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TW Don’t kill yourself today

Don’t kill yourself today

Because your Netflix trial still has a week left

Don’t kill yourself today

Because no one else will finish off the chicken in the fridge

Don’t kill yourself today

Because I know for a fact that Starbucks is releasing a new Frappuccino sometime next month

Yes, your mother will miss you

Yes your bully will make a sappy Facebook post about how what a a wonderful person you were

And yes

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

You know that

You’ve known that

Everyone and anyone has been shoving that down your throat since they first learned what the word suicide meant

So don’t kill yourself

Until you finish your shampoo and conditioner at the same time

Don’t kill yourself

Until Doctor Who is finally cancelled

Don’t kill yourself

Until you tell someone your best pasta recipe 

Don’t kill yourself 

Because I will keep coming up with reasons for you not to

And I need you

To hear all of them

Don’t kill yourself

I love you

You’re important

It’s a bad day

Not a bad life

There is more to this

The world will keep spinning on its axis without you

But

Think of all the sunrises you’d miss

I know this sounds pointless

But when you’re sitting in front of everything deadly you own

Revising your goodbyes

There will be too much darkness 

To see anything else

But this is not about seeing anything else

This is about turning off the lights

This is about finding the bed instead of the noose

This is about giving yourself one more day

Even if it takes ten thousand of those

One more morning’s

Until

“I can’t wait for tomorrow”

This is about staying alive

Because there’s gonna be a new Marvel movie

No one should miss that

This is about staying alive

Because the future is coming 

And it’s ready for you

I don’ t need you to see it

I just need you to believe you can make it 

Until then

- Hannah Dains

Welcome to my favourite new filling recipe under 160 cals

Apple pie oats

70g of rolled oats (50 cals)

130g/medium Apple (76 cals)

2tsp of ground cinnamon (11 cals)

2tsp of Brown sugar (23 cals)

Instructions

Put rolled oats in microwaveable bowl, add water until oats are covered and microwave for 90 seconds

Cut up apple into cubes

Place Apple in oats, add cinnamon and brown sugar.

Mix until all combined and enjoy

All together this is 160 cals and fills u right up

So I'm not but three pages into 'The Girl and the Goddess' by Nikita Gill.

And I'm kicked into this moving poem that hits home so fuckin hard. This is gonna be a hard read.

Hey everyone, I'm thinking of making a weightloss/ana discord. If anyone's interested let me know by reblogging this.

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I’m not usually scared of liquid calories but today I had 2 McDonald’s coffee frappe (no whipped cream and no chocolate drizzle) but I’m still fuxking scared of how many calories I had today even tho I only ate 200 calories.

I’m not usually this scared of liquid cals, I avoid them where I can but I’ve got my safe drinks which is caramel latte (120 cals wit milk) and McDonald’s coffee frappe (no cream or chocolate) (400 cals) which usually make me happy and not give me a panic attack like they did today. I’ve had so many calories today it’s not funny and I’m positive I’m gonna gain weight!

I just want to throw myself of a bridge for letting myself have this many calories, it’s like I want to stay fat at this point.

I’m so over myself and I just want this to end

oh to be skin and bones <3

Ugh I gained since last Sunday 🥲

I’ve been binging the past couple of days cause I’ve been feeling so lonely and the scale shows it. I literally just want to kms right now. I hit a LW of 71.80kg but yeah that didn’t last, did it.

✨insert panic attack✨

Egh I’ve hit a plateau and keep jumping around the 72kg mark and it’s making me want to kms

Any tips of getting out??