I Hope I’m Not Just A Mutual To You, But Also A Friend, And Deeply Deeply Fuckable

trying to get together my submission for a writing contest thing. process is going like this:

me: *frustratedly going through five multi-page google docs*

me: why i have written literally nothing in my lifetime

your friends think about you, y'know? they smile and think about goofy shit you've said. they pray for you. they smell your perfume in a shop and think of you fondly. they tell anecdotes involving you to strangers and friends. they remember the way you hug or bite or high five and want to repeat it with you. they love you. i promise.

I need to bother someone

life's gettin' boring

Standing in the pasta aisle eyes closed trying to picture the mouthfeel of different pasta shapes with perfect clarity in the theater of my mind

Okay so i listened to suggestions about Jayce being unhappy with the inflicting pain bit but being unable to say no!

Girls don’t want a Watcher subscription.

Girls want The Hot Daga to come back.

this, because existing on a platform where most of my mutuals understand and relate to what im going through/feeling has helped me more than anything else

tumblr is great bc I feel a little less alone in my experiences as a disabled person

ultimately the truth about frankenstein is that we are all grotesque amalgamations of the best and worst parts of everyone who came before us. and sometimes the people who are supposed to love us because of and in spite of this will not. and we can kill them with hammers for that. and i think that’s beautiful

WHY IS PAINTING FUR SO ARGHDHGJFJ

diversity win! the godlike creature who is literally the land you walk on (and also your brother’s dad) is genderqueer!