Latest Posts by polyfragmentedsyscourse - Page 2

Fucking love the new blog. Instant follow.

Just read "cappuccino syscourse" on a cappuccino supreme k cup

Just realized my bipolar is showing

Some anti-endo and anti-transabled (very hilarious haha /j) memes for you

Me: *is right*

Endos:

Transautistics watching me have a meltdown after I touched something fuzzy:

Transabled people when they come up with a new way to be ableist as fuck:

Endos when they demedicalize trauma:

Just stepped inside the freezer because of aggressive intrusive thoughts.

We just saw something called "transtrauma". Some of my systemmates are having a breakdown now, thanks. That's so gross.

- (This is going to get a little vent/ranty rather than educational or shutting a point down)

Why would you want to go through that? That's so awful and horrible and disgusting and repulsive. I can't, I can't. Why would you ever want to be abused? This is too far. I don't care if you call us ableist or traumascum or whatever other name you've come up with. You're saying you fucking want to be traumatized.

I don't think you quite understand what that word means. The things you have to go through and deal with in a daily basis.

This is just people, mostly minors, trying to be quirky and attention-seeking. Get help. Seriously, this isn't funny anymore.

You don't want this for yourself. Please stop. You are so incredibly damaging.

If you attack us/me for being vulnerable and sensitive right now, you're just proving my point that you're a compassion-less asshole.

You can't become autistic.

The sequel to racism moment; ablelist moment

They're the same thing. /nmay

I hate transabled people with fiery passion as much as I hate tulpas

I’m vaguposting here (I know eww) but uuuuuh…

if you believe you can identify as a different race than the one you were born with (especially given how race is treated around the globe) and treat it under the umbrella of trans identifying persons you need to take a long hard look at your privilege

On an even further note saying that not supporting the idea of being transracial is not supporting BLM…honey your mindset is ALM YOU’RE the one that’s anti-BLM

Also not to beat a dead horse but MEDICAL CONDITIONS CANNOT AND SHOULD NOT BE PUT UNDER AN IDENTITY LABEL IT’S INSULTING TO BOTH THE TRANS COMMUNITY AND THE DISABLED COMMUNITY

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On the topic of transableism, there's also many people who are transabled when it comes to mental/neurological conditions. I don't believe that has anything to do with BIID. It's just ableism trying to hide behind the "Well, someone on the internet says it can be considered a mental condition so you're the ableist one!" wall. You can't be transautistic, dumbass.

(Yes, I'm autistic myself. I saw you furiously typing, trans scarlet fever people [/j].)

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at this point im against any form of non-disorder plurality. does it exist? fuckin hell if i know. but being "plural" and having did/osdd is so intrinsically linked that the two cannot be separated. there are people who will have did/osdd and not realize, thinking its just "oh im just a non-disordered plural :)" and that's fuckin dangerous. people not getting treated for their disorders is dangerous and acting like its "fine" is pushing anti-recovery rhetoric. did/osdd is an ESPECIALLY dangerous disorder to not seek therapy for. with a 70% suicide rate and intense symptoms stemming from trauma it's something that NEEDS to be diagnosed. we NEED to be helped. we NEED therapy. and no this isn't me saying we need to reach final fusion, it's me saying we need to be functional and be able to recover with our disorder.

"oh but this harms non-disordered plurals !!!" how? how does it? give me one reason how it does. and either way i would rather the DISORDERED. the DISABLED. people be safe. yes. i put the safety of disordered people who have a high suicide risk higher than the safety of a 14 year old on the internet with a non-disordered "monsengenic" system or whatever the hell yall wanna call it. so yes. we should medicalize plurality because the safety of the mentally ill people comes first. if you disagree with that, then hate to break it to you but you're ableist/sanist.

Saw a post by a pro all trans labels (transabled, transage, transrace, etc.) blog where an anon said their culture is collecting labels. You can't collect disabilities like fucking candy.

What are you on?

Disabilities aren't goofy little genders or identities.

You dumbasses are saying I can just identify as a wheelchair user without having any physical disabilities.

We need to learn? Shut the fuck up. You're saying anyone can have any amount of serious disabilities, mental or physical, if they want to.

I try to empathize and learn about everyone, but you guys are simply stupid and harmful.

I identify as having the flu ^^

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Endos aren't real

Endos aren't real

Endos aren't real

Endos aren't real

Endos aren't real

Endos aren't real

The feminine urge to block endos but remembering you can't because you're a syscourse blog.

I've experienced similar things. Every endo that has responded to me, on this blog and on other platforms, has brought up the "there's little to no research on this disorder so there's no way to know" argument. Yeah, no shit. That's why I don't believe that you're real. There's no evidence to say you are real. No study has been done yet on endos. You can't prove anything.

Endos and supporters use the little research argument to prove that they are real. Babe, you aren't making a point.

It's like saying magic is real because no one has documented it yet. Sounds dumb, yeah?

I do not care. Endogenic systems aren't real systems. They are taking our real, debilitating experiences, and using them for pitty and internet points.

I have been told to kill myself

I have been told I'm lucky to have trauma

I've been told I am lucky to be so fucked up

I've been told I'm lucky to have such severe PTSD

All from endogenics.

I will not consider them real systems until I am given a legitimate, scientific study, proving me wrong.

That is my opinion. If that makes you mad, block me.

My disorder will not be used to gain sympathy.

Just saw a post by a completely endogenic "system" saying that they don't really know what a system is but still identify as one. 😀

Fucking pardon?

I won't mention who they are but seriously, this is stupid.

- Based on my last post

Well, I guess if endos also support transabled then if we say they're the same thing it doesn't affect them. Touche.

I have no words. This is... gross. The fact that a lot of endos I've seen support transrace, transabled, transage, proship, etc. doesn't help their case. Race isn't an identity. Abilities and disabilities aren't an identity. Age isn't an identity. You're supporting racism, ableism, and MAPs by saying these things. You're disgusting.

Stop. :)

shout out time

shout out to the systems wo are endos/other orgins systems shout out to mspec label people shout out to poc lgbt+ people shout out to the people who use xenogenders/neopronouns shout to the people who has paraphillas shout out to transage/age regressers/age dreamers/pet regressors shout out to transrace people shout out to people who has biid/transable idk what else i can add but i love yall qwq!/pos

Amazing point.

the sooner that people realise that "endogenic" (especially the ones who have claimed to "make their system on purpose") is just another word for "transabled" the better. like this is not REASONABLE </3 pro endo is not a reasonable stance in any way

Love it.

Endophobic flag!

Red for the hatred of endos

Peach for did/osdd systems who have been wronged and hurt by endos

White for did/osdd spaces without endos/lack of need for endo safe spaces

Blue for solidarity between did and osdd systems who are endophobic

Amen.

you are valid if

your system has mostly introjects

your system has few or no introjects

your system has lots of amnesia and barriers between alters

your system has no or very little amnesia and barriers

you have a personality or mood disorder on top of being a system

you have lots of alters

you only have a few alters

you experience psychosis or some psychotic disorder

you're heavy in one or more alter roles

you have alters with no roles or who dot know what their roles are

you still live with people who caused you trauma

you're still in relationships with people who hurt you

you struggle with taking care of the body

you have nonhuman alters

you have invisible disabilities

you have physical disabilities

you and your system are valid. no matter your situation or trauma you are valid and we're proud of you for making it this far and doing your best each day. we wholeheartedly wish the best for you all

no one person let alone any system is meant to fit in a box, whether you do or not match up to the "standard" system description youre still valid. youre still loved. youre still amazing.

after everything we've all gone through we all deserve some good things so we like making these posts every now and then to put some positivity in the community.

regardless of what your system looks like youre still entirely valid. dont let anyone ever tell you otherwise.

Endos and supporters stay the fuck off this post.

Cya <333 Great chat we had. ^^♡

I don't forgive my abusers either but I don't wish everyone who shares traits with them to be harmed <3

I understand it may be coping mechanisms but still.

Might aswell make an intro post since the old host is gone.

Hi, I’m Sunny. I use nya/nyas, he/him, meow/meows, mew/mews, purr/purrs and a bunch of other cat related neos. I’m a prosecutor, perpetrator, avenger and whatever other thing can describe me being fucking PISSED at what people did to us, and now i hurt people soooo.. If you dont like me, cool, i don’t fucking care. im mean. ill be making my own blog soon. oh but im nice to pro-endos and pro-tulpas! so hehe. other than that im mean to sysmeds and i want them to suffer. so yeah thats me, will be making a new blog of my own soon sooo if you like me then feel free to check it out when its done

Sup. I admire your opinions.

hii!!! could anti-endo blogs interact with this? :o we need more cool people to follow :) reblogs encouraged but not required!!! mass tagging this to get a lil traction. -kas

feel free to refer to our pinned post to learn more about us!!! /g

this goes without saying; endos DNI, endo neutrals DNI, pro endos DNI, yknow the drill

Never said you weren't. That doesn't erase what you said.

Might aswell make an intro post since the old host is gone.

Hi, I’m Sunny. I use nya/nyas, he/him, meow/meows, mew/mews, purr/purrs and a bunch of other cat related neos. I’m a prosecutor, perpetrator, avenger and whatever other thing can describe me being fucking PISSED at what people did to us, and now i hurt people soooo.. If you dont like me, cool, i don’t fucking care. im mean. ill be making my own blog soon. oh but im nice to pro-endos and pro-tulpas! so hehe. other than that im mean to sysmeds and i want them to suffer. so yeah thats me, will be making a new blog of my own soon sooo if you like me then feel free to check it out when its done

Waiting to see a decent point from an endo. I'll be here awhile.

Woah, you want trauma survivors to suffer and think we're monsters? You're so cool, man.

Sarcasm, obviously.

Might aswell make an intro post since the old host is gone.

Hi, I’m Sunny. I use nya/nyas, he/him, meow/meows, mew/mews, purr/purrs and a bunch of other cat related neos. I’m a prosecutor, perpetrator, avenger and whatever other thing can describe me being fucking PISSED at what people did to us, and now i hurt people soooo.. If you dont like me, cool, i don’t fucking care. im mean. ill be making my own blog soon. oh but im nice to pro-endos and pro-tulpas! so hehe. other than that im mean to sysmeds and i want them to suffer. so yeah thats me, will be making a new blog of my own soon sooo if you like me then feel free to check it out when its done

Got so angry that I forgot to add tags in the last reblog. Damn.

All traumagenic and disordered systems deserve more credit. You endos don't deserve shit.

You also think the term "sysmed" is fitting. Plurality isn't inherently medical, but only because of spirituality. Being a system is medical. It's a disorder caused by dissociation which is caused by trauma. Guess what? I'm also trans and have been harassed by transmeds, and it's not the same. Don't compare being trans, a thing anyone can experience, to people with trauma that happened before we had a fully developed fucking brain. Our trauma isn't comparable to gender, a fucking social construct that isn't real. Of course being trans isn't medical, because gender isn't technically real. Trauma and being a system isn't a social construct. We were abused.

Get your head out of your ass. 🥰

Friendly reminder that DID/OSDD does not equal sysmed. There are so many amazing DID and OSDD systems out there that are wonderful and supportive of all origins and they deserve more credit!!!

No, they're not important. They make us look like a joke and are trying to demedicalize systems.

Non-disordered endogenic systems are so important to the plural community.

Plurality is such a subjective experience, and seeing so many systems with all sorts of differences sharing their experiences and resources and encouraging self acceptance is such a beautiful thing.

We personally have learned so much from endogenic non-disordered systems, which we may write about more later. We’re so grateful we found the inclusive plural community!

To all the non-disordered endogenic systems out there, we hope you have a good day/night!

Yeah, no. Dissociation happens because of trauma and endos with trauma are in denial.

DIDOSDD is not a trauma disorder, it's a dissociative disorder! The DSM5 has a seperate section in the book for trauma disorders, which does not include DIDOSDD.

The book says that DIDOSDD "is often associated with trauma", not that trauma is the only cause.

On top of this, endos can have trauma. Many I know do, it's just not what formed their system, or they are mixed origin.

Endos with DIDOSDD are valid! Disordered endos in general are valid. We're a disordered system ourselves, so we get how hard it can be to be disordered. Having your existence denied on top of that is awful. You exist. You are valid.