Kms Just Had The First Bad Binge In A While

Ryan Ross is my favorite thinspo

Not so happy birthday

Binging has made me realize how bad food actually tastes

like I don’t understand how I still get cravings when it all taste so bland and gross

I don’t want to eat a fucking brownie that taste like shit but the cravings do

have to say fruit taste so much sweeter and better then any dessert I’ve had

I love saying “I’m so normal, it’s crazy!”

like bitch you just age ten bucks worth of snacks that you bought for your friends graduation THEN threw it all up. Proceeded to crumble whatever was left into said toilet that you threw up in, started giggling and then cut yourself a few times then heard a noise freaked out and flushed that gross shit up and brushed your teeth and went to bed. boy it’s 1am on a school night, you got finals tomorrow get your ass to sleep

hiiii

Hiiiii ^^

Frankie falls to peer pressure again and ate

gonna be SICCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Nothing feels real anymore

no matter how much I cut I don’t feel anything

It all feels fake

there’s nothing wrong with me

because non of it is real

I just want to starve to death

Never thought there’d be a day in cussing at my phone because it’s showing me skinny fuckin girls eating all these desserts and talking about how good they are

FUCK YOU LET ME FAST IN PIECE WITHOUT A REMINDER OF WHAT I CANT HAVE

lmao that was so funny!! *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myse