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You are afraid of success

Because failure is much more validating. Failure will pat you on the back and say, "maybe next time, hun", it will feed you anticipation and that flutter of trepidation in your chest when you think of success, it will make you feel comfortable in that bog you settled in.

The illusion of productivity keeps you in that mindset and prevents you from facing this fear. It keeps you feeling busy so you don't feel bad about being stagnant. It tells you you're walking in strides while you actually stand still, avoiding the discomfort of fully committing to success. Just like buying a dozen of fancy pens and notebooks instead of writing a book, you busy yourself with useless tasks that keep you from actually applying.

You can shift and manifest with just an intention and without any effort, but some of you are afraid of accepting even that. Just another script for my another DR, just another playlist with dozens of subliminals (do you even listen to them more than twice before creating a new one?), just another small "check" before a big manifestation, just another hour of reading through Tumblr/Pinterest/Reddit/TikTok posts and success stories, just another pile of photographed and screenshotted angel numbers. Are you not tired?

Shifting and manifesting are mundane and trivial to the point of being innate to you. If you have an apple in your hand, do you daydream about it? Do you create playlists named "🐁 🎀 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓁𝑒 🎀 🐁"? Do you buy a special knife that you proudly call "my apple knife"? Do you create moodboards for this apple? No, if you want an apple and you have it, you bite it.

You already have and know everything there is to know, and nothing will happen unless you actually start applying. You may know that only intention works, but did you internalize this knowledge? A lot of you throw fancy manifesting lingo while still persisting in the state of lack. Remembering and knowing is not the same as applying. Don't let this mistake keep you on Shiftblr until 2030.

Another tip about 'materialization', a lot of you are coming from a place of "let me make this thing suddenly appear that wasn't already here before" or "I don't have this thing and now I'm suddenly going to have this thing"

Both of which indicate that you still think you are Vanessa, and that you are in lack!

It's okay to be human, to feel emotions. this will not affect your manifestation in any way. you were born to experience humanness. do not go feral trying to manifest guys, it's absolutely okay to spiral, you can always go back to your state, you do not have to be perfect my darlings. applying the law should not always be in your mind. of course, you are god and you create everything but do not forget to enjoy the human experience as well.

the more you read, the more you will be trapped in a cycle of wanting the ego to understand. leave the ego alone, it dissolves when you don't pay attention to it. it can't ever understand because it's limited. you, however, are not. identify with the self not the human body. don't try to do it, don't force yourself to meditate or read 10 books (unless you aren't reading them to get something). all you have to do is just be. lose the sense of doership. the ego might have to do things to accomplish something but you are not the ego, you already just are everything. there is no doing involved, just being, but don't trap yourself in forcing yourself to just be because that leads to you still listening to the egos desire to want. there is nothing to want or desire if you are the universe.

just rest. if you feel desire, don't try to convince your ego that you already have it, just view the thought and drop it and things will unfold the way you'd like for all is I AM.

The huge confusion lies on thinking you are in the body, when in reality the body is in you. Imagination is not somewhere in the body's brain, the body is in your imagination. Everything the body does, thinks, says, sees, it is in your imagination. Not in the body. Everything that is perceived is in you, not you in it.

There is no you in a 4D or 3D (mentioning it because I got a question asking about 3D). The 3D is in you, again, not "in you" as "in the body" in you as in awareness, understand?

I think that saying something is "within you" might be interpreted as "within the body" NO! Even the body is within you. Take some time to think of it, see you, not as the body but as the dreamer of the body, because THAT is what you are.

Idk what happened to me bug when I discovered nondualism I just GOT IT, like I was free I understood everything and I was confused at other ppl who would ask questions to other teachers bc I was like " that's so easy to understand as awareness" but then I fell off, overconsumed and can't believe anything. My mind/thoughts started going insane and i started having breakdown after breakdown and feeling trapped in my body. I started thinking about desires and mg thoughts were so rapid I'm getting legit migranes from all the stress, even when I try to detach from it, I don't know what tk believe I don't know what to do or whether to start. All I can think about right now is "how to" get my desires, "yow to" get back to that euphoric feeling in the beginning, right now it feels like nondualism is the worst thing to have happened to me bc I don't know what to do. Very sorry for how long this is but i think the confusion of everything overwhelms me :(.

I know what you're talking about, the high you get when you come across this info and it makes sense more than anything.

You're having trouble because you're trying to get rid of your ego. I'll give an example from real life the way I always do so you can understand better.

Let's say you have a pet dog, you're going out for brunch today, you're ten minutes late already and you haven't even picked an outfit. You're rushing and running all over your apartment trying to get to your closet, your dog happens to be in the way so you step on his paw. You're so desperate to leave that you yell at him "Get out of the way!". Immediately you feel bad, you forget you were rushing, get down to his level, hug him and apologize.

Your pet dog, in this case, is your ego. Treat it with compassion, stop bullying it, it's not its fault you're not where you should be. You think he's in the way so you get mad, you get frustrated it's not following instructions or refuses to step aside. But the ego is not the problem, nor in the way. Your attitude toward it is the problem. Let it be, it doesn't know any better!

Cease thinking it's you, there's nothing else to do.

You think you have to do this and that because you think you're it, and you should act from it. That is not the case. There's nothing to do except disbelieve.

You lack nothing at all, never have, never will. It is all a game of choice. You depend too much on the world, you want to make it follow your will. You think it's not and you spiral. The only way to control the world is to step out of the world. The ego is in the world, and not you. Both the ego and the world are in you. Think like this, act from this. Nothing more is required of you. When you're out doing your tasks, become aware - "not me", "not mine". "Well if I am not this, nor that, what am I?"

It is ignorance of yourself that makes you afraid and also unaware that you are afraid. Don't try not to be afraid. Break down the wall of ignorance first. People are afraid to die, because they do not know what is death. The jnani has died before his death, he saw that there was nothing to be afraid of. The moment you know your real being, you are afraid of nothing. Death gives freedom and power. To be free in the world, you must die to the world. Then the universe is your own, it becomes your body, an expression and a tool. The happiness of being absolutely free is beyond description. On the other hand, he who is afraid of freedom cannot die. - Nisargadatta

Leave poor Vanessa alone, with both her desires and fears, disbelieve you are her until reality becomes self-obvious.

Self-realization vs derealization

I saw an ask @adadisciple about derealization and thought I'd add my 2 cents here as I have experienced derealization in the past and might be able to offer a bit more insight. I didn't want to reblog that ask for personal reasons and also the response is really long. Disclaimer: I am not a therapist either, my thoughts are based on personal experience alone so take whatever feels right and leave the rest. Also I can't speak from the perspective of full realization as I am not there yet but hopefully this helps in some way.

When I first found non-dualism, I also had similar concerns as someone who had experienced derealization, I thought: was this another thing that was going to induce it?

Let's start with the definition (thank you Google) for those reading who may be unclear:

Depersonalization/derealization disorder involves a persistent or recurring feeling of being detached from one's body or mental processes, like an outside observer of one's life (depersonalization), and/or a feeling of being detached from one's surroundings (derealization).

From personal (human/ego) experience, this condition is purely of the mind and body with blocked awareness (? not sure if this is correct terminology, I am not talking about pure awareness in this case but more mindfulness*) and is often just a symptom of another mental or physical condition/illness such as depression/anxiety etc. The mind and/or body are just completely detached however, there is clouded awareness (due to the mind/body) and you just feel like you are existing and floating around. You are very much still a part of the world and identify as such even if you have lost faith in everything you feel as real. It's sort of hard to put into words but if you have experienced derealization too, then hopefully you can relate and understand what I am getting at. When I experienced it, I didn't know of any truth. I just lost faith in the world and didn't know what was real anymore. So, I was completely checked out.

*Mindfulness is paying full attention to what is going on in you and outside you, moment by moment, without judgment. (thanks Google)

Ada made a really good distinction here (I suggest reading the full ask)**:

The point of this all was to let go of concepts, let go of believing in things, investigating their validity, experimenting. Disbelieving you are Vanessa and denial are not the same thing. Denial is when you deny reality to something you're already giving reality to. Disbelieving was meant as an experiment, you never thought yourselves to be anything but this body, what will happen if you did?

**Actually, re-reading that ask made me realize maybe a reblog of an exercise I recommended is not the best since it instructs denial of what ego believes to be real instead of disbelief and experimentation (eep, Vanessa is still learning and evolving!). See my edit on this post :)

Here is another relevant and helpful ask by 4dbarbie:

I don't teach to do anything to the 3D, not even deny it. Not seeing the world as it is, is an aversion to it. - Lester Levenson Your 3D is right and perfect, what you see is what you are so even if you're seeing what 'you' don't want, the 3D is not wrong in being what it is. Fearing it, trying to manipulate it, lying to yourself about it being something different - all useless and vain attempts. See it as it is and it will fix itself. And no, being delusional is not good, it leads you not to trust your own judgment OR senses. Which is not right, why shouldn't you? What is wrong with your vision? Being delusional from your ego self is really harmful, someone could be abusing you and you would go "i'm sure that's not right he loves me so much in my 4D!!!"

So lets clarify the distinction:

Derealization = denial of everything while still identifying as the ego although not wanting to => ego experiences confusion/chaos/mental condition/disorders

Self-realization = disbelief of current reality concepts => letting go of such concepts and quieting the mind => experiencing the true Self (the creator of the mind) => permanent identification with Self, not imaginary concepts (including the ego) => Knowing Reality, and therefore realizing full peace and freedom

Now let's move onto practicing non-dualism. The basis of the practice is let go of thoughts, quiet the mind and focus on being awareness/I AM. It is all about letting go, not denial.

From a non-dualist perspective, derealization is just another mental concept/creation. When the mind is completely silent (and sustained) and pure awareness is realized and embodied, when Self is your permanent identification, when you (Self) know you are not your body not Vanessa feeling dissassociated from mind & body or just intellectually knowing it from learning concepts (important distinction!), it is not derealization, in fact it is the only reality, the only truth.

I have experienced short moments of experiencing myself as the pure witness where the mind was completely quiet and those short moments felt so peaceful, whole and true. There were no feelings of derealization in that moment because there was no active mind then. Right now, I do think my ego feels a bit derealized at times but this is because I have not fully identified with Self yet and it is also because my sense and understanding of reality is in the process of being recalibrated on this journey. When this happens, I sit in silence and go back to the one truth 'I Am' and feel myself into it and everything else melts away. The more you do this, the more you will feel the truth and peace until it becomes permanent (when you realize Self).

But no one can give you the whole truth but yourself.

Lester: Yes. However, knowing what you're telling me helps one let go of that obstacle of intellectual knowledge. I prod you in this direction, don It I? I say: “Don't believe anything. Start from scratch. Build up your knowledge on the solid foundation of proof, step by step.” Everyone must do this. Q: You can't take someone else's experience? Lester: Right, you would be working on hearsay, on what they have said, and the only useful thing is that which you experience. I relate it to driving a car. If I say I know how to drive a car after reading a book that directs you to turn the key on, start the motor, shift into drive and step on the gas, do I know how to drive a car? No, not until I experience it can I drive a car. It's the same thing on the path; we must experience everything. We must, of course, adopt the attitude that what the Great Ones say is so, that they have experienced it. However, you must check it out and prove it for yourself. And the basic Truth is that there’s only one Reality; there's only one absolute Truth, and that is that this whole world or universe is nothing but God, but better than that, is nothing but my very own Self. God could be far away; He could be miles and miles away in cosmic space, but my very own Self is right here, is something I know about, is something I can perceive, it is my very own Self! So, using Self as God is far more practical than putting Him out there, putting Him apart from us. But each one must start from the bottom and prove this whole thing for himself. As the proofs come, the more they come the more we accept until we experience the whole thing. - Lester Levenson, Session 11: Meditation with Quest - Keys to Ultimate Freedom

"And the basic Truth is that there’s only one Reality; there's only one absolute Truth" I literally didn't even read this excerpt before sharing it (searched the book for the keyword 'proof' because I was looking for another excerpt) but came to the conclusion after practicing and experiencing it for myself. And that is what you must do if you want the truth too. Experience and then decide for yourself.

This perceived and experienced knowledge is the only knowledge that does us any good. We can read everything on the subject, but it doesn’t help. Our life doesn’t change much, and it doesn’t because we don’t integrate the knowledge into our beingness through realization. Realized knowledge is nonintellectual, although the means we use are intellectual. We use our mind, we direct our mind toward the answer, but you will discover that the answer does not come from the mind. It comes from a place just behind the mind. It comes from the realm of knowingness, the realm of omniscience. By quieting the mind through stilling our thoughts, each and every one of us has access to this realm of knowingness. Then and there you realize, you make real. You know and you know that you know. - Lester Levenson, Session 6: Realization - Keys to Ultimate Freedom

If you want to understand more about the process of realizing Self, I recommend reading my 4dbarbie remix post. If you have already read it, reread it, maybe even read some of the referenced posts/asks and see if you get any new understanding. Or better yet, just sit in silence and stillness, quiet the mind and focus on 'I Am'.

I must emphasise that in non-duality, letting go of the ego is the basic foundation of practice as it is very much a journey of self-transformation (this is just another concept to help the ego understand, but you are always and have always been Self, you just do not see it as you are currently identified as the ego).

If you (the ego) are not willing to do that, then come back when you are ready. It is not up to anyone to convince you to adopt this practice and way of life.

i love your last post so much. Everytime i find myself being too harsh, I like to remind myself of how greek gods, for example, were represented. They were seen as gods, but they were still showed as having flaws, as making mistakes, as having negative feelings. That didn't make them any less of gods to their human devotees' eyes, so why would we having those things makes any less gods to our own eyes? Damn it, even the abrahamic god who is seen as perfect regretted the great flood and proceeded with the great flood knowing they would regret it later on. If all these religious gods are allowed mistakes and regrets, so are we.

EXACTLYYYY EVERYONE READ THIS EVERYOME READ THIS AND ABSORB IT IN THEIR HEAD. SCREENSHOT. PRINT. HANG IT AS A POSTER IN YOUR BEDROOM.

Source: Reddit

This body is totally imagined. As I sit here on the couch, with my eyes closed, I see images of the body, I feel sensations associated with it, and it all happens within my perception; there’s nothing external in it. I open my eyes, I look at my hands and feet, and these so-called parts of my so-called body are still images and sensations within my perception. I can separate them from the rest of my visual world and call them my body, but that separation is still an act of mind, and the images are always of a past, even if the past happened a nanosecond ago. They’re part of a movie of reality; they’re not reality itself. Why would I believe that a movie on the mind’s screen is real? Every time I try to focus on what is real about this body, it’s gone, and the “I” who focuses is gone too. 

There’s nothing solid. Not only the dream but even the dreamer is forever gone. And the dreamed body—I sit it, I stand it, I walk it, I feed it, I brush its teeth, I dress it in clothes, I put it to bed at night and lift it from bed in the morning, and none of that is real. It’s all a projection of mind. To imagine that there is anything outside the mind is pure delusion.

Even physical pain is imagined. When you’re asleep, does your body hurt? When you’re hurting, and the phone rings, and it’s the call you’ve been longing for and you’re mentally focused on the conversation, there’s no pain. If your thinking changes, the pain changes.

Byron Katie

I wanted to share a few words of advice with you guys for times when you feel overwhelmed by doubt or uncertainty that you might fail or it won't turn out in your favor:

whenever I feel myself succumbing to an unfavorable pattern of thinking by giving into my worries, I like to recenter myself by remembering that I don’t live in a world of facts, I live in a world of imagination and the only one who can sabotage anything is myself by what I choose to be because I am, have been and always will be the cause, so if I can pick between being accepted or rejected and the same "effort" is required for both then why would I not pick acceptance?

a lot of us self sabotage by feeding into the unfavorable scenario because we have so many reasons to believe that it won’t work out. but you don’t need to be concerned with it “working out” or not because creation is finished. you’re not "creating" a state of consciousness because they all exist within you awaiting occupancy. the means are not up to you to determine. you're only asked to accept it by claiming yourself to be via I AM.

I'll repeat this again because it's very important that you understand this: the world is a reflection of the state you choose to be conscious of. key word: choose. if you can choose fear, you can also choose love. if you can choose failure, you can also choose success. every possibly conceivable state is ready for you to select and occupy at all times. there's no need to fear the outer world since it's only showing you your self concept (the state you have selected willingly or unwillingly). when you bring yourself back to this fact, you realize that you really are above your fear and you no longer need to feel bound by it because you can always select something other than fear. the 3D cannot show you anything you aren’t conscious of being, so it’s always up to you whether you want to be conscious of winning or losing. it follows you, the 3D isn’t randomized and subject to chance, it is a reflection of you. at this and every moment you get to decide what the reflection will look like. so will you persist in desire or will you persist in fulfillment?

“but then how do i experience things physically” you absolutely can btw. you just see a separation between whatever you physically see and whatever is in your imagination despite the fact that they both share the same awareness and awareness knows no prejudice. its not telling you that your physical world is any more real, you as the observer who is observing these forms of consciousness is telling yourself that. remove the separation and experience whatever the hell you want!

Q: Why do we not realize our unlimited being?

Lester: We have the conviction that we can't do it. If we were not convinced that we couldn't do it, we could do it quickly, even in a moment. How long should it take one with all knowledge, all power to recognize that he is all knowledge, all power? No time! And each one of us is that all powerful, all knowing individual. It seems so hard, almost impossible, only because we won't do it. That's why it is so difficult, - we won't do it!

You hold the concept that you are a body, rather than that you are an infinite, unlimited being. As long as you hold to that concept, you're stuck with it. You don't look at the other, the opposite side of you, which is unlimited.

Q: Well then, could you say that the only thing between us and realization is a thought, really?

Lester: Yes, that's it. It is a thought that is the culmination of much thought. If you would just examine how your thoughts flow after I tell you that you are unlimited, you would discover that immediately you dive right into the thoughts of being a limited body. When I say that each one of you is infinite, unlimited, right now, - at that moment you get a feel of it.

Are you aware of the feel that you get as I say it? Right now, everyone here is infinite, unlimited, omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent. When I say that to you, for that instant you feel it, but the next moment you think you are the body, and immediately take your full attention off what you really are and put it on the concept of being only the body with all its affiliations.

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How many of you women go about every day trying to discover that you're a female? None. Who of you men go about every day trying to discover that you are a male? Why don't you? Why don’t you people want to be told that? Because you accept it without any doubt whatsoever. But you do not accept that you are infinite. Why not? Why play the game of limitation and be miserable? Why? I'm asking you' the questions now instead of you asking me.

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All right now, if you will be that "I," and only that "I,” then everything will turn out to be like a dream. And when you see it full, a dream that never really was.

Accepting the present moment does not mean accepting whatever story you've attached to the present moment. Look at your surroundings without labeling or judging them.

OMGGGG it just made sense. i was reading Lester Levenson's guide to ultimate freedom just now and he mentioned this

Q: The desire is, “I haven't got.” Lester: Yes! You create an artificial lack, you create a lie when you say, “I haven't got.” Desire, causing you to feel “I have not,” will cause you to have not! Let go of desire and you feel “I have.” This causes things to come to you.

desires are just illusions, they aren't real. that's why everyone says to let them go. because it's ironic to say that we don't have what we want WHEN WE ALR HAVE IT. self is perfect, self has everything. we just "can't see it" because we are too attached to the thought of "not having it". i remember Ada said something like this too. like in order "to have" we must let go of the thought that we don't have it. so every time we feel desire, JUST LET GO. ITS NOT YOU FEELING THE DESIRE. ITS EGO. ego isn't real, so is the desire.

GUYS READ THE BOOK

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CHAPTER ONE :

a formal introduction to the law of assumption.

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୨୧ disclaimer: for anyone who’s entirely new to this law, throw everything you’ve ever known about the world out the window. i guarantee that leaving this post is going to leave you shocked, free, enlightened, maybe all three at once. enjoy ;)

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i. what is manifestation?

MANIFESTATION.

a word that has been on the minds of humanity since the dawn or time. the meer utter of the word can either cause a twinkle to appear in your eye, or a massive eye roll. looking back, what do you think when the word “manifestation” comes to mind?

is it some made up, magical thing that only the most powerful people can accomplish doing? & it’s only because they “made it happen” via endless years of hard work?

something that comes to pass after you “raise your vibrations” thanks to the guidance of the rose quartzes in your room, pages filled to the brim of written words in your gratitude journal & your latest ingestion of moon water?

the result of something because despite the fact that you’ve accepted that “ “you're the god of your reality”? it lead you to affirm 100k affirmations within the next 72 hours, through your tears. & even though you only got breadcrumbs of what you actually wanted, it was all WORTH IT, DAMN IT.

hey,

hey, 

lemme tell you a little shared secret,

whoever told you that was wrong. 

they had no idea what they were talking about. & by misfortune you believed it. 

now, lemme tell you what manifestation actually is:

manifestation is whatever reality you experience via whoever you assume you’re being.

that’s it. no, really! there’s no catch, or anything else deeper than that. 

that’s how the world works! that’s how we work. it’s the thing that keeps this little, silly thing we call society running. 

don’t believe me? speedrun through your entire life, right now.

that time you got dumped by someone you thought was the love of your life & left you for that one person you were worried about? you assumed that you got cheated on.

that time you failed that test despite the fact that you studied every single day for the past month? you assumed that you’re a terrible student.

that time you always got complimented & later found out it was out of pity? you assumed that you were ugly. 

you see a pattern here? it all came down to YOU. not your sp, not your questionable public education system, it was all YOU. you were the only person who accepted & internalized those things, despite what the world showed you. you didn’t make anything happen, you were just going through the (unfortunate) reality whatever state you accepted. 

🎀 note: just want to make this very, very clear: if you were hurt or abused, it was not your fault. prior to this post, you didn’t know the law of assumption was even a THING, so no, you didn’t manifest that experience. that burden lies on whoever did that to you. please understand that.

now that you’ve come to this massive epiphany, don’t panic! you can still flip your life around, all you have to do is take what i say seriously & apply it. 

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ii. the truth about imagination.

unlike what you’ve been told for ages, imagination isn’t fake!

in order to experience the life that you want, you HAVE TO internalize this for the rest of your journey: imagination is the only, true reality. the contents you’re currently experiencing physically is just a result of whatever you’ve accepted as fact within it. it’s impossible to experience anything outside of that 

EVERYTHING STARTS & ENDS IN IMAGINATION BECAUSE IT’S THE ONLY THING THAT EVER SHAPED THIS WORLD. 

every single occurrence in your life is just you experiencing what you’ve accepted as fact in imagination. nothing more, nothing less. 

also, imagination is not visualizing. imagining is the action of forming new ideas, concepts or images that aren’t present to the physical senses. this is why you have the ability to experience things that appear to be reality despite the fact that it’s not actually happening outside of you.

“but what about the 3d?” about that, the 4d & the 3d are one. one cannot exist without the other. they were never separate to begin with. how? because the reason you’re aware of your 3d in the first place is because you accepted it as real in imagination first. 

you see how imagination is the blueprint for your whole experience? you’ve always lived in imagination and operated from it before you were even aware of what truly created your life.

“well jay, we can’t live in imagination forever i want my desire in the 3d NOW 🤬🤬!!”

hey remember when you finally got your desires, but all of a sudden they faded away or started “reverting” back to how things were, & you started spiraling? wondering how this could even happen despite the fact that “you did everything right?”.  plot twist: it was because you never accepted your desire as a done fact. you were so dead set on changing what was outside of you, instead of what you needed to change within. 

the 3d never will fulfill you. it’s not your life, or your reality. it’s just a dimension in which imagination is expressed. think of the 3d as clay, despite the fact that its material stays the same, it can morph into whatever you can imagine. your 3d will always follow your 4d, it’s the only thing it can do. as long as you keep seeing your 3d as something outside of you, you’re going to stay in a cycle of manic micromanagement of your thoughts & emotions. making self sabotage your ultimate downfall. 

the 3d will change on its own the second you accept a new truth. even if you don’t see it with your physical eyes, it doesn't matter. when it comes to the 3d, your goal isn’t to change it or ignore it. it's in your face 24/7, ofc you can't ignore that. you’re supposed to not let it have the last word. you understand you do not deserve to live your life via what the outer world says about you. you have always had the FIRST & FINAL word, & deserve to experience that. the only thing that matters is what you’ve accepted as fact & walk in the conviction of it being done.  

you need to come to peace with the fact that even though imagination is the only cause of reality, you can never change the 3d if you don’t change imagination first. your imagination is not a machine, you can't expect it to spit out whatever you want the second you think of it. if you know that your 3d is WITHIN your imagination, & imagination is the only thing that needs to change, why are you mad at the 3d for not changing if you haven’t changed ANYTHING about who YOU are in IMAGINATION??

brace yourself, this is going to sound extremely corny & cliche. many have reported vomiting rainbows after hearing this, but the inside is really what matters. 

how many times have you heard of people who have a perfect life but they never feel satisfied with having it, despite literally having EVERYTHING the want?? IT’S BECAUSE THEY HAVEN’T ACCEPTED THAT WHAT THEY HAVE IS REALLY THEIRS TO BEGIN WITH. 

changing the 3d was never, ever your goal. it starts changing automatically the second you assume a new state, making your new experience come your way, so don’t worry about it. even though you CAN manifest how you’ll receive your desire, that is not your responsibility. 

if you truly want to change your life, please understand that this is your one, & ONLY goal: become aware of a desire being yours in imagination & accept it as your reality.

that is all you need to do. just assume that it is done, and confidently walk in that conviction.

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iii. who are you, really?

you are pure consciousness, aka I AM. you’re never tied to a state, they’re just labels. hence why switching a state is the easiest thing in the world. remove any & all labels you have attached to you currently, & what’s the only thing left?

I AM.

🎀 note: self = i am, i have = pure consciousness can be used interchangeably. it’s the same thing, y’all.

you are the only operant power who has the ability to change what goes after I AM.

I AM is always in a present tense, it’s always a declaration of current awareness.

the only thing that needs to be changed if you want to experience what you desire is self.

for example, you want to manifest being with your sp. you can affirm on a daily basis for hours on end about how they’re yours, but if your I AM stays intact (I AM still manifesting my sp), the only thing you’re going to experience is being in a state of limbo with hot & cold behavior from your sp to accompany it. 

as i established earlier, it’s impossible to experience anything outside of imagination. anything you do outside of your I AM is never going to make any change in imagination. you need to feel that you are who you want to be in order to successfully manifest. 

“jay we don’t have to feel emotions to manifest. emotions don’t manifest.”

feeling / feel = the confident acceptance of knowing that your desire is a present fact.

you are allowed to be emotional, acknowledge that your 3d sucks, and just let yourself be deflated. i’m not saying that you should ignore that. however, you must bounce back to feeling the wish fulfilled. never let your 3d have the last word. 

the only thing you need to do to change a state is to just change what goes after I AM & accept it. don’t reason with it, don’t reason into it, don’t look for proof 0.3 seconds after changing it. trust that it's already done and walk in that conviction.

for some of you, it’ll feel weird or uncomfortable at first, & you might be super hyper aware of it. but, as long as you keep persisting (dwelling) in that new state, it’ll just become natural. 

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iv. breaking down the law. 

alright, now we’re getting into the GOOD shit. 

what is the law of assumption? how can we work with it?

it’s a universal law in which, an assumption though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact.

so, let’s break this down:

an assumption = what you accept to be true about yourself. 

“well, ACKTUALLY 🤓 ☝🏾, that doesn’t make any sense because according to the twitter thread i just read, it’s a thing IN GENERAL that you accept to be true without proof. it’s not necessary to make it about you.”

oh, okay. if that’s the case then how come you only received little to nothing of what you wanted for the past 4 years despite the fact that you were doing “everything right"?

yeah that’s what i thought. 

now, we know by now that who we’re being in imagination is what shapes our reality. it’s all about SELF. 

no matter how many times you affirm that you have big, doe eyes, an hourglass figure & a bmw is currently residing in your garage, if you don’t change self, nothing in your reality will change.

back to the sp example, let’s say, you have commitment issues (like the majority of humanity). you want to make sure your sp has eyes on you and you only. what do you think is the correct approach to solve this internal problem?

assume that you are in a secure relationship with a loyal partner. 

assume that your sp only has eyes for you & will physically vomit if they look at another human being. 

if you answered a., congratulations on actually paying attention to what i was saying. 

if you answered b., congratulations on not losing your sanity with how many times you’ve committed this error. 

notice how i said,  “what do you think is the correct approach to solve this internal problem?”. you need to change self, not your sp. “jay, free will isn't a thing, right?”. yes, and no. whatever you assume about anyone, they only operate freely according to the role you gave to them in imagination. remember when you used to assume someone in your class was an asshole, & then they just happened to operate as one by dogging on you for no reason? you didn’t assume that they’ll do that specifically, but it happened because their behavior falls into the role you assigned to them. 

people aren’t puppets. you can’t control how they’ll act 24/7 or what they should do 24/7. because a. that directs your attention to controlling the 3d which you’re not supposed to do, & not to mention, you’re just straight up treating them as your property lol. no matter how hard you try to make them do something in the 3d, it’s gonna drive you insane because you’re not changing self. thus, explaining the lack of change in your 3d. 

i am dating my sp = ✔ sp is my partner = 🚫 i have a loyal, loving partner = ✔ sp is obsessed with me = 🚫

neverrrrr give your energy towards changing whatever is outside of you, always prioritize changing self!

though false = despite what the 3d is currently showing you. 

this one is self-explanatory. it doesn’t matter what the 3d shows you, keep being persistent in the fact that you already have what you want. remember, what you feel to be true will triumph your physical senses. 

if persisted in, will harden into fact = returning to of your desired state until you confidently feel your desire to be a fact. 

contrary to popular belief, persisting isn’t affirming on loop. it’s continuing being aware of the fact that you already have what you want. 

despite you feeling super sad, it doesn’t strip you of your identity. you just don't stop being you everytime you feel like shit. that's dumb, lol. whatever you’re doing in the 3d, unless you allow it, can never strip you of who you’ve accepted to be in imagination.

do you think rihanna is out here suppressing all of her negative emotions in fear that her entire legacy will crumble because she let a tear slip? no! 

every state you keep being aware of (returning to) is what manifests. 

if you’re going back to dwell in a state so much to the point where you can confidently accept it as fact, that’s the experience that’ll be expressed. 

it doesn’t matter if you’re ignoring whatever you're currently accepting, affirming against it isn’t enough. self is the only thing that needs changing. not your neural pathways, or your "subconscious". you literally need to direct your awareness to what you want to feel. that's it!

the only job you need to fulfill is to keep persisting in your desire until you accept it as done. 

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v. final thoughts + reminders!

take this information & actually apply it if you wish to work with this law to its fullest potential. reading about it all day, every day isn’t going to help you change. even if you’re reading source, what’s the point if you’re not putting it into practice?

so, as this series continues, please take what i say seriously & practice it. i believe in you, so you should yourself a favor and believe in yourself. 

💭 reminders!

imagination will always be the only casual power. everything you're experiencing is just a result of imagination and what you've accepted as done within it. there's no outersource aside from you! tap into your power and use it to the fullest!

time & circumstances do not matter! the second you shift your state, the 3d will instantly match it. everything can (& will!) change in an instant. 

who you’re being in imagination now is the only thing that matters. your reality is only shaped by that, anyway. 

never settle. practice brazen impudence. you already have what you want in imagination. never take no for an answer. you have the final word, not the 3d. 

when in distress, turn to imagination. need confirmation? always turn within. want to experience your desire? always turn within. 3d got you stressed out? always turn within it. inner fulfillment above everything! do it because you can and because it makes you feel better. with this knowledge, why go back to feeling miserable when you don't have to?

always go to the end. be honest, do you really want to affirm for the next hour to get a text from some guy? clearly not. you want that wholesome, fairy-tale romance that'll make every k-drama cower in shame. you want the end result, not the in-between. next time you have a desire, jump to the end and claim it as done!

fall in love with your new state. have fun with your imagination. i mean, you are going back to it consistently, you might as well make it fun every time you return, right? do whatever you want in there, and accept it as done when you're satisfied!

your only job is to keep being aware of creation being finished. you're not creating your desired from the ground up, you're just becoming aware of the finished product. keep doing so until you can't deny it anymore and accept it as done. nothing more, nothing less. 

your desire is a solid guarantee! as long as you accept it as done, there’s literally nothing that can get in your way to prevent it from happening! 

prioritize yourself. even though manifestation sounds great, you can’t (consciously) revolve your whole life around it. do what you gotta do in the 3d, don't neglect it in hopes of something happening. have fun, relax, LIVE A LITTLE. your acceptance has you covered, your desire will unfold in the best way possible. but for now, be aware that your desire is a present fact & done. 

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and with all that being said, chapter one of my new series is finally done! yay! also, i've always been the one to not force whatever i'm sharing down people's throats. you can either take it, or leave it. just don't go onto a burner to cuss me out in hopes of raising my blood pressure, it's not gonna work. if you have any questions left after this post, i'll link @edwardartsupplyhands 's channel here! he is the one who inspired me to make my own series on the law too! (after i disappeared for months). you can also go onto his reddit page if you don't get what neville's saying, lol. chapter two will be out soon! promise! until then, log off and apply. you won't regret it! ;)

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ive never understood that when you have a problem the only way to get rid of it is not identifying with the problem and letting yourself be, but then what will actually take care of that problem? how is to let yourself be? is it to recognize you’re not the body-mind?

read this first part

i spent like 5 minutes looking for a 4dbarbie post that fits your question, but the thing is they all do. i could put like 10 posts here, but that's not helpful. i need you to act from the understanding and see what happens.

(world includes body and mind too)

world is just thoughts in mind

mind is not real

so, world is not real in the way that you think it is

it seems real

so problem not real

are you gonna allow a thought to filter natural perfection? this happens when you identify with it

try it and see. take attention away from anything you want. remember to be honest with yourself, so many times you can be like "I've moved on" but you actually haven't.

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I sincerely apologise for writing this. i feel really conflicted right now. I have been getting suicidal thoughts lately because of my circumstances. Sometime I feel like I don’t even want to exist. I came to non-duality from loa. I spent 3 years trying to “manifest” a peaceful life. Trying to escape from my circumstances and wake up to a completely different life.

I make myself promises to like “manifest my desired life my the end this month” or “to stop making the same mistake” but I end up breaking them. I felt like I over consumed alot and now I don’t know where to begin or what to detach from. I tell myself that I’ll throw my phone aside and start applying but then I get caught up in my problems again and it’s just a cycle on repeat.

I have to say I’m quite ashamed of myself. Not being able to accomplish anything in my life and disappointing those around me despite knowing the law of assumption and now non-duality.

This is probably the most stupidest thing I have ever asked but could you simply non-duality in a a few sentences? I feel like I have come to the point where I can’t even trust myself to stop over consuming and wishing for change. Thank you.

you might benefit from this and this.

i really would like you to read this!

the body-mind, the "I" you think you are, i'll call them sam!

give up trying to manifest. give up trying to change the world with sam's thoughts and feelings, its torture.

here's the main point:

simple mindfulness is what gurus have asked of us. not convincing, denial or forcing. its observing. 

observe the habit of 'you'. you take the "I" to be the body-mind, sam. sam is a habit, and is sustained through attachment and aversions. drop them.

all you need to fix is your wrong identification. let go of sam and all their stories.

if you find yourself forcing, suppressing, or trying to get rid of sam (something that you don't do), then remember this: god is already perfect. the answer is to surrender.

there's no image or role to maintain. you can just be.

here's a more in depth reminder.

there's so many words for Self: Absolute Perfection, Bliss, Infinite Being, Supreme Reality. i want you to remember I AM. I AM is complete and whole, alone. its just beingness. just as it is. before the world and sam, you are conscious. before wanting, you are conscious.

nondualism's goal is letting go of all the concepts that stop you from seeing Self.

the body-mind is a thought. its an idea. you are already detached from sam. but you don't see it bcs you are identified with them right now. you are attached to your character, and we want to release all those attachments.

"the identity is a shadow. it is not us. analyze your mind briefly, and you will find that is nothing but a byproduct of societal conditioning, peer opinions, books, movies, whatever content you've most willingly consumed." - luvcompass

the mind is just a bunch of thoughts, feelings and memories. are you a thought? are you a story? are you a memory? are you a feeling?

sam is. but you are not sam.

sam doesn't want sam and all the stories anymore (likely because you think you are stuck as sam). but sam never was. sam is an idea, a story. they are a thought in the mind. because you are identified as sam, you see sam. without your awareness on sam, sam wouldn't be.

Unless they understand who they really are, that Vanessa (sam) is a habit and nothing more - that nothing has existence outside of awareness, including her, that awareness assigns reality and is the only reality - they're always going to struggle to control something and get frustrated they don't see what they think they're aware of. What you're aware of is what you're being. You can't be aware of being something new while also being Vanessa. [source]

The ego is an activity, its not innate, its FORMED.

"Ego (sam) is not an entity. It is an activity. It is an optional activity of identifying itself with a fragment that Consciousness is free to make or not, from moment to moment." [source]

and by habit of taking the "I" to be sam, it continues.

focus on respond vs react. start catching yourself out when you say 'i am ...', start asking questions to yourself abt who 'i' is. start watching your thoughts. learn how to feel your emotions when they come up, don't run away from them or they will continue to come up until you deal with it. this is a process of allowing.

"I make myself promises to like “manifest my desired life my the end this month” or “to stop making the same mistake” but I end up breaking them."

i want you to accept now. you are sam, so you see sam. stop chasing a future that will never come. there's only ever the present moment.

To be identified to your mind is to be trapped in time: the compulsion to live almost exclusively through memory and anticipation. This creates an endless preoccupation with past and future and an unwillingness to honor and acknowledge the present moment and allow it to be. The compulsion arises because the past gives you an identity and the future holds the promise of salvation, of fulfillment in whatever form. Both are illusions. — Eckhart Tolle

what would happen if you stopped using the past as a reference? what would happen if you stopped projecting past stories into the future? what would happen if you stopped thinking of a tomorrow?

"i felt like I over consumed alot and now I don’t know where to begin or what to detach from."

start with "who am i?". anything you can outgrow? not you. anything you can observe ? not you. in the absense of it, you don't disappear? not you. it changes and you don't disappear? not you.

how do you know you are sam except by your belief that you are sam?

"I have to say I’m quite ashamed of myself. Not being able to accomplish anything in my life and disappointing those around me despite knowing the law of assumption and now non-duality."

read this. also, there are no others. you are seeing yourSelf play out.

let go of the shame, regret and guilt. read the linked post, and watch the source from the first quote, it'll help. i also want you to watch this.

give yourself compassion. give yourself space to grow. sam is a random person just like anybody else, so why chastise them for stuff that just happens?

sam cannot do anything in the first place. (what is sam gonna do to change the infinte? why would the infinite need changing anyway?)

you are putting pressure on sam to change the world, but really Self orchestrates all. sam is just another creation of Self. this entire world is Self's expression. give up intellectualising what sam did, maybe it has nothing to do with you and it just happened?

sam is not a problem or mistake!

sam is already part of infinity and exists whether sam likes it or not. you are unconditionally accepted already as perfection or else you wouldn't be here.

“All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love. Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors.” - nisargadatta maharaj

i'm sorry i wrote too much, but i hope this helps! please be safe!

4dbarbie remix: You're dreaming from memory

4dkelly notes: This could be a good introductory pointer for those new to non-dualism. Probably my last remix for a while because they always start off as a fun or great idea that ends up taking way too much time and mental energy lol. Also I know it says 4dbarbie remix and it's because I extracted all the text from her posts but almost half of this adaptation post is made with direct or adapted excerpts from the book I Am That by Nisargadatta Maharaj as she often incorporated his words into her posts so it might be more accurate to call it a 4dbarbie and I Am That remix. I've marked extracts that are from the book with an asterisk (*). My highlight colour key: key concepts are in pink, action points in purple, really important points in red, my notes (which are minimal) in blue

There is nothing that exists. Only you do. 1 The only thing you know for sure is: 'here and now, I am'. Remove the 'here and now', the 'I am' remains, indisputable. The world exists in memory, memory comes into consciousness; consciousness exists in awareness and awareness is the reflection of the light on the waters of existence. 2*

The person is a very small thing. Actually it is a composite, it cannot be said to exist by itself. Unperceived, it is just not there. It is but the shadow of the mind, the sum total of memories. Pure being is reflected in the mirror of the mind, as knowing. What is known takes the shape of a person, based on memory and habit. It is but a shadow, or a projection of the knower onto the screen of the mind. 3*

You (Self) are projecting this very moment live. Nothing is happening to you, I mean literally. Nothing is out there. 4 Everything you see and experience is only a mental condition, a dream-like state, easy to dispel by questioning its reality. It's you imagining it as real and fighting it with all your might that keeps it alive. In this dream, you imagine yourself to be a process, to have a past and future, to have history. In fact, we have no history, we are not a process, we do not develop, nor decay. 5*

When you sleep at night, you think the world you're dreaming of is real. You wake up in the morning and you go on living in a different world, which you also think is real. But while you were in the first dream you had no memory of this world, did you? You come into the waking state and forget all about that dream (because you dismiss it as unreal & imagined so you have no reason to care once the experience is over). You're present in a second dream, and you deal with this one because now that's "what is real". But there is no difference between sleeping and waking, awareness is the background of both. You just think the waking state more real because you've dreamt it over and over and reinforced your belief. They're equally imaginary. 6

Each and every moment is projected on your consciousness but in reality, there is no link or cause between them. Memory gives the illusion of continuity and repetitiveness creates the idea of causality (e.g. I have blue eyes because I take after my mom). When things repeatedly happen together, we tend to see a causal link between them. It creates a mental habit, but a habit is not a necessity.* Drop it. You, now, even if recreated completely from memory and appearing the same, are still doing the creating/projecting live. It is all memory carried over into the now. You never move, your mind does. You don't arrive anywhere, you've always been there. You don't become, you already are. 1

Memory seems to being things to the present out of the past, but all that happens does happen in the present only. It is only in the now that phenomena manifest themselves. Thus, time and causality do not apply in reality. You are prior to the world, body and mind. You are the sphere in which they appear and disappear. You are the source of them all, the universal power by which the world with its bewildering diversity becomes manifest. 7*

You recreate the world every day from memory. There is no yesterday but your memory of it. There is no tomorrow but your thought of it. You are moving from now into now, and nothing has reality but in your mind. In deep sleep you are no one, no thing, you are not aware of being anything. You are just aware of being. There is no world, no one, not even 'yourself'. 8 In the absence of the mind, even the sense 'I am' dissolves. There is no 'I am' without the mind. All experience subsides with the mind. Without the mind, there can be no experiencer nor experience. 8*

Consciousness creates the mind which projects the world, built of memory and imagination.* You create a world, then you create an ego in it that is desiring some thing - look at it, you are doing that now. Stop the urge to create and recreate worlds of desires. 1 You don't have to live by memory. You can see the world as it is, a momentary appearance in consciousness. 7*

See all as a dream and stay out of it. While it lasts, the dream has temporary being. It is your own desire to hold on to it that creates the problem. Let go. Stop imagining that the dream is yours. 5*

Realize your true being, all else will follow and take care of itself. You will no longer feel the need to manifest or get things, because you see you are the one imagining the things. You already are, and if you want to observe yourself as 'something', you can. After you rid yourself of your belief that you are the ego, you no longer feel compelled in any direction whatsoever. You do not feel like you need to be the body you imagine you were born with (because you were never it in the first place), or watch Sandra's from afar. You’re free to do or not to do whatever you want; you are dreaming, and you know you are dreaming, there is nothing to fear or fight, because all is yours. The thing to do is to establish that permanently, for all time. Then you can play any part you so desire, and be totally unaffected by it. 3

Free from memory and expectation, you are fresh, innocent and wholehearted. Needing nothing, you are unafraid. Whom to be afraid of? There is no separation, we are not separate selves. There is only one Self, your Self. 1*

Become aware that the waking state is just a dream and life will forever be a breeze. 6 When the world is real, it is heavy. When the Self is real, the world is light. 3#

References

4dbarbie posts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8

* Text excerpts from I Am That by Nisargadatta Maharaj

# from Keys to The Ultimate Freedom by Lester Levenson

q&a

a q and a of most of my asks

basics

where do i start?

what do ppl who follow ND have as a "goal"?

is it necessary to read the book?

could you simplify non-duality in a few sentences?

how do i observe ego?

how do i practice letting my thoughts and emotions pass throughout the day?

i feel like i keep going back to my human body-self-mind. how do i stop this?

how do i just apply?

do i have to quiet the mind?

how is life a dream and also self?

if we choose what to take real or not, is ego truly real?

how to stop battling the ego?

who's the one thinking? Who's the thinker?

thoughts that come up in the mind and thoughts that don't

how to not get involved with the ego?

other questions

i am still trying to understand the concept of space-time.

does continuity not exist?

does remembering the past make it current?

what is imagination?

is detachment important?

what is self inquiry?

why would consciousness express in this body? why does manifestation exist? why do we still suffer?

ego worries

how would one approach in the dualistic perspective of being rejected, the need for validation, not feeling chosen?

i have to give up?? but i have a life and responsibilities?

how do i deal with the worst time of my life? / i've put my life on hold (tw: health problems, sa, death)

my ego lives such a boring life

my ego, how to make it stop calling me delusional? i have anxiety

dissociation and nondualism

how do things happen?

even if thoughts aren't me, they still limit me (+ how to view everything as self?)

progress

how do I remove the urge of trying to let this click?

I don’t actually really know how to apply any ND knowledge

i get really confused why they say stop trying to realize that you are oneness

i'm trying so hard and nothing is happening!

it feels like i'm just forcing myself... / self inquiry

am i supposed to just keep observing this character till what? what should i do now?

desires / choosing a different character

materialisation

how do we "choose a different character?"

is this not like loa?

using nondualism as a way to get something material?

i need to manifest instantly please help

i don't understand what to do about desires

how do i fix a big problem?

what is the point of being God if there is no desiring?

sp question

void state question

i don’t understand how when i imagine something is already happening?

i have to do something i don't want to do...

can i wake up in a better place?

changing the past

how to just choose what i want?

COMFORTING REMINDERS ୨୧

creation is finished. your desires are yours RIGHT NOW. no one’s taking them away from you.

time does NOT exist. it is a man-made concept, it’s not based. you are always living in the NOW, what happened in the “past” and what is going to happen in the “future” doesn’t matter.

you’re doing everything correctly. no ‘if, but, how’ allowed to question. you are on the right track. keep it going.

once you assumed your desires as facts, you created your new reality and started living in it that very moment.

your mind could NEVER betray you. allow yourself to feel your emotions and live them out. rant about whatever it is that’s concerning you. as long as you BELIEVE in yourself, you have your desires locked in.

the 3d is NOT the enemy. it’s a mirror. and it always reflects imagination (=what you have faith in). it can’t fool you or disobey to you.

you choose for yourself. and you chose to live the life that you always deserved to live. if you have it in imagination, it’s a fact.

if you’re struggling in the 3d right now, just know that you are not alone. and you are heard and loved. if you’re reading this, i just want to let you know that you’re an amazing human being and that you are strong. i love you ♡

࿐ I forgot who the inspo for this was, please send me an ask if you know who the original creator was!

Let's use logic to explain why you shouldn't actively try to "fix" or "solve" or "change" situations.

Suppose everything was your idea of perfect right now. Everything is exactly how you want it to be.

Now if this were true, what exactly is there to solve or change? What is there to fix?

What circumstances or obstacles are there to overcome? None, right?

So it doesn't make sense to fix something that doesn't exist! If everything was perfect right now, there'd be no thought of whatever old BS the ego was dealing with before.

There's no before. Only NOW. I promise it is SAFE to relax and just let yourself be.

only one creator; SELF.

all by realitywarpingg on insta

Reality is free-flowing. Reality is fluid. Reality is not dense. Reality is formless because I AM reality. Reality is not dense, it has the consistency of water forming itself to appear as something that's not permanent. Ice when frozen is still water, it melts. The same way, seeming 'external' circumstances and mind activity dissolve when SELF stops paying attention to it and instead pays attention to the character and reality SELF desires. Every moment is completely new; by completely, I mean COMPLETELY. Beliefs and thoughts the ego has at 09:55:06 is completely destroyed and recreated at 09:55:07. (I am using time to demonstrate a point as time is also an illusion that I, as Self, created). Memory creates the illusion of continuity. The ego believes that its events in life are linear, when in fact, there is no difference in eating food then leaving the restaurant and eating food and experiencing your own birth the next moment. Self decides what it wants to experience at every given moment, no matter how illogical it sounds to the conditioned mind. This is why I said reality is free-flowing; it is effortless, it has no form. The form is what you think and believe it to be.

Are you going to let go and believe in ME? I AM the way.

Reality is free-flowing. Reality is fluid. Reality is not dense. Reality is formless because I AM reality. Reality is not dense, it has the consistency of water forming itself to appear as something that's not permanent. Ice when frozen is still water, it melts. The same way, seeming 'external' circumstances and mind activity dissolve when SELF stops paying attention to it and instead pays attention to the character and reality SELF desires. Every moment is completely new; by completely, I mean COMPLETELY. Beliefs and thoughts the ego has at 09:55:06 is completely destroyed and recreated at 09:55:07. (I am using time to demonstrate a point as time is also an illusion that I, as Self, created). Memory creates the illusion of continuity. The ego believes that its events in life are linear, when in fact, there is no difference in eating food then leaving the restaurant and eating food and experiencing your own birth the next moment. Self decides what it wants to experience at every given moment, no matter how illogical it sounds to the conditioned mind. This is why I said reality is free-flowing; it is effortless, it has no form. The form is what you think and believe it to be.

Are you going to let go and believe in ME? I AM the way.

the outer world cannot be altered.

stop trying to change the physical. it cannot be changed. there is nothing outside of you that needs to change. it's simply impossible to try to mold it to your liking — with or without effort. your reality will forever remain the same if your state remains the same. because how can you change a thing and still maintain it from within you ?

you cannot create or change reality.

the 3D works as a mirror. the same way you cannot change if you only change yourself in the mirror, you cannot change your physical world if you don't change your mental world. you can't change anything or anyone, not even yourself if you only aim at the 3D. you can never force a change, manifest "through circumstances", urge things to happen or try to fix them.

you cannot remove circumstances.

talking about circumstances, you need to keep in mind that those are parts of the state you are currently experiencing. as you cannot change the state itself but only occupy a new one by leaving the old one, you cannot get rid of the so called "circumstances" which happen to be the very contents of that reality. they will forever exist for they are one of the infinite realities/states you can experience and are simply attached to that reality/state.

creation is finished, it's already done.

as i have mentioned before, the reason why you cannot change reality is the same as why you cannot create reality on your own. it's because creation is finished. it already exists. there is nothing left to do, nothing left to create. your desires exist the moment you desire them. that's when you become aware of their existence. and as your awareness creates reality — or in other words — as consciousness is the only reality, you can choose and select your desires and therefore your desired reality. remember, all states and thus all realities exist. anything you can think of is (quite literally) out there and obtainable for you.

you can only shift realities.

but how do you "change" reality then? by choosing and selecting your desired reality, aka by shifting realities. see, you leave your reality aka your state of consciousness the way it is and decide to occupy the one you want, leading it to its materialisation.

consciousness creates reality.

by "changing" your state aka shifting it, you naturally "change" your reality aka shift to it. that's because consciousness creates reality. your 4D "creates" your 3D and your 3D shows you exactly that. a change in state equals a change in consciousness which then has to result in a change of reality. so, in conclusion, you can never change, but only shift.

  ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀love and light, ella.

the “physical” world vs “imagination” = consciousness ☘️

i get a LOT of questions regarding people grasping the no separation, consciousness is the only thing that exist, but then they relate the “real world” to what they see physically. human senses are misleading and you should never lead your understanding with them.

for example, the kitchen stove now exist to you because you’re aware of it. do you see it right now though? do you hear it? can you taste it? no! but that doesnt mean it does not exist.

your physical world and how you perceive it is just as fake as your “imagination” and how you perceive it. the only real reality that exist right now is consciousness. consciousness is nothing because consciousness is everything. nothing goes on until you the observer observes moments happening. that is what the present is. that is the only perception of time you actually have. everything else like the past, future, tomorrow, yesterday, in a few hours doesn’t exist.

HOWEVER whatever you observe is not real because it CAME to your awareness. you had to become aware of it for it to exist, while consciousness will always exist. whether or not you understand non dualism, thats why it doesn’t matter if “you” don’t understand because the “you” that has to understand non dualism doesnt exist.

consciousness is the only thing that actually exist and you are this consciousness. a favorable story “you” like to tell yourself is that you are a human being experiencing this earth as a human. and i mean go for it but i wouldnt let it control you. because you are MUCH more.

i cannot describe exactly how powerful you are. its not possible because any words of power automatically limits us. “god” “master manifester” “shifter” “witch” “astrologer” are forms of consciousness youve created to understand human conditions. you are much more than that because you are all of that. so seeing you limit yourself to the human condition is very interesting to say the least. sure human emotions can be fun to experience but so can rollercoasters. are you gonna let that control you?

all im saying is, understand what you are and then you can truly experience “life” however you please. there’s nothing wrong with “desiring” youre just wasting energy by desiring the process to achieve things and not the thing itself. you are EVERYTHING so why limit yourself? you have everything instantaneous so why focus on getting anything?

would a god limit themselves? would a god look at the human condition and be like “damn youre so right this is hopeless..” no? then WHY are you? circumstances don’t arise with adjectives like “hard” or “easy” theyre just circumstances youre aware of and as the observer you give the circumstances their identity. whether or not its real, it is negative, positive, WHATEVER! all of these are connotations you as consciousness are giving these experiences. and it is your fault. by accepting responsibility of circumstances that arise and by working WITH them you can condition yourself into understanding theyre not real anyway. they only have the power the observer gives them. dont be a victim in your own reality. LIVE YOUR LIFE <3

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creation is finished.

the phrase "creation is finished" is a principle that most of us are already familiar with. it‘s the unchangeable fact that creation, in other words, what you can imagine — and what you desire — already exists. but how can this piece of information be so significant?

infinite realities exist.

now, with creation being finished you have a large variety, an infinite amount of realities to choose from. anything that you can think of exists already. you don’t need to "create" it, it’s just there. whatever reality you are currently experiencing, there is a version of you right now that‘s doing something completely different. but there is also a version of you right now that’s experiencing things nearly identical to you, but they are wearing a different coat. or they have blinked a couple of times more. or they didn’t pronounce the same word you did in this reality the same way. whatever it is, any reality you can imagine — no matter how identical it is to another — it exists.

all versions of you belong to you.

it’s important to note that these infinite realities are all yours. you don’t need to ask anyone to give them to you, you don’t need to ask for allowance or permission and you don’t need to seek for something outside of you. whatever you want, whatever you desire and whatever you wish to experience — you can give it to yourself. you can have it. you can own it. because you are the only person who is allowed to grant yourself your desires, for you are the only operant power and it’s your reality.

if you can desire it, you can have it.

did you ever think about why creation is finished? why does imagination create reality? why is your 3D mirroring your 4D? it’s because something exists once you desire it. see, if you desire something, you imagine it. imagining as in becoming aware of it. and if you can be aware of it, you can manifest it. you can shift to the reality where you have what you are wishing for — because there has to be a reality where your wish has been fulfilled.

imagination is your confirmation.

knowing that you can have anything, that you can become conscious of having, implies that imagination (you can also say consciousness or awareness) is the only evidence you need in order to manifest something. if you ever wonder about whether a desire of yours seems too impossible to manifest, keep in mind that you are the only validation you need. you are your own confirmation. you wouldn’t be able to manifest it if you couldn’t desire it. that’s proof enough. so, never ever question your desires!

select your desired reality.

what are you waiting for!? your desired reality exists RIGHT NOW as you are reading this and is waiting for you to experience it! think of your imagination as a library. whatever you want, whatever book (here: reality) you want to read, you can get it. it’s ALL in there, don’t worry. your only job is to DECIDE and TAKE (here: assume) your desired story and make it yours!

  ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀love and light, ella.