Latest Posts by pearlykissxoxo - Page 4

Starting to suspect that I have allergies.

Save me.

Helping spread the message!

"To kind-hearted souls 💕,

I never imagined I’d be in this situation, writing to seek support . I’m Ahed, a father of 3 young daughters , and we found ourselves living in a crowded school after our home was destroyed in the war 💔. Every day is a battle just to provide the basics for my girls 🏫.

If you are able to help, even in the smallest way, you would be giving us the chance to live with dignity 🌷. I kindly ask you to share our story or offer any support you can With many thanks and gratitude 💐."

Please help them!

Today’s actually been a pretty good day for me, but I know, I KNOW, that by nighttime I’m gonna do a complete 180 and wanna kms.

I’m so used to this happening almost every single night that I lovingly call it my sad hours.

I’ve just accepted it as a part of my day to day life that I can’t do anything about. I mean I’ve been having these thoughts to myself since 2018 so it’s kind of out of my control at this point.

I already have a list of some of my faves but I don’t think I delved into specific songs so here we go :3

Jazmin Bean-Piggie, Carnage, Hello Kitty

Eyes Set to Kill-Broken Frames, Reach, All You Ever Knew

Sleeping With Sirens-If I’m James Dean Then You’re Aubrey Hepburn, A Trophy Fathers Trophy Son, Deja Vu

Pierce The Veil-A Match Into Water, Tangled in the Great Escape, Million Dollar Painter

Hollywood Undead- Own the Night, Gangsta Sexy, Coming in Hot

Attack Attack!-Smokahontas, Renob Nevada, Turbo Swag

Candye Syrup-Idol Death Ska, Sweet Suicide, Syrup

CORPSE-Code Mistake, Cat Girls Are Ruining My Life, Daywalker

Carolesdaughter-nobody’s favorite not even my own, Target Practice, My Mother Wants Me Dead

Nicole Dollanganger-Flowers of Flesh and Blood, Poacher’s Pride, Gold Satin Dreamer

MARINA(& the Diamonds)-Teen Idle, Primadonna, Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land

Ethel Cain-Head in the Wall, Ptolemea, Inbred

That’s all the ones I’ll name for now less I go on forever and ever lol

What r yalls fav songs and/or artists!

♡Kinlist♡

Feel free to judge me based on who I kin/kith/kinsider. XD

These aren’t in any particular order except for the very top one.

Also disclaimer I am very aware that some of these characters are very morally ambiguous. Just because I kin/kith/kinsider a character doesn’t mean that I exhibit their morals.

Anywho, here they are!

♡Kin: Ame-Chan(Needy Streamer Overload)

♡Kin: Aubrey(Omori)

♡Kin: Stocking Anarchy(Panty & Stocking)

♡Kin: Kotoko Utsugi(Danganronpa)

♡Kin: Konata Izumi(Lucky Star)

♡Kith: Shadow the Hedgehog(Sonic the Hedgehog)

♡Kith: Riamu Yumemi(iDOLM@STER)

♡Kin: Lain Iwakura(Serial Experiments Lain)

♡Kinsidering: Fluttershy(My Little Pony)

♡Kinsidering: Satou Matsuzaka(Happy Sugar Life)

I just realized that I probably will look stupid af in the DearMyLove clothes I got once they get here.

I don’t have any cute looking shoes that can match with the clothes. I did make a wish list and put mary janes on them but that’s for December.

Wtf kind of shoes am I gonna wear with it? Fucking crocs? Converse sneakers? Open-toe sandals?

I know Jirai is more of a lifestyle than a fashion subculture so this shouldn’t matter that much, but DAMMIT I really don’t wanna look like a complete mess in clothes I spent so much on.(ToT)

I really hate how I just can’t have a consistent goal or dream in my life.

As a kid I dreamed of being a veterinarian because I loved animals but eventually gave up on that because I lost that spark to actually care for them.

I mean it’s normal for that to happen but the thing is that I can barely take care of myself so I don’t trust myself enough to care for another living thing.

I had dreams in middle school to be a webcomic artist but I also lost the spark for it since I struggled to even pick up a pencil sometimes and often had art block.

Now currently I dream of being some form of popular/famous and find that Vtubers tend to be a hot topic on the internet so I’m like “Why not?”

But then I realized I’m nowhere near fucking stable to be a good streamer and would probably make my audience hella uncomfortable and not wanna watch my stuff. Plus I know I would get tired of fame very fast.

All in all I just want to be loved.

I want to be known and seen for what I am, but I know that’ll never be possible because I’m genuinely such a mess that I scare people and make them lose hope in me, and that’s not even exaggerating. My parents have said to me on quite a few occasions that they don’t know what to do with me anymore.

Idk maybe for all I know it could just be a case of me being young and aimless, but I won’t deny it’s the most frustrating shit ever.

I don’t want to have another “crush”.

I need to have a full blown obsession.

I need to have someone to be the last thing I think about when I go to sleep.

I need to have someone to admire and adore every single aspect and flaw about them.

I need someone who I can confide in and be honest with and they can with me.

I don’t care if it’s for a week or even a day.

I miss being able to feel fuzzy things for other people.

Inspired by a post by @crushingcasanova where they had shown their results, I looked at a few Yandere personality charts out of boredom and because I (personally) love the yandere archetype. These were my results:

•Big Five Yandere: CCDAF

•Yandere Types: LSVT

•Yandere MBTI: RDHL

•Soft Yanderes: CDWI

Also just in case anyone wants to do it themselves….

♡Sources♡

Big Five Yandere Personality Types:

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mouisorange

☰ Yandere Personality Types  〔Big Five〕 ☰ Overview 〔Disclaimer〕 Yandere behavior and mindsets are not healthy, nor should they be sought a

Yandere Types:

Yandere MBTI:

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Yandere “MBTI”

Disclaimer: The yandere trope is not a portrayal of healthy or ideal relationships, but instead a horror-based genre meant to stick strictly

Soft Yanderes MBTI:

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An MBTI System For Soft Yanderes

Having discovered the amazing Yandere MBTI by @ddarker-dreams I was inspired to create a similar system for the categorisation of soft yande

Me except I turn every single squish/crush into a full blown limerent, delusional, crying at 2 A.M. obsession.

Seeing ppl get into relationships meanwhile i have no clue how to differentiate romantic vs platonic vs just being obsessive

bird like wings or wings made of nature

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

heaven or earth

god or gods

pearls or gold

human form or true nature

possessing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

rebel or remain

tag game this or that. angelkin edition

bird like wings or wings made of nature (fire, thunder,light)

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

heaven or earth

god or gods

pearls or gold

human form or true nature

possessing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

rebel or remain

tag: anyone that comes across this

Gotta love it when you try to cheer yourself up only to feel worse by proxy of being an insecure bitch.

I’m watching food shows to get rid of my boredom but I just feel guilty because I feel like I ate too much..(I literally just had dinner)

I’m counting my calories atm and it feels like one too much for just being afternoon. Last time I checked I did lose some weight but it just wasn’t enough for me. I need to lose like 200+ pounds more.

I want so desperately to be able to fit into size L clothes like I used to but I have the self control of a literal toddler. I’m hella scared for when my DearMyLove buys get here because what if I wasted my moment just for it to be ill-fitting?

They say to be proud of who you are but I hate being plus size so damn much.😒

♡Introduction Part 2♡

This is just for other stuff I didn’t add to my first part of the intro that I wanted to mention at least here.

This is all just things I happen to like fyi.

♡Bands/Artists♡

•Eyes Set to Kill

•Pierce the Veil

•Sleeping with Sirens

•blessthefall

•Suicide Silence

•Deftones

•Cannibal Corpse

•Death

•Children of Bodom

•Britney Spears

•Ayesha Erotica

•Millionaires

•Avril Lavigne

•Candye Syrup

•Kairikibear

•Pinocchio-P

•Tommy february6

•Takayan

•Jazmin Bean

•Hollywood Undead

•CORPSE

•Lil Mariko

•ppcocaine

•S3RL

•BABYMETAL

♡Anime♡

•Happy Sugar Life

•Sailor Moon

•Puella Magi Madoka Magica

•Watamote

•Girls Last Tour

•Serial Experiments Lain

•Bocchi the Rock!

•Onegai! My Melody

•Lucky☆Star

♡Western Cartoons♡

•My Little Pony

•Invader Zim

•My Life as a Teenage Robot

•Powerpuff Girls

•Clone High(Just Season 1)

♡Reality TV Shows♡

•The Simple Life

•Jersey Shore

•Flavor of Love

♡Movies♡

•Mean Girls

•The House Bunny

•Clueless

•The Last Unicorn

•Saw

•Final Destination

•Pearl

•Girl, Interrupted

•The Virgin Suicides

•Valerie and Her Week of Wonders

•Heathers

•Edward Scissorhands

•Twilight Saga(Ironically. I think it’s one big joke.)

♡Video Games♡

•Splatoon

•Needy Streamer Overload

•Kirby

•Animal Crossing

•Pokemon

•Omori

•MuseDash

•Stardew Valley

I’m also slowly getting into Danganronpa & Minecraft!

Some other things I’m getting into are Vtubers and J-Idols. If anyone has any recommendations I’ll def check them out!

Anywho that’s all I wanted to put out there.

Peace!✌️

😭💔🍉

‏I am Nour Walid from Gaza I am being subjected to genocide A 4 year old child needs food and clothes It has become very cold in the tents We have lost all our home and money since the beginning of the war Please help me including whatever you provide helps save my life and my family

https://gofund.me/aca98c3b

I usually don’t respond so quickly to things, and I unfortunately cannot donate due to being tight on funds, but I would HIGHLY encourage donating at least a few dollars to the people suffering under these conditions, Nour included.

In the meantime, here are some other sources you can use to help support the people in Gaza and other targeted areas.

(eSims to Buy to Aid in Internet Access in Gaza)

(Organization to Donate)

(Boycott Guide)

(Gaza News)

Al Jazeera

Gaza | Today's latest from Al Jazeera

Stay on top of Gaza latest developments on the ground with Al Jazeera’s fact-based news, exclusive video footage, photos and updated maps.

(Daily Clicks Support)

arab.org

Help Palestinian refugees with a Click

Please help deliver support to Palestinian families; all you have to do is to click once a day for free, every day!

♡Welcome to My Online Journal♡

I previously had a couple of blogs but I decided to delete them because I got overwhelmed and bored of them. However, I knew I was gonna miss having a Tumblr so I decided to remake one into a blog where I just do whatever I want.

♡Introduction to Me♡

•My name is Kiara, but I also go by Kiran or Kallisto. In any other case though, you can just call me Pearly.

•I use She/He/They + Neopronouns. I am genderfluid and xenogender, as well as alterhuman(Therian, Fictionkin, etc).

•I have AuDHD(Autism + ADHD)

•I’m a huge fan of Alternative and J-Fashion, especially Scene and Jirai Kei. Some aesthetics that I adore are cutecore, mcbling, morute & 2020s Tiktok Alt.

•I primarily speak English, but know basic Spanish and am slowly learning Japanese

•I have a crap ton of ocs and may or may not occasionally use this as a way to catalogue them. If all else fails, I’ll just make a separate blog for them, but who knows?

♡Before You Interact♡

•I will do my best to to not direct too much attention to things like religion or politics, but on the off chance that I do, it’s likely to give my take on a serious issue. I will be sure to give content warnings for when this happens.

•I generally suffer from mental health issues, and may use this as a way to journal some of my thoughts. I’ll refrain from getting too extreme with it, but if you otherwise don’t want to put up with that, I wouldn’t suggest interacting with this blog.

•This blog isn’t suggested for anyone under 16 due to the aforementioned topics.

♡Do Not Interact List♡

DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME IF YOU ARE ANY OF THE FOLLOWING:

•Proshippers

•MAPs/Zoos/Necros

•Homophobes

•Transphobes

•Anti-Xenogender/Neopronouns

•Anti-Therian/Otherkin

•Zionists

•Nazis

•Islamophobes

•Antisemetics

•Political/Religious Extremists

•Right-Wing Conservatives

•Supporters of any of the above.

If there’s anything else I should be aware of, please do let me know!

Other than that, hopefully you enjoy your stay!

♡Other Socials + Pronouns Page♡

Pinterest

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Pearly (@xxPearlyKissxx)

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