I Need Therapy After Watching This

RIP James Patrick March, you would love Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan

I'm not just overdramatic, I'm also overstimulated

Me and a friend were talking about smut books and they described one as 'homoerotic'.

But I heard Homer erotic.

So, naturally, I asked, 'What does Odysseus have to do with this?'

What I wouldn't do to hear Kholby Wardell sing Noel's Lament in French.

HYDRATE OR DIE STRAIGHT, BITCHES

YALL SOME REMINDERS

DRINK FUCKING WATER

EAT FOOD (IT CAN BE SMALL, JUST EAT SOMETHING IF YOU HAVENT)

SLEEP AT LEAST 5 HOURS TONIGHT

DO AT LEAST ONE SELF CARE ITEM:

LIKE:

TRYING TO BRUSH YOUR TEETH

OR WASH YOUR FACE

BRUSH YOUR HAIR

CHANGE CLOTHES

SHOWER OR USE A BODY WIPE.

(BUT REMEMBER ITS SUPER FUCKIGN HARD TO DO THAT SO IF YOU CANT, THATS OK)

TRY TO LEAVE YOUR ROOM, AND WHEN YOU DO, TRY TO REMOVE AT LEAST ONE DISH OR PIECE OF GARBAGE WITH YOU

TAKE SOME DEEP BREATHS

ITS GONNA BE OK

IM PROUD OF YOU, NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE ABLE TO DO

AND REMEMBER, ALL STEPS ARE SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF, EVEN IF IT FEELS LIKE NOTHING TO SOMEONE ELSE

YOU'RE DOING AMAZING

Good morning

I still feel like a dream

I can't seem to hold things very well and am constantly dropping things.

This is scary.

I don't feel real.

Has anyone else experienced this?

I need help.

I feel like everything is a dream and I can't comprehend what people are saying to me.

My SDIT has helped to ground me, but I still feel extremely dizzy.

I am hallucinating a small, wiggly man

I can't walk in a straight line and an so thirsty.

Am going to bed.

Just accidentally swallowed a pea whole and saw my life flash before my eyes.

You don't know shame until you are almost crying in Millennium Park because of your body not being able to keep up with the people you are with.

I fucking hate my body.

I don't dress for the male gaze. The male gays dress for me.

If school is still making a 17 year old cry because they don't want to go, I think that says something about the system.