I Just Had The Worst Binge Of My Life

lmao that was so funny!! *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myse

Never did I think there’d be a day I spend 26 bucks on laxatives

Does anyone else ever feel like their self harm isn’t valid?

Like the cuts aren’t deep enough or the burns not bad enough to be actually taken seriously?

Life is great just lost five pounds :3

Binge = Killing myself

Mmmm laxatives

Not so happy birthday

I hate my mom so much sometimes

She just went on a rant to me about how I don’t eat enough and got mad and said I’m not dealing with this shit again

Then she went on about my sister and her past ED shit and how it affects her now

And I’m so fucking upset because she never noticed before and even now she dosent fucking know

Every conversation about mental illness also goes back to my sister it’s like I can’t even by myself and have my own shit!!!

Like fuck dude I have shit worse then my sister a good chunk of the time

That asshole fucking changed how I think about almost everything

I hate saying it but she fucking traumatized me at such a young age

It’s like no one cares

No one fucking cares about my own shit

I put so much efforts towards everyone and helping

But the second I talk it feels awkward or haft assed

Maybe it’s because I don’t like the help and said something once but it’s because IT FEELS SO FAKE

I just wanna feel loved and cared for

I’m tired of being compared to my shit of a sister

I wish fictional characters were real

Why can’t a man enjoy peanut butter without sobbing because it’s so high in calorie