Why tf does my friend have Vines on VHS lmao
STOP ATTACKING ME
yknow that post thats like “imagine if it was Gpop instead of Kpop and stans would tweet about dudes named Günther Schnitzel being a precious smol bean” cause thats literally just Rammstein fans
(Art by ThiccSnick on Discord, please support them if you can!)
Welcome to my blog! Most of the things you need to know about me are already in the picture above!
As you can see, I'm refreshing it so I can finally reorganize and start everything from scratch again. I feel like I'm lazing off reblogging without any tags at all these days, and it can definitely be annoying to many. It feels.. messy. There's also my old interests that I don't indulge in anymore, and I'd rather not have people follow me for that sole reason. They will be reblogged over to a sideblog instead.
But anyway! I don't post BTD or horror content anymore. It has been damaging my own sanity, and I wasn't very mentally well at that time at the moment of posting those contents.
What I do post and reblog are mostly fitness, Alternative bands (mostly Industrial-leaning), motivational quotes, punk/Goth fashion and dark aesthetics. Maybe some Joan Jett, Rhea Ripley, and Brody Dalle too. Alt women are so cool!
Neurodivergency
Gender Identity & Sexuality
I'm diagnosed with PTSD, Dissociative Identity Disorder (I'm a protector + host!), and Autism. I also struggle with my math and poor motor skills. On top of that, my anxiety is also all over the place. Therefore, I do struggle to get on with my day sometimes with these issues, so please be patient with me!
You may follow my sideblogs here made by my alters from my system:
@peanutmcflurry - Host + Trauma Holder
@moda-alice - Caretaker
I used to identify as a trans masc person during my teens but after going through my own personal journey, I came to realize I wasn't exactly a trans masc person and desisted back to a bisexual cis woman. I did suffered under some form of internal misogynism and thought of femininity as something weak, so I used to try and appear as trans masc to appear like I'm "stronger" and more "unique than the other girls.". It's pathetic, and I am definitely deeply ashamed of that.
HOWEVER, this does not mean that gender criticals and TERFs should be welcomed on my blog. And I certainly do not appreciate anyone using my story to make some form of fear-mongering against trans and queer people. Everyone's journeys are different!
(Desisting meaning that I have not gone through any form of trans affirming healthcare, but I had identified as a trans/queer person before.)
Languages & Culture
I'm a Malay-Singaporean and lived here since birth. I mostly speak and type in English. It's easier for me to do that. I'm technically Indonesian-descent since I do have Javanese and Bugis ancestry in me. I'm also aware how I'm honestly aware that my culture's very underrepresented in the western media. Haha.
I do speak Malay and some Indonesian, but my skills in those are like, really rusty at the moment because I hardly consume content in those languages.
Malay and Indonesian are pretty similar, just like your Norsk languages or Dutch and German. It's just that I need sometime to read Indo properly or understand the slangs. It's not too bad, though.
1. Do not follow me if you're just in for Horrorporn/BTD content. I STRICTLY do not post those kinds of contents anymore.
2. TERFs, Gender Criticals, or any form of bigotry against marginalized groups are not welcome.
3. No flirting, unsolicited DMs.
I might add more if I needed to. But I believe that's about it for now. Thanks for reading this!
BLESS YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL EDIT THIS IS FUCKING PERFECT-
⛓🩸 the one and only, highly requested, Death Metal Starde edit 💀
Character and original sprite art belongs to @gatobob
This is what I wrote last night in hospital, but I didn’t have internet to share.
Yesterday, one of the international organizations gave us a reward for our volunteering at the hospital, a reward of 300 shekels, equivalent to $80. This is the only compensation I have received for my volunteer work as a doctor in the only hospital operating in northern Gaza, serving 700,000 people!
279 days and we are still here. Yes, we are tired, but we have no other choice. I have thought a lot about not working, especially since we do not receive a salary as doctors, but if I don't serve my people and provide help to the poor and needy, then who will? What is the purpose of my medical studies if not for this?
You can help me by sharing my story or donating just $5 through this link, which truly means a lot to me.
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She/her, desisted cis woman | 22 yrs | Malay, Southeast Asian | ENFP 4w3 | Autistic and mentally ill, but coping.
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