Why Can’t I Just Be Happy And Clean For Once And My Life
Why can’t I just be happy and clean for once and my life
It feels like anytime I start feeling better it all goes downhill again and again
I feel horrible every fucking day not just because of my own mind but because I hate being around everyone
I hate having friends, I hate going to school and I can’t STAND the people around me in my classes
why do they always stare at me? What have I done to get this attention? I dont care if I look “different” keep your fucking eyes to yourself creeps!!!
I feel horrible about feeling this way towards my friends but it feels like I’m the odd man out always! I can’t communicate right, my words get jumbled and my thoughts don’t work!
I feel so alone all the time. I just want to meet ONE person who understands me and who I feel comfortable with and myself!
A thought I always have is “Why can’t I find the Nick to my Charlie?” Which is cringey but it would make me so fucking happy. I want what they have and how their life turns out no matter how hard it was for each other they stayed
I just wanna starve alone in my room at this point. It’s all I can think about, starving and finally being pretty
Maybe I’d find my person if I looked the part? And not even just that I want to feel pretty for myself for once. God do I hate food, it only causes pain
I just want to stop feeling bad. I wanna feel clean and pretty without the guilt of just looking at myself!
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My aunt got me a xl long sleeve shirt cause I needed one and I think I’m just gonna kill myslef
IM A SIZE MEDIUM OR SMALL
“I didn’t know your size!”
BITCH DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE FAT OH MY GOD IM NEVER EATING AGAIN
lmao that was so funny!! *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myse
Testosterone boys and harley quinn girls but instead its bpd splitting byos and attechment issues girls and the whole world lights on fire and burns
so many sensation inside me
I’m going crazy
what is happening
I can feel my insides
I hope cutting will make it stop
I just want to draw
but I can’t move
It’s to much
are you okay?
I’m okay enough^^
thx for askin:3
Could I get some meanspo PLEASE
I like need it to be as harsh as you can because dude I’m fuckin 189ib 6’5 at SIXTEEN
which is so insane like how the fuck are you that fat
I’ve been starving really well lately but I just binged and I need to feel disgusting
“I’m so normal” I say as I bash my head into a wall sobbing about how much I hate food
Binging has made me realize how bad food actually tastes
like I don’t understand how I still get cravings when it all taste so bland and gross
I don’t want to eat a fucking brownie that taste like shit but the cravings do
have to say fruit taste so much sweeter and better then any dessert I’ve had
Frankie falls to peer pressure again and ate
gonna be SICCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
i hate carbs
i hate calories
i hate feeling full
i hate feeling empty
i hate cravings
i hate missing my self love
i hate my stomach
i hate my stretch marks
i hate everything
