OH MY GODDD PLEASEE

the concept of time is so terrifying to me. and just walk with me here but how scary is it that, say, when you were nine years old you had a set of friends and you had hobbies and likes and dislikes and your whole world revolved around those things. and now? you can hardly remember a moment from then. it doesn't even have to be when you were nine, take now. you, now, have a set of friends and hobbies and likes and dislikes and you have opinions and all that is what makes up you. and in a few years, those are gonna go away and you're gonna get new opinions and new likes and dislikes and you're gonna change, and then change, and then change again and it's just gonna keep going and going and never stop - you'll never be this you again, you'll never be the exact same as you are right now, ever again. and that's scary. i have a friend group, and we've all been friends for the last three years. i can't imagine the last three years of my life without them, i genuinely don't think i can understand how immensly different my life would be if i didn't have them. and eventually, these people that mean the life to me and i love so very much, these people that i would genuinely die for, are just gonna be memories. they'll end up to be one of the many pages in my life i've doggy-eared. how fucking terrifying.

idk if it's bc im growing up or what but recently ive been noticing all that my mom does, so much more. and the way that she's treated by my father. now im not my father's biggest fan, but recently it's more of a definitely not my father's biggest fan. and idk if this is js what goes on in a marriage or what but it irks me the wrong way, so badly.

first off: my dad had to get up early one day, and he told my mom (on a day she didn't have to go to work) to set an alarm on her phone so that she could wake him up. and she, regularly, gets up early on those days just to wake my dad up and make him breakfast and coffee.

then: she asked him if he had a doctor's appointment that day, he said "why would i know? you check." and shes the one that's always setting up his appointments and she goes with him for doctors appointments and shit. like he's a baby and not in his fucking fifties.

next: me and him went to the store today, and we came home. i got myself my lunch and he told my mom, "get me something for lunch. you don't need to make it-" when she offered to make a sandwhich- "just anything." and this was AFTER she said that she has to call somebody for work. and i asked her like don't you need to get on a call and she said yeah. then i said, "then why doesn't he make his own lunch?" and she repeated it to him, laughing. as if that wasn't an option or smth

there's definitely more, and don't get me wrong, she does like him (somehow) but it's js annoying to see that happen. especially in a society like ours to notice that my mom is being treated like all those other women out there, it's an odd feeling.

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im bored asf so if someone has a request for me to write id loveee to. js like a short one shot here on tumblr. and yeah ill write smut if that's what you want, js be a bit specific so i don't write anything you dont want in it. thank youuu <3

so im watching gilmore girls rn and it is SO funny to me how everybody was telling rory to stay away from jess and telling jess to stay away from rory but she spent a night in jail when she was with who? oh yeah, logan.

BROO DID YALL SEE THE STRANGER THINGS SEASON FIVE ANNOUNCEMENT???

in case you haven't yet <3

part 1 - november 26th

part 2 - christmas day

the finale - new years eve

im SO beyond excited it looked fucking amazing and im hoping and wishing that the ending is good and they didn't absolutely butcher it. but dude. why the FUCK would they drop it NOW?????? SIX MONTHS???? 😆🔫

honestly gilmore girls is pissing me off rn like hello??? logan is a dumbass and cheated on rory and didn't even say sorry to her and let her walk out of the room, lorelai can't use her mouth and talk about what's bothering her with luke, ZACH JUST FUCKING ASKED LANE TO MARRY HIM LIKE WHAT???

i js wanna go back and watch the seasons of chilton rory and (fuckass bitchass pussy) dean and (the loml amazing wonderful misunderstood) jess and friday night dinners and luke and lorelai slow burn and not suffer 😔

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Of fucking course

What sick bastard doesn’t

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