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I'm a bit of a language nerd, and something hit my realization while I was learning German.

So we know that Japanese has "chan" when you want to call someone cute or endearing right??

Apparently German has that too?? But it's with an 'e' and not an 'a'! It means something cute or small ahfjdkksks, like liebchen, hälochen, and so on.

(PLEASE CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG OR IF I'M ACCIDENTALLY BUTCHERING YOUR LANGUAGE :") AM I DOING THIS CORRECTLY???)

Also the sprites and background are by Gatobob :)

STOP ATTACKING ME

yknow that post thats like “imagine if it was Gpop instead of Kpop and stans would tweet about dudes named Günther Schnitzel being a precious smol bean” cause thats literally just Rammstein fans

That girl is gone but I

That girl is gone but I still try

I think its over now

The bullet hit but maybe not

I feel so fucking numb

It hits my head and I feel numb

My bodys looking wrong

My bodys looking wrong

My bodys looking wrong

The #1 PlayStation 2 emulator, PCSX2, recently received a significant update. It was practically re-written from the ground up! And it now uses a similar UI as DuckStation. You can grab it from its homepage: https://pcsx2.net/

I rewrote my PCSX2 tutorial to reflect the new version: https://fantasyanime.com/emuhelp/pcsx2

One improvement that I quickly noticed was PCSX2 no longer shows obstructive artifacts when you upscale the resolution. Now it just works.

Left: Artifacts in PCSX2 v1 Right: Upscaled resolution in PCSX2 v2 with no issues

(Art by ThiccSnick on Discord, please support them if you can!)

Hey!

Welcome to my blog! Most of the things you need to know about me are already in the picture above!

As you can see, I'm refreshing it so I can finally reorganize and start everything from scratch again. I feel like I'm lazing off reblogging without any tags at all these days, and it can definitely be annoying to many. It feels.. messy. There's also my old interests that I don't indulge in anymore, and I'd rather not have people follow me for that sole reason. They will be reblogged over to a sideblog instead.

But anyway! I don't post BTD or horror content anymore. It has been damaging my own sanity, and I wasn't very mentally well at that time at the moment of posting those contents.

What I do post and reblog are mostly fitness, Alternative bands (mostly Industrial-leaning), motivational quotes, punk/Goth fashion and dark aesthetics. Maybe some Joan Jett, Rhea Ripley, and Brody Dalle too. Alt women are so cool!

Additional Info

Neurodivergency

Gender Identity & Sexuality

I'm diagnosed with PTSD, Dissociative Identity Disorder (I'm a protector + host!), and Autism. I also struggle with my math and poor motor skills. On top of that, my anxiety is also all over the place. Therefore, I do struggle to get on with my day sometimes with these issues, so please be patient with me!

You may follow my sideblogs here made by my alters from my system:

@peanutmcflurry - Host + Trauma Holder

@moda-alice - Caretaker

I used to identify as a trans masc person during my teens but after going through my own personal journey, I came to realize I wasn't exactly a trans masc person and desisted back to a bisexual cis woman. I did suffered under some form of internal misogynism and thought of femininity as something weak, so I used to try and appear as trans masc to appear like I'm "stronger" and more "unique than the other girls.". It's pathetic, and I am definitely deeply ashamed of that.

HOWEVER, this does not mean that gender criticals and TERFs should be welcomed on my blog. And I certainly do not appreciate anyone using my story to make some form of fear-mongering against trans and queer people. Everyone's journeys are different!

(Desisting meaning that I have not gone through any form of trans affirming healthcare, but I had identified as a trans/queer person before.)

Languages & Culture

I'm a Malay-Singaporean and lived here since birth. I mostly speak and type in English. It's easier for me to do that. I'm technically Indonesian-descent since I do have Javanese and Bugis ancestry in me. I'm also aware how I'm honestly aware that my culture's very underrepresented in the western media. Haha.

I do speak Malay and some Indonesian, but my skills in those are like, really rusty at the moment because I hardly consume content in those languages.

Malay and Indonesian are pretty similar, just like your Norsk languages or Dutch and German. It's just that I need sometime to read Indo properly or understand the slangs. It's not too bad, though.

Boundaries

1. Do not follow me if you're just in for Horrorporn/BTD content. I STRICTLY do not post those kinds of contents anymore.

2. TERFs, Gender Criticals, or any form of bigotry against marginalized groups are not welcome.

3. No flirting, unsolicited DMs.

I might add more if I needed to. But I believe that's about it for now. Thanks for reading this!

Ayam Penyet, Chicken Satay and Pisang Goreng Food for The Sims 2

These are 4to2 conversions from Icemunmun, medium poly (less than 3k). You need the invisible plate, included. This indonesian food can be prepared from the fridge;

Ayam Penyet: lunch and dinner time, same chili cooking skill points required Chicken Satay: lunch and dinner time, same hotdog cooking skill point required and available only with a grill Pisang Goreng: available anytime as a dessert, same pancakes cooking sill points required.

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Not sure why people wanna start shit but ok

First off, it should be said that these viewpoints are my own, and I keep these viewpoints on my own personal accounts. This user is looking at posts I’ve liked, and assuming the absolute worst of me. It bothers me that instead of just asking me (obviously I’m not hiding my opinions) they formed their own narrative and now they’re posting about it publicly, slandering my name, and defaming my character to a ton of people when they haven’t once asked me what’s up.

And since we're on the unfortunate topic of politics, I'll tell you right now that I don't lean on either side, I am an independent.

First off, yes, I do follow these accounts, and I can break down WHY.

Gays Against Groomers: Literally an organization comprised of both gays/queers AND trans people who are against the idea of children being groomed, especially in regards to gender ideologies. For myself, I did personally realize something was "off" with me when I was younger, I knew I was trans for a long time, but at the same time I would not be able to consent to getting gender transitioning care because I was a CHILD, who still pretended I was other things such as animals or Pokemon. To MAKE IRREVERSIBLE changes to YOUR child's body when they aren't even at the legal age to drink or get tattoos is crazy. There's also science involved in which putting your child on hormone blockers actually makes their bones more brittle, along with their brains not developing properly. With the medical world changing so quickly on people, I'm not saying kids can't be trans/experience dysphoria, but its wisest to wait until your old enough so that way your body can handle the medication and change, and so their brains are mature enough to consent to life changing decisions. I’ve worked with kids of all ages (kindergarten through high school) so I KNOW that some kids know what they’re about, but then there are just as many kids who will listen to whatever they’re told most frequently without actually using their brain and thinking about it for themselves/coming to their own conclusions.

I was also someone who was sexually groomed at the age of 16 by a 20 year old woman online, so I am 100% against ANY type of grooming.

Blaire White: I genuinely don't care if people lean left or right politically, and just because Blaire herself is conservative doesn't mean I agree with all of her views. She is also partnered with Gays Against Groomers so I just ended up following her and agreeing with some of her posts.

Stonetoss: Some of his comics are in poor taste and edgy admittedly, but once in a while there's a comic he makes me laugh. I don't see anything on how he's a Nazi however, that seems like a stretch. However, if anyone can provide actual proof of these claims, you can let me know. And again, I don't agree with all of Stonetoss's posts or comics. Just because you follow someone doesn't mean you 100% with EVERY SINGLE THING they say or do, that's crazy.

Transmedscum: This is a person who is trying to bring back to term "transsexual" as "transgender" has become an umbrella term for almost everything to the point where people are now making up things like "age-gender" and other creepy terms to try and fall under the LGBT+ group in order to groom minors. This is an on going problem within online communities and it's only gotten worse over the years. And yes, although I don't agree with xeno/neo pronouns or genders, I'm not going to harass or target anyone who uses them. I don't care nor have the time and energy to care what strangers identify with online.

If you want to identify with being trans/queer/whatever, that's fine, I'm not here to police you. These are just my own personal views. We can all have different opinions and still get along, "agree to disagree" if you will.

There are many pros and cons to transitioning, but don't JUST look at the pros, please acknowledge the cons before you make a life changing decision. A lot of people believed that transitioning was the answer to all their life problems, only to then become another member of the Detrans community (a group of people who transitioned, realized they fucked up on their decision, and try to revert back to their original gender as much as a can, which is hard to do after you go through hormones and surgeries. It's something that people NEED to look into. Again, these are LIFE CHANGING decisions. Make sure you actually NEED it unless you want to live with hard regrets.) I've seen more and more new members joining this subreddit, which means more and more people are regretting their choices.

I find it genuinely disturbing that people are calling me, a transmale, transphobic over finding edgy dumb trans memes funny. I'll try breaking down some of these posts:

Games nowadays are highly customizable, if you're a transwoman, just choose the female option, it's not that hard. I'm a transguy and I always pick the male option. The joke here is that it's pointless to add a transwoman option because...just pick the woman??? If transwomen are women, just pick the woman option! And obviously sometimes these memes push it with the whole "yOU'Re kiLLinG uS" thing but obviously it's just a caricature of a sensitive transperson. I myself, again, a transmale, is not offended by this meme, BECAUSE I KNOW IT'S A JOKE.

Also, did you even READ the screenshots you posted? One of the posts I had was how children shouldn't be at Pride parades because it has fetish gear people in public.

See the little girl with the rainbow skirt? She saw this at the parade:

I find it funny how adult VN communities constantly push for minors to stay out of our spaces, yet you are ok with this? Interesting.

And again, ANOTHER video has someone shaking their tits while children were looking on from the crowd. If you're ok with children looking at this shit, then honestly stay away from me.

And the Stonetoss comic, I thought you guys HATED rich companies banking on LGBT+ groups. This is literally what companies do EVERY JUNE, how have you not picked up on that? Most of these big companies don't even care about queers, they just want your money, so they hope by appealing to younger audiences, they'll get your money by saying "trans rights". It literally feels like you didn't even read the posts I liked and just see Stonetoss's name and said "omg tom is poopy head now :((("

Also like, how is this one bad? Someone was led to believe that anyone wearing a confederate flag was gonna spit on them, but all he did was change their tire and show them respect. People are so paranoid about white people being racist nowadays that they think EVERY Southern guy wants to kill them. Although I don't support the Confederate flag, the context of this is this guy who LOOKS racist ended up not acting racist at all. We need to learn that not every person you come across is going to be some bigot, that's extreme paranoia happening right there. I'm Asian and I've not once had any white person call me any racist name, even when I traveled to the Southern USA. That's not to say racism doesn't exist, but it's been extremely exaggerated over the years to where again, people are paranoid about others. It's been extremely exaggerated within media such as TV shows, especially for plot purposes.

And for the record, @pastelbreakgore it's not fair of you to go through my likes and assume the absolute worse of me without ONCE trying to talk to me like I'm a person. I could of done the same to you. You're clearly upset that I liked a post that was AGAINST pedophilia? If you ACTUALLY read the post, it says how adults are making up new sexualities and genders TO GET CLOSER TO MINORS. If I were to treat you like how you are treating ME, then I would assume the worse and call you a pedophile because you used this as evidence as to why I'm a bad person. So you support this? "I'm a proud neosexual. I think teens are hot."

You have a tag up there saying "anti Latinx", and I’m assuming it’s referring to this post.

Where's the "anti-Latinx" tag? I don’t support Alejandra Caraballo because she supports children transitioning and, as I already explained, I have my reservations about it. Why are you bringing her race into it, when I’ve never done that? If I were to treat you like you’re treating me and assume the worst of you, I could claim YOU’RE racist by bringing race into an argument that has nothing to do with that. I don’t honestly think you’re racist, but am I making my point yet? It doesn’t make sense to just jump to the worst conclusion based on the barest information available.

Please read things thoroughly and ASK QUESTIONS of the person before forming your own opinion and then running with it as fact. Especially if you’re telling OTHER PEOPLE it’s fact. As someone with a platform, it’s your responsibility to be mindful of what you put out there because you undoubtedly have impressionable, younger people who support you and trust you. You make a mistake here by not reading through the posts, and you’ve in fact accidentally painted yourself as someone who supports basically pedophilia. I know that wasn’t your true intention and that you’re just trying to look out for your followers/community - but see how you made a mistake, and your community just agreed with you without reading the posts or reaching out to me either? Your community followed your lead. It of course disappoints me to wake up to baseless slander against me, but even if you don’t care about my feelings or me as a person, at least take your followers into account. They trust you, you don’t want to abuse that trust by doing them the disservice of now doing your own, thorough research.

I hope this clears everything, and I'm always open to questions. Next time, perhaps don't make your assumptions about me public before getting to know me first.

Smile!smile!smile!

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