I Enjoy Mocking Certain Dostoevsky Readers Due To How Much Of A Loser They Are. These Readers Can Also

Read a paper whose research was of the theoretical nature! It appears thermal physics is Very interesting and I must learn about the generalized uncertainty principle and instantons.

But Please Plato . . . I am worthy .

I am currently very afraid of being stupid and dumb. It’s the worst thing one can be. I’m afraid I’ll dumb down even more I can’t imagine living a life where I’m stupid and dumb and I continue to get more stupid and dumb. It’s my nightmare I need to exercise my brain

I stand by awkwardly and look at the table. I notice there are empty seats and a part of me knows my seat awaits me but I can’t help but stand and wait for someone to beckon for me. Perhaps I don’t have a place unless someone tells me to have a seat. Perhaps I was always meant to stand and look at something I could never be a part of. Maybe I take a seat but it becomes apparent that I don’t belong. I don’t show it but I’m tired and longing to be a part of something and to be one of them. I’m hopeful to have a rightful seat at the table but then I am woeful at how that will never be me

Assumptions on me

Brain : smooth

Activity: negligible

Neeed to derive centripetal force. and derive the Lorentz factor Again

Behold the universe!

I hope I one day have the courage to speak up and not be so afraid of being judged poorly by others. It’s so hard to speak in front of people I’m so socially incompetent