I Stand By Awkwardly And Look At The Table. I Notice There Are Empty Seats And A Part Of Me Knows My

I stand by awkwardly and look at the table. I notice there are empty seats and a part of me knows my seat awaits me but I can’t help but stand and wait for someone to beckon for me. Perhaps I don’t have a place unless someone tells me to have a seat. Perhaps I was always meant to stand and look at something I could never be a part of. Maybe I take a seat but it becomes apparent that I don’t belong. I don’t show it but I’m tired and longing to be a part of something and to be one of them. I’m hopeful to have a rightful seat at the table but then I am woeful at how that will never be me

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Being a stupid impractical moron means never understanding how and why others think of you as stupid and childish. What’s your Problem why must I think like you Why must I worry myself with the materialistic affairs and ambitions you concern yourself with? Sometimes I think This is simply who I am and feel conviction in my desires and outlook on things but then I feel as though I should cower before others. Practical minded people are so Bad and Mean to me You’re all judgemental and hurtful I hope you feel sad for hurting a sweet creature like me. Shame on you!

2 months ago

It struck me as odd to see men act as though women are coddled for their emotions while men are told to man up. No one has coddled my emotions and it’s a very few times they’ve been validated. Women have been seen as overly emotional creatures who can’t form rational judgements— hysterical, crazy, and insane.

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2 weeks ago

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1 month ago
I Have An Intuition The Chain Rule Was Used Here But I Don’t Have Sufficient Knowledge Of Differential

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8 months ago
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Assumptions on me

Brain : smooth

Activity: negligible

2 months ago

Never kill yourself sometimes you have to have a conversation with someone and learn something and share your thoughts life is worth living There is more for us in the world of ideas Run keep running go

2 months ago

My neuroscience and philosophy professor abused mt paper I got an 80 and his starting line was “There is much to be desired…” in regards to the to the introduction

Oh sweet grumpy man Please have mercy


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4 months ago
But Please Plato . . . I Am Worthy .

But Please Plato . . . I am worthy .

2 weeks ago

Ordered a linear algebra text book. Came today. Very pleased. Flipped through it and frowned. What is this! I plan to read through it a bit before classes start this fall because I’m taking diff eq and linear algebra and I am quite unfamiliar with linear algebra

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