We All Lost Him. And We’re Just Trying To Do Our Damn Best To Get Through It. Yeah, I Know. Really?

HAPPY BUDDIE CANON DAY

it’s actually really funny to me that the spn writers were so bad at writing women and romance that they accidentally wrote a stellar gay ship

Today, Dean feels an ache and pressure in his right knee. Cas offers to help heal it, but Dean brushes him off, saying that it's fine. An hour later it begins to rain and Jack is calling him an old man.

We all lost him.

It's so funny because no matter how I age, how I grow, how I regress, or how I feel, what I gain, what I lose, what I do and don't do in life, I can always relate to destiel. It just has Everything All at Once.

Going through existential horror? Destiel

Going through crippling grief? Destiel

Learning to accept myself? Destiel

Learning to love someone even when it's difficult? Destiel

Learning to have a family? Destiel

Learning resilience? Destiel

Learning to lean on loved ones? Destiel

There's literally no exception lmao.

No matter what happens in life, I can always rely on my destiel hyperfixation. All roads lead to destiel. Sigh it's all so special.

buddie first kiss but eddie spirals because he knows he’s got a track record of being a bad boyfriend and he can’t and won’t risk that with buck

so buck goes ok then be my husband instead

and eddie thinks buck is soooo funny except buck is not joking

he gave Buck a family meal :( in an episode where Buck started it off mourning the loss of family meals :( they love each other so, so much. Eddie doesn’t even KNOW that was a particular point of hurt for Buck :( he just intuited it with their soulmate, brain connection.

everything reminds me of them