did to her ?
Death Note Arc's Out of Context
L arc:
Misa arc:
Yotsuba arc:
Mello arc:
Mikami arc:
Near arc:
would anyone be interested in me writing literally anything about eddie munson (MAYBE x reader down the line if and when i become more comfortable with writing/in my writing) without any/much dialogue lol
Posting my Jackson’s diary fanart bc I haven’t posted my own drawings in a while ,:3
We’re gone ignore if they look funny or inaccurate I was at school and didn’t have a reference 😢
I love them
(Bonus stupid Ola doodle)
