I Never Got Better, I Was Just Distracted.

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Im out of a job for a couple weeks until i can find somewhere that will take me. I still need to pay rent, electricity, internet, and at least buy the pup and kitty some food. I cant go stay with my sister as she is still recovering and also we just do not live well together. Idk, if you have anything to spare ill be forever grateful.

https://www.paypal.me/PallasfromTumblr

i’d care if the person i reblogged this from vanished

idc if you reblog this from me but reblog it every time you see one of your friends or mutuals have reblogged it

Hey, so I tried recovery, and I recovered. Or so I thought. Anyways I am now gaslighting myself that downloading tumblr again is really healthy, and yea. I don't wanna have 4n4 again, but i kinda do. I have missed it in a way, and idk this probably doesn't make any sense, but of course, i gained a lot of weight, so i am gonna try to lose it again.

I love you all!

Jiggly July

evil edbIr be like: Fast food february

Hey people,

I was on vacation and I tried r3c0vering. That didn't really work out for me. (I am absolutely pr0 r3c0very please atleast try it if you can) I gained a lot of w3ight and now I need to lose it all.

So, guys I am back.

Some th1nsp0

repost to have a flat stomach by the end of the month

Today I b!nged very badly, but I exercised like almost all day. I hope it won't be too bad, and I'll count today as a meta day. Scared to step on the scale 🫡🤞

I actually hate my body like. I know I’m not ‘fat’ so people telling me that isn’t helpful but. I’m not skinny either. I still have fat on my body and my thighs touch and my arms jiggle and I can see some of my bones at the right angle and lighting but they don’t stick out enough and my stomach doesn’t cave inward and I can see my collar bones but necklaces don’t float over them yet and my cheekbones and jaw bone is visible but my cheeks are still doughy and my chins still double and I can see my knuckles but I can’t see the bones on my hand unless I move my fingers and even though I’ve gone down a band size my cup size is still the same and yeah I can see my ribs on my chest under the mirror light if I hold my arms up but I need them visible all the time and I can wrap my hand right around my wrist but I can’t see my wrist bone yet.

I’ve made enough progress to be a healthy weight now but I’m so far from perfection it hurts.

Guys, I just finished the first volume of Skins on Netflix.

I. AM. IN. LOVE.

At first I really hated it but actually it's really amazing! (Ofc my favorite character is Cassie) Gonna binge watch this all day, lol

i wish blood was pink