SO. I managed to get all the pictures without ripping my book apart.
The first 2 being of the first time I drew Bendy-Beans and Boris, I changed their eyes to match the digital ones, kinda fucked them up even more. Changed Boris’ face so it wasn’t as long and shortend his ears to match.
I forgot I had two more pictures of Monster AFTER the first page. I subscribe to the “Papa Henry” idea. Imagining this big ol’ Boi wandering around desperately looking for daddo so he can give hugs and get head scrintchies is gotdamn irresistible.
Also Sammy’s a biznitch to draw, but that’s my own lacking in skill.
Little Bendy-Beans isn’t as intentionally mischievous as you’d think. At least not yet. He’s extremely curious, “If I do this, and this happens, then what happens if I do this? Will I get yelled at? Will someone come and see? Will I get food? I might get food..”. He’s constantly concidering every single option and way something can go, and this means he would shove that ink-can-thing off the shelf, multiple times a day, and night, when people are in the room, or across the house, just to see what will happen.
He will cling to Boris’s tail and ride along to see how far he can get before Boris gets tired of him, or if he’ll ever even notice.
He is very interested in the screaming head on Henry’s desk, asking it questions it can’t answer and poking it in places it didn’t know it could feel in and please stop it that’s very annoying and that kind of tickles but also hurts stop, which directly translates to, “aaaAAAAAHHHHH.”
AND SAMMY. Sammy gets yelled at almost more than Bendy-Beans does, which is dissapointing Sammy, that’s not how you earn brownie points. He can’t seem to grasp that his Yandere-ness is actually quite rapey like and please stop borderline molesting the smol Ink Baby. Can you not feel the claws digging into your scalp? Do you not know the signals cats give when the say “Put me the hell down please?” especially when they’re saying it out loud and everything?
I finally lost a battle of wills and interest. Time to add yet another thing/fandom to my long list of shameless shame.
So as many of you may know already a few months back my now ex husband physically assaulted me breaking several bones in my face. Since then he went to trial and was given a slap on the wrist for the assault (12 months probation and 10 days in jail).
Weve since gotten divorced and I got a PFA. Ive been trying to provide for my son as best as I possibly can but being a full time student its hard to keep up with bills. Ive also been trying to get help and ended up diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and PTSD.
I then totaled my car, and the insurance company screwed me on it value. So I had to get a new car and pay for inspection and registration on that. Plus tires.
Except 2 days before Christmas my ex decided to slash my tires and violate the PFA order. As a result hes back in jail and I had to use the little bit of savings I had to get new tires for my car again. The tires were less than 2 months old.
Because hes back in jail however, I am now no longer recieving any child support to help with basic expenses. Plus the few hours I had been getting at work just got slashed as they hired a new full time position.
I hate to ask for money but guys really, its bad. Im at risk of ending up homeless with a 1 year old. Im getting what help I can but theres not much for me where I live. Please consider helping out. Im scared and Im stuck. Ive seen people on tumblr recieve tons of money for a variety of things. Im not asking for a ton here. Just enough to help me make sure my son has food in his mouth and a roof over his head.
Ive added my paypal below. If youre uncomfortable just donating money I also offer tarot readings and other divination services.
He will wait as long as he needs to damnit.
A tyrannosaurus but the arm and leg proportions are switched
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I am a cancerous, hot-headed, ginger, aries, that likes far to many fandoms for my own good. I am a Blatherskite.
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