I Started Going On Walks With My Friend (I'm Running Up And Down A Hill On My Own To Burn Calories When

Having visible collar bones and a flat stomach would give me the confidence to wear tank tops for once

Real

+ ⭐️ve

the feminine urge to want to cut off your boobs just to see the number on the scale go down

wanting someone to notice that I'm not ok but the urge to keep going is so much stonger. I want to be rotting inside before they realise

I find that one of the worst things about fasting is that I constantly feel sick. yet when I do eat, I can't keep it down. I get so nauseous even when I drink water, but watching the numbers on the scale drop makes it all worth it 😊

a rope and an eating disorder, what more can a girl want 💕💕

"you got snap or insta?" i have a rope i can hang myself with

Bpd culture is feeling like the only one who took people saying "treat others how youd want to be treated" seriously

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tell me why tiktok decides to show me food videos when I'm relapsing? like bitch, let me ⭐ve in peace 😮‍💨

I dont ⭐ve just because I hate myself.

I ⭐ve because my grief does the eating for me.