Me: Pulls Up To A Stop Light And The Car Next To Has Its Windows Down, Blasting Shitty Music.

Pro tip for my cold babes - put a glass jar of water on a candle warmer and whenever you get cold, put your hands on that. It feels so warm - but not too hot. For an added bonus, put some essential oil in there to make the room smell good.

I have a really safe candle warmer that is away from my dog and I can leave it running for a few days at a time without burning my house down!

If you want to try this, make sure to do a trial run by monitoring it to know if it gets too hot.

Just finished the Ithaca Saga. Time to go to fanfics, fanart and ai bots to cope.

So something that kinda confuses me in EPIC, is when Odysseus and Athena are doing Warrior of the Mind. I thought it was their meeting for the first time, but now with the Wisdom Saga, I know that they knew each other long before that.

I can see it as an inside joke or a game they play when they meet, but otherwise I'm clueless.

Listening to EPIC on shuffle is always a gamble. Just got Hold Them Down followed by Survive.

beep boop bones go crunch

So... I might have something called 'change anxiety' and I hate it.

NOTE: I am NOT SELF DIAGNOSING just by doing research online. I will talk to my mental health team about this to see what they think.

So it's quite literally just anxiety attacks, big and small, whenever things change.

I get really upset whenever people just barge into my room and mess with my things - even if it's just grabbing a book of of my shelf. I on't like it because I know how my room is supposed to be and am trying really hard to keep it that way, so when my mom or even my dog come in to my room, I get really nervous and feel like I have to watch their every move.

I am so overly protective of my room because it is my safe space where I can be either in my bed, on my floor, or at my desk and it doesn't bother or trigger anything as much as the rest of the world does.

I ended up having a complete break down today because my mom changed the angle of my bed to be where I'm laying at a slant ( to help with my POTS ) and I absolutely hate it. We talked about it and made an agreement that if I still feel this way at the end of the week, we can change it back.

Just saw Ride the Cyclone and they put Noel in an Orange corset and Pink spandex

This was mine

I don’t know what Spotify is trying to tell me but I feel perceived

Current status: laying in the locker room of another school's homecoming without being able to put my feet up to get blood back up to my brain. I can't put me feet up without showing everyone my hoo and my haa due to a short dress. And there are at least a dozen other girls around me.

My body wants me dead and humiliated.

i need therapy after watching this