No Because I Feel Like I've Gotten Fatter Than When I Started

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Im out of a job for a couple weeks until i can find somewhere that will take me. I still need to pay rent, electricity, internet, and at least buy the pup and kitty some food. I cant go stay with my sister as she is still recovering and also we just do not live well together. Idk, if you have anything to spare ill be forever grateful.

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I actually hate my body like. I know I’m not ‘fat’ so people telling me that isn’t helpful but. I’m not skinny either. I still have fat on my body and my thighs touch and my arms jiggle and I can see some of my bones at the right angle and lighting but they don’t stick out enough and my stomach doesn’t cave inward and I can see my collar bones but necklaces don’t float over them yet and my cheekbones and jaw bone is visible but my cheeks are still doughy and my chins still double and I can see my knuckles but I can’t see the bones on my hand unless I move my fingers and even though I’ve gone down a band size my cup size is still the same and yeah I can see my ribs on my chest under the mirror light if I hold my arms up but I need them visible all the time and I can wrap my hand right around my wrist but I can’t see my wrist bone yet.

I’ve made enough progress to be a healthy weight now but I’m so far from perfection it hurts.

I just had a massieve b!nge, and now I am exercising to burn some of it off. Until now, I have burned 1/7th of the b!nge, so I am going strong, I guess? Idk I am gonna do omad tmr, because if I eat more, I am gonna actually kms, but if I don't eat anything, I am gonna faint and be sick, and yea sucky. Soooooo yea from now today another at least 1 hour of dancing and tmr and the day after omad! Wish me luck, guys 🙏

Guys, I was f4sting for quite a while, and then I was gagging and almost fainted, so I made that my metabolism day. 😭 Anyways, my friends found out now they want me to recover, but of course I don't want to because I finally started losing, so that's fun! I don't know why, but I love ranting on tumblr because you guys understand and don't judge ❤️ ily guys so much

My body is a circus and these are my clowns <3

My current motivation <3

I never got better, I was just distracted.

i wish blood was pink

me looking at the person im eating with to make sure im eating slower than them😭😭

To the LGBTQ+ community 🏳️‍🌈 — from a father in Gaza 🇵🇸

We live in Gaza, under siege, under constant fear — and now, under famine. 😔🍞

Last night, my little daughter, Alma 👧, cried herself to sleep. She whispered, “Daddy, I’m hungry…” 😢 But I had nothing to give her. Not even bread. Just pain. Just silence. 💔

There is no food here. The Israeli occupation 🚫📦 is blocking aid, food, and basic necessities from reaching us. There is no clean water 💧, no electricity ⚡, and now — a famine is killing our people, especially our children 🧒👶.

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