— Virginia Woolf
P.49 / 1896
“I want you always to remember me. Will you remember that I existed, and that I stood next to you here like this?”
— Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood
—Albert Camus
Sylvia Plath, from a journal entry featured in "The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath,"
The days
I expect them, wait for them
And when they pass, I realise
They're dead days
Gone and lost,
Rotten days
And of them too many,
That have been too much
I mourn them still
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Birth
I have my mother's rage.
The quiet rage, the unassuming one,
the rage which grips onto every molecule of your body,
until it claws and licks at your whitened bones.
The rage which sinks its sharp canines in you
which savours the taste of blood,
it craves it.
It lures your loved ones in carefully, it invites them into its stenching residence.
Sets out a nice cup of tea, or perhaps, the good tablecloth.
And when they think it's gone, the rage twists their necks,
and laps up the blood with its serpent tongue.
I have my father's indifference.
I sit and watch as it happens, smiling, as I watch and watch my house burn.
- e.u.
I don’t
know
I don’t know
how to stop
Stop the tears from falling
Stop the fears from showing
Stop a life from being wasted
Please stop me
Stop me from wasting my life
Stop wasting a life on me
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●a way to let go of my thoughts because I fear they might crush me● ||they/them||
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