Kinda Wanna Be Loved, Kinda Wanna Be Dead

My every waking moment: they don't care, you're stupid, why'd you say that, why'd you eat that, shut up, kill yourself, I'm better off dead, no one needs me, you're so fucking fat, make it hurt more, no one gives a shit, the only way to get out of the way is to die, I want to die, why do I eat so much, I wish I was tiny, just die, they want you dead, die-

What I say to everyone else: I'm okay, just tired

they gon find you

gon catch you sleepin

I’m used to it tho…. 

queen

i get it, i fucked up. i always fuck up.

just remembered that tomorrow is another day I have to wake up and do things