WHEN PLS UPDATE MEEEEE

I feel as though goth is the only subculture that has been bastardized by the mainstream into being nearly unrecognizable from its origins. Like yes from within the subculture and among those who are more knowledgeable about all kinds of music after the 1950s we know what goth music entails and the aesthetic and fashion that formed around it, but among "normies" it feels as though they only recognise the watered-down, soulless and fetishized version of "goth" that exists only to sell shitty, edgy fast fashion and pop music that just so happens to be in minor key. Like imagine if someone declared Avril Lavigne to be the ultimate, most important hardcore punk musician, at best they'd get laughed at by anyone with any knowledge of punk, and yet when someone declares that Fallout boy or Lil Peep are goth musicians it's the person who tried to correct them who often winds up at best being ridiculed or ignored. It's like people want to partake in this subculture without making the minimum effort to actually know what it's all about. To them goth is just a costume that they can buy off dollskill and then discard and then after a while describe that as their goth phase in a bashful manner.

I really feel that this quartering of goth has a lot to do with the use of the term in order to sell an aesthetic to people who want to appear different from the mainstream without delving too deeply into what makes a subculture as such, which of course would imply rejecting the current societal standards based around appearance and behaviour. All modern music-based subcultures are to a certain degree anti-capitalist and anti-consumerist, including goth; the goth aesthetics often reject gender binaries as well as current fads, whereas the music (derived from punk) has (save the mainstream success of several bands in the 80s) rarely been fit for the mainstream for its overall sound and lyrics, which often means that goth musicians release their music independently.

Not to mention that this uptick in "goth" aesthetics among the general public has also come accompanied by an even greater fetishism of goths, especially women, by outsiders. The more I hear "I want a big tiddy goth gf who will let me abuse her under the guise of BDSM 🥺" the more stories I hear from goth/alt women and gnc people being harassed by people with no respect or boundaries, both in real life and on-line. This selling of goth aesthetic without any ties to the subculture also means that this image is being shown to the public in association with behaviours and beliefs that don't inherently have anything to do with goth, but that are associated with promiscous behaviour packaged to the male gaze.

This could save lives so I thought I’d share!

Don’t mind me just ranting because idk who else to tell this so why not at the internet where everyone can read at and possibly to the people who’ve i wish to not see this

I’m Bi, though i never been on an actual date with anyone. well one mutual flirt yea but i wouldn’t count that as a date when my mom is sick and i kinda ditched her to see him for the first time in 2 years of quarantine(im shitty ik, and no she’s not dead and is very healthy no). I even got my first kiss which wasn’t even magical at all. So yea i’m worried if im not Bi anymore since i have a boyfriend now, and the thing is he is loyal. I not saying i’ll cheat god no, but he just tired of people not noticing him and was hoping to have someone so that he won’t be lonely anymore, and I popped out of nowhere for him. You see Thing is I’m a believer of  nothing last for every and that’s okay cause that’s life, everything comes and goes. But he wants to stay, and i believe that we won’t last long, because we’re human beings and love fades whether we like it or not. I’m not saying i don’t want to spend the rest of my life with him, i want that too. Thou he has to realize that yea we had people left us before so why not accept it like i did? though i see he’s point and i have to respect he’s opinion. idk lolll i overthink alot like, what if yea he says he’s loyal but someday he’ll fell for some girl who he likes the most even if he got no chances with her, it still hurts that he’ll stay because i choose him and it felt like i wasn’t good enough and not what he actually wants in the first place. loll ik im making up stuff in my head but yea call me crazy, cause boi this boy drives me insane and i suck at showing or telling him that. I love him i really do and i just wish i can ignore all my thoughts and just focus o him. But the world doesn’t work like that sadly. I want to be with him, but we’re still kids and we know our priorities. 

lolll idk i just miss him since it’s almost 24 hours he hasn’t message backed or seen any of my messages.

Okay high key like why the fuck did it made me gasp when I watched it. Like I said “o my gosh” at the same time with “what in the actual fuck I should’ve expected this” like ughhh it kinda made myself mad for being that dumb. It shouldn’t have been unexpected at all. Honestly i blame the great plot and animation for making me so blind to not see it coming. This has got to be the best episode so far for now in helluva boss. And no one can deny that. And got dammit striker is so hot I just can’t.

OK LOOK, SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT HELLUVA BOSS, BUT DON’T DENY THAT THIS WAS A GOOD & UNEXPECTED PLOT TWIST-

What if Mona Lisa becomes an unrequited love interest, like that she’s a yandere for raph’s soft personality but rough features. And raph just isn’t interested in a romantic relationship with her and just wants to be friend her. And throughout the whole series the turtles didn’t get any continuous or permanent love interests’ and April & Casey or Sunita & April are canonically a thing.

Ik it’s stupid but sis this is my fantasy.

Enraged that we never got to see Rise!Mona Lisa and her chaotic dumbassery

Okuyasu Nigimura is a Himbo.

sameeeee

I'm aroace and sex favorable, and I wish I knew other sex favorable aces to talk about sex with, but I don't know where to find them or how to even talk about it if I did find them

Every fanfic plot with reader or Ocs in them in one sentence.

BISHHH SAMEEEEE

finally no more Leo and karai incest.

Possible wlw canon couple.

Donnie and April being platonic soulmates.

Big softie raph.

Lead back Leo.

Tsundere Donnie.

Dr. Delicate touch.

Two (possible gay) dads.

No hate to the original and other remakes but sorry I can’t help love the new remake even though it still has so cringe mimick modern day culture jokes it’s still somehow funny, and yeah their comedy is basically them having a at least I’d say 1/2 or 1/3 of Mikey personality but still manages to have their own and a few new additions of theirs. And my good the animation is just *chef’s kiss*.

I hope for the movie we’ll get more April and Casey moments and I to be honest I can see Capril as the same way with lumity (no offense to lumity it felt kinda rushed to me cause they got together in just the next season. Even though the plot is great, sorry not sorry but I’m into slow burns so sue me) but much slower and with a little bit of flirting, side glances and blushes. I’m my hopes for season 3.

KARAI BEING GRAN GRAN PLEASE IT’S ALL I’VE EVER WANTED BLESS YOU RISE CREW

CASEY!!! AAAAHHHHHH!!! I CAN’T I’M LOSING IT WHAT DO I– SHE’S PERFECT, PLEASE, THIS IS EVERYHTING

APRIL BEING PART OF THE FAMILY YES YE S YES YES YES YES YES

OH MY GODS WHAT MORE COULD I POSSIBLY WANT I–

I NEED MORE CASEY WHAT THE HECK NICK YOU CAN’T JUST TAKE THIS AWAY FROM ME!!! 

For real tho, this show is giving me so many female characters that I INSTANTLY FALL IN LOVE WITH.