Pearlykissxoxo - Pearly’s Online Journal

That moment when you accidentally reblog a post on your side blog instead of your main blog…

Fml man I hate having to jump between two different blogs constantly.

TFW your past self was happier and more stable than your current self despite all the cringe and morally questionable behavior.

Tho then again when was I every a morally superior person. I’ve been in the grey zone probably my whole life.

I just realized that I probably will look stupid af in the DearMyLove clothes I got once they get here.

I don’t have any cute looking shoes that can match with the clothes. I did make a wish list and put mary janes on them but that’s for December.

Wtf kind of shoes am I gonna wear with it? Fucking crocs? Converse sneakers? Open-toe sandals?

I know Jirai is more of a lifestyle than a fashion subculture so this shouldn’t matter that much, but DAMMIT I really don’t wanna look like a complete mess in clothes I spent so much on.(ToT)

I’m feeling extra daring today should I show off my list of Neopronouns?

Man I lowkey wished I didn’t make a New Year’s Resolution.

I don’t wanna do jack shit but draw my OTPs doing dumb and/or sexy shit together but I have classwork I need to get to, and my New Year’s Resolution was to get my shit together and not fail my classes.

Why must I have a life? I wanna do nothing at all..

Getting flashbacks to when I genuinely was convinced that I there was a chance I had some form of a Bipolar Disorder except I now cannot tell if it’s Bipolar or BPD that I exhibit the most symptoms of.

I was doing one of those tests for BPD symptoms out of boredom/curiosity and my attitudes aligned a little too much with some attitudes found in BPD.

Here’s the test I did btw<3

I’m very much aware it’s just a little test done for shits n giggles but Idk I remember taking like 10+ different tests for bipolar and being worried because they all came out with the same results.

I backed out of telling a professional about this because my mom convinced me by that point that I’m probably overthinking and that It’s probably a piss poor mix of having an emotional form of autism & severe depression.

Now that I’m coming back to this.. Idk I’m still not sure what to do.

The only thing I know is that something is wrong with me(what a shocker). It’s a matter of what the hell it is that’s wrong with me.

Finna put these on my wishlist for Christmas.

Xx_p3arly-k1ss-X0X0_xX

Not that far from usernames I’ve made in the past lmao

1. change all the e’s in your url to “3” 2. change all the o’s in your url to “0” 3. change all the i’s in your url to “1” 4. add some dashes everywhere 5. put “Xx_” and “_xX” at the beginning and end 6. your new emo chat forum url

I gotta love how I am the epitemy of a weeb(Loves Japanese fashion, music, anime, etc.) but I have the most 2000s, Avril Lavigne obsessed, Snooki from Jersey Shore wannabe room with juicy couture bags stowed away in my closet.

Don’t get me wrong I love it but I think it’s really funny for someone who hates living in the US, I sure do love romanticizing the 2000s as if that wasn’t one of the worst times to be a woman of prominence.