r0tt1ngc0rp3s

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im baaaack. fell off the wagon a bit 😔 but I have prom in June so I NEED to lose as much weight as possible. I ain't gonna be remembered as the fat bitch. I refuse 🖐️😒

Having visible collar bones and a flat stomach would give me the confidence to wear tank tops for once

tell me why tiktok decides to show me food videos when I'm relapsing? like bitch, let me ⭐ve in peace 😮‍💨

I dont ⭐ve just because I hate myself.

I ⭐ve because my grief does the eating for me.

the feminine urge to want to cut off your boobs just to see the number on the scale go down

a rope and an eating disorder, what more can a girl want 💕💕

"you got snap or insta?" i have a rope i can hang myself with

you know you’re getting bad when eating 730 calories feels like a binge 😬

I started going on walks with my friend (I'm running up and down a hill on my own to burn calories when I eat)

I find that one of the worst things about fasting is that I constantly feel sick. yet when I do eat, I can't keep it down. I get so nauseous even when I drink water, but watching the numbers on the scale drop makes it all worth it 😊

the real girl dinner 🫶🏻

my hobbies are cutting and cumming

im living my best life

wanting someone to notice that I'm not ok but the urge to keep going is so much stonger. I want to be rotting inside before they realise

being bigger than my sister is honestly so embarrassing for me. she's 15 years older than me and I'm still fatter than her. I want to carve the fat off my body until there's nothing left but skin and bones

Real

+ ⭐️ve

Bpd culture is feeling like the only one who took people saying "treat others how youd want to be treated" seriously

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The urge to fall back into all of my bad habits because i am too tired and they feel familiar.

self destructing to feel in control only to realise you might not actually be in control, and "your actions" might just be someone or something making decisions for you.

just in a silly little mood :]

the bpd urge to drop all my friends cut all contact with everyone and ruin my own life until it kills me