Reality Is Free-flowing. Reality Is Fluid. Reality Is Not Dense. Reality Is Formless Because I AM Reality.

CHAPTER ONE :

a formal introduction to the law of assumption.

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୨୧ disclaimer: for anyone who’s entirely new to this law, throw everything you’ve ever known about the world out the window. i guarantee that leaving this post is going to leave you shocked, free, enlightened, maybe all three at once. enjoy ;)

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i. what is manifestation?

MANIFESTATION.

a word that has been on the minds of humanity since the dawn or time. the meer utter of the word can either cause a twinkle to appear in your eye, or a massive eye roll. looking back, what do you think when the word “manifestation” comes to mind?

is it some made up, magical thing that only the most powerful people can accomplish doing? & it’s only because they “made it happen” via endless years of hard work?

something that comes to pass after you “raise your vibrations” thanks to the guidance of the rose quartzes in your room, pages filled to the brim of written words in your gratitude journal & your latest ingestion of moon water?

the result of something because despite the fact that you’ve accepted that “ “you're the god of your reality”? it lead you to affirm 100k affirmations within the next 72 hours, through your tears. & even though you only got breadcrumbs of what you actually wanted, it was all WORTH IT, DAMN IT.

hey,

hey, 

lemme tell you a little shared secret,

whoever told you that was wrong. 

they had no idea what they were talking about. & by misfortune you believed it. 

now, lemme tell you what manifestation actually is:

manifestation is whatever reality you experience via whoever you assume you’re being.

that’s it. no, really! there’s no catch, or anything else deeper than that. 

that’s how the world works! that’s how we work. it’s the thing that keeps this little, silly thing we call society running. 

don’t believe me? speedrun through your entire life, right now.

that time you got dumped by someone you thought was the love of your life & left you for that one person you were worried about? you assumed that you got cheated on.

that time you failed that test despite the fact that you studied every single day for the past month? you assumed that you’re a terrible student.

that time you always got complimented & later found out it was out of pity? you assumed that you were ugly. 

you see a pattern here? it all came down to YOU. not your sp, not your questionable public education system, it was all YOU. you were the only person who accepted & internalized those things, despite what the world showed you. you didn’t make anything happen, you were just going through the (unfortunate) reality whatever state you accepted. 

🎀 note: just want to make this very, very clear: if you were hurt or abused, it was not your fault. prior to this post, you didn’t know the law of assumption was even a THING, so no, you didn’t manifest that experience. that burden lies on whoever did that to you. please understand that.

now that you’ve come to this massive epiphany, don’t panic! you can still flip your life around, all you have to do is take what i say seriously & apply it. 

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ii. the truth about imagination.

unlike what you’ve been told for ages, imagination isn’t fake!

in order to experience the life that you want, you HAVE TO internalize this for the rest of your journey: imagination is the only, true reality. the contents you’re currently experiencing physically is just a result of whatever you’ve accepted as fact within it. it’s impossible to experience anything outside of that 

EVERYTHING STARTS & ENDS IN IMAGINATION BECAUSE IT’S THE ONLY THING THAT EVER SHAPED THIS WORLD. 

every single occurrence in your life is just you experiencing what you’ve accepted as fact in imagination. nothing more, nothing less. 

also, imagination is not visualizing. imagining is the action of forming new ideas, concepts or images that aren’t present to the physical senses. this is why you have the ability to experience things that appear to be reality despite the fact that it’s not actually happening outside of you.

“but what about the 3d?” about that, the 4d & the 3d are one. one cannot exist without the other. they were never separate to begin with. how? because the reason you’re aware of your 3d in the first place is because you accepted it as real in imagination first. 

you see how imagination is the blueprint for your whole experience? you’ve always lived in imagination and operated from it before you were even aware of what truly created your life.

“well jay, we can’t live in imagination forever i want my desire in the 3d NOW 🤬🤬!!”

hey remember when you finally got your desires, but all of a sudden they faded away or started “reverting” back to how things were, & you started spiraling? wondering how this could even happen despite the fact that “you did everything right?”.  plot twist: it was because you never accepted your desire as a done fact. you were so dead set on changing what was outside of you, instead of what you needed to change within. 

the 3d never will fulfill you. it’s not your life, or your reality. it’s just a dimension in which imagination is expressed. think of the 3d as clay, despite the fact that its material stays the same, it can morph into whatever you can imagine. your 3d will always follow your 4d, it’s the only thing it can do. as long as you keep seeing your 3d as something outside of you, you’re going to stay in a cycle of manic micromanagement of your thoughts & emotions. making self sabotage your ultimate downfall. 

the 3d will change on its own the second you accept a new truth. even if you don’t see it with your physical eyes, it doesn't matter. when it comes to the 3d, your goal isn’t to change it or ignore it. it's in your face 24/7, ofc you can't ignore that. you’re supposed to not let it have the last word. you understand you do not deserve to live your life via what the outer world says about you. you have always had the FIRST & FINAL word, & deserve to experience that. the only thing that matters is what you’ve accepted as fact & walk in the conviction of it being done.  

you need to come to peace with the fact that even though imagination is the only cause of reality, you can never change the 3d if you don’t change imagination first. your imagination is not a machine, you can't expect it to spit out whatever you want the second you think of it. if you know that your 3d is WITHIN your imagination, & imagination is the only thing that needs to change, why are you mad at the 3d for not changing if you haven’t changed ANYTHING about who YOU are in IMAGINATION??

brace yourself, this is going to sound extremely corny & cliche. many have reported vomiting rainbows after hearing this, but the inside is really what matters. 

how many times have you heard of people who have a perfect life but they never feel satisfied with having it, despite literally having EVERYTHING the want?? IT’S BECAUSE THEY HAVEN’T ACCEPTED THAT WHAT THEY HAVE IS REALLY THEIRS TO BEGIN WITH. 

changing the 3d was never, ever your goal. it starts changing automatically the second you assume a new state, making your new experience come your way, so don’t worry about it. even though you CAN manifest how you’ll receive your desire, that is not your responsibility. 

if you truly want to change your life, please understand that this is your one, & ONLY goal: become aware of a desire being yours in imagination & accept it as your reality.

that is all you need to do. just assume that it is done, and confidently walk in that conviction.

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iii. who are you, really?

you are pure consciousness, aka I AM. you’re never tied to a state, they’re just labels. hence why switching a state is the easiest thing in the world. remove any & all labels you have attached to you currently, & what’s the only thing left?

I AM.

🎀 note: self = i am, i have = pure consciousness can be used interchangeably. it’s the same thing, y’all.

you are the only operant power who has the ability to change what goes after I AM.

I AM is always in a present tense, it’s always a declaration of current awareness.

the only thing that needs to be changed if you want to experience what you desire is self.

for example, you want to manifest being with your sp. you can affirm on a daily basis for hours on end about how they’re yours, but if your I AM stays intact (I AM still manifesting my sp), the only thing you’re going to experience is being in a state of limbo with hot & cold behavior from your sp to accompany it. 

as i established earlier, it’s impossible to experience anything outside of imagination. anything you do outside of your I AM is never going to make any change in imagination. you need to feel that you are who you want to be in order to successfully manifest. 

“jay we don’t have to feel emotions to manifest. emotions don’t manifest.”

feeling / feel = the confident acceptance of knowing that your desire is a present fact.

you are allowed to be emotional, acknowledge that your 3d sucks, and just let yourself be deflated. i’m not saying that you should ignore that. however, you must bounce back to feeling the wish fulfilled. never let your 3d have the last word. 

the only thing you need to do to change a state is to just change what goes after I AM & accept it. don’t reason with it, don’t reason into it, don’t look for proof 0.3 seconds after changing it. trust that it's already done and walk in that conviction.

for some of you, it’ll feel weird or uncomfortable at first, & you might be super hyper aware of it. but, as long as you keep persisting (dwelling) in that new state, it’ll just become natural. 

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iv. breaking down the law. 

alright, now we’re getting into the GOOD shit. 

what is the law of assumption? how can we work with it?

it’s a universal law in which, an assumption though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact.

so, let’s break this down:

an assumption = what you accept to be true about yourself. 

“well, ACKTUALLY 🤓 ☝🏾, that doesn’t make any sense because according to the twitter thread i just read, it’s a thing IN GENERAL that you accept to be true without proof. it’s not necessary to make it about you.”

oh, okay. if that’s the case then how come you only received little to nothing of what you wanted for the past 4 years despite the fact that you were doing “everything right"?

yeah that’s what i thought. 

now, we know by now that who we’re being in imagination is what shapes our reality. it’s all about SELF. 

no matter how many times you affirm that you have big, doe eyes, an hourglass figure & a bmw is currently residing in your garage, if you don’t change self, nothing in your reality will change.

back to the sp example, let’s say, you have commitment issues (like the majority of humanity). you want to make sure your sp has eyes on you and you only. what do you think is the correct approach to solve this internal problem?

assume that you are in a secure relationship with a loyal partner. 

assume that your sp only has eyes for you & will physically vomit if they look at another human being. 

if you answered a., congratulations on actually paying attention to what i was saying. 

if you answered b., congratulations on not losing your sanity with how many times you’ve committed this error. 

notice how i said,  “what do you think is the correct approach to solve this internal problem?”. you need to change self, not your sp. “jay, free will isn't a thing, right?”. yes, and no. whatever you assume about anyone, they only operate freely according to the role you gave to them in imagination. remember when you used to assume someone in your class was an asshole, & then they just happened to operate as one by dogging on you for no reason? you didn’t assume that they’ll do that specifically, but it happened because their behavior falls into the role you assigned to them. 

people aren’t puppets. you can’t control how they’ll act 24/7 or what they should do 24/7. because a. that directs your attention to controlling the 3d which you’re not supposed to do, & not to mention, you’re just straight up treating them as your property lol. no matter how hard you try to make them do something in the 3d, it’s gonna drive you insane because you’re not changing self. thus, explaining the lack of change in your 3d. 

i am dating my sp = ✔ sp is my partner = 🚫 i have a loyal, loving partner = ✔ sp is obsessed with me = 🚫

neverrrrr give your energy towards changing whatever is outside of you, always prioritize changing self!

though false = despite what the 3d is currently showing you. 

this one is self-explanatory. it doesn’t matter what the 3d shows you, keep being persistent in the fact that you already have what you want. remember, what you feel to be true will triumph your physical senses. 

if persisted in, will harden into fact = returning to of your desired state until you confidently feel your desire to be a fact. 

contrary to popular belief, persisting isn’t affirming on loop. it’s continuing being aware of the fact that you already have what you want. 

despite you feeling super sad, it doesn’t strip you of your identity. you just don't stop being you everytime you feel like shit. that's dumb, lol. whatever you’re doing in the 3d, unless you allow it, can never strip you of who you’ve accepted to be in imagination.

do you think rihanna is out here suppressing all of her negative emotions in fear that her entire legacy will crumble because she let a tear slip? no! 

every state you keep being aware of (returning to) is what manifests. 

if you’re going back to dwell in a state so much to the point where you can confidently accept it as fact, that’s the experience that’ll be expressed. 

it doesn’t matter if you’re ignoring whatever you're currently accepting, affirming against it isn’t enough. self is the only thing that needs changing. not your neural pathways, or your "subconscious". you literally need to direct your awareness to what you want to feel. that's it!

the only job you need to fulfill is to keep persisting in your desire until you accept it as done. 

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v. final thoughts + reminders!

take this information & actually apply it if you wish to work with this law to its fullest potential. reading about it all day, every day isn’t going to help you change. even if you’re reading source, what’s the point if you’re not putting it into practice?

so, as this series continues, please take what i say seriously & practice it. i believe in you, so you should yourself a favor and believe in yourself. 

💭 reminders!

imagination will always be the only casual power. everything you're experiencing is just a result of imagination and what you've accepted as done within it. there's no outersource aside from you! tap into your power and use it to the fullest!

time & circumstances do not matter! the second you shift your state, the 3d will instantly match it. everything can (& will!) change in an instant. 

who you’re being in imagination now is the only thing that matters. your reality is only shaped by that, anyway. 

never settle. practice brazen impudence. you already have what you want in imagination. never take no for an answer. you have the final word, not the 3d. 

when in distress, turn to imagination. need confirmation? always turn within. want to experience your desire? always turn within. 3d got you stressed out? always turn within it. inner fulfillment above everything! do it because you can and because it makes you feel better. with this knowledge, why go back to feeling miserable when you don't have to?

always go to the end. be honest, do you really want to affirm for the next hour to get a text from some guy? clearly not. you want that wholesome, fairy-tale romance that'll make every k-drama cower in shame. you want the end result, not the in-between. next time you have a desire, jump to the end and claim it as done!

fall in love with your new state. have fun with your imagination. i mean, you are going back to it consistently, you might as well make it fun every time you return, right? do whatever you want in there, and accept it as done when you're satisfied!

your only job is to keep being aware of creation being finished. you're not creating your desired from the ground up, you're just becoming aware of the finished product. keep doing so until you can't deny it anymore and accept it as done. nothing more, nothing less. 

your desire is a solid guarantee! as long as you accept it as done, there’s literally nothing that can get in your way to prevent it from happening! 

prioritize yourself. even though manifestation sounds great, you can’t (consciously) revolve your whole life around it. do what you gotta do in the 3d, don't neglect it in hopes of something happening. have fun, relax, LIVE A LITTLE. your acceptance has you covered, your desire will unfold in the best way possible. but for now, be aware that your desire is a present fact & done. 

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and with all that being said, chapter one of my new series is finally done! yay! also, i've always been the one to not force whatever i'm sharing down people's throats. you can either take it, or leave it. just don't go onto a burner to cuss me out in hopes of raising my blood pressure, it's not gonna work. if you have any questions left after this post, i'll link @edwardartsupplyhands 's channel here! he is the one who inspired me to make my own series on the law too! (after i disappeared for months). you can also go onto his reddit page if you don't get what neville's saying, lol. chapter two will be out soon! promise! until then, log off and apply. you won't regret it! ;)

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COMFORTING REMINDERS ୨୧

creation is finished. your desires are yours RIGHT NOW. no one’s taking them away from you.

time does NOT exist. it is a man-made concept, it’s not based. you are always living in the NOW, what happened in the “past” and what is going to happen in the “future” doesn’t matter.

you’re doing everything correctly. no ‘if, but, how’ allowed to question. you are on the right track. keep it going.

once you assumed your desires as facts, you created your new reality and started living in it that very moment.

your mind could NEVER betray you. allow yourself to feel your emotions and live them out. rant about whatever it is that’s concerning you. as long as you BELIEVE in yourself, you have your desires locked in.

the 3d is NOT the enemy. it’s a mirror. and it always reflects imagination (=what you have faith in). it can’t fool you or disobey to you.

you choose for yourself. and you chose to live the life that you always deserved to live. if you have it in imagination, it’s a fact.

if you’re struggling in the 3d right now, just know that you are not alone. and you are heard and loved. if you’re reading this, i just want to let you know that you’re an amazing human being and that you are strong. i love you ♡

࿐ I forgot who the inspo for this was, please send me an ask if you know who the original creator was!

Q: Why do we not realize our unlimited being?

Lester: We have the conviction that we can't do it. If we were not convinced that we couldn't do it, we could do it quickly, even in a moment. How long should it take one with all knowledge, all power to recognize that he is all knowledge, all power? No time! And each one of us is that all powerful, all knowing individual. It seems so hard, almost impossible, only because we won't do it. That's why it is so difficult, - we won't do it!

You hold the concept that you are a body, rather than that you are an infinite, unlimited being. As long as you hold to that concept, you're stuck with it. You don't look at the other, the opposite side of you, which is unlimited.

Q: Well then, could you say that the only thing between us and realization is a thought, really?

Lester: Yes, that's it. It is a thought that is the culmination of much thought. If you would just examine how your thoughts flow after I tell you that you are unlimited, you would discover that immediately you dive right into the thoughts of being a limited body. When I say that each one of you is infinite, unlimited, right now, - at that moment you get a feel of it.

Are you aware of the feel that you get as I say it? Right now, everyone here is infinite, unlimited, omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent. When I say that to you, for that instant you feel it, but the next moment you think you are the body, and immediately take your full attention off what you really are and put it on the concept of being only the body with all its affiliations.

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How many of you women go about every day trying to discover that you're a female? None. Who of you men go about every day trying to discover that you are a male? Why don't you? Why don’t you people want to be told that? Because you accept it without any doubt whatsoever. But you do not accept that you are infinite. Why not? Why play the game of limitation and be miserable? Why? I'm asking you' the questions now instead of you asking me.

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All right now, if you will be that "I," and only that "I,” then everything will turn out to be like a dream. And when you see it full, a dream that never really was.

Self-realization vs derealization

I saw an ask @adadisciple about derealization and thought I'd add my 2 cents here as I have experienced derealization in the past and might be able to offer a bit more insight. I didn't want to reblog that ask for personal reasons and also the response is really long. Disclaimer: I am not a therapist either, my thoughts are based on personal experience alone so take whatever feels right and leave the rest. Also I can't speak from the perspective of full realization as I am not there yet but hopefully this helps in some way.

When I first found non-dualism, I also had similar concerns as someone who had experienced derealization, I thought: was this another thing that was going to induce it?

Let's start with the definition (thank you Google) for those reading who may be unclear:

Depersonalization/derealization disorder involves a persistent or recurring feeling of being detached from one's body or mental processes, like an outside observer of one's life (depersonalization), and/or a feeling of being detached from one's surroundings (derealization).

From personal (human/ego) experience, this condition is purely of the mind and body with blocked awareness (? not sure if this is correct terminology, I am not talking about pure awareness in this case but more mindfulness*) and is often just a symptom of another mental or physical condition/illness such as depression/anxiety etc. The mind and/or body are just completely detached however, there is clouded awareness (due to the mind/body) and you just feel like you are existing and floating around. You are very much still a part of the world and identify as such even if you have lost faith in everything you feel as real. It's sort of hard to put into words but if you have experienced derealization too, then hopefully you can relate and understand what I am getting at. When I experienced it, I didn't know of any truth. I just lost faith in the world and didn't know what was real anymore. So, I was completely checked out.

*Mindfulness is paying full attention to what is going on in you and outside you, moment by moment, without judgment. (thanks Google)

Ada made a really good distinction here (I suggest reading the full ask)**:

The point of this all was to let go of concepts, let go of believing in things, investigating their validity, experimenting. Disbelieving you are Vanessa and denial are not the same thing. Denial is when you deny reality to something you're already giving reality to. Disbelieving was meant as an experiment, you never thought yourselves to be anything but this body, what will happen if you did?

**Actually, re-reading that ask made me realize maybe a reblog of an exercise I recommended is not the best since it instructs denial of what ego believes to be real instead of disbelief and experimentation (eep, Vanessa is still learning and evolving!). See my edit on this post :)

Here is another relevant and helpful ask by 4dbarbie:

I don't teach to do anything to the 3D, not even deny it. Not seeing the world as it is, is an aversion to it. - Lester Levenson Your 3D is right and perfect, what you see is what you are so even if you're seeing what 'you' don't want, the 3D is not wrong in being what it is. Fearing it, trying to manipulate it, lying to yourself about it being something different - all useless and vain attempts. See it as it is and it will fix itself. And no, being delusional is not good, it leads you not to trust your own judgment OR senses. Which is not right, why shouldn't you? What is wrong with your vision? Being delusional from your ego self is really harmful, someone could be abusing you and you would go "i'm sure that's not right he loves me so much in my 4D!!!"

So lets clarify the distinction:

Derealization = denial of everything while still identifying as the ego although not wanting to => ego experiences confusion/chaos/mental condition/disorders

Self-realization = disbelief of current reality concepts => letting go of such concepts and quieting the mind => experiencing the true Self (the creator of the mind) => permanent identification with Self, not imaginary concepts (including the ego) => Knowing Reality, and therefore realizing full peace and freedom

Now let's move onto practicing non-dualism. The basis of the practice is let go of thoughts, quiet the mind and focus on being awareness/I AM. It is all about letting go, not denial.

From a non-dualist perspective, derealization is just another mental concept/creation. When the mind is completely silent (and sustained) and pure awareness is realized and embodied, when Self is your permanent identification, when you (Self) know you are not your body not Vanessa feeling dissassociated from mind & body or just intellectually knowing it from learning concepts (important distinction!), it is not derealization, in fact it is the only reality, the only truth.

I have experienced short moments of experiencing myself as the pure witness where the mind was completely quiet and those short moments felt so peaceful, whole and true. There were no feelings of derealization in that moment because there was no active mind then. Right now, I do think my ego feels a bit derealized at times but this is because I have not fully identified with Self yet and it is also because my sense and understanding of reality is in the process of being recalibrated on this journey. When this happens, I sit in silence and go back to the one truth 'I Am' and feel myself into it and everything else melts away. The more you do this, the more you will feel the truth and peace until it becomes permanent (when you realize Self).

But no one can give you the whole truth but yourself.

Lester: Yes. However, knowing what you're telling me helps one let go of that obstacle of intellectual knowledge. I prod you in this direction, don It I? I say: “Don't believe anything. Start from scratch. Build up your knowledge on the solid foundation of proof, step by step.” Everyone must do this. Q: You can't take someone else's experience? Lester: Right, you would be working on hearsay, on what they have said, and the only useful thing is that which you experience. I relate it to driving a car. If I say I know how to drive a car after reading a book that directs you to turn the key on, start the motor, shift into drive and step on the gas, do I know how to drive a car? No, not until I experience it can I drive a car. It's the same thing on the path; we must experience everything. We must, of course, adopt the attitude that what the Great Ones say is so, that they have experienced it. However, you must check it out and prove it for yourself. And the basic Truth is that there’s only one Reality; there's only one absolute Truth, and that is that this whole world or universe is nothing but God, but better than that, is nothing but my very own Self. God could be far away; He could be miles and miles away in cosmic space, but my very own Self is right here, is something I know about, is something I can perceive, it is my very own Self! So, using Self as God is far more practical than putting Him out there, putting Him apart from us. But each one must start from the bottom and prove this whole thing for himself. As the proofs come, the more they come the more we accept until we experience the whole thing. - Lester Levenson, Session 11: Meditation with Quest - Keys to Ultimate Freedom

"And the basic Truth is that there’s only one Reality; there's only one absolute Truth" I literally didn't even read this excerpt before sharing it (searched the book for the keyword 'proof' because I was looking for another excerpt) but came to the conclusion after practicing and experiencing it for myself. And that is what you must do if you want the truth too. Experience and then decide for yourself.

This perceived and experienced knowledge is the only knowledge that does us any good. We can read everything on the subject, but it doesn’t help. Our life doesn’t change much, and it doesn’t because we don’t integrate the knowledge into our beingness through realization. Realized knowledge is nonintellectual, although the means we use are intellectual. We use our mind, we direct our mind toward the answer, but you will discover that the answer does not come from the mind. It comes from a place just behind the mind. It comes from the realm of knowingness, the realm of omniscience. By quieting the mind through stilling our thoughts, each and every one of us has access to this realm of knowingness. Then and there you realize, you make real. You know and you know that you know. - Lester Levenson, Session 6: Realization - Keys to Ultimate Freedom

If you want to understand more about the process of realizing Self, I recommend reading my 4dbarbie remix post. If you have already read it, reread it, maybe even read some of the referenced posts/asks and see if you get any new understanding. Or better yet, just sit in silence and stillness, quiet the mind and focus on 'I Am'.

I must emphasise that in non-duality, letting go of the ego is the basic foundation of practice as it is very much a journey of self-transformation (this is just another concept to help the ego understand, but you are always and have always been Self, you just do not see it as you are currently identified as the ego).

If you (the ego) are not willing to do that, then come back when you are ready. It is not up to anyone to convince you to adopt this practice and way of life.

you don't have to impress your subconscious mind. It just simply accept what you are conscious about and reflect that in your 3D. so be conscious about that you have your desires, you have what you want!!

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people are saying we need repetition to rewrite our brains and sometimes I think it’s true because of our years of programming from society. what’s your take on this? do you think we need to affirm on repeat, how do we enter the states for someone that thinks like this?

that doesn’t make sense to me. you don’t need to do anything but change your state. when you think in terms of “i need to affirm day in and day out to get rid of these beliefs” that is a state in itself. you are identifying as someone who still has those beliefs. today, tomorrow, the day after that as you affirm and affirm those beliefs “away”, it comes from the state of being “i still have these beliefs.” so they don’t actually go away. when you can decide that they’re gone now. instead of identifying as someone who needs to get rid of them, identify as someone who already has those desires, never having to worry about your old beliefs because that’s not you anymore. they don’t matter because you already have what you want. make sense?

the explanation was simple and useful, thank you for it 💗

GUYS!!!!! I DID IT!! I PUT THE PIECES TOGETHER, AND I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT MANIFESTING IS AND HOW TO DO IT NOW!!!!!!!

Ehem. Sorry. I'm very excited at the moment. Without further Ado, here is my epiphany from today!! As always, these are just my personal opinions, so take what resonates and leave the rest ❤️

The 4D is one part of reality. That is to say, imagination is an entire half of our experience. The other half of our experience is, of course, the physical reality, or 3D. This makes up one portion of US; I call it our awareness, and it is also called our consciousness. The other part of us is the part that remembers everything, known as the subconscious mind in the community.

The subconscious mind is often referred to as the creator of our reality, and in reality the subconscious mind is just as much a part of us as our imagination and our actual physical reality. Basically, the subconscious is our god state, higher self, etc. When we access it directly, we get into the void state, where we are pure consciousness, with no awareness.

So okay, we are consciousness and the subconscious, but what does that MEAN? The answer is so simple, and it's something repeated time and time again: you create your reality ENTIRELY. Every single thing (and this includes bad things like trauma, more on that in a sec) is created by your mind, because you aren't just awareness, you are also reality itself. The subconscious mind is everything and nothing (the void). It remembers everything but sees nothing, instead it reflects what happens in your mind onto the outside experience. Meanwhile, the conscious mind is the one that feeds the subconscious its information; it is the part that actually thinks. This is why changing your thoughts or your imagination or affirming or scripting WORKS. It's because you are BOTH the creator AND the creation.

Basically, our perception of reality and our perception of our thoughts is one part of us as a whole being. The other half of us is reality itself, every single possibility, waiting for us to tell us what is true so it can create that experience. That is why we can manifest. It also explains eiypo, because everyone and everything IS you: reality is literally created by your thoughts.

Okay, now onto explain why bad things aren't your fault, but first we need to understand that our mind tries to protect us from fully realizing our potential. Even as babies we were master manifestors, and as children we are better at manifesting because we have less limiting beliefs, so our mind needs to create barriers to protect us, because otherwise we would create our realities and possibly get hurt. Also, what child is ready to realize the responsibility that comes with this?

So, the mind plays a clever little trick on us, and separates our conscious and our subconscious minds, thus creating the effect of reality being your thoughts filtered by your EGO, which is basically you but without the knowledge that you are literally the creator of everything.

The good news is, you can TOTALLY bypass this whole thing by purposely affirming and ignoring what your senses are telling you. The subconscious mind is separated from your awareness, so it only has your neuron pathways to go by (basically the pathways created by your consistent thoughts), and it takes the information from those pathways and converts it into reality. Most of the time, reality is fixed, because most people don't know that they can control it, but once you find out how to, you can create these same pathways by just believing in something.

I like to refer to reality as being an elaborate scheme by your brain to make you not realize you're a god lmao.

So basically, until you learn to control it, this process of manifestation is controlled by the ego, and not by you directly. Because of this, you manifested/ created your trauma, along with everything else, but it is NEVER your fault that bad things happen until you FULLY realize your highest self, at which point you will have total control over your reality.

So how do you realize your highest self? It's really easy really! Just think how you normally do AS YOUR GOD SELF. Know that you have everything you want, because you are EVERY possibility, reality, circumstance, person, etc. Everything is you, everything comes from you, and nothing will ever stop that, so use it wisely.

Did I explain this well enough? It's kinda all over the place but I REALLY hope it makes sense because this is literally my thoughts in the god state. Good luck everyone!!

Idk what happened to me bug when I discovered nondualism I just GOT IT, like I was free I understood everything and I was confused at other ppl who would ask questions to other teachers bc I was like " that's so easy to understand as awareness" but then I fell off, overconsumed and can't believe anything. My mind/thoughts started going insane and i started having breakdown after breakdown and feeling trapped in my body. I started thinking about desires and mg thoughts were so rapid I'm getting legit migranes from all the stress, even when I try to detach from it, I don't know what tk believe I don't know what to do or whether to start. All I can think about right now is "how to" get my desires, "yow to" get back to that euphoric feeling in the beginning, right now it feels like nondualism is the worst thing to have happened to me bc I don't know what to do. Very sorry for how long this is but i think the confusion of everything overwhelms me :(.

I know what you're talking about, the high you get when you come across this info and it makes sense more than anything.

You're having trouble because you're trying to get rid of your ego. I'll give an example from real life the way I always do so you can understand better.

Let's say you have a pet dog, you're going out for brunch today, you're ten minutes late already and you haven't even picked an outfit. You're rushing and running all over your apartment trying to get to your closet, your dog happens to be in the way so you step on his paw. You're so desperate to leave that you yell at him "Get out of the way!". Immediately you feel bad, you forget you were rushing, get down to his level, hug him and apologize.

Your pet dog, in this case, is your ego. Treat it with compassion, stop bullying it, it's not its fault you're not where you should be. You think he's in the way so you get mad, you get frustrated it's not following instructions or refuses to step aside. But the ego is not the problem, nor in the way. Your attitude toward it is the problem. Let it be, it doesn't know any better!

Cease thinking it's you, there's nothing else to do.

You think you have to do this and that because you think you're it, and you should act from it. That is not the case. There's nothing to do except disbelieve.

You lack nothing at all, never have, never will. It is all a game of choice. You depend too much on the world, you want to make it follow your will. You think it's not and you spiral. The only way to control the world is to step out of the world. The ego is in the world, and not you. Both the ego and the world are in you. Think like this, act from this. Nothing more is required of you. When you're out doing your tasks, become aware - "not me", "not mine". "Well if I am not this, nor that, what am I?"

It is ignorance of yourself that makes you afraid and also unaware that you are afraid. Don't try not to be afraid. Break down the wall of ignorance first. People are afraid to die, because they do not know what is death. The jnani has died before his death, he saw that there was nothing to be afraid of. The moment you know your real being, you are afraid of nothing. Death gives freedom and power. To be free in the world, you must die to the world. Then the universe is your own, it becomes your body, an expression and a tool. The happiness of being absolutely free is beyond description. On the other hand, he who is afraid of freedom cannot die. - Nisargadatta

Leave poor Vanessa alone, with both her desires and fears, disbelieve you are her until reality becomes self-obvious.

let these doubts and negative thoughts go don't give them the attention they want. Are they even doing you a favor? paying your rent?? let them go no holding them anymore just tell them you don't care and never would believe them, accept the truth that you can have whatever you want right now

4dbarbie remix: You're dreaming from memory

4dkelly notes: This could be a good introductory pointer for those new to non-dualism. Probably my last remix for a while because they always start off as a fun or great idea that ends up taking way too much time and mental energy lol. Also I know it says 4dbarbie remix and it's because I extracted all the text from her posts but almost half of this adaptation post is made with direct or adapted excerpts from the book I Am That by Nisargadatta Maharaj as she often incorporated his words into her posts so it might be more accurate to call it a 4dbarbie and I Am That remix. I've marked extracts that are from the book with an asterisk (*). My highlight colour key: key concepts are in pink, action points in purple, really important points in red, my notes (which are minimal) in blue

There is nothing that exists. Only you do. 1 The only thing you know for sure is: 'here and now, I am'. Remove the 'here and now', the 'I am' remains, indisputable. The world exists in memory, memory comes into consciousness; consciousness exists in awareness and awareness is the reflection of the light on the waters of existence. 2*

The person is a very small thing. Actually it is a composite, it cannot be said to exist by itself. Unperceived, it is just not there. It is but the shadow of the mind, the sum total of memories. Pure being is reflected in the mirror of the mind, as knowing. What is known takes the shape of a person, based on memory and habit. It is but a shadow, or a projection of the knower onto the screen of the mind. 3*

You (Self) are projecting this very moment live. Nothing is happening to you, I mean literally. Nothing is out there. 4 Everything you see and experience is only a mental condition, a dream-like state, easy to dispel by questioning its reality. It's you imagining it as real and fighting it with all your might that keeps it alive. In this dream, you imagine yourself to be a process, to have a past and future, to have history. In fact, we have no history, we are not a process, we do not develop, nor decay. 5*

When you sleep at night, you think the world you're dreaming of is real. You wake up in the morning and you go on living in a different world, which you also think is real. But while you were in the first dream you had no memory of this world, did you? You come into the waking state and forget all about that dream (because you dismiss it as unreal & imagined so you have no reason to care once the experience is over). You're present in a second dream, and you deal with this one because now that's "what is real". But there is no difference between sleeping and waking, awareness is the background of both. You just think the waking state more real because you've dreamt it over and over and reinforced your belief. They're equally imaginary. 6

Each and every moment is projected on your consciousness but in reality, there is no link or cause between them. Memory gives the illusion of continuity and repetitiveness creates the idea of causality (e.g. I have blue eyes because I take after my mom). When things repeatedly happen together, we tend to see a causal link between them. It creates a mental habit, but a habit is not a necessity.* Drop it. You, now, even if recreated completely from memory and appearing the same, are still doing the creating/projecting live. It is all memory carried over into the now. You never move, your mind does. You don't arrive anywhere, you've always been there. You don't become, you already are. 1

Memory seems to being things to the present out of the past, but all that happens does happen in the present only. It is only in the now that phenomena manifest themselves. Thus, time and causality do not apply in reality. You are prior to the world, body and mind. You are the sphere in which they appear and disappear. You are the source of them all, the universal power by which the world with its bewildering diversity becomes manifest. 7*

You recreate the world every day from memory. There is no yesterday but your memory of it. There is no tomorrow but your thought of it. You are moving from now into now, and nothing has reality but in your mind. In deep sleep you are no one, no thing, you are not aware of being anything. You are just aware of being. There is no world, no one, not even 'yourself'. 8 In the absence of the mind, even the sense 'I am' dissolves. There is no 'I am' without the mind. All experience subsides with the mind. Without the mind, there can be no experiencer nor experience. 8*

Consciousness creates the mind which projects the world, built of memory and imagination.* You create a world, then you create an ego in it that is desiring some thing - look at it, you are doing that now. Stop the urge to create and recreate worlds of desires. 1 You don't have to live by memory. You can see the world as it is, a momentary appearance in consciousness. 7*

See all as a dream and stay out of it. While it lasts, the dream has temporary being. It is your own desire to hold on to it that creates the problem. Let go. Stop imagining that the dream is yours. 5*

Realize your true being, all else will follow and take care of itself. You will no longer feel the need to manifest or get things, because you see you are the one imagining the things. You already are, and if you want to observe yourself as 'something', you can. After you rid yourself of your belief that you are the ego, you no longer feel compelled in any direction whatsoever. You do not feel like you need to be the body you imagine you were born with (because you were never it in the first place), or watch Sandra's from afar. You’re free to do or not to do whatever you want; you are dreaming, and you know you are dreaming, there is nothing to fear or fight, because all is yours. The thing to do is to establish that permanently, for all time. Then you can play any part you so desire, and be totally unaffected by it. 3

Free from memory and expectation, you are fresh, innocent and wholehearted. Needing nothing, you are unafraid. Whom to be afraid of? There is no separation, we are not separate selves. There is only one Self, your Self. 1*

Become aware that the waking state is just a dream and life will forever be a breeze. 6 When the world is real, it is heavy. When the Self is real, the world is light. 3#

References

4dbarbie posts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8

* Text excerpts from I Am That by Nisargadatta Maharaj

# from Keys to The Ultimate Freedom by Lester Levenson