I Find That One Of The Worst Things About Fasting Is That I Constantly Feel Sick. Yet When I Do Eat,

just in a silly little mood :]

the bpd urge to drop all my friends cut all contact with everyone and ruin my own life until it kills me

tell me why tiktok decides to show me food videos when I'm relapsing? like bitch, let me ⭐ve in peace 😮‍💨

Bpd culture is feeling like the only one who took people saying "treat others how youd want to be treated" seriously

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im baaaack. fell off the wagon a bit 😔 but I have prom in June so I NEED to lose as much weight as possible. I ain't gonna be remembered as the fat bitch. I refuse 🖐️😒

I started going on walks with my friend (I'm running up and down a hill on my own to burn calories when I eat)

a rope and an eating disorder, what more can a girl want 💕💕

"you got snap or insta?" i have a rope i can hang myself with

self destructing to feel in control only to realise you might not actually be in control, and "your actions" might just be someone or something making decisions for you.

the feminine urge to want to cut off your boobs just to see the number on the scale go down

wanting someone to notice that I'm not ok but the urge to keep going is so much stonger. I want to be rotting inside before they realise

I dont ⭐ve just because I hate myself.

I ⭐ve because my grief does the eating for me.