Bro, I finally started losing w3ight again. Guess what....
I. GAINED. IT. ALL. BACK. IN. 2. DAYS.
idc if you reblog this from me but reblog it every time you see one of your friends or mutuals have reblogged it
Okay so I failed again today.. I need to lock in fr now. I hate myself so badly for this whyy 😭🙏
i probably weigh like 1 billion lbs now
idc if you reblog this from me but reblog it every time you see one of your friends or mutuals have reblogged it
My body is a circus and these are my clowns <3
I told my father I am @n0rexic and I would wanna recover, but I can't and would want help. Yk what he told me? "You don't have 4n4. You aren't thin enough." Well, f recovery then
Some inspo 4 myself
Why it's better to be sk11ny:
⤷ Your period is lighter
⤷ Being intoxicated gets doubled
⤷ Less hunger: Less room = Less desire to fill
⤷ Adorable in any fit; even simple sleepwear
⤷ You feel like the prettiest in the room
⤷ Looking down 💜
⤷ You can feel your organs, and when they aren't being pushed on it feels nice
⤷ You OWN zero sugar, no longer embarrassed by it
⤷ I always get very turned on by the emptiness in my stomach (↑ sex drive!!)
⤷ You're not embarrassed to go in public
⤷ Dieting is how you live. Again: Less embarrassment
⤷ Those comments are validating now, not off-putting and offensive
⤷ It's okay that you can only eat half of your meal.
⤷ Activity is twice as tiring, which makes it twice as rewarding.
⤷ Restriction isn't restrictive. You feel empowered by those numbers.
⤷ The sweetness from fruit is good enough. You no longer want candy or sugar-filled foods. (We don't talk about popsicles LMAO)
⤷ Talking about "it" mostly stops. You and your friends chat about that "fat bitch" now, and it's funny.
⤷ If you don't have friends, Ana has manifested. And you don't need the validation of your "friends".
Keep going. Soon, my love. You will get here. But not if you stop.